Although Cheng's mother saw that Cheng Wangshu's emotions were wrong, she was only a little tired from studying in her third year of high school, so she didn't pay too much attention.

The atmosphere of dinner was a little dull, and Cheng Wangshu wanted to talk about the class to make Cheng's father happy, but Cheng's father said: "You just need to study your habits well." He reprimanded him back.

Cheng's mother looked at Cheng Wangshu and didn't say anything, just lowered her head and ate silently. Cheng Wangshu looked at Cheng's mother's attitude, then endured the tears back into his eyes with a sneer at the corner of his mouth, and then lowered his head to eat.

This is not the first time, Cheng's father's emotional instability is not a day or two, in the past two years, Cheng's father's illness has become more and more serious, and his temper has become more and more irritable, Cheng Wangshu was a little sad at first, and then the sadness became a grievance, and the grievances accumulated more, Cheng Wangshu began to get used to it, she was careful in this family, she began to learn to only say what Cheng's father liked to hear, if she accidentally said the wrong thing, she immediately fell silent and let Cheng's father lose his temper.

Later, she slowly discovered that the pain of life sometimes does not lie in death, but in life to death, she has no right to say that it is difficult, because in the eyes of adults, it seems that her difficulties are not good at studying, or she does not put all her energy into studying, so she has time to think about those "hypocritical" "idle things".

Adults are always concerned about whether her "body" is healthy, whether her "study" is excellent, and whether her "thoughts" are positive. Their crying seems to be the willfulness of a little baby whose desires are not satisfied, they don't care whether she is happy at this moment, they only ask whether she is happy in her seemingly unattainable future, and in their cognition, it seems that she is excellent, status, rich, and happy in those unattainable futures.

"I'd like to leave if I could." Cheng Wangshu wrote these words on a blank piece of paper, since the last time Cheng's mother turned over Cheng Wangshu's diary, Cheng Wangshu never wrote a diary again, she occasionally wrote her mood on the calculation paper, and then used the calculation process to cover the bottom mood; Occasionally, he would write his mood on star paper, and then fold the note into a star and put it in a jar; Occasionally, I would write my feelings in a square piece of paper used to fold a thousand paper cranes, and then fold the paper into a thousand paper cranes and wear them into curtains. The thousands of paper cranes by the window hide Cheng Wangshu's secrets, secrets that no one knows......

"Then what do you say?!" Cheng's father's roar passed through the living room, and through Cheng Wangshu's door came to Cheng Wangshu's ears, she seemed to be used to such an angry roar, she didn't even raise her head, slowly took out the history volume, and carefully read each question.

"What else can I do! Ticket! Ticket! I'll buy a ticket tomorrow, and let's go to Beijing to see it. Cheng's mother's voice was a little helpless.

When Cheng Wangshu heard such a result, his emotions did not fluctuate, and then he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Li Weizhen: "Have you finished your homework?" Go down and breathe. ”

Here, Li Weizhen couldn't help laughing when he looked at the message sent by Cheng Wangshu on the mobile phone screen, and then immediately grabbed a coat and changed into shoes and went out.

When Li Weizhen went downstairs, he saw Cheng Wangshu dancing barefoot on the stone table wearing a long skirt. There are many kinds of beauty of girls, some are stunning at a glance, some are slowly aftertasted, every movement of the girl in front of her from hair to fingertips is supple, the air flows around her body as if it has a shape, she is beautiful, Li Weizhen thought like this since he was a child, he was glad that her beauty was not easy to find, and he selfishly wanted to occupy her beauty alone.

"You're here." Cheng Wangshu found Li Weizhen's figure and jumped from the stone table to Li Weizhen's body.

Cheng Wangshu is very light, Li Weizhen has been practicing taekwondo all year round, so he caught Cheng Wangshu steadily, it was already autumn, Cheng Wangshu was only wearing a thin skirt, his hands and feet were cold, Li Weizhen put Cheng Wangshu on the stone table, and then took off his wide coat to wrap Cheng Wangshu's small body, and held up Cheng Wangshu's frozen feet with both hands and stuffed them into his clothes.

"Cold, you're going to get a cold and your stomach hurts." Cheng Wangshu struggled to pull her foot out of Li Weizhen's clothes, but Li Weizhen's hand was so strong that she couldn't move at all.

"If you don't want me to get sick, you can take care of yourself, and I don't have a stomachache now." Li Weizhen looked at Cheng Wangshu and said with a smile.

"How do you know I must have gone downstairs?" Cheng Wangshu asked while fiddling with a few of the messy hairs on the top of Li Weizhen's head that were blown up by the wind.

"Because I have a close relationship with you, I know you're downstairs as soon as I smell it." Li Weizhen suddenly felt a tingling pain in the scalp on the top of his head, and hurriedly begged for mercy: "The eldest lady used a full stop, so she didn't ask me what she meant, this is to say: 'Little Lizi, you hurry up and get down and play with me.'" ’.” Li Weizhen's scholar Cheng Wangshu's tone was yin and yang.

A few silver bell-like chuckles, through Li Weizhen's eardrums, Li Weizhen looked at Cheng Wangshu's tearful eyes and couldn't help but feel a little fluttering, the moonlight sprinkled on Cheng Wangshu's hair, and the skin reflected a little halo, which made Cheng Wangshu smaller and smaller, and his lips were red because of sobbing, which made Cheng Wangshu look so moving at this time.

Cheng Wangshu noticed the change in Li Weizhen's eyes when he looked at him, and couldn't help blushing, taking advantage of Li Weizhen's panicked efforts, he quickly pulled his foot out of Li Weizhen's clothes, put on his shoes, and stood up.

"Let's go back, I still have a history volume to finish." Cheng Wangshu stammered sideways.

Li Weizhen looked at Cheng Wangshu's slightly flushed cheeks, and he didn't feel happy, and he couldn't hide the joy in his words, "Okay, I have to go back too, I still have two sets of physics papers to do." ”

Cheng Wangshu looked at Li Weizhen with some surprise, "If you can get a good ranking in this physics competition, you can be guaranteed, so I want to give it a try." Li Weizhen slowly explained to Cheng Wangshu, Cheng Wangshu just listened, didn't ask anything, not that she didn't care, she just felt that Li Weizhen's decision didn't need to ask, he felt that he should know things, he would explain what he listened, and what he didn't explain, even if he asked, he probably wouldn't understand, so she got used to it, waiting for Li Weizhen to arrange, there was an exception, it was when the arts and sciences were divided, but now the two of them are not still in the same class, but they have become next door.

Li Weizhen didn't ask Cheng Wangshu what happened and he didn't care, Cheng's father and Cheng's mother quarreled too loudly, although he couldn't hear the specific things that were arguing, but Li Weizhen knew that Cheng Wangshu must be in a bad mood, he didn't need to ask her why she was unhappy, he just wanted to make her happy.