"Monansi."

Knowing that Mo Nanxi was pretending that he didn't hear it, Gu Niannian called his name.

"Huh?" Mo Nanxi looked up at Gu Niannian with some flattery, and her beautiful face was full of confusion.

"Come here." Gu Niannian glanced at Mo Nanxi, who was struggling, and said that he wanted to use a knife to break Mo Nanxi's hamstrings.

"Oh, oh, okay."

Mo Nanxi hurriedly walked in front of Gu Niannian, looking at Gu Niannian's appearance, Gu Niannian was still as dark and beautiful as ever, as if the person who was found to cut her wrists not long ago was not her.

"What do you want to do?" Gu Niannian asked stunned.

"I ...... What can I do? Mo Nanxi's eyes were full of puzzlement when he looked at Gu Niannian.

Xiao Donggua wiped the system data while thinking about the ins and outs of this matter with his head that read the strategy.

"What do you want to do?" Gu Niannian said again, this time with obvious impatience in his tone.

"I ...... I do not know. ”

Under Gu Niannian's oppression, Mo Nanxi looked petite and helpless.

The voice of the little winter melon suddenly sounded in Gu Niannian's mind: "Niannian, don't be deceived by Mo Nanxi's appearance, Mo Nanxi knows a lot of things in his heart!" It just looks harmless to humans and animals! ’

Listening to the words of the little winter melon, Gu Niannian did not have a surprised look.

Gu Niannian never believed that there was anyone in the world who was pure and clean.

Everyone is a stain, Gu Niannian will not believe that there will really be people who are so timid that they are afraid of everything, and they trust everyone in the face.

"Niannian knows......" Gu Niannian said, grinding the blade of the butterfly knife with his fingertips.

The little winter melon trembled a little, so she was talking nonsense again?

But isn't that what the system shows? Why did Gu Niannian know it?

"I want to know what you want to do in the future." Gu Niannian said impatiently, and the movement of his hand stroking the blade became more and more ruthless.

"I ...... I didn't think it through. ”

Mo Nanxi's gaze swept over Gu Niannian's hand, and then he focused on his toes.

“……”

Gu Niannian didn't speak, and she had nothing to say.

"Buckle up."

There was a knock on the door, and the frequency of the knocking was a little anxious, and the person who knocked could be heard to be a little impatient.

"Enter." Gu Niannian set his eyes on the door.

As soon as the door opened, the person at the head was Su Shi, and behind Su Shi was Xiaolan.

"Aunt Su Shi."

Although Gu Niannian didn't want to please anyone, for the sake of Su Shi being a goddess, he still spoke.

"How are you feeling now?" Su Shi was still quite worried about Gu Niannian, although he was not his own child, but this person was the only way for him to get rid of Gu Zhai.

"It's okay, Nian Nian didn't feel anything, why did Aunt Su Shi come?" Gu Niannian said, looking at Su Shi.

Su Shi was carrying a brown paper bag in her hand, she was wearing a new cheongsam, and her posture was perfectly modified, looking full of charm.

"I heard Xiaolan say that something happened to you, so I hurried over."

Su Shi didn't mention the matter of Gu's mother letting her coax Gu Niannian.

"Is Miss feeling better now? It's Xiaolan's fault that she didn't find out in time for Miss ......"

Xiaolan didn't speak halfway through her speech, and everyone already had a seven, seven, eight, or eight about the rest of the matter, so there was no need to discuss it again.

"Hmm."

Gu Niannian doesn't blame Xiaolan, but she doesn't praise Xiaolan either, she thinks that no one can make her emotional, so even when facing Xiaolan, who is always by her side, Gu Niannian is still so cold and indifferent.

"I bought you fried chestnuts with sugar, do you want to eat them?"

Gu's mother gave Su Shi some silver taels, and Su Shi now has a lot more money than before.

"Nian Nian ......"

Gu Niannian likes to eat sweets, but he doesn't like to peel them by himself, and when he was about to refuse, the voice of the little winter melon sounded.

'Niannian, this is a goddess! Don't say no. ’

Gu Niannian read the words that came to her mouth and was forced to turn by her, and said, "Niannian still wants to eat." ”

As soon as Xiaolan heard that Gu Niannian wanted to eat, she sat on the stool next to the bed and began to peel chestnuts for Gu Niannian.

"Miss, I'll peel it for you." Xiaolan said, taking the brown paper bag in Su Shi's hand.

Xiaolan has always been skillful, but she is still not very skilled in peeling chestnuts, and it is difficult to peel them for a while.

"I'll do it."

