Chapter 9 Is it true that what is said is more true than what is seen?

"Wangshu, why do you like to be with me?" When he asked this sentence, Cheng Wangshu was stunned, yes, why do you like to be with him?

"You know me so well and are considerate, you are my sun."

"He is his own sun, he is always warm, all the messages are answered in seconds, the phone rings three times and will be answered, all the spoiling of girls is exclusive to himself, he gives himself the most overflowing sense of security." Cheng Wangshu's mind kept flashing such a sentence.

"Is that it?" Song Ran listened to Cheng Wangshu's words, she didn't have a clear answer, she just said that she understood.

"That's probably it." Cheng Wangshu looked at Song Ran's eyes, wanting to see something from his eyes, but there was only a faint doting in his eyes.

"Uh-huh, more specific?"

"I don't know, it's not specific, probably because it's comfortable to be around you."

This is a very reasonable reason, because to be comfortable is to be comfortable by his side, and in most cases there is no need to worry about saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing.

"What are you staring at me, are you going to put a hole in me?" Cheng Wangshu, who was stared at very uncomfortable by his oppressive gaze, blurted out this sentence.

I thought that Song Ran would look away, but not only did he not, but his gaze staring at Cheng Wangshu became more and more stressful.

"I really want to get into your head and see what you're thinking about every day, and I want to get into your heart to see how much of a place I have in your heart." After saying this, he flicked the circle formed by his index finger on Cheng Wangshu's forehead, and then turned around with a sigh to unlock the car.

Cheng Wangshu found out that he was carrying a schoolbag today.

"Don't you have to study today?"

"No."

"Why, can you still talk about self-study?"

"No, I'm in a bad mood."

"Why are you in a bad mood?"

Song Ran rolled his eyes at Cheng Wangshu, then pushed the car and walked out, Song Ran's shadow was stretched very long under the street lamp, and Cheng Wangshu, who was walking on Song Ran's shadow, felt that he couldn't catch up with him.

"Wangshu, give me a chance to get close to you." He didn't look back, he just whispered, that is, it seemed to be for Cheng Wangshu, but it was more like it was for himself.

Cheng Wangshu didn't know how to answer his words, so he could only pretend that he didn't hear it, and quickly overtook him and ran into the corridor.

Looking at his back as he turned around and walked away, Cheng Wangshu didn't know what he thought, he was excellent, confident, proud, considerate, he was very good, but was he good enough? Am I worthy of such a good Song Ran......

When I got home, Cheng's mother had already cooked the meal.

"Wash your hands and eat." Cheng's mother's tone was not gentle, but it was this kind of voice that made Cheng Wangshu feel much more stable.

"Well, okay, I'll put my bag down."

"How have you been studying lately?" Cheng Wangshu didn't dare to look up at his father, and the sweat on his back suddenly wet the school uniform.

"Well, it's okay." Cheng Wangshu stumbled out these words.

"It's just okay, you just play every day, if it weren't for the fact that you didn't get into the first middle school, would our family move here, can I get this disease?" The father blushed, threw the chopsticks at Cheng Wangshu, threw the bowl, and grabbed his leg with his hand.

Cheng Wangshu's tears and rice were swallowed, and he didn't dare to make a crying sound, so he could only quickly eat the rice in the bowl, and then ran away, finding an excuse to go downstairs.

Cheng's mother looked at Cheng Wangshu's back and didn't say anything, and silently returned to the room.

The wind blew and the sweaty school uniform was very cold, Cheng Wangshu never felt like this moment to want to escape from this home, this home was about to make her breathless.

Cheng Wangshu pressed a string of numbers on his mobile phone, and a warm boy's voice soon came from the other end of the phone: "Girl, why did you remember to call me?" Listening to the voice on the other end of the phone, Cheng Wangshu couldn't say anything.

"Girl, are you okay?"

"Hey, girl, do you hear me?" The voice on the other end of the phone was obviously much more anxious.

"I'm fine, I just made the wrong call." Cheng Wangshu still hung up the phone, and then sat quietly in the cold wind.

"Well, can you call me next time you're in a bad mood?" When Cheng Wangshu looked up, Song Ran was standing behind her, about to drape his coat over himself.

"I just came out to breathe, I didn't plan to stay long, how did you know I was here"

"I sent you several messages and you didn't reply, the call was answered by my aunt, she said that you were scolded by your uncle, and ran out angry, I thought you had nowhere to go except the playground, so I came."

"I'm not angry, I'm just out of breath at home and want to escape."

"I had a fight with my dad, too."

"It's different, that's different, I just want to escape."

Song Ran gently hugged Cheng Wangshu into his arms, Cheng Wangshu couldn't see his expression clearly, only heard his warm voice: "Girl, you don't have to be so strong, you can cry." ”

"Song Ran, I'm really fine, I didn't think about ......it" Tears choked Cheng Wangshu wanted to say what Cheng Wangshu wanted to say, people are so hypocritical, they could have swallowed back into their stomachs no matter how much grievance they might have, but once someone came to comfort them, these tears couldn't be stopped like spring water.

But Cheng Wangshu was stubborn and unwilling to let him see him crying, so he buried his face deeper in his arms, as if this would make him feel less ashamed.

Seeing Cheng Wangshu like this, Song Ran wanted to give his girl some comfort, but in the end he didn't say anything, so he quietly hugged Cheng Wangshu and gently stroked her back with his hand, his hand was very warm, and his chest gave Cheng Wangshu the greatest comfort.

"You, go back quickly, I'll pick you up tomorrow."

"Wait a minute, wait for the swollen eyes to go down, I don't want them to see me cry." Cheng Wangshu stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, and his eyes widened.

"I can't figure out what you're thinking about every day in your little head."

"I've thought about it a lot! The Milky Way, the starry sky, can this time really be suspended, are we witnessing history, and will we eventually become history? ”

The light shines on your face and then refracted into my eyes, so that I can see you, but according to the imaging principle of light, you should be a reflection, but you stand in front of me with such a straight face, I see you are really you, and I am the real me in your eyes?

"Song Ran, the sound is transmitted to your ears through the air, is it true that the words spoken are more real than the things you see?"

"What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing, let's go back, I haven't finished my homework yet, and I have to get up early tomorrow to go to class."

Just walked home from school with him slowly, this road is like this almost every day, Cheng Wangshu once felt that it was good to walk like this.

"Call me anytime, no matter how late." Song Ran's tone was a little pleading, he hoped that she could tell him the secret in her heart, he hoped that he could heal the pain in this girl's heart, although he didn't know what the secret in this girl's heart was, but he couldn't ignore the sadness hidden in her bright eyes.

And Cheng Wangshu never understood him, didn't understand his feelings for himself, whether he liked or loved, or was used to integrating into each other's lives like himself.