Yin Zhen and Wan Yunhai walked out of the courtyard and walked along the seaside, Yin Zhen shawl hairstyle, wearing a red satin cheongsam skirt, tied a red silk scarf, exuding a charming French perfume smell on her body, plump breasts, comparable to the beauty of a girl, her appearance and inner beauty are what excellent men desire, from a young girl to middle age, she is still so bright.

In the moonlight, Wan Yunhai and Yin Zhen were walking on the beach by the sea, which was really romantic, Wan Yunhai stopped, glanced at Yin Zhen, and said humorously: "Today, you are so beautiful and charming, and the beauty and the moonlight are even more romantic." ”

"Yunhai, what are you kidding, I have become a yellow-faced woman, what kind of person are you still fascinated by, you are really good at telling jokes, I can charm you, I will be content."

Yin Zhen heard Wan Yunhai's praise, his heart was happy, and he said to him with a smile, his eyes stared at Wan Yunhai's expression, and he felt that what Wan Yunhai said was a little weird, and a little emotional, and then said, "How are you today?" I've never heard you say such sentimental things for more than 20 years, what's the matter? ”

Wan Yunhai looked at Yin Zhen intently, stopped talking, turned his gaze, sat down cross-legged, looked at the sea, Yin Zhen sat down side by side with him, with the sound of the waves set off by the sea breeze, Wan Yunhai was full of emotions, and told Yin Zhen a sad and touching self-story, Yin Zhen quietly listened to Wan Yunhai's dictation:

More than 20 years, I really don't know, I also have a daughter, 21 years old this year, graduated from Shanghai Jiaotong University, has been hired by our Far Away Co., Ltd., her mother is my girlfriend who grew up together when I was a child, is my first love, is the lover of my life's dreams, more than 20 years have passed, like a river flowing eastward, and the indelible past clouds have surfaced in front of me......

When Wan Yunhai was seven years old, one night, around 23:00 o'clock, thunderstorms, lightning and thunder, Yunhai leaned on his mother's arms, hoping that his father would come home safely as soon as possible.

Late at night, suddenly, someone knocked on the door, boom... Boom... Boom... Yunhai's mother got up and opened the door, only to see Wan Renhe drenhe, his face was pale, and he said in a panic: "Sister-in-law, it's not good, Brother Youkuan vomited blood again, and I sent him to the tuberculosis hospital." ”

When Yunhai's mother Wang Xuemei heard the bad news, she couldn't say anything for a long time, her eyes were stunned, she felt dizzy for a while, she almost fell, and what she was worried about happened again.

Wan Ren and Yanming quickly helped Wang Xuemei, "Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?" "I was anxious and said to Hai'er;" Hai'er, quick, pour your mother a cup of tea. ”

Yunhai's mother Wang Xuemei relieved herself and said, "Renhe, it's really hard for you, let's go to the hospital quickly." ”

Before the liberation, Wan Renhe from the youth, followed Wan Yunhai's father Wan Youkuan into the city to study, until now, the same unit work, Wan Youkuan is an engineer of Nanjiang Diesel Engine Factory, Wan Renhe is a lathe worker, unmarried in his thirties, although, when he was a teenager, Wan Renhe is a hired worker of Wan Youkuan's family, but Wan Youkuan is two years older than him, and regards him as a brother, the innocent friendship between the two is based on the character of mutual trust, and it is not as people say in legends, landlords are bullies, hooligans, and villains.

During the period of land reform, Wan Youkuan's family was divided into the landlord class, and Wan Renhe's family was classified as poor peasants, and the two were cousins, and the family relationship was still the same.

Late at night, Wan Renhe rode a flying pigeon brand bicycle, with Xiao Yunhai in front and Xiao Yunhai's mother Wang Xuemei sitting in the back, and rode eagerly in the direction of the hospital.

Along the way, the drizzle continued, there were no street lights, it was dark, Wan Renhe took the mother and son, rode a bicycle for more than an hour, and came to the inpatient department of the city tuberculosis hospital.

