Chapter 63: Dead Lips and Cold Teeth

(a)

After the National Day holiday, Bai Xian and Ma Kuang both went back to work. Again two unemployed people were left. Chunchun is even more online than before, hanging on the Internet almost all day.

Chang Xia looked at the watch, it was the time for Bai Xian to call, Chang Xia Hammen reminded Chunchun, can you go to the Internet?

Chunchun was very reluctant to go offline, Chang Xia picked up the microphone, didn't say a few words, heard a knock at the door, Chunchun leaned on the door frame, knocked on the door with his hand, very unpolite, and even said a little fiercely: "You hurry up, it's your phone every day at this time." "It's exactly like the scene of the fight in the movie.

Although the two of them secretly had contradictions, they were not so tense, Chang Xia was stunned. She saw Chunchun's face was gray and her upper eyelids were puffy. He was wrapped in a black dress of Ma Guang. She looked like she was sick.

On the second day, Chang Xia came back from outside and found that there was a fat, flat-headed man in the house, wearing a white crewneck shirt with a pattern on his chest, and turned around, of course, it was Ma Guang.

"Hey, why did you come back so soon?" It was a few days before the National Day holiday.

"Oh, Chunchun is going back to his hometown. I'm here to see her off. He seems to be indifferent, a father who has just lost a child, and when he mentions it in front of others, he will also have this kind of masked indifference. Oh, Chang Xia was surprised, but she didn't miss it, she felt that she was not the same as Chunchun.

However, Chunchun is gone, what will happen to this rent? This is what Chang Xia is anxious about.

Chang Xia returned to his house, not nostalgic, but the tip of the heart seeped with sadness. Lips and teeth are cold, about that! After all, an ally has failed, how long can she hold out if she is left?

But where can she go without persistence? In that town, the way back has been broken; It is even more impossible to go back to my parents' hometown. Chunchun's plan to leave, leaving Chang Xia with deeper sorrow and depression.

Chang Xia stayed in his house in a daze here, and over there, it seemed to be very enjoyable. I heard them playing Monopoly in that room all the time, playing and shouting. It seems that the two are excited to play in the game, and love is equivalent to this game. It must end in reality, perhaps in their memory.

The laughter in the room was like soda foam, and that layer of foam was not real water when it came to your mouth.

Chang Xia's heart sitting in this room was full of sorrow and sorrow for the death of the rabbit, not because Chang Xia wanted to leave her, but because Chang Xia wanted to leave this love that was gathered because of the Internet, they were playing games in that room, and the real sadness after the excitement was like the passion of a sexually impotent person abusing an aphrodisiac.

The cabinet with Chunchun's clothes in that room had long been empty, and the larger things had been sent back to their hometown in advance.

Through the cracks in the door, you can see the suitcase standing on the floor, and next to it is a bag containing toiletries. The bedding was rolled up. Only one computer has not yet been boxed, and the two of them are playing pre-parting games in this house full of parting feelings.

The two finally stopped playing games, packed their phones, and the three sat in the living room chatting.

It takes more than 40 hours to take a train from Fucheng to Chengdu, and then take a bus from Chengdu to Mianyang. Of course, if a ticket does not have to be so troublesome, the air ticket at that time is rarely discounted, but Chunchun's previous consumption habits, with the money won by playing cards in the arms, the plane comes and goes between the cities, from Beijing to Fucheng, it is also a ticket to come easily, and now go back to Mianyang, but to travel on the train for dozens of hours, this situation is a bit weak.

Chunchun took the corner of his eye and pulled Ma Guang with some resentment, but Ma Guang avoided it. Maybe you know that this love is hopeless, so why invest any more money.

"The plane is convenient, but there is no money! I'll never come back again, so tired. ”

"Then you will have money in the future, why don't you come by plane, it's fast!" Chang Xia comforted.

"Heaps of gold don't fall from the sky." Chunchun said.

Then win the lottery. ”

"There are more than a billion people in China, and if you take turns to win the lottery, it will take several generations to take your turn."

Chang Xia was amused by Chunchun's words, and that smile was just a form, not a substance.

(b)

That night was the last time Chang Xia saw Chunchun. Wearing a large floral shirt with a tie, stiletto heels, and a small back, she carried a black backpack and followed the taxi to stop it.

An hour before departure, they stopped the game, there was no sound, both of them hid in the room, Chang Xia didn't know, whether the two were crying?

"Goodbye!" Chunchun smiled and waved at Chang Xia, her thin eyes narrowed, there were a little fine lines at the corners of her eyes, and her wide mouth was cracked and laughing.

I'm sorry, but Chunchun's story has no ending, and Chunchun went back. Since then, Chang Xia has never seen Chunchun again, and she can't get in touch, I wonder if Chunchun will marry someone and have children after returning to her hometown in Mianyang, Sichuan, or be a lover for someone else, and live the material life she wants? Chang Xia has no way of knowing, so the ending of their love is only a guess.

When remembering them, Ma Guang stroked Chunchun's forehead with his hand, his big eyes were full of tenderness, and the gentle love and fatherly actions that dissolved with men were not easy to forget.

Chunchun is gone, leaving her alone in this empty room. Chang Xia seemed to be able to feel her coming out of the next room, perhaps, the two of them were arguing because of the occupation of the telephone line, but at this time, she was on a moving train far away.

Chang Xia sat alone in an empty house. Her allies are gone, leaving her alone in this city to fight for love and life. Her roommate failed, but she had to persevere.

She remembered that rainy night again, Hai Er said that when he was old, he hoped to plant a garden, and she would still remember the look on their faces when they said this, the confusion in the rain curtain, where were they at that time?

Through the transparent shop glass, they looked at the clouds that had just rained in the sky, Hai Er said, the encounter between people and people is like a drop of water in a river, a drop of water on a piece of clothing that I am, due to an accidental gust of wind, we met in the air. I don't know where the rain came from, we have become two separate clouds, who knows where we will meet tomorrow and stay. Or meet other clouds again.

Just like the encounter between Chang Xia and Spring and Spring, just like the encounter between Chang Xia and Hai Er.

However, people who really love each other, as they said at the beginning, will be together even if they drink porridge and eat pickles. Just like Chang Xia and Bai Xian.

Although they are often not together, love is like a full moon, shining on the wilderness alone, the lonely house alone, and the struggle in another city.

The city, the stage of love. But the city, the city that is careful not to let our clothes take off our lipstick, the city that charitably fulfills the dream of being the protagonist in the occasional detail, I still love you.