Chen Xiao watched Yuan Huaxing walking towards her, her heart was pounding unconsciously, her heart was very complicated, and she didn't know how to face her persistence.

When she was under the table just now, the moment Chen Xiao withdrew her hand, Yuan Huaxing suddenly understood that Chen Xiao was refusing, she had actually been refusing all along, and slowly pushed away all her thoughts, because a huge fact was in front of her, she dodged, but it fell down heavily, that is, it was impossible for them to be together, Chen Xiao did not accept such feelings.

Yuan Huaxing smiled bitterly, she should have expected it a long time ago, so stupid! It's really ridiculous, all this is just wishful thinking, ridiculous, ridiculous.

She sighed in her heart, and then became scared again, what would she do if she couldn't even be a friend.

She mustered up the courage to walk in front of Chen Xiao and try her best to make herself look natural, but her eyes never deceived people.

"Are we still good friends?"

Chen Xiao looked at her pale face and a tone low to dust, which made her heart hurt.

She was a little at a loss, subtly, what made her have such feelings, and when did she fall into it unconsciously.

She didn't want things to spiral out of control, but if she had no other feelings for her, why would she be so upset.

She didn't want Yuan Huaxing to know who she was, the inferiority complex came from the fear in her heart, the face of the monster, the helpless fate, reason told her that wasting her feelings on a monster was not only unfair to Yuan Huaxing, but also dangerous.

She was racing through her mind, not knowing whether to answer the unintended remark.

Yuan Huaxing didn't wait for Chen Xiao's answer.

Even with such a simple question, Chen Xiao was hesitating.

Yuan Huaxing's heart was crushed silently by this silence, and she smiled bitterly again, tears fell, she wiped it, and turned around and left quickly while the feeling of suffocation didn't make her look embarrassed.

Yuan Huaxing walked quickly, as if in this way, she could show that she was not so vulnerable.

Chen Xiao quietly followed behind her, and when he saw her walking, he squatted down, his shoulders shaking, and then stood up again, wiped his tears with his hands and continued to move forward.

Chen Xiao looked uncomfortable, she wanted to catch up several times, but she never had the courage to chase forward, she knew that as long as she took that step, she might be able to ignore it.

Finally arrived at the door of the dormitory building, Yuan Huaxing was just about to go up, a childish voice called her sister, she lost her soul, wiped the tears from her eyes with both hands, turned her head and looked into the dormitory management room, and the person who called her was Shi Yanchu.

"Sister, why are you crying?"

Yuan Huaxing squeezed out a little laughter, and said in a humming voice, "It's too cold outside, and my sister is crying." ”

"You're lying to the kids?"

Yuan Huaxing wanted to cry even more, her eyelids were drooping and she looked very haggard, so she ignored him anymore.

As he stepped up the first flight of stairs, the sound of stone rocks came from behind.

"Cry if you want to! Crying is not always a bad thing! ”

Yuan Huaxing was stunned for a moment, wiped away his tears, and walked up.

Chen Xiao followed these words, walked in, and glanced at Shi Yanzhu, a child, who could say such a sentence, she couldn't help but be curious, and looked at him a few more times.

Aunt Wan is not here, but who is this child?

Looking at Yuan Huaxing, who disappeared at the top of the stairs, Chen Xiao was in no mood to think about anything else, and also went upstairs.

The little boy shook his head in the dormitory.

"I have calculated it, but I haven't calculated the variable of feelings, the weakness of people!

midnight

"You've been here so often lately, has something happened?" Aunt Wan asked in an eager tone.

"There's no way."

The speaker rolled up his sleeves, and there was a dark red mark on his wrist under the tender skin, but the mark was not connected at the pulse.

He lowered his sleeves and said, "My critical moment is approaching."

"How much longer?" Aunt Wan frowned and asked.

"There are still four or five months to go."

"How can this life be so short?"

A sigh.

"In this life, the family that gave birth to me has created too many karmic results, and it is still killing karma. The grandfather raised pigeons, hated cats, killed a lot of wild cats, and the family dog didn't want it, either ate it, or sold it to a dog meat restaurant, and a lot of lack of virtue have been done.

This kind of family, I can't stand it without retribution, karma is repaid to the little grandson, his family is going to die, this small mouth is me, but now is the critical time, I am also very worried. ”

"Are you hiding something from me? You're a little different this time, who is this Yuanhuaxing? Why don't you make it clear to me? Aunt Wan asked anxiously.

was silent, and after a while, she said slowly: "She is a very special person, this is a thing that cannot be said, and if I tell you, it will bring you danger."