I saw Yunhai's father Wan Youkuan lying on the hospital bed, the basin on the ground contained bloody sputum liquid, with a hanging needle on his arm, his face was pale, and when he saw the three of them coming in, he waved his hand weakly, his expression was painful, and he said softly: "Stay away, you wear masks, don't be infected." ”

Then, his eyes turned to Yunhai's mother and said, "Xuemei, I'm sick this time, I'm afraid it won't work, this disease can't be cured, Hai'er will entrust you alone, I'm really sorry." ”

Wan Youkuan understands very well in his heart, he has realized that he has come to the end of his life, and when he said these words intermittently, it was difficult to let go of his relatives in his heart, and tears flowed from the corners of his eyes.

Yunhai's mother, Wang Xuemei, didn't care about the dangers of being infected, held her husband's hand, and comforted her with tears in her eyes: "Youkuan, don't think so much, your illness will definitely be cured, Hai'er and I can't do without you and need you."

Wan Renhe also shed tears when he saw this scene, he took Xiao Yunhai's hand and said to Wan Youkuan: "Big brother, don't worry, rest assured, I will take care of my nephew Yunhai." ”

Wan Renhe saw the blank eyes of Brother Wan Youkuan, knowing that the eldest brother's condition was aggravated, his strength had been exhausted, and he had reached the end of his life, and he felt uncomfortable.

Wan Youkuan dragged his sick body, lay on the hospital bed, nodded at Wan Renhe knowingly, turned his gaze to Xiao Yunhai, and said affectionately: "Hai'er, you must listen to your mother and uncle, you will go to school this year, study hard, study hard, learn knowledge, and become a useful person to society." ”

Xiao Yunhai nodded, seeing that his father was tormented by the disease, seven-year-old Xiao Yunhai was very sensible, and suddenly cried loudly: "Dad...... Father...... My dad ......"

This shocking cry made everyone in the ward feel worried, God is really unfair, so that a young child will lose his father, lose his dearest relatives, lose the leader of life, and lose the most precious father's love.

The length of a person's life can not be predicted by anyone, fate is arranged like this, to give this young child a life ordeal, is the saddest parting in the world, Xiao Yunhai cried bitterly to his father, and was forcibly hugged by Wan Ren and his uncle.

Wan Youkuan's eyes were dull, and when he saw his son crying in fright, he blamed himself deeply; Because he pities his son too much, he doesn't want his son to suffer such a big blow, but not now, death will come at any time, he has to teach his son to be strong in the face of his departure, he has to teach his son how to live independently, he has to teach his son to know how to face a complex society in the long road of life growth. At that time, how much the son would have liked his father to give guidance and encouragement......

Wan Youkuan thought distressedly for a while, he must write a will to his son, fulfill the last responsibility of a father, and hope to leave his son with: strong, positive, kind, optimistic, confident, and upward conduct.

A few days passed, perhaps it was the backlight, he felt a little energetic, and his physical condition was good, so he took out a pen and paper, wrote a suicide note to his son, and wrote down all the unfinished words in his heart and the arrangements that he could not rest assured in as much detail as possible:

Hai'er: Hello!

Dad is sorry for you, you didn't fulfill the responsibility of being a father, nurture you to grow up, when you see the suicide note I wrote to you, I am no longer alive, I have gone to heaven, so before leaving, write down all the things you want to say, son, you have to remember what Dad said.

Dad was born in a landlord family, it is not a choice, in our big family, all the relatives are very hardworking, kind, and upright.

Your father-in-law, mother-in-law, uncle, aunt, uncle, or the predecessors of your father-in-law and mother-in-law have made a fortune by virtue of their intelligence, hard work, diligence, and kindness, and have become a large landlord class.

I don't regret growing up in this big family, our family composition is not a "black cauldron", nor is it as the media propagandizes, landlords and capitalists are bad elements, this is the propaganda necessary for one class to overthrow another class, the family problem I am talking about is a social problem, and it is also a problem of the struggle for truth, but I admire the belief of the Communist Party, fight for the people's liberation, strive for the realization of communism, and strive for the people to live a happy life, without the Communist Party, there would be no New China, It is to teach you to love the Communist Party, which is a political party that serves the people wholeheartedly, and that no matter what the situation changes, you must have faith in your heart and love all your relatives in our big family.

In the second half of this year, you will go to school, I may not be alive, my father is not by your side, no matter how turbulent the situation is, you must study diligently until you are admitted to university, receive higher education, be a knowledgeable and moral person, and succeed in learning in the future, glorify your ancestors, and become a pillar of the country.

Of course, in the long road of life growth, there must be many ups and downs, there are many unexpected things, we must strengthen our beliefs, not afraid of difficulties, and strive for progress.

