Chapter 14: Where to go with the broken flowers and willows

"What remains eternal is the passage of time, the dust in the hands of the immortals, lit down, and changed the color of the surroundings in an instant. What was once painful has faded through the magic of time. ———— preface

Last time, I talked about Chang Xia breaking up because of love and being listened to by good people.

(1) "Although the plum blossoms are good, the waves are shadowing the stream; Swallow amorous, empty nest village store. I think about it carefully, how many beautiful people in the world can't make friends with Fengyouluan.

I could not see him, and he could not meet me, day after day, year after year, not knowing when I would be married. The tree is deep in the black mountain, and the sun is setting. ”

She thought, how many lonely single girls have written down the hearts of these girls!

The people working in the department were taking off their bulky cotton jackets in the locker room, and the moment Chang Xia trotted all the way in the steaming door, like a branch with white apricot blossoms, they were stunned for a moment, and then sighed, "My mom, I'm wearing so little!" ”

The upper body is a white jacket with a hat, a little black dress just above the knee, and light-colored sneakers, like a spring camellia blooming in the cold air of late autumn.

Hasn't she broken up with Wu Min, a twenty-six-year-old girl should have withered, why is she still so bright. It's very uncomfortable. In this small closed kingdom, a twenty-six-year-old girl is not married yet, and it is clear that no one wants an old girl.

"You wear so little in the morning, isn't it cold?" "It's not cold, it's not cold when you run. After the run, the spirit will be better. ”

Listening to the two of them talking about their morning exercise, the intern doctor Xiao Zhu also interjected and said, "Okay! You run, then I'll run tomorrow morning, lose weight. ”

Chang Xia replied with a smile: "Okay, I'll call you downstairs tomorrow morning and go to the stadium for a run together." ”

They all live in single-bedroom buildings. One lives on the first floor and the other lives on the fourth floor, which also happens to be about the same age.

As soon as the words fell, I suddenly heard Huang Ying's "snort", or Chen Yan couldn't help but say bluntly: "Chang Xia, what is your identity now?" The outfit is already so eye-catching, and now I have to go for a run with the boys, but people don't have a girlfriend, so you don't want to ruin people's reputation......"

Chang Xia turned around with a red face, and they continued to whisper: "Is the little pile a little interesting to Chang Xia!" ”

"What's interesting? Maybe people are still virgins, you Chang Xia, what kind of ......"

Chang Xia, you are only twenty-six years old, and here, you are already a broken flower and a willow.

Chang Xia sat alone in the square. The thin twilight is like a pale smoke. I saw a layer of twilight lingering on the distant figure of the bicycle.

"Maybe I can go to that faraway place". Chang Xia looked at the vast and dark distance and thought, "But, where is my place in the distance?" The dark and boundless sea.

I can't imagine that there is any other place in the world, and what room will give her a bed to perch on.

Of the thousands of faces out there, which one will give me a familiar smile? Only in this small closed kingdom can I give this little insect a leaf to perch ontoon.

She sat on the steps with her chin on her knees, huddled together. The night is getting thicker and thicker, and the lights of the city in the distance are not visible. It was a giant crouching in the dark, but he was too stingy to give her a little light from afar.

(b)

Outside the window, I don't know when the tactful and sad voice of "Liang Zhu" came.

She stood on the balcony for a moment, then turned back to her room. I brought in a bunga, sat by the window, and flipped through the magazines in the sunshine.

Chang Xia suddenly put down the magazine, walked from this window of the room to the other end of the room, excited like a bird, flapping its wings and wanting to fly.

Chang Xiafu opened the magazine again and turned to the page, which was a photo of a couple of lovers smiling intimately.

Specifically, it is a love story between an IT boy and a Hong Kong girl, and they also pass on poems and love like Zhang Sheng and Yingying.

In the season of purple and red, like a beautiful year of flowers, it is still sung that "lovers eventually become dependents".

However, this love story is not the same love story, because the medium of love between men and women has changed. Their matchmaker is not the girl who sings, but an invisible strange thing —————— network.

"Online dating" appeared for the first time in the social behavior of Chinese. Just as the earliest books were engraved on turtle shells, later on bamboo slips, and finally on paper printing. Now, the book of love can also be engraved on this "net".

"I can also have online dating, let online dating take me out of here."

A white light flashed in front of Chang Xia's eyes, and she seemed to spin, like a flying carpet in Arabic mythology, drifting into a new world that flickered in the vastness.

The editor who made up this story probably would never have imagined that his story would become a life guide for a girl who is suffering in a small town below the eighteenth line county.

If you are in the middle of the city, you will see many reports in the newspapers about online dating, such as dating online friends, being kidnapped, robbed, imprisoned, and so on.

But at that time, she only saw the beautiful and legendary online love stories in this magazine.

(c)

The Internet, around the year 2000, was still a rarity.

But today, isn't the Internet like eating, that is, indispensable, and can be eaten anytime, anywhere.

"My family's Xiangshui Qu, the love acquaintance of Chuyun is a little bit on the Internet, and you can get acquainted, which has attracted many crazy men and women to get involved.

The love grievances of "Jade Silky Gaza He Youda, thousands of miles of clouds and a wild goose flying" can be reached on the Internet, and how many amorous monthly debts are weaved.

I don't know what day it started, the town had its first Internet café. On the main street of this town, there are two rows of residential buildings with ground floor merchants, stationery stores, clothing stores, etc., so this Internet café is as inconspicuous as other low facades in the town.

Passers-by, occasionally glancing inside, then quickly turning their faces away. A small façade with only a dozen computers in it, more like a game hall.

People who get married and start families rarely step inside, and the regulars are usually young people of eighteen or nineteen.

Chang Xia looked inside the Internet café from the outside, it was as dark as a basement, everyone was facing a computer, but they didn't talk to each other.

As soon as she saw Chang Xia come in, the girl who was watching the Internet café turned her head from the front of the computer desk and smiled at Chang Xia, "Come on!" “。

She sat at her computer desk, her long silky hair pinned to a silver-gray hairpin, barely adorned.

Because of her thick long hair scattered on the back of her shoulders, she flutters like the wind, giving people a classical beauty. She didn't seem to be tainted by anything modern, and the only decoration was her long hair.

However, such a girl, in this closed kingdom, is just a big collective worker, showing people Internet cafes. And it's not more than that for a lifetime.

But the Internet at that time gave her wandering fantasies to the garden.

When Chang Xia first entered the Internet café, although she had the passion of "taking the jade dragon to ride the colorful phoenix and waiting for the wind to go on the expedition", she was at a loss for anything in front of this mysterious screen. Therefore, she turned her attention to the "chrysanthemum girl" for help.