69. She has only one heart

Empress Yu has walked into the venue in the eyes of everyone's expectation and envy, after everyone stopped talking and walking, the pictures of affectionate hugging on the screen became more and more dazzling, and the confessions that Mu Xin had never heard became more and more harsh.

If it weren't for Lin Xu supporting her by her side, she would probably have to flee in the wilderness. She could feel that the air pressure around her was getting colder, and Lin Xu was like a wooden refrigerant, motionless.

"Congratulations to Mr. Yu."

Lin Xu almost forcibly pulled Mu Xin to the front of Empress Yu, and everyone present stopped talking to each other, and watched with bated breath at this big drama of emotional entanglements between business giants.

Probably only Lin Xu in the entire hall has the courage to provoke Empress Yu, and he has the courage to take his wife forward to provoke the unforgettable old lover.

After being silent for a long time, Empress Yu regained half of her senses and responded expressionlessly, "Thank you, and congratulations to Mr. Lin for holding the beautiful woman." ”

At the most grand wedding in the history of Huaning City and Huahai City, there is Mrs. Yu, who has been with Yu for more than ten years and has been waiting for him for a lifetime, and there is also a half-hung bride who he once kissed warmly and gently.

The nineteen-year-old bride, their story spread all over the streets and alleys of Huaning, and who didn't know that Duan's Muxin was the person he held in his heart?

They all know, they all understand, they all sympathize, and they all have nothing to do with themselves. As at this moment, she stood beside another man, smiling like a flower. And the men and women who were invited to come came to bless him and the new Mrs. Yu to have a lover and finally become a family.

Unwilling. This is the only mood of Queen Yu at this moment. But he is the one who makes the choice, and the person who is most unqualified and unwilling is his queen Yu.

Six years ago, he was the one who lost her, and six years later he was the one who lost her. Zhao Xi said: "You didn't lose her, you lost yourself." She is alive without you, and she will die without her. It sounds like he cares more about her......

He has always known that the most difficult decision he has made in his life is to push Mu Xin away from him...... It's been more than six years, and it turns out that he has been in pain and entanglement for so long.

So long that even he himself is used to reminiscing about it from time to time.

Memories the girl yells behind him, yelling at him "why don't you love me".

"Teacher, congratulations." Mu Xin pursed her lips and smiled, after six years of experience, she has more mature beauty on top of her vitality.

"Well, thank you for coming."

He squeezed out a few words, his voice hoarse.

He couldn't help but raise his hand, stroked her hair, realized Lin Xu's existence, instantly retracted it, and continued: "Congratulations on finding a good Langjun." I heard that the little girl from the Lin family is also here, and I have always wanted to meet her. ”

Mu Xin was stunned. He was always like this, and he liked to divert the topic as a way to relieve his pain. How much pain did it make his arms tremble, his voice hoarse, his breathing heavy, his eyes drooping, and he didn't know what to do?

Let him stare at himself with such a cautious gaze? Sweep his reason clean, and express his affection affectionately in full view of everyone?

How painful was he to make such a decision?

A tear fell on the back of Lin Xu's hand without warning.

Lin Xu's arm paused, and from his eye sockets, tears flowing through his indifferent cheeks and cold air fell on the back of his hand, like the edges and corners of sharp ice cubes, piercing his veins, and suddenly, he was cold.

He seemed to realize that in front of these two people, he was an outsider.

"The child follows grandma, and then brings it to Mr. Yu, Lin and Mrs. Lin have something to do and are out of company."

He didn't say "Lin and Mrs.", but used the awkward "Lin and Mrs. Lin", a word difference, as if telling the belonging of the woman in Empress Yu's arms.

As soon as the words fell, he eagerly hugged Mu Xin and turned around, leaving at a fast speed, almost instantly buried in the sea of people, buried in his tears-

How calm and self-controlled he is, that he should shed tears?

Empress Yu couldn't help but think that if he refused to marry six years ago, Lin Xu would never have half a chance to make him envious and jealous, and now, Mu Xin is his private property, and he will never allow others to covet it. What a ridiculous irony.

Even if he has been in this world for a few more years than Lin Xu, he doesn't seem to see it thoroughly.

"Before she and I get the certificate, what do you want to do, as long as she wants, I won't stop you."

A few months ago, he said so deeply and righteously, as if he shamelessly reminded him that as long as Mu Xin entered into his marriage with him, then he didn't want to do anything.

Lin Xu has always been very clear about one set in front of him and one behind him, but he never expected that his mind would be hidden so deeply. A man has such a deep mind, ruthless methods, and pretends to be gentle and open-minded. If Lin Xu is willing, he may not be able to sit on the throne of the richest man in Huaning.

If Lin Xu didn't love Mu Xin, it was difficult to say whether the Huaning Duan clan would continue to exist, and he couldn't help but guess, if he and Mu Xin were finally possible, would Lin Xu be able to afford his beloved to become someone else's pillow joy?

"Queen Yu, you remember to me that I got married first, but I didn't want you."

