Hello cognate

Please forgive me for not being able to talk to you face-to-face about leaving, I'm afraid I can't bear to complicate things again.

We met very early and have always been good friends, but because I didn't actively manage myself, we didn't have frequent contact after graduation, and I focused on my family, but after all, my ability was limited and I couldn't get good results.

Niuniu and I met you, it's a blessing that others can't ask for. During more than a month in Haicheng, I was actually helpless. I just woke up from an environment, but in fact, I have been hesitating, fearing, and feeling a little helpless in my subconscious. You helped me carefully, freed me from the trivial things of raising children, and let me regain my ability to think. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

You've also helped me solve big problems at work, which has made it a lot easier for me. But I had a sense of crisis. Because I can't have someone to help me in my life, I gradually feel psychologically that it is normal to rely on certain people for help.

But who in this world will help me like you all the time?

In fact, I am just an ordinary person, ordinary can no longer be ordinary, take care of children, find a job to make ends meet, and live the second half of my life in peace, this will be my favorite life.

Reject your overtures, in fact, at the beginning I just felt that we are good friends, don't give up such a relationship easily. Otherwise, if something goes wrong, what I lose is not just a friendship, but also a pillar of psychological support on the road to the future.

At that time, I cared too much about you as a good friend in my heart, and I didn't dare to break the balance easily.

Until recently, when I suddenly learned about your mother's location and your family situation, I was very confused.

I never knew you had such an identity, what if I knew?

At the very least, I will never let our relationship be misunderstood and misinterpreted.

Ordinary people can only live ordinary lives, and I may not find a family with a high threshold to get married again and live the kind of life that does not belong to me in the first place.

Maybe you think it's okay, but the influence of parents on their children is huge and cannot be changed. The complete structure of a family must be a family of three plus four, that is, both parents.

I walked out of a previous marriage, in fact, it seems indifferent, but only I know that this marriage has hurt me for a lifetime. But people are getting more and more middle-aged, and their memory is definitely getting worse and worse, and I will keep the heartache that this energy brought to me in the bottom of my heart, after all, this is also a part of life. But I won't flip it out and play with it at will, buried is buried, I hope I can live a better life.

So, I don't easily go into a second marriage unless I meet someone who is really suitable.

Now I am no longer the little girl who followed Qi Dong back to her hometown, and my understanding of appropriateness is definitely different from before. All I can say is that I am really not a good fit with you.

Writing such a letter is obviously to help myself and you "get out", so that we don't have to worry about anything else, and just be friends again.

A large part of the reason for making the decision of who to leave is that I have no reason to stay in Meicheng or Spring City.

I am a native of the lotus pond, and after so many years in a northern city where the four seasons are too distinct, I suddenly found that I still don't belong here.

There will be no less tribulations in everyone's life, and I may encounter a lot of unsatisfactory in my future life, but I am very hopeful and confident that my heart-warming girl will be all I have.

Actually, I envy your homogeneity. You have loving parents, a prominent family background, excellent abilities and qualities, and you are the real winner in life. There is no shortage of good girls around you to pursue, and I have heard that too.

Sometimes I think about it, although Wu Sha is not doing things quite right, and I don't like her approach very much, but in fact she is more suitable for you than me.

I don't mean to be presumptuous, I just want to analyze the situation with you. Although Wu Sha's family conditions are not very good, she has been raised as a noble princess since she was a child, and it is not easy to go through step by step. She is desperately good to you, and whoever may threaten her position will try to get rid of the other party, even if you don't tolerate her much, she still persistently stands beside you and you can see it at any time.

I have had this kind of attachment before.

I understand her very well.

So the facts are in front of you. No matter who you are, you and I may have each other in our future lives, but not in the form of marriage.

As for the five million, I never felt that your mother was an insult or a disgrace to me, because I saw a mother's efforts to find a better match for her son's life and a better match.

In fact, when I was in Qi Dong's house, I could also see Qi Dong's mother's psychological state.

Whether it's Kochi or an ordinary village old woman, it's not strange that she would do anything strange for the sake of her son, don't you think?

I used to hate Qi Dong's mother, and I hated Qi Dong, but now that I think about it, hate is also very energy-consuming, why bother with myself? So I will face life positively in the future, and I will let go of hatred.

said so much whimsical, mainly to express a meaning, between good friends, there will be no mustard. Let's be good friends with each other and in the future. We all want each other to be doing well.

I left here because I wanted to leave, and with those five million, my life would be fine. But for the time being, I can't take Zhao Xiaolei away, this kid is extremely insecure, like a thorn, I'll find him when I'm settled, school study, in the short term, please help me take good care of him.

Niu Niu is getting more and more used to life with you, and you help me take care of her. I'm still having a headache, will she make a fuss without your care?

It feels like life is very good. Every grass, tree, mountain and water is incomparably precious to me. Only when you live seriously will you be treated gently by life.

I'll try.

I hope to eat your candy sooner, you should have your own life a long time ago. Come on.

Also, if we do have an accident between us, don't do it. I've said that too. Because after all, neither of us has any memory. Otherwise it might be embarrassing, isn't it.

Saying thank you is all pale language. But if you don't say it, it feels like I owe you 100 million......

Zhao Xiaolei's dog, if you can, please help raise it together for a while, I will pick it up when I settle down.

I'm going to be there tomorrow, and that's all I have written. Good bye.