Aunt Wan looked at the beautiful boy in front of her with a solemn face.

"If you can't even tell me, then this secret must be dangerous, right?"

The boy didn't answer, and it was all just a guess on his part.

And this speculation suddenly reminded him of some of the past.

There are so many images that you need to have amazing memories to store, the anger, the stormy cliffs, the faces that he can't believe, the broken pain, who forcibly pushed fate over.

His hands couldn't help trembling, his heart felt like he had been slammed, and his blurred vision finally relaxed after seeing Aunt Wan's face.

"Yuanhuaxing's birthday is March 27 next year."

Aunt Wan nodded.

The little boy is leaving.

Aunt Wan's eyes stopped talking, but she still shouted softly, "Shi Sheng! ”

He looked at Aunt Wan.

"Take care of yourself!"

O immortal man, you must have long been accustomed to the viciousness of parting with life and death!

In a stone chamber

The white-robed man stared blankly at a frozen iron coffin, the iron coffin was wrapped in ice, but there was no coffin lid, and a body was lying inside.

I could only see that the eyes of the body were covered with a white silk cloth, and there was a yellow charm on the door of the head, and everything else was hidden in the coffin.

The man in white approached, and the ice mist around the iron coffin was shrouded, and he sighed, followed by a mournful tone.

"You're just too stubborn to follow your so-called way. As long as you live forever, why do you have to understand the way of benevolence and righteousness? Wake up and look at me, look at me! ”

Then his back flickered, and he had a sense of twilight that only an old man has.

Yu Yu sighed, "I miss you so much, I miss you so much." Woooooooo The man in white whimpered bitterly, but only for a moment, and then he became crazy again.

"I'm very close to that secret, very close, soon, soon, one day I will let you see, I am not wrong, I am not wrong, it is you who are wrong, it is you who are wrong."

But the iron coffin did not respond at all, like the ice outside the coffin, it was extremely cold and had no temperature.

Beihan No. 3 Middle School

In the 415 bedroom, Chen Xiao couldn't fall asleep after lying down.

Is it only when you are alone that you can taste the taste of pain alone?

Yuan Huaxing's crying appearance always appeared in front of her eyes, and the guilt surged up, making her heart nowhere to hide, at this moment I missed her, I wanted to go to her, I wanted to hold her hand, I wanted to hug her, and nodded desperately to promise her everything.

Another helpless sigh.

In the 315 bedroom, Yuan Huaxing's pillow towel is already soaked, and if he doesn't empty himself, any bit will become an excuse for tears.

Shouldn't it be nice to like someone? How could it be so bad, she closed her eyes softly.

I hope it's just a dream, and I hope it won't be remembered tomorrow morning.

Knock, someone was knocking on the door, Yuan Huaxing opened the door in a daze, it was Chen Xiao, she sat next to her with a gentle smile.

Yuan Huaxing was very happy, but he couldn't think of anything wrong, Chen Xiao abruptly began to tell her a story.

Once upon a time, there was a young man who had a strange disease, and there was no cure for it, and it was terrible, and everyone who got it would eventually become ugly monsters, and it would hurt people.

So the sick man pushed away the one who loved him, and decided not to implicate anyone, and to die slowly alone in the years, rotting alone in the corner.

Yuan Huaxing listened to this story in a daze.

"Then this person is so pitiful, but the people who love him are even more pitiful!"

"Why?"

Yuan Huaxing was a little fluctuating, and his body felt very light.

"The pain of abandonment and the loss of love, if you still know the truth, it will be a layer of more self-reproach for the rest of your life, if it were me, I wouldn't have the courage to live."

"Chen Xiao, why don't you speak?" Yuan Huaxing looked at Chen Xiao and lowered his head.

She stretched out her hand to touch Chen Xiao's face, a pair of blood-red pupils, shedding blood-like tears.

"Ah~!"

Yuan Huaxing woke up, and it was another dream.

Chen Xiao finally fell asleep, but her dream was a different scene.

In the dream, Yuan Huaxing lost her warm face before, looked at her coldly, and lifted a strange thing from her hand, a black flame with gold edges hit her, she didn't dodge, the flame slowly burned every inch of skin, Yuan Huaxing's smile was like a violent wind, making the flames surge.

