Chapter 41: The First Letter
Dear Niu Niu,
On the day of your full moon, a man named Pepe wakes up. Pepe is a mother, but she wants to be your friend in the future. Now you are still young, so she can only communicate with you in this way. So how about calling her Pepe?
It's nice to wake up and see you by my side.
It's also a pity that I woke up so busy that I couldn't give you a name.
Because you are Pepe's most precious treasure, you still can't be hasty in choosing such a big name, so you have been thinking and thinking about it since the day you woke up.
On this day of your full moon, Pepe and your new students, two people, face life again.
What a happy thing it is!
You are too young to know what is happening and what is about to happen, and Pepe hopes to record what we have experienced together in this way. This will be the new words of two people, and when you grow up, I hope you will use your talent to compose a repertoire for the new words.
In the first letter, Pepe wants to tell you solemnly: I'm sorry.
Once that stupid decision made you lose the qualification to feel the world before you had time to feel it, Pepe regretted it very much. Thankfully, you're still young and have a limited memory. And that thing, the page has been turned.
This time, what Pepe hopes for most is to watch you grow up seriously, feel every bit and moment with you, and experience it together.
It's a bit too early to say, but I'll write it out like this and send it to you.
Because it can also spur myself on, and at the same time leave you with some things Pepe wants to say to you.
It's a pity that because of Pepe's wrong choice, you were born in a family that would not give you warmth, love and status, and people who are related to you by blood almost hate your birth just because you are a girl.
In fact, in this era, how many years have you advocated equality between men and women, your biological father's family support should not be too much, at least it is much less than what it used to be. But unfortunately, because Pepe was wrong, you couldn't choose.
Pepe thought that love was from the beginning, but he didn't expect that life would be too long, and the new life with love as the starting point would be a mess.
Originally, I drew an end to myself, but I didn't expect that God was not thin on Pepe, and gave Pepe a chance to be reborn, and also gave Niuniu a chance to be reborn, the two of us really need too much gratitude.
Pepe was born in a very small Jiangnan town, which is a good place with mountains and rivers.
Until he was a teenager, he lived an ordinary life there, until he encountered a family accident and followed his relatives to the big city of Jiangcheng, and later came to the northern city of Meicheng.
Life became very difficult, and at that time I was really living on the memories of the past. It's just that the ordeal didn't break Pepe's love for life.
Pepe's life at that time was very hard, hard to read and study, hard to earn money part-time, and hard to make friends.
Pepe thought that she would not have any time and mind to miss her hometown, but when she really lived an ordinary and ordinary life, she found that no matter whether Pepe had a home in Jiangnan and relatives, she would miss her very much, miss the small town where she could walk barefoot on lotus leaves, and miss the land where her parents' bones were buried.
The only mistake you may have made was to entrust your life to your father.
Because he satisfied all the beautiful yearning for love in the early years of Pepe's love.
Pepe ignored any other considerations. So the mistakes are all Pepe's own making.
But please believe that your father is not without love in his heart, but that love may have been blinded and lost.
Pepe wants to tell Niu Niu that the love pursued by young teenagers is the most beautiful thing in the world, and it is the most beautiful thing that can make a person see happiness to the extreme, however, love is also the most difficult luxury in the world to obtain.
So Pepe especially hopes that Niuniu will be able to judge steadily and herself in the future, whether the love you have really belongs to you, is it the real and beautiful "luxury"?
The characters in your love, what is their life like? Is there a "collision" with you? Or, just a piece of chicken feathers in life......
Don't think of love as a matter of two people, you have to see it as a matter of two groups.
In the long river of life, love is a part of life, but it is by no means the whole story.
When you grow up slowly, you will find that there are many things in your life that are worth cherishing and paying attention to, which is the most beautiful gift that life gives you, and I hope you will not ignore it.
Over the years since leaving Jiangnan Water Town, Pepe has really missed this place more and more. In fact, there are no closer people here, more concerns, but Pepe's homesickness is getting stronger and stronger. That day, we went out to Shuichuan together, which really fulfilled Pepe's dream of returning home for so many years.
Pepe also secretly made a poem! But I don't know who to read it to, so Pepe wrote it here, for the future Niu Niu, the dearest daughter.
This is the best way for Pepe to communicate when she wakes up, because she finds that she no longer has family and friends who can really communicate.
The most unacceptable thing is your Uncle Gao, although he didn't mean it, but Pepe took Niuniu to harass him too many times and got too much meticulous care from him. This letter can only exist in the box that is temporarily stored in him. Pepe is sure he won't peek! Of course, it doesn't matter if he peeks......
People must learn to be grateful, and when you grow up in the future, don't forget how you once gave Uncle Gao a "gift", and don't forget, he used his own hands to hold up your days (of course, you are too young to forget, so Pepe wrote it here.) )。
At that time, I hope you will repay him with what you have.
The unsatisfactory life once knocked Pepe into the abyss, and now, Pepe has returned, everything in the past no longer exists, fortunately, Pepe still has Niu Niu, you are Pepe's most valuable asset.
Maybe in the future, when Pepe is old and Niuniu grows up, she will either praise or find fault with Pepe, how about we discuss and revise it at that time?
However, your name is hidden in this poem! Sorry for the name, it can only be decided by Pepe. Now of course you can't communicate! Hopefully, in the future, you will like her.
Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't like it, if you really have a better choice in the future, then Pepe will support you to modify it.
homesickness
The pond is full of leaves
The rain hits the lotus dripping water
I couldn't dream back several times
See also the white lotus floating boat
Niuniu, your name is called, Fu Qingzhou.
See you in the future. Hello in the future.