When encountering difficulties and pressure, you must ask for the help of Wan Ren and uncle, he is a person who can be trusted, he is kind, right, is a rare confidant in my father's life, is our hometown of Youlan, I grew up with him since childhood, is my cousin, and has blood kinship.

He has unfathomable martial arts, you should sincerely worship him as a teacher, enhance your physique, and help you grow, his martial arts and martial virtues are worth learning from you, listen to him, he will take care of your growth.

At home, you have to listen to your mother, your mother is not in good health, you have to learn to do some housework, you have to be self-reliant, eliminate dependence, and remember the word "diligence" in your life, no matter what you learn? Do what? It is inseparable from the word "diligence", which is a good teacher for success and a moral practice.

When you grow up, you must be virtuous, kind, upright, filial to your mother, and discuss with your mother and Wanren and your uncle when you encounter problems, so that you can grow up and achieve positive results.

If you miss your father, go to your father's grave, look at me, say a few words, and tell him slowly, and I will bless you in heaven......

Your father: Wan Youkuan

December 4, 1967

After Wan Youkuan finished writing the will, he sealed it in an envelope, and took out a photo of Xiao Yunhai with his father and mother at the age of one from his purse, and put it in the envelope.

Wan Renhe came to deliver dinner, walked into the ward, and saw that the eldest brother Wan Youkuan was a little energetic and was reading, so he blamed him: "Eldest brother, your body is important, you have to pay attention to rest, don't read, eat dinner." Wan Renhe took away the book from his eldest brother's hand.

"Oh, brother, thank you for your concern, God doesn't leave people, and there is no way, people have to go to Elysium sooner or later, when people open their eyes, they have to think about things, do things, they have to work hard, people, the next life is short."

After Wan Youkuan finished speaking, his expression showed an optimistic attitude, and he took out a written will from under the pillow of the hospital bed, handed it to Wan Renhe, and instructed: "If I go to heaven, give this will to your nephew Yunhai, and tell him to keep it well, and when he thinks of me, take it out and take a look." Wan Youkuan smiled when he saw that Wan Renhe had carefully collected the will.

Wan Renhe admires the tenacity and perseverance of his eldest brother Wan Youkuan from the bottom of his heart, and his mentality remains so optimistic, the god of death will find him at any time, he has nothing to fear about life and death, he is just concerned about Hai'er and his wife Xuemei, this is difficult to give up family affection, as long as he lives for one day, he will give Hai'er happiness and happiness, but now he is very helpless......

Suddenly, Wan Youkuan's face was painful, his hands covered his mouth, blood spurted out, and he fainted, this sudden symptom, Wan Renhe didn't care about the danger of being infected, hugged Wan Youkuan, and shouted loudly at the door; "Doctor, come here, the patient is in danger, hurry up and rescue, hurry... Fast... Quick..."

Two medical staff with masks, ran over, connected Wan Youkuan to the patient, carried out artificial rescue, busy for more than 30 minutes of rescue, did not see the patient's movement, opened the patient's eyes, pupils dilated, no vital signs, a male medical staff took off the mask.

Said to Wan Renhe heavily; "Let's prepare for the future, we did our best."

When Wan Renhe heard this, tears welled up, and he looked sadly at Wan Youkuan lying on the stretcher, he bowed deeply to Wan Youkuan's body, and the body was sent to the morgue.

At noon, Wan Renhe came to Xiao Yunhai's house with grief and told Wang Xuemei the bad news: "Sister-in-law, there is an unfortunate thing for you, you must be strong, Brother Youkuan passed away at 21:06 last night. ”

Suddenly, Wang Xuemei's tears poured out of her eyes, she covered her face with both hands, she couldn't stand the sudden bad news, she felt the world turn upside down, and fainted.

Wan Renhe was quick, picked up his sister-in-law, and said comfortingly: "Sister-in-law, the eldest brother is gone, you have to hold on." ”

When Xiao Yunhai heard the sad news of his father's death, he cried and shouted heartbreakingly: "Uncle, I want to go to see my father, see my father's ......"

When Wan Renhe saw this tragic scene, tears flowed uncontrollably, holding Xiao Yunhai with one hand and supporting Xiao Yunhai's mother with the other: "Sister-in-law, don't be too sad, be strong, we still have to do the future." ”