27. So infatuated
"Yuhou, are you determined to send me abroad, I have a lot of things I want to tell you, those things I told you when I hugged you or you held me, I still want to say it again, over and over again, I want to never be enough, don't ask me why, I don't understand myself, just like that, you suddenly and naturally occupy my most simple and beautiful two years.
You once asked me why I chose to love you, but fortunately you didn't ask me why I love you, and I really can't answer this question. As people grow older day by day, they always have to understand that they learn to love their own people, so that they will not be sad because of those who don't care about themselves at all.
Why do I choose to love you, probably because you taught me not to look back, the thousands of lights behind me are not a place to return, probably because you taught me to cherish all unexpected encounters, to look down on all without saying goodbye, probably because you taught me that apologizing is not a shameful thing, but just to prove that you are important to me...... Many, many, after Yu, I choose to love you because I am not afraid of moths to the fire, I am not afraid of death.
More than a year ago, that day you ran out to help me look at the house, which surprised me fiercely, Ye Li whispered to me, he has followed you for so many years, and he has never seen you treat anyone so well, even if you don't have a senior sister, all along, even if you live on a business trip, you are sent to do it by the people below, this situation is like a flower emerging from the crack in the stone.
At that time, I didn't want to be happier, I didn't see the touching story behind you and the senior sister, and I didn't know anything about your emotions, so I ridiculously thought that in your heart, my position could be ranked above the senior sister.
The first thing I did when I got out of the car was to change my shoes, swapping my heels for sneakers, noticing that you were looking at me thoughtfully, and I laughed that it might be a long walk. You didn't reply, you threw the high heels I handed over to the car, and when you stood next to me and compared, you laughed at me and said that I was so short in high heels and dared to change my shoes, and my net height may not be 1.6 meters. I thought dissatisfied, you don't even have a smile on your face when you're joking, this is not in Yushi, and you are not talking about business, can you not always keep a straight face? Can't laugh? But I didn't say it, Queen Yu, that day I asked you if you only laugh in bed, you criticized me with a black face, saying that I was a hooligan than you, although it turned out that I was wrong, but you are still an out-and-out hooligan.
I confessed my mistake to you, saying that you will maintain your paralyzed face, your face sank again, just look at me like that, but after all, you didn't speak again, I don't know what you're thinking, I want to know, but time doesn't allow me to think too much, we walked on the way to the agency, passing by a wedding dress shop, young girls in their youth will inevitably have a loss of careful thinking, and I am no exception. I just stood at the door, patted you on the shoulder, sighed and asked you, you have so many women, haven't you ever thought about having a girlfriend, and then getting married and having children. You almost didn't catch a breath when I asked me, and asked me why I was called so many women.
Empress Yu, before Senior Sister came back, I really hadn't seen you treat anyone better than me. I take it for granted that we can go on together, and I'm not afraid of what the future will be, but at least it's not too bad. I said that you have never had a fixed female friend around you, let me be a bridesmaid when you get married in the future, when you are a bridesmaid after Yu must be very glorious, after Yu, probably you yourself don't know that when you look at me, the warmth in your eyes can lock me deadly, and I can't escape anymore.
You say I'm so beautiful with these eyes.
Said that if I don't say the next sentence, you will accept this suggestion when I am filial to the teacher. When you see the staff inside come out, the warmth in their eyes begins to be replaced by coldness.
I smiled and said Yuhou, you are so stingy, I mean filial piety to you at the same time, don't you hear?
Empress Yu, when I coddle you and coax you, it is my happiest time.
You said I could try Ye Li and see if he could hear it.
I glanced at Ye Li, shook my head and said, "You are really boring."
The staff greeted us and said "Mr. and Miss", but the two eyes stared at you for a moment, and seeing that your gaze gradually became cold, she said that it was the largest wedding dress city in Huaning, and a batch of new goods had just arrived. I smiled awkwardly and interrupted her to say that we had no plans to buy a wedding dress.
Her expression froze, and then she smiled again. But her smile has not disappeared, and your clear voice sounds, and you say that you should let them keep the most expensive wedding dress here, and someone will come to pick it up in the evening.
The staff and I were stunned, but you said that you would enjoy buying one, and you said it was so casual, but the staff was basically stupid, probably she had never seen such a simple and generous buyer. After Yu, later you said a wedding dress, in fact, it is nothing, I believe, I love you, and I know you. You're not lying, for you, marriage is just a double photo with a chapter, the wedding dress is just a white evening dress, you can wear a diamond ring knot if you are not married, which finger you wear it, how many carats you carat, it is all set by people, and even real estate is just a place to stay, and the person who lives together may not be a lover, but a roommate.
I asked you if the wedding dress would be deducted from your salary, and I wouldn't be happy if I did, which is what I should be concerned about. You said it was a late apprenticeship. The curvature of the corners of your mouth that day was fleeting, and I didn't have time to catch it, but that throbbing would take root in my heart, just like you once taught me: the things that many people remember are not important in themselves, but the feelings that the important things bring to them, happy, sad, excited, disappointed...... After the event itself was blurred, that feeling persisted for a long time.
I breathed a sigh of relief and said okay, I'm going to wait until I find a house and then give you a cup of apprenticeship tea, but after Yu, did someone give you a wedding dress, saying that you don't have common sense, you are still angry with me, a face is completely black, you coldly said I am really good, perverted, boring, no common sense, I scolded you four or five times a day today. I don't even know if you don't summarize, I subconsciously think you're so bad. Empress Yu, in my place, you are indifferent to everyone, and you can watch an underage girl being hacked... The people of society are dying, you know that you can save her with a word, you will let your subordinates complete their tasks despite the storm, and you clearly said that the agreement is not important...... Empress Yu, in terms of character and character, there are thousands of people who are better than you in my heart, but because you love me, I choose to love you.
Scold.
After Yu, I don't remember who taught me, I only know that since I was sensible, there is such a law in my mind, waiting for a person who is destined not to belong to him, and the person who stays in place can always only be ourselves. So I won't stay where I am, I studied hard and tried to catch up with you, but when I caught up, my performance in the Duan clan shocked the people of Huaning, but you turned back to find Senior Sister. ”
When Mu Xin broke into the door, Lin Xu was playing here, looking at Mu Xin, who was sweating profusely after fighting wits and courage with Chen Yuan, and said with a smile: "Mr. Mu is so infatuated with Mr. Yu, but it really impresses Lin." ”