She slowly closed her eyes, tears flowed wantonly, so that she could be relieved? Hopefully, death will come soon.

The tears in the dream made Chen Xiao unable to breathe, and she woke up, her face full of tears, and she was as secretive as she was!

O you who have fallen asleep! Whoever has fear in their dreams, and who has deep love in their dreams.

The winter morning was a little misty, and soon the morning light broke through the darkness of the cold night, revealing a glimmer of dawn.

Yuan Huaxing picked up the tap water and slapped it on his face, it was cold and biting, but he was much more sober. Washing your face with cold winter water can be a little unbearable at first, but then you will be addicted to the refreshing feeling.

She wiped the water droplets on her face with a towel and looked at the mirror above the pool, because of the stimulation of the ice water, her face was surprisingly good, white and red.

She shook off the wet Liuhai, found that her eyes were swollen without suspense, and she couldn't help but smile bitterly when she looked a little funny, but this smile reminded her sarcastically that Chen Xiao didn't even want to be a friend with her.

Her heart sank, and the urge to cry stretched out from her chest, she stopped looking at herself, wiped her face with a towel again, and walked out of the water room.

Yuan Huaxing hadn't arrived at class yet, so she met Liu Jing at the door of the corridor, Liu Jing was holding breakfast in her hand, and she was about to say something, but when she saw Yuan Huaxing's swollen eyes, she was stunned, "Huaxing, you, are you okay?" What's wrong, my eyes are still swollen. ”

Yuan Huaxing knew that it was useless to dodge, so he looked at Liu Jing with swollen eyes and said, "Rabindranath Tagore once said that your eyes are sad, and your eyes want to explore the meaning of my heart, just as the moon wants to explore the depth of the sea. ”

Liu Jing looked at it and listened to it, and couldn't help covering her mouth and laughing, "Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with you, but your swollen eyes are too funny." ”

Yuan Huaxing sighed, "What then?" I don't know how much it will go down, and I feel like I won't be able to raise my head today. ”

"It's going to go down slowly, what's wrong with you? I haven't seen you cry once, it can't be... Xu Junfang, right? Liu Jing's gossip temperament has turned on again.

"What do you say?" Yuan Huaxing's visceral disgust.

Liu Jing ignored her emotions and continued.

"I think Xu Junfang seems to like you a little, really, obviously."

"Go, go, don't mess with me, don't bother." Yuan Huaxing ignored Liu Jing and walked forward briskly alone.

Liu Jing was not angry, "Look at this reaction, who believes it when you say it's okay!" ”

Yuan Huaxing was silent and entered the classroom.

Xu Junfang came very early every time, and today was a little different, he got a haircut. The short hair is trimmed into a hairy inch, which makes the facial features appear tougher.

Yuan Huaxing hadn't looked at Xu Junfang's appearance very carefully before, but when he smiled at her at the moment, without him staying in the sea, he was much more refreshed, his facial features were clear, angular and angular, very handsome, especially when he laughed, he was full of sunshine, and there was a trace of innocence in his eyes.

"Your eyes? Xu Junfang was dumbfounded and didn't ask any more, but his eyes kept following Yuan Huaxing until she sat down.

Yuan Huaxing just looked at him and didn't answer, thinking in his heart that he didn't know how many people would ask this question today.

"How's my new hairstyle?" Xu Junfang asked.

Yuan Huaxing raised his eyes and looked at it, mumbled, and then said, "It can't be because of yesterday's cake, right?" ”

Xu Junfang smiled, "Not exactly, I want to change my mood, I'm quite satisfied, it's cool." ”

"It's not summer, what's so cool." Yuan Huaxing said and put his hand into the desk, and froze at the same time.

She touched something, something with a warm breath, to be exhaled precisely, it should be a cup with hot water, she slowly took it out, it was a very beautiful water cup with a sealed lid, she looked at Xu Junfang suspiciously, and found that he was looking at herself with a smile, and his eyes motioned for her to open it.

She opened the lid of the cup, and it was a glass of warm milk.

Yuan Huaxing was a little resistant in his heart because of some of Liu Jing's words before, so he was a little colder when he saw Xu Junfang.

The milk was still steaming, and she regretted it a little, regretting that she shouldn't have treated Xu Junfang like this.

"Drink it hot, it's good for your body." Xu Junfang said.

Yuan Huaxing didn't speak, he took a sip silently, and when his eyes were about to cry, he took a deep breath and looked out the window with a blurred vision.