Seeing that Xiaolan anxiously wanted to peel the chestnuts, but still didn't have any reaction, Su Shi said.

"No, no, no, it's good for Aunt Su to sit there, I'll do this kind of thing."

Xiaolan said this, although she has worked very hard, but just like the chestnut and Xiaolan have a grudge, they will never be able to peel off.

Mo Nanxi stood beside Xiaolan, looking at Xiaolan's appearance, Mo Nanxi said, "Sister Xiaolan, do you need my help?" ”

Mo Nanxi's voice was so small that Su Shi, who was sitting on the sofa, couldn't hear it at all.

Gu Niannian's gaze just fell on his knife.

This knife is ...... It's my own relatives.

Thinking so, Mo Nanxi had already peeled a chestnut.

"Sister, chestnut."

Gu Niannian looked at the chestnuts that came to him.

It is full and fragrant, and it looks delicious.

Gu Niannian glanced at it and took the chestnut.

The taste in the mouth is sweet but not greasy, and it is delicious.

"Is it delicious?" Monansi asked, two eyes embedded in her pretty face full of hope.

"Not bad."

Gu Niannian couldn't say anything to praise, even if it was the delicacies of the mountains and seas, Gu Niannian could only give a moderate evaluation, because Gu Niannian You don't think there are any good things in this world.

"That's good, I'm afraid you don't like it." Su Shi said, relieved, but I heard that Gu Niannian likes sweets, and it was only when he passed by the chestnut stall that he remembered the famous sugar-fried chestnuts in Fancheng, so he remembered to bring one.

"As long as Aunt Su Shi brought Nian Nian, Nian Nian likes it."

Xiaolan also peeled a chestnut and handed it to Gu Niannian.

Gu Niannian buried his head in eating chestnuts and didn't leave his eyes to Su Shi.

"Goddess favorability +10, current favorability 60" said the little winter melon, his voice a little excited.

"Nian Nian likes Aunt Su Shi very much, and it seems that Aunt Su Shi is the only person in this world who is really good to Nian Nian." Gu Niannian said, it seemed that he had mastered the knack of completing the task.

'Goddess opinion +10, currently 70.'

Gu Niannian's words made Su Shi sad for a while, and he was very sympathetic to Gu Niannian.

Children who don't even know what emotions are, because others have purposefully given a little favor, will treat each other as the person they like.

"Nian Nian is very well-behaved, there are many people who like Nian Nian, but Nian Nian doesn't know it." Su Shi said, sitting on the edge of Gu Niannian's bed, looking at the tip of the knife on Gu Niannian's cuffs, a little frightened.

"Really? But those people wanted to die right now. Gu Niannian said, lowering his head and looking at his knife.

Most of the knife is hidden inside the sleeve, with only the tip of the knife exposed.

"Sister, let's eat a chestnut." Mo Nanxi only felt that Gu Niannian was the same as himself, and made a timid and scared look on his face, and handed Gu Niannian a chestnut.

Gu Niannian didn't like to eat, so he glanced at the chestnut, but he didn't answer it after all.

"I don't want to eat it."

Xiaolan was fighting with chestnuts, and when she heard that Gu Niannian didn't want to eat them, she was relieved.

After putting away the chestnuts, Xiaolan sat down on the stool next to the bed.

"Nian Nian."

The air is a little quiet, Gu Niannian has always been unable to take the initiative to speak, and the person who broke the silence was Su Shi.

Su Shi looked at Gu Niannian's wrist, and his slender wrist was wrapped in a thick layer of gauze.

"Huh?" Gu Niannian raised his head and looked at Su Shi.

Su Shi opened his mouth and said, "Can you stop hurting yourself?" ”

Gu Niannian pursed his lips and said, "But Niannian can't control his body." ”

Gu Niannian's appearance is still mysterious and dark, but the corners of his eyes are a little more dissatisfied after all.

"Then why don't you try to control it?"

Su Shi is not a psychiatrist, and she doesn't know how terrible it is for a person with mental illness to be controlled.

Gu Niannian's movement of grinding the blade slammed suddenly.

Control?

What a terrible thing.

"But it's really horrible to control this kind of thing."

Gu Niannian had tried, but controlling these two words made Gu Niannian feel painful.

"Terrible? Is it scarier than hurting yourself? ”

Su Shi knew that Gu Niannian's identity was the difference between himself and Yunni, so he had to lighten his tone and said.

"Hurt? What is harm? Gu Niannian tilted his head in confusion and said, "Do you mean cutting your wrists?" ”

“…… It can also be understood in this way. Su Shi said, knowing that persuading Gu Niannian must be a long time, and he can't succeed in a moment.

