Chapter 344: Fake Pandering (Medium)
"Xing Yang, I said, each of us only needs to be responsible for our own feelings, and you are the same, we are friends, but there are some things that you can't help me, only I can solve them, so please don't worry about me anymore, otherwise I will feel uneasy," Xiao Yue didn't want to look at his only friend worrying about himself.
"But have you solved it? Your solution is to hide your pain and your sincerity, can this be regarded as a solution? Do you really like to live alone and lonely like you used to? Xing Yang wanted Xiao Yue to bravely face the pain and then heal it, only in this way could he continue to live.
"I didn't say that I want to live like before, and I can't go back to the past," Xiao Yue understood Xing Yang's worries and concerns, "I just don't want everyone to see my sadness, do you want everyone around me to feel sad for me, and look comforted and sympathetic when they see me?" I don't want this, I can't stand this life,"
"But if you suppress yourself like this, sooner or later there will be problems, you should vent it, and then let yourself forget all this and start living again," Xing Yang understood that Xiao Yue thought about himself and his friends, but if he blindly only thought about others, sooner or later he would collapse because he suppressed himself too much.
"I didn't suppress myself, I just didn't want to forget, I didn't want to forget everything I was with her, even if those memories hurt me, I didn't want to forget, because having these memories and having these pains made me feel that I was alive in this world, if I lost these memories and these pains, I think I would really lose myself, and at that time, what would I become, even I didn't dare to imagine," Xiao Yue wanted Xing Yang to understand his mind, what he needed now was not to forget but to remember.
"Why do you choose to live like this? Why do you want to make yourself miserable? There are more people in this world who are worthy of your cherishment, believe me," Xing Yang didn't know what to do to make Xiao Yue give up this painful memory.
"I can't forget, because it was her, it was her appearance that made me who I am now, it was she who redeemed me, freed me from Ou Chenxi's spell, and made me a living person with flesh and blood, joys, sorrows, and sorrows, I don't dare to imagine what I will become after forgetting all this," Xiao Yue has always been grateful to Su Nuo for rescuing him and allowing him to experience what it feels like to love again.
"You, but the way you are now, if Su Nuo sees it, he will definitely be heartbroken," Xing Yang always believed that Su Nuo must love Xiao Yue, but he was deceived by Ning Tianyu's lies for a while.
"She shouldn't come back, if it were me, I wouldn't come back, let's not talk about this anymore, okay? My life should be decided by myself, Xing Yang, you should also have your own life, don't get entangled in my life anymore and let yourself live so unpleasantly," Xiao Yue shook his head, and turned to look out the window again.
"I'm your only friend, who else will help you but me?" Xing Yang also understood what Xiao Yue meant, "Don't worry, I will definitely not affect my life because of you,"
Xiao Yue didn't look back to say anything, and went back to looking out the window like just now.
Xiao Yue finished lunch at Xingyang's house, put on the uniform sent to Wen Jie, and prepared to return to the army with Xiang Wen Jie.
When the two returned to the unit, the soldier on duty informed that someone was waiting for Lieutenant Colonel Shaw.
"You go first, I'll come right away," Xiao Yue asked Xiang Wenjie to go first.
"You better hurry up, Colonel Marven is still waiting for you," Xiang Wenjie was worried that Xiao Yue would be scolded if he was late.
"I know, I'll be here in a while," Xiao Yue walked into the duty room after speaking, and saw Jin Siyu waiting there.
"Do you have anything to do with me?" Xiao Yue was very strange why Jin Siyu came to him.
"I'm here to ask you something, I'll leave after asking," Jin Siyu followed Xiao Yue out of the duty room and into a corner. Good web
"You ask, what's the matter?" Xiao Yue saw Jin Siyu's face slightly angry, as if he was angry with someone.
"Where have you and Xing Yang been in the past few days? Why did I call him for communication and he never answered? Jin Siyu called Xing Yang every day for a week, but Xing Yang never answered.
"Oh, I went to the capital star with Xing Yang, I guess he didn't bring a communicator, otherwise why wouldn't he answer your communication?" Xiao Yue didn't want Jin Siyu to know his purpose for going to Mu Xixing.
"What are you doing on Capital Star? Could it be that Su Nuo went to the capital star? Jin Siyu couldn't help but think of Su Nuo's departure.
"Do you know that Su Nuo went to Mu Xixing?" Xiao Yue wondered how Jin Siyu could know about this.
"No, I just know that Su Nuo has plans to leave here, and I don't know where she's going," Jin Siyu suddenly realized that she had slipped out, and she saw Xiao Yue looking at her with inquiring eyes.
"You didn't tell Xing Yang, and you didn't tell me, why?" Xiao Yue guessed that there must be something wrong here, and Jin Siyu must have some reason not to say it.
"I'll tell you," Jin Siyu didn't want to hide it, "I don't want Xing Yang to always go to Su Nuo, I don't want him to get too close to Su Nuo,"
"I understand," Xiao Yue saw a hint of jealousy on Jin Siyu's face.
"Xiao Yue, I can't care what you do with Su Nuo, but can you please think about it for me, I don't want my fiancé to get too close to other women, even if this woman is his good friend's woman," Jin Siyu didn't want Xiao Yue to misunderstand that he had something to do with Su Nuo.
"I understand, it won't be in the future, don't worry, I don't think there will be such a thing in the future, and there shouldn't be a chance to see Su Nuo in the future, whether it's me or Xing Yang," Xiao Yue felt that he had said a little too much, "I still have something to do, I'll go first,"
"I hope you don't tell Xing Yang about our meeting," Jin Siyu knew that he was careful, but there was no way to do it.
"I know, I won't say it," Xiao Yue turned and left.
You must not let your friends lose their happiness because of their own affairs, Xiao Yue has been thinking so silently in his heart.
At this time, in the capital star, Ning Tianyu had already arranged a residence for Su Nuo.
Ning Tianyu didn't want Su Nuo to live in an apartment outside, he didn't want to be like Xiao Yue, who helped her rent a house and then help her pay the rent.
In Ning Tianyu's opinion, it is too troublesome to do things around the bend like this, he likes a more direct approach, he feels that if he loves someone, he must let her know in such a direct way, so Ning Tianyu decided to take Su Nuo to his house to live.
"Su Nuo, this is a villa of my family in the Capital Star, generally only I live, so there is no one else, you can rest assured that the Capital Star is not as good as Polyastar, the price of renting a house is very expensive, and it will be very hard for you, so after weighing it, I still think it is better for you to live here," Ning Tianyu took Su Nuo to one of his villas.