"I ...... How can I be you, you are Qianxue, I am Huang Mo, how can I be you?! ”

"Do you hate me?" She looked at Huang Mo in a low voice, Qing Dai's eyebrows and eyes carried the pity she was familiar with, and this kind of look was also in the eyes of that Langzhong. They looked at her, with a sense of superiority over her, why should they look at her like that!

"I ......" Huang Mo fell into chaos, her heart was flustered, the master's inexplicable eyes and sighs again and again in the moon, she never understood why the master kept remembering that woman, and she did feel frustrated in her heart because the master didn't see her figure in her eyes, and she even sometimes thought: "If only Master had been hating Qianxue." She would be stunned because she had such a vicious thought, why she rejected the woman like this, more violently than ever. When was she...... Have you become so jealous of someone?

At that time, she just thought that she was upset for the sake of her master, but once upon a time she changed her mood, and when she heard the sharp words that the master spit out to Qianxue, she felt a faint sense of joy under the surprise, Master and Qianxue will never be reconciled, and Master will always be her master. I thought that it would be enough to accompany the master like this, but when did her mind become so dissatisfied?

In the encounters she experienced in the human world in the past few months, she was no longer a simple apprentice, a strange memory, a strange person, so that she occasionally came up with the idea that she was Qianxue, but she was pressed down in every possible way.

She didn't want to admit it, she definitely didn't want to admit it.

How could she become the person that the master hated, the person she had been jealous of and envied for thousands of years, but it was herself?

"I'm not you...... How could I be you?! Huang Mo covered her face, and suddenly felt extremely aggrieved, the master she had always cherished so carefully, the master she didn't want to let him get hurt even half a point, she hid her mind for fear of letting him know the embarrassed master, she had made so much effort, and she had been trembling like walking on thin ice, why was she the one who hurt him the most and occupied the most in his heart?

It's not fair!

Huang Mo wiped away his tears fiercely, turned to stare at Qianxue and said, "I have worked so hard to be by his side, I will never allow you to hurt him again!" ”

Qianxue's face showed a moment of apprehension.

"Even if I'm you?"

"Even so! The current me is the real me! It's not the Qianxue you've been looking for, my name is Huang Mo! The moment Master gave me this name, I was no longer a human being, I was Jun Li's apprentice! ”

She almost pulled her throat, slapped her chest with a snap, and shouted out this sentence with righteousness.

Qianxue also seemed to be shocked by her words, she stood up after a while, and said, "And then? Will you reject me? ”

Huang Mo was stunned.

"You know

What exactly are you? ”

"You are now just a shell with no memories and no mana, you chose this path at the beginning, tearing apart the seven souls and six souls and memories and banishing them in the Six Realms, leaving only one soul and one soul without any memory, and now, even your soul has refused?"

"I ...... Willing to give it a try. Huang Mo squeezed out a few words from between his teeth.

"Can your own independently derived consciousness dominate the fate of our other souls in this way?" Qianxue stood up and suddenly laughed.

"And do you think that if you run away from me and forget the past, you can continue to waste your time day after day without worry, and you will be able to sit back and relax by Jun Li's side like this? Can you turn a blind eye to the sins you have borne as if nothing had happened? ”

Huang Mo was so blocked by her questioning one after another that he was red-faced and speechless.

She did forget...... She caused it all.

She has always put herself in the opposite position of Qianxue, so she can stand on the moral high ground to judge Qianxue and herself, she has always been unwilling to admit that she is the source of Master's pain, even if she has amnesia, the scars she once left to Master will not fade, she naively thinks that she can stay by Master's side in this way, but is it a great injustice to Master to do so?

She didn't even know what she had done or who it was.

"At the end of the day, you're just trying to avoid responsibility. Can you really feel at ease if you stay by his side like this? Qianxue picked up her chin, and through her teary eyes, she could see that she was smiling as if she had seen some big joke, and the corners of her mouth curled: "Let me tell you another truth, why does Jun Li hate me." ”

"Because I killed his mother."

This sentence fell lightly on Huang Mo's heavenly spirit cover, and the stone was shattered.

"What do you say?!!"

Huang Mo thought for a moment that he had misheard.

Qianxue's faint smile was like a silent light rain sinking into the ground, her clear eyes looked at the stunned Huang Mo, Huang Mo's whole brain was buzzing, she staggered up and grabbed Qian Xue's sleeve: "You...... What are you talking about? What did you say?? ”

"Then you will know what you are carrying. What exactly must you never forget? Qianxue let Huang Mo tear her clothes, her face was as calm as water, and she didn't move: "If you still reject me, then it's just like you've never seen me." ”

"I ...... Did something like that? This kind of thing, how can it ......" Huang Mo lowered her arm in distraction, she just knew that her master had indeed been hurt, and she had always refused to forgive Qianxue. But the master, who has always been unwilling, has never been able to let go, but she never thought that the reason would be like this.

No wonder Chiyuki would say that there was absolutely no possibility between them.

This insurmountable separation of life and death is the distance between them after all

The scar that was so hard to cut open, she thought that everything would fade with time, but the pain would never heal.

She seemed to be able to understand and feel the pain in Master's chest.

Master, he ...... I used to like Chiyuki very much.

And when something like this happens, the master must be very painful in his heart, so every time he sees that lonely tomb, he shows such an incomprehensible expression. His suffering, his loneliness, all turned into the bowl of wine in his hand, and as soon as he mentioned Qianxue's name, he suppressed something with a frowning eyebrow, he didn't want to let himself forget. Forget what once happened, buried in the deepest depths, never disappear, quietly rotting past.

What did he suffer in silence?

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