"However, this is the only feeling that Nian Nian feels that he is still alive in the world."

"Only by sinking the knife into the flesh and letting the blood flow out can Nian Nian feel that he is still alive."

Gu Niannian said, looking at the knife in his hand with some obsession, it was the thing he loved the most.

“……”

Su Shi pursed his lips and didn't speak, Gu Niannian's illness had reached the point where ordinary people could not do anything.

Su Shi is not a virgin, and he doesn't have a moderate mentality towards anyone, but when facing Gu Niannian, Su Shi is good to her out of a kind of self-obligation.

"Niannian, do you know how scared your parents are every time you sink a knife into the flesh, every time you are in the emergency room when life and death are uncertain?"

Su Shi asked, taking a deep breath, trying to keep his tone no longer trembling.

"Mom and Dad? Will they be afraid? But what the hell is the fear? ”

Gu Niannian didn't know any emotions, she just understood them objectively.

"Fear is when your favorite thing suddenly disappears, like your knife, it suddenly disappears, what are you going to do?"

Gu Niannian listened, glanced at his knife, and said, "Wouldn't it be nice to buy another one?" What is like? ”

Looking at Gu Niannian's eyes like a child, Su Shi pursed his lips and said, "Isn't there anything you care about when you live in this world?" ”

"Niannian doesn't seem to have anything to care about...... Gu Niannian said, looking at Su Shi, and thinking of the task he had to do, "Hmm, Aunt Su Shi and Dashuai count?" ”

Su Shi squatted for a moment and said, "I'...... Then Nian Nian doesn't care about your mom and dad? ”

Su Shi never thought that for Gu Niannian, he was so important.

"I don't care." Gu Niannian shook his head.

"Niannian, you should learn how to care about others and how to control your emotions." Su Shi said, and his distress for Gu Niannian reached the full grid.

"Niannian will listen to Aunt Su Shi's words well, Aunt Su Shi doesn't want to leave Niannian, is it okay?" Gu Niannian looked like some kind of small animal that was about to be thrown away.

“…… Good. ”

Su Shi was a little worried about what would happen to Gu Niannian after he left.

It's not good if you do something stupid, let's let Gu Niannian not have so much expectations of himself.

'--20 Goddess friendship, currently 50.'

Gu Niannian frowned and made a very unhappy look.

Su Shi looked at Gu Niannian's appearance and said, "Do you feel that there is something uncomfortable?" ”

"Will Aunt Su Shi leave her thoughts behind?"

Su Shi paused, looking at Gu Niannian's usual stagnant eyes full of anticipation.

"No, it won't."

That being said, the favorability has not risen again.

Gu Niannian lowered his eyes, and the hand touching the tip of the knife increased his strength.

As soon as Gu's mother entered the ward, she saw Gu Niannian with blood on one hand.

"Oh my God, you're bleeding!" Gu's mother ran to Gu Niannian in a panic, no matter how dignified she was.

Su Shi looked at Gu Niannian nervously, and then saw blood donation on Gu Niannian's right hand.

The sheet was already slightly stained red.

"Mom......" Gu Niannian's eyes were on Gu's mother, as if she couldn't feel the pain in her hands.

There was more and more blood, and the tip of the knife was inserted into Gu Niannian's flesh.

"Niannian, you give the knife to your mother first, don't be impulsive!"

It was the first time for Gu Niannian to see Gu Niannian hurt herself so much in front of her, she was so nervous that she forgot what kind of character she was holding.

"It's bleeding."

Gu Niannian seemed to have just reacted, and his gaze fell on his right hand, but he still didn't put down his knife.

"I'll call a doctor."

Su Shi's head turned fast, and he ran out.

Gu Niannian watched as more and more of his blood poured out.

"What's wrong, what's wrong!" The doctor followed behind Su Shi and ran to Gu Niannian in a panic.

Gu Niannian's operation took a long time, and although the doctors were not hosting, they were tired enough as assistants to be called over before they had time to rest.

"Look at Niannian's hand!"

When Gu's mother saw the doctor, she could barely stabilize her emotions and gave way to the doctor.

The doctor glanced at the blood on the sheet before saying, "Give me the knife." ”

The doctor's attitude towards Gu Niannian has always been not very good, although he works in the Gu family and is well paid, but he is not a little tired.

"I don't want to give it."

Gu Niannian glanced at the doctor, and his eyes turned into a pool of stagnant water at some point.

"Give it to me." The doctor insisted that he was just a surgeon, not a psychiatrist, and would not speak to Gu Niannian in a soft tone.