Chapter 88: Actors and Truth

When Bai Sihan and Zheng Pingye walked to Su Le's ward, Su Le had already woken up.

Since Su Le was injured, he has been feeling tired and unbearable, but he can't sleep for long, and he has been in a daze, wandering between wakefulness and chaos.

"Lele, how are you feeling now?" Bai Sihan saw that Su Le wanted to sit up, so he hurriedly went over to help her sit up, and stuffed a pillow behind her.

"It's fine." Su Le sat up and leaned against her movements, his lips pursed slightly, which was counted as a smile.

Bai Sihan was worried, she looked at Zheng Pingye, then at Su Le, half a sound, before she sighed and said, "Ah Ye and I won't stay here for long, and we will return to China soon, but don't worry, we have already arranged it for you here."

She paused before she said solemnly: "Lele, I hope you can cooperate with the treatment and recover soon, and we will come to see you when we have time." ”

"Okay." Su Le's tone was gentle and he responded with a smile. But in her slightly curved eyes, there was not much sincere smile, only a hollow darkness.

Bai Sihan was about to say more, but Zheng Pingye pulled his hand. She looked back in confusion, only to see Zheng Pingye shaking his head, his eyes full of helplessness.

Bai Sihan came back to his senses from his worries and understood what he meant.

What Su Le needs now is not her insignificant words, but professional treatment. No matter how much she said, it didn't mean anything to Su Le's treatment.

"You can rest assured that you can go back to China, I will cooperate well with the treatment here." Zheng Pingye and Bai Sihan's small movements were also seen by Su Le, she smiled and said.

No matter how much reluctance and worry there is, Bai Sihan can't say it. She looked at Su Le's seemingly calm expression and opened her mouth, but she only sighed and nodded.

All along, Su Le has had enough things on her back, and Bai Sihan knows that she can't add any more burdens to her. The trees are still too rigid and easy to break, not to mention that Su Le is just a girl.

Bai Sihan's eyes touched Su Le's scarred face, and he couldn't help but feel bitter in his heart, "Lele, when you are better, I will arrange the best plastic surgeon for you." ”

"No need." Su Le said softly, the light in his eyes was indifferent, as if he really didn't care about this skin anymore, "I don't want plastic surgery, anyway, I don't want to mix in the entertainment industry anymore, it's just a face, it doesn't mean anything to me." ”

"Lele!" Bai Sihan wanted to persuade again, but was pulled by Zheng Pingye and stopped what she wanted to say again.

"Su Le, you take a good rest first, Sihan and I still have something to say." Zheng Pingye spoke, his tone gentle.

Su Le smiled on his lips, watching Bai Sihan being pulled out of the ward by Zheng Pingye, even though Bai Sihan obviously didn't want to go out, Su Le didn't say anything to keep it.

After they went out, Su Le, who had been smiling, had a stiff arc on his lips and couldn't fall, like a doll that had been engraved with a smile since birth.

If there were still people other than Su Le in this ward, they would find that at this time, her eyes were empty and without any brilliance. The body maintained the movement of Bai Sihan and Zheng Pingye going out, without moving at all, like a lifeless dummy.

Outside the ward, Bai Sihan was looking at Zheng Pingye, annoyed, "Why did you interrupt me repeatedly?" Lele is in a bad situation now, I want to persuade her more and accompany her. ”

Zheng Pingye looked at this girl who had barely closed her eyes since Su Le was injured, sighed helplessly, pulled her into his arms, held the back of her head, and said: "Now Su Le's psychological problems are obviously very serious, it is useless for you to tell him this, specific related matters, wait until her psychological state is better."

Bai Sihan was stuffed in Zheng Pingye's arms, his heart was sour and bitter, he bit his lips tightly and did not speak.

"Silly girl, cry if you want to." Zheng Pingye patted her on the back and comforted her softly.

Bai Sihan, who had been suppressing his sadness, finally couldn't restrain himself because of his short sentence and shed tears. The tears contain boundless sadness, but they are silent and even more heart-wrenching.

But Bai Sihan, who was crying until he was choked and his vision was foggy, had an idea lingering in his mind.

She thought that she still had Zheng Pingye. But what about Su Le? At this point, there is no one who can be by her side. Even she, the so-called lifelong friend, can't do it.

There are many unsatisfactory things in life, and some things can even destroy a person's sanity. Whether you can live a wonderful life, just look at one person, and whether you can survive it.

Bai Sihan and Zheng Pingye stayed here for only three days.

During this period, Bai Sihan faced Su Le with the brightest smile and faced everyone in the sanatorium. Her smile was too warm, as if the girl who hugged Zheng Pingye and cried in the corridor at the beginning was not her.

"Lele, how did you talk to Ethan?" Bai Sihan sat on the edge of Su Le's bed skillfully peeling apples and asked.

"It's good." Su Le's gaze retracted from the birds outside the window, looked at Bai Sihan, and replied with a smile.

Bai Sihan handed her the apple in his hand, a little stunned, "I'm going back to China with Ah Ye tomorrow, you must be good here." ”

Su Le smiled and nodded.

Bai Sihan's gaze didn't hold back, and fell on Su Le's face, and a strong distress rose in his eyes.

Although the medical level of country M is really good, these days, the burns on Su Le's face have been much better than when he first came, but because there is no bandage, the scars are exposed to the air, which is in stark contrast to the smooth skin without burns, and it looks even more hideous. Search

Su Le noticed Bai Sihan's gaze, his eyes dimmed, and he didn't want her to look at it again.

Although Su Le said that there was nothing to disfigure, Bai Sihan knew that she was actually very concerned about it. Su Le's dodge made Bai Sihan quickly retract his gaze and change the topic with a smile, "I think you'll call you, but you are not allowed to answer." ”

Su Le pursed his lips and smiled lightly, "No, anyone's call may not be answered, yours, I will definitely answer it." ”

Bai Sihan knew that she was just joking, but since Su Le was in the mood to make a joke, she was obviously in a much better state than before, and she was also relieved and made a few jokes.

Su Le's good state lasted until Bai Sihan and Zheng Pingye got on the plane, at that time, Su Le was standing at the place of send-off with a masked face and a wide-brimmed hat, watching the two of them leave, while Ethan had been standing beside her and accompanying her.

Bai Sihan turned around three times in one step, and Su Le could only smile and wave his hand at her.

When the figures of the two completely disappeared in Su Le's eyes, the smile on her lips stiffened and slowly disappeared, and the little color in her eyes gradually faded, and the whole person fell silent, and the aura around her body was suppressed.

Ethan, who was on the side, turned his head to look at her, and was taken aback when he saw the whole process of her change in attitude.

Gosh, this is really a great actor. Ethan thought.

At least if he encounters these things like Su Le, he will definitely not be able to completely hide his negative emotions and not bring them to the people he loves.

"Let's go back." Su Le turned his head to look at Ethan, and spoke lightly, there was no fluctuation in his eyes, it was the darkness of an abyss.

Ethan nodded, he quietly looked at Su Le, and had some answers in his heart.

He estimated that in the first conversation between him and Su Le before, Su Le didn't listen to anything else, so he remembered a sentence about treating Bai Sihan and them.

He remembered Su Le's character that he had summarized from the stories told by Bai Sihan before, and couldn't help but secretly sigh in his heart that Su Le was really an extremely strong and assertive girl.

However, Su Le's stubbornness in some aspects made him feel a headache for this admirable girl.

Such a patient is not easy to deal with.

"You don't want to leave yet, do you want to go to country Z with them?" Su Le took a few steps forward, and seeing that Ethan hadn't followed, he glanced back at him and said sarcastically.

Ethan touched his nose and laughed, Zheng Pingye's guy hadn't told him, this girl was still a poisonous thorn.

Su Le saw him follow up, sneered, didn't speak, and strode out directly.

She needs to calm down now, since Bai Sihan and the others left, she seems to have lost the last trace of warmth of the patient, the negative dark sea almost drowned her, her whole body was floating in the water, it was difficult to breathe, and she almost drowned.

She struggled desperately, but several voices kept circling in her ears.

"What are you doing alive? If you live like this, you might as well die. A soft voice said the most vicious words.

"Die, die. You're disfigured! The sharp meanness made her ears hurt.

"The man I love the most ruined my life, why should I live." The sad and helpless little girl roared.

“……”

Countless voices mingled in her ears, like the whispers of demons, and they would not give up until they destroyed her.

"Shut up!" Su Le was forced to stop, his eyes were red, like a trapped beast in a desperate situation.

She clutched her ears tightly and squatted down suddenly, her face pained. However, her movements were too violent, and she directly touched off her hat, and half of her face full of scars was exposed, causing everyone in the airport to be frightened.

"Look, you've scared everybody, what are you doing in this world? Harm others? The demon's whisper rang out again.

Su Le's sanity was on the verge of collapse, and he was only a millimeter away from falling into the abyss.

Finally, Su Le fell heavily and fell to the ground, his thoughts in chaos.

"Su Le!" Ethan was startled when he saw her in this state, and quickly ran over to hug her.

"Don't think about anything, try to empty yourself.

Ethan's words were soft but powerful, as if magical, and fell into Su Le's ears and entered her mind, stirring up chaos, allowing her to grab a piece of driftwood in the middle of the drowning sea, and finally catch her breath.

"Su Le, you can't be defeated here!"

In the last seconds of her coma, a voice, although subtle, but firmly appeared in the cacophony of voices, with a trace of power.