Mu Xin's announcement was still in her ears, and when she said this, she did not fade the invulnerability of knives and guns disguised in the mall, she smiled hypocritically, and spoke softly and slowly, like a swimming snake, unhurriedly burrowing into his heart, and then opened her bloody mouth and killed him with a fierce blow.

He smiled bitterly, you see, what you give up is a lifetime.

In this life, he and Mu Xin can only have memories.

In those days and nights of youth and frivolity, he thought that when he worked hard to cover the sky with one hand in Huaning and even the world, and he could be proud of all things, he would have everything.

It's a pity that in the end, he has everything, power, status, wealth, prestige...... He had everything, but he couldn't get the person he wanted the most.

Often he also thinks that if he hadn't promised Gu Ling and hadn't sent Mu Xin away from him, what would the outcome be? Will there be a day when he will stand by her side openly, even if he passes through the crowd, he will not let go of the interlocking ten fingers?

Jokes, the most important thing in this world is "if".

Upstairs –

The door was pushed open, Mu Xin was thrown on the bed by an irresistible brute force, the soft mattress bounced, as if to shake out all the fruits that she had just entered her abdomen, in the face of Lin Xu's sudden anger, she was inexplicable, "Lin Xu, what are you doing?" ”

Don't even say "Mr. Lin"? So sad that you don't want to pretend to him?

Lin Xu quickly threw away his suit jacket, pulled the collar of his shirt, and immediately pounced on her, pressing her under him and unable to move, "Lang Qing concubine, Mu Xin, this Mrs. Lin, you really don't want to do it, right?" It should be, what you dream of is Gu Ling's position, right? ”

His voice was low but not hoarse, with a little trembling, Mu Xin was slightly stunned, he was rarely so angry, it can be said that he had never lost his temper with her like this.

However, the meaning of his action, she was not a minor girl, and she could see that her face was blue and white with anger, "Lin Xu, when you married me, you didn't know that I had someone in my heart?" What's the matter, does Mr. Lin know that it's a shame now? Because of the shame that someone wants to take revenge on me? You said that you wouldn't force me, and I hope Mr. Lin won't lose his trust. ”

"I said I wouldn't force you, but, Mu Xin, the premise is that you can figure out who your husband is and what Mrs. Lin is."

Mu Xin was stunned for a moment, "Did I just do something to lose my identity as Mr. Lin's wife?" It's just that two tears have been shed, and your eyes have entered the sand, and you have been reading for a long time, won't you shed tears? When was Mr. Lin so stingy? ”

Lin Xu's face darkened, "Mrs. Lin, you are really good, treating everyone else as a fool, so easy to prevaricate?" ”

"Even if it is true that tears are shed for him, when a person is emotionally desperate, shouldn't there be emotional expression, can you affect my reason...... Wait," Mu Xin felt that her thoughts were a little incredible, and a little laughable, and after a pause of two seconds, she suddenly turned over to him while he was not paying attention, and looked at him defiantly, "Don't tell me, Mr. Lin ate my vinegar with him?" ”

"Yes, Mrs. Lin, can you tell me how desperate I am? What kind of desperation made Mrs. Lin, who has always been resolute and calm, take off her mask in public? ”

His words were rarely mean, and now she believed that Lin Xuanru was his daughter. But apparently, now is not the time to joke with him.

"Lin Xu, you are also a person who runs for three, haven't you ever loved someone unforgettable? If not, you don't understand this feeling of despair, love is the most painful thing in the world," she said quietly, got up from him, sat decadently on the cold ground beside the bed, looked at the reddening sunset outside the window, a desolation rose from the bottom of my heart, and there was a boredom, all of them urgently needed someone to talk to, "His guilt about Gu Ling dominated everything, he was a responsible and trustworthy man." ”

"Where are you going?"

"Find a place to put out the fire." He pushed his glasses and buttoned up his shirt.

Mu Xin couldn't help but burst into tears and laughed: "It sounds really pitiful." ”

"Yu is always a trustworthy person, as Mr. Mu's husband, Lin doesn't want to tell the truth." Dissatisfied, he turned away.

"Mr. Lin, thank you."

Lin Xu paused, pushed open the door and went downstairs.

The music downstairs came into Mu Xin's ears through the window, and she was still leaning on the end of the bed, not bothering to tidy up her crumpled little suit, like a depressed sculpture, looking at the sunset outside the window in a daze.

The sun had almost set.

She remembered in a trance that Gu Ling said that she hoped that one day, Empress Yu would be able to wear a sunset-colored ring for her when she was most depressed and she was most likely to be depressed.

Gu Ling realized.

But she may have a wish, hoping that one day, Empress Yu can accompany her to the other side of the mountain.

"I want to walk with you, go a long way, kiss you quickly when there is no one around, and wait for it to get dark, and kiss you a little longer."

A small wish, humbly sinking into the sea.

This kind of despair is the gambler's repeated defeats, the drunkard's drunken driving to death, the poor's nowhere to seek medical treatment, the miser's scattering of his wealth, and the mother's loss of her child...... Not really.

She has only one heart, half filled with the past, and half left for the empty future.