Past Life: Meeting is Lifetime Chapter 27: Confession Rejected (Part II)
Xiao Yue hesitated for a moment before speaking, "Su Nuo, I have something I want to tell you, but please listen to me patiently, can you get angry or do something else after I finish speaking?" ”
"What's the matter?" Su Nuo turned his head and looked directly at Xiao Yue, "How do you know that I will definitely be angry after hearing this?" If you know I'm going to be angry, why do you say it? ”
"Because I'm afraid that if I don't say it now, I won't have a chance to say it in the future, and I think I'll regret it for the rest of my life," Xiao Yue said as he knelt on one knee, allowing himself to look up at Su Nuo, "So I want to say it even if I know you're going to be angry, and if you want to be angry after I finish speaking, just be angry at me, I'll take it all,"
It was the first time for Su Nuo to see Xiao Yue talking to him so solemnly, and his heartbeat couldn't help but speed up.
"And what exactly are you trying to say?" Su Nuo tried to keep himself calm and looked at Xiao Yue, "Just say it, I'll try not to get angry,"
"Su Nuo," Xiao Yue finally mustered up the courage to confess his heart to Su Nuo, "You know what? How scared I was when I saw you faint in the storage vault yesterday, scared that you were going to die like this, I've never been as scared as I was yesterday, you know? This incident made me completely understand, that is, how important you are in my heart, you have an irreplaceable place in my heart, I know that I can't lose you, do you know what that means? ”
"What does that mean?" Su Nuo felt that he understood what Xiao Yue was going to say to her, which she both wanted to hear and was afraid to hear, and Su Nuo felt that his heart was about to jump out of his throat.
"That means, I," Xiao Yue was nervous, speaking in a trill, "I like you very much!" Do you know! I was deeply attracted by your cold and sad eyes from the first time I saw you, I actually liked you very much in my heart, but I know that you don't have any feelings for me, so I have kept this emotion in my heart and didn't tell you, originally I wanted to wait until you felt a little bit about me before confessing to you, but what happened last night made me very scared, afraid that I would not have the opportunity to show you my feelings for you, so today I will be desperate to confess my heart to you,"
"I understand everything you said," Su Nuo's heart was deeply moved by Xiao Yue's confession.
She now understands that Xiao Yue has always liked herself, and it turns out that she is deeply liked by the person she loves. But her rational side to tell herself the emotional side that this relationship must be stopped, even if it hurts the other person and herself.
Su Nuo felt that this was so that Xiao Yue and himself would not be hurt more in the future. Although this confession made her happy, she had decided not to let the relationship continue to spread.
Su Nuo stared at Xiao Yue deeply, and only after a long time did he withdraw his eyes, and said in a cold tone, "But just like you said, I don't have any feelings for you or you, do you understand?" ”
"Really?" Although Xiao Yue was already prepared to be rejected by Su Nuo in his heart, he still couldn't help but feel a sense of loss after hearing Su Nuo say this.
Xiao Yue stood up, lowered his head, and his eyes fell on Su Nuo's two hands held together, "Although I have known this in my heart for a long time, but today I heard you say it with my own ears, and it feels really different, I understand it completely now, I will not say this kind of thing that bothers you again in the future,"
"That's good," Su Nuo looked at Xiao Yue's extremely lost expression, listening to Xiao Yue's words so powerless, it was like a file was filing her heart.
Su Nuoduo wanted to tell Xiao Yue that she actually liked him very much, but she clearly knew that if this relationship continued, it would definitely bring a lot of trouble and pain to Xiao Yue, so the long pain was better than the short pain, and it was better to cut it off now than to let Xiao Yue endure the incomparable pain in the future.
Although Su Nuo was very excited in his heart, he still had to pretend to be cold on the surface, "Since you already know that I have no feelings for you, then you should stop spending time on me, you should go to find a girl who is more suitable for you and loves you more, I think it shouldn't be very difficult on your terms,"
"I understand what you mean, I won't bother you again in the future, and I won't say these upsetting words to you again," Xiao Yue felt very lost at Su Nuo's coldness, as if he had put a fiery heart on a piece of ice, and his heart was suddenly extremely cold.
