Chapter 18: The Reunion of First Lovers Memories of the past
Wan Yunhai went abroad and came home, opened the door, put down his luggage, and saw Lin Wei and Yin Zhen lying on the sofa asleep, afraid that they would catch a cold, so he lightly took out two cover sheets from the room and covered them.
Lin Wei was awakened, opened his eyes, and when he saw Wan Yunhai standing in front of him, his eyes reunited with his familiar eyes, and for a moment, he couldn't control the long river of emotions for more than 20 years, tears poured down, he jumped up from the sofa, slapped Wan Yunhai's chest with both hands, and cried loudly, "Brother Hai, why are you doing this?" Leave me quietly, why didn't you come to see my mother? More than 20 years! You are so ruthless. This farewell is more than 20 years, I am so bitter in my heart, I miss it day and night, my tears are dry, I take Da Ping'er with one hand, how difficult it is, do you know? Lin Wei's eyes were blurred, tears couldn't stop flowing, and the strength of his hands was gradually exhausted and stopped.
Wan Yunhai let Lin Wei vent, tears rolled in his eyes, he felt ashamed of Lin Wei, felt worried, blamed himself, stretched out his arms to hug Lin Wei, and said in a deep voice: "Weiwei, I can't live with you and my daughter, please understand, for more than 20 years, I can't stop thinking about you, often see you in my sleep, emotions torture me from time to time, when I heard that you have a family, I don't have the courage to face you, I am also very painful, bury my love for you in my heart, this burial is more than 20 years." ”
When Wan Yunhai said this, he couldn't control himself anymore, held up Lin Wei's face, looked at Lin Wei with teary eyes, kissed her red and charming face, and exuded the fragrance of wine.
The sky opened his eyes, let this pair of lovers, lie down for more than 20 years of emotion, and then renew their relationship, come together, the two hugged, the tighter and tighter they hugged, Lin Wei said to Wan Yunhai affectionately: "Two months after you left, do you know why I married Zhang Guolin?" I was pregnant with our Ping'er, and from the day I got married, I told him frankly about my pregnancy, Zhang Guolin and I are a fake couple, do you believe it? I firmly believe in my heart that I will definitely see you, and I divorced him in May this year, which is a long story. We will never be separated again, Ping'er is very cute, she has been very sensible since she was a child, she is very similar to your character, stubborn, and looks like you. ”
"My dear, I've seen her, it's very cute, it's really hard for you and your daughter for more than 20 years, in the second half of my life, I want to reward you and my daughter with all my love, and I ask for your forgiveness again." Wan Yunhai's affectionate and guilty eyes never left Lin Wei.
Yin Zhen was awakened, opened her drunken eyes, and when she saw Lin Wei patting the sea of clouds, her emotions were infected, and she shed tears for the touching scene of the meeting of this pair of lovers who have been separated for more than 20 years. I don't know whether it is tears of pain or tears of joy, Yin Zhen himself does not know in his heart, hearing the words of the two of them when they met, he further realized the true meaning of pure infatuation, and the two wrote the most beautiful poem in the world for pure infatuation.
Yin Zhen looked at the two of them quietly, didn't bother, stood up, and slowly exited the living room, Wan Yunhai saw that Yin Zhen wanted to leave, waved his hand at Yin Zhen and said, "Mr. Yin, don't go, please stay and talk." ”
He let go of Lin Wei and shook hands with Yin Zhen very gratefully in his heart and thanked him: "Thank you, Mr. Yin, for waking you up and making you laugh, please sit down and drink tea and relieve hangover." ”
Wan Yunhai skillfully fiddled with the tea set, plugged in the electric kettle, brewed a pot of tea after a while, and poured it into everyone's small cups.
Lin Wei's face was filled with tears, and he said to Yin Zhen embarrassedly: "Mr. Yin, I'm really sorry, I woke you up from your sleep, I can't control myself, please understand." ”
"Sister Lin, I understand you, more than 20 years is not easy, what bitter water do you have, pour it out tonight, let Brother Hai listen, I am moved by your persistent love, your story will definitely move the sky and the earth." Yin Zhen's emotional words made the floodgates of Lin Wei's mood open, and tears poured out again.
She took a sip of tea, her eyes were full of tears, she looked at the person she loved, and then at Mr. Yin, the past came to her heart, with deep memories and deep love, to travel through time, and tell the past deeply......
On the afternoon of October 26, 1985, when Lin Wei got off work and came to Wan Yunhai's residence, a cousin who claimed to be Wan Yunhai opened the door and invited her to sit in the house. Lin Wei's anxious expression was expecting his cousin's answer.
"This morning, he called me over, and we had dinner together at noon, and explained to me that he must give you these things, and let me wait for you here, and he will go out for a while." The cousin replied stupidly, I really don't know what concept he has of going out for a while.
When he heard his cousin's answer, Lin Wei almost collapsed, and said to his cousin eagerly: "I'm sorry, cousin, I'm going to find Wanyunhai, he must be gone." After Lin Wei finished speaking, he turned around and went out, running madly towards the railway station, bus station, and wharf, in the train passenger waiting hall, in the long-distance bus passenger station waiting hall, in the passenger waiting hall of the ship terminal, on the street, in the vast sea of people looking for the traces of Wanyun Sea, and in the middle of the night, Lin Wei was sweating, dragging his tired body, and returned home.
Wan Yunhai's farewell, silently lost his trace, and wandered to the ends of the earth, making Lin Wei extremely sad, extremely bad, uncontrollable, and crying.
Lin Wei's crying woke up the family, and her sister Lin Hong pushed open Lin Wei's door, "Weiwei, what's sad?" Lin Hong stroked Lin Wei's head and glanced at her sister, "Weiwei, look at you crying like a tearful person, say something unpleasant." ”
Lin Wei's father and mother were awakened by their daughter's crying and walked into Lin Wei's room, "Weiwei, what are you doing?" Crying so sadly, who provoked you? Lin Wei's father felt inexplicable and asked.
