The Tianji Martyrs Cemetery was quiet, and Xue Ba's tomb was in one of them, with a few bouquets of flowers in front of the tombstone.

At this time, Gu Jun put down the bouquet of flowers he brought to the tomb, and silently looked at the heroic and resolute head photo on the tombstone.

"Captain Xue, thank you for taking care of me before, and thank you for what you did." He whispered, knowing better than anyone else that Captain Xue's soul might have become a servant of the Son of Doom, living in that magnificent church......

After thinking about this a little, Gu Junben had a throbbing pain in his faintly aching head, which made him have to stop quickly, because the blood flow in his brain was increasing dramatically.

He wanted to come here alone today to visit the grave, sort out his thoughts, and say goodbye, but he still followed a few colleagues from a distance, who were afraid that he would faint and need first aid.

Today is January 26th, as early as a week ago, Tongye returned overnight from the Rus' country, and he had already told him the results of the examination and the decision of the organization.

"Ah Jun, I know how much you feel...... Tong Ye sighed, "Sometimes there are such bad things in life, sometimes there are." ”

For this result, Gu Jun was naturally difficult to accept, lost, dazed, depressed, and had a depression that had nowhere to go.

When he first woke up from a coma, he thought that the next step would be to recover and devote himself to new work, such as the formation of the GOA, as well as the establishment of relationships with the ancestral tribes, return to the dream realm, and continue to do more beneficial things for the world.

But now...... In his heart, whether there was another sense of relief while suppressing boredom, he didn't know, he wasn't sure.

"Tongye, I'm fine." He said at the time, "Since joining the Tianji Bureau, I have been worthy of my heart...... I've been thinking about when I'll be able to take a break. He laughed to himself, "I'm so busy that I don't even have time to watch a movie, it's really uncomfortable like this, I can finally get out of the sea of suffering." ”

"That's it." Tongye also smiled bitterly, "Your kid is on paid leave, and he is ordered to play!" You just give us a good time to play and recover. ”

"Hmm...... It's up to you to do all this work......" Gu Jun didn't know what to say, and he couldn't think of more self-deprecating words.

That being said, he tried some unconventional treatments during the week.

Because whether there is an abnormal force at work in this, in fact, even he can't say.

That system force is shattered, but it is not completely dispersed, and it becomes a chaos in the mind, will this affect it? Or was it because of the aftermath of his closing ritual and being almost swallowed up by darkness? None of this is possible.

Gu Jun first tried the "Mental Barrier Technique" that Deng Ximei had already contributed to the bureau, which is like a psychological self-hypnosis method for foreign literati, which creates a layer of protection that can affect consciousness through skilled meditation, self-imagination, filling in details, etc.

The bureau attaches great importance to this technology, because the mental barrier can not only be used to fabricate a fictitious self, and Deng Ximei did not explain to the bureau in this way, the mental barrier can be used as a shield to transfer the mental impact and spiritual erosion that are enough to make people feel demented and lose their S value to be borne by this barrier.

A mental barrier can be a fictional self, a vision of the future that you are so passionate about, or a memory that is constantly being strengthened.

This technology is very helpful for front-line combatants, and it also enables the Tianji Bureau to master another world-leading psychic technology.

The bureau has selected the first batch of personnel from the spell department and the old seal department for training and learning, Lou Xiaoning and Uncle Dan are among them, and the peacocks are not in the first batch of lists, because they originally have dual selves, and it is difficult to say what will happen if you add another layer of spiritual barriers, and it is not too late to wait for the bureau to figure it out before learning.

However, it was at this stage that Gu Jun tried to treat himself with a mental barrier, and used a future expectation to construct a barrier to fight against persistent avoidance symptoms.

But before he could officially start, from the time he listened to Deng Ximei's detailed explanation, his headache gradually worsened, and the first attempt failed.

After a day of postponement and a second attempt, it was also a failure, he couldn't concentrate to that extent, and what he could easily do in the past was now difficult.

It's like having a weight of 1,000 kilograms tied to both feet, and if you want to run, it's not human.

The attempt at the spiritual barrier technique failed, and the old seal technique did not work, Gu Jun also tried something else, psychotherapy methods, incense burning and worshipping Buddha methods, and drug treatment was not only taking norepinephrine reuptake inhibitors, but also drinking some Chinese medicine, and also doing some dietary therapy. However, all of them had no effect.

One treatment option after another proved to be unworkable, one by one hope was dashed, and in the end, Gu Jun himself and the treatment team could only accept the bitter fruit.

Today, on the 26th, there are only a few days left before the Chinese New Year's Eve on the 31st of the end of the month.

Thanks to the calm of these days, many people have a small holiday and can go home to visit relatives for the New Year, but many of them are not at ease with Gu Jun.

Gu Jun knew this situation, so he proposed that he wanted to start his vacation quickly, but in fact, he was leaving before the New Year, so that everyone could go home for a good New Year.

"Captain Xue, I'm leaving this afternoon." At this time, Gu Jun whispered to the photo on the tombstone, "I don't know when I will come back." ”

He still comes back regularly for brain check-ups, but the other meaning of "coming back" is that there is no date.

He can't participate in front-line work, nor can he do logistics and clerical work, even if he is transferred to the recreation department to arrange food, drink and entertainment for everyone, or to the public relations department as a mascot image spokesperson, because as long as he is in the Tianji Bureau and the GOA, he will inevitably be exposed to a lot of abnormal information, which is not conducive to his recuperation.

In the face of abnormal things, he did not have a strong stress reaction to the contact with Zugoji, but only a faint headache, perhaps because of the special connection established by the sweet dream before, or because a creature like Zuge would not cause stress to anyone in the first place.

Therefore, in the matter of forming an alliance with Zuge, he will still participate in it at the right time.

But after all, the most appropriate arrangement for him now is to leave the Heavenly Machine Bureau, leave these abnormal things, and return to normal life.

"Captain Xue, don't feel sorry for me." Gu Jun said again, "Compared to you, compared to many patients, I have been much luckier. Team Xue, even if a person like you is sacrificed, there should be a heroic way, not a sudden doom......"

He said and took a deep breath, "It's just that in this world, there are really a lot of regrets." I'm leaving, I'm going back to the dormitory to pack up my things, and I'll come to see you next time. ”

Gu Jun said, saluted the tombstone with a calm face, turned around and strode away.

Said the robot Vali

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