Xiao Yue endured his frustration and continued to speak, "Although you rejected me, I still want to say to you, my heart for you will not change, I will still protect you well, and I will never let someone like Zuo Yi hurt you again,"
"How can there be a fool like you," Su Nuo lowered her eyes, she was afraid to look into Xiao Yue's eyes, she was afraid that she would not be able to resist Xiao Yue's feelings, and tell him the truth.
"Maybe I'm a fool," Xiao Yue's mind gradually calmed down, and his tone was much calmer than just now, "But everyone's heart is free, my heart chose to like you, and your heart didn't choose me, maybe your heart will choose someone else in the future, all this is our freedom, the freedom of the heart, no one can force anyone to like whom, just like I can't force you to like me." But I will wait, waiting for you maybe one day your heart will choose me, maybe never, who knows? ”
After saying these words, Xiao Yue turned around and slowly left the treatment room.
After Xiao Yue left the treatment room, Su Nuo finally couldn't help crying, she felt that she was an out-and-out fool, and she wanted to push it away when she saw that happiness was in front of her eyes.
Su Nuo has no confidence in himself, he feels that he is not worthy of Xiao Yue, and he is even more afraid that his feelings for Xiao Yue will hurt Xiao Yue.
Not long after Xiao Yue left, Xin Xue returned to the treatment room.
As soon as she entered the treatment room, she saw Su Nuo covering her head and crying, so she immediately stepped forward and said with concern, "Su Nuo, what's wrong with you?" Did that Xiao Yue say something that made you unhappy? ”
When Su Nuo heard Xin Xue's voice, he gradually put away his tears, raised his head, and said in a low voice, "He didn't say anything that made me sad, I said something to him that made him sad,"
"What do you mean?" Xin Xue didn't understand the meaning of Su Nuo's words.
"Xiao Yue just told me that he likes me very much, that I am very important in his heart," Su Nuo said as tears flowed uncontrollably.
"Isn't that great? Don't you like him too? Xin Xue helped Su Nuo wipe away her tears, "Could it be that he said something else?" ”
Su Nuo shook his head, "I like him very much, but, but my identity is different from his, if I promise him, it will cause him a lot of trouble, so, I rejected him, I told him that I don't have any feelings for him at all, so that he should not bother with me,"
"Su Nuo, why are you so stupid? You obviously like him very much, and Xiao Yue, I finally mustered up the courage to confess to you, how can you bear to refuse him, if Xiao Yue takes it seriously, he really won't like you anymore in the future, what should I do? Xin Xue didn't expect Su Nuo to reject Xiao Yue.
"If only he really didn't like me anymore in the future, he told me that he would always wait for me, and that I might like him one day," Su Nuo said this, and his heart was sour, and he couldn't help but shed tears again.
"I didn't expect Xiao Yue to have true feelings for you, so what are you going to do in the future?" Xin Xue wanted to know what Su Nuo was going to do after rejecting Xiao Yue like this.
"I don't know, I don't know how to face him in the future," Su Nuo's heart was a mess now, and he didn't know what to do at all.
"Su Nuo, I think you should think about it now while you are recuperating from your injuries, if you really make up your mind to break Xiao Yue's thoughts, then you must no longer pretend to care about him in front of him, if you still have a trace of thoughts about him, then you have to think about how you will repair the damage caused to him because you rejected him,"
"I understand," Su Nuo gradually calmed down because of Xin Xue's words, "I'll think about it, but I always think it's better for me to stay away from him, anyone like me who gets involved in it will be unlucky,"
"It's not your fault that it's an orphan, and it's not your fault that the previous captain died, don't think like this all the time," Xin Xue didn't want Su Nuo to always live in such an inferiority complex.
Su Nuo didn't say anything more, just turned his head and quietly looked out the window.