"Dad, Mom, I really can't figure it out, I just feel uncomfortable." Lin Wei faced his father and mother with teary eyes, and showed a letter from Wan Yunhai to his father and mother.
When things were understood, Lin Wei's mother comforted her daughter, "Weiwei, Mom and Dad understand you, you have loved Yunhai deeply for so many years, Yunhai is a child, it is true, he left you with low self-esteem, he is also uncomfortable, maybe, one day he will come back." ”
Lin Wei's mother was talking, her eyes were a little moist, and she controlled herself, and her sympathy and longing intertwined.
"Weiwei, Yunhai left you, and he also had his thoughts, you grew up with him since childhood, and you have an understanding of his self-improvement character, and go to the outside world to create, now is the era of reform and opening up, so it's okay, the manhood is in all directions, maybe one day, he will return to his hometown, you have to understand and support him, don't have children's personal feelings, want to open up, don't shed tears."
Lin Wei's father supports Yunhai's idea and considers it from Yunhai's perspective to enlighten his daughter.
After a few words enlightened by my father, my mood changed, I stopped crying, wiped away my tears, and said to my father and mother: "Dad, Mom, sister is really sorry, my matter affects your rest and your emotions, you go to sleep, I will go to work tomorrow, I will want to open, I will sit down." ”
Lin Wei felt that he couldn't go, put his hands on his parents and parents' backs, and sent them out of the room, "Dad, Mom, sister, don't worry, I will sleep well, good night." ”
More than two months have passed, there is no trace of Wan Yunhai, there is no news at all, Lin Wei is thinking hard day and night, he can't eat well, he can't sleep well, he is also haggard, sitting in the Nanjiang literary editor's office, quietly in a daze, waiting to get off work.
Today, Zhang Guolin is particularly excited, the position is promoted, the Municipal Bureau of Light Industry has been below, he was promoted to the deputy director of the Nanjiang City Knitting Factory, last year, he graduated from the University of Electricity, the diploma played a role, less than a year, he was promoted, people are happy, the spirit is refreshing, he can't wait to come to the City Federation of Literary and Art Circles, tell Lin Wei about the happy event, show himself, he wants to realize the wish in his heart.
Zhang Guolin walked to the door of Lin Wei's office and knocked on the door happily: "Bang... Boom... Bang..."
Lin Wei was alarmed by the knock on the door, and adjusted his demeanor, "Please come in."
Zhang Guolin pushed open the door of Lin Wei's office, and said to Lin Wei with a smile: "Old classmate, I came to you and invited you to dinner, and I also invited a few other classmates, I have a happy event to tell my classmates, let my classmates share happiness with me, you have to taste your face." ”
Zhang Guolin walked up to Lin Wei and sat down, watching Lin Wei's emotional changes.
Lin Weiqiang smiled and said to Zhang Guolin: "What's a good thing?" Let's hear it, but for a good reason, I'm not going. ”
Zhang Guolin couldn't wait to take out the red-headed official document of the Light Industry Bureau from the file bag and show it to Lin Wei, looking forward to Lin Wei's congratulations.
"You guy, developed, okay, by what means to get promoted? Should you celebrate, old schoolmate, though? You can get it on the light later. ”
Lin Wei said half-jokingly, half-sarcastically, stood up, and the two walked out of the office building together.
When I came to Shengli Road, Lin Wei appeared, and Nie Jianguo (a pinch of hair) took the lead in standing up and applauding, "Deputy Director Zhang also brought our school flower, welcome!" Welcome! ”
Xia Genyong, Niu Jiangping, and Lv Yongan stood up, shook hands with Lin Wei, and greeted each other. Lu Yongan sat down next to Lin Wei.
Nie Jianguo (a pinch of hair) took the lead in raising a glass to Zhang Guolin, and said with a smile: "Deputy Director Zhang, the old classmate toasts you with a glass of wine, and I wish you a high step!" Cheers. ”
Nie Jianguo raised his head and drank a small glass of gladiolus spring liquor, he was more excited than anyone else, Zhang Guolin's ascension, for him, there was a backer.
Zhang Guolin is very Zhang Yang, received the promotion of the red head document, and couldn't wait to invite a few old classmates to dinner in the evening, he picked up the wine glass with a glorious face to return to the classmates, "I am very happy today, and I am very grateful to the old classmates for tasting their faces, I toast everyone with a glass of wine, I wish the old classmates all their wishes come true!" ”
Zhang Guo Lin Hao did not hesitate to drink a glass of liquor, and took the empty cup to show everyone, "Look, I did it, you have to drink it dry, Lin Wei, we grew up in the same yard, and we are classmates from elementary school to high school, you have to take the lead in drinking dry." ”
Zhang Guolin stared at Lin Wei with both eyes, he didn't mean to drink, he had another intention, and the drunkard was not drunk.
Lin Wei was in a bad mood, picked up the wine in the cup, borrowed the wine to drown his sorrows, and poured a glass of white wine into his stomach at once, "Zhang Guolin, why are you staring at me with two eyes?" I did it, you are happy, everyone do it, I wish Zhang Guolin every step of the way! After Lin Wei finished drinking, he poured another glass of wine.
Lu Yongan felt that Lin Wei's mood was a little wrong, and he cared about Lin Wei, "Lin Wei, don't drink like this, you will get drunk, and you can't compare with male classmates." ”
Lu Yongan picked up Lin Wei's wine glass and poured it into Zhang Guolin's cup, and poured a glass of fresh milk for Lin Wei: "Lin Wei, you drink some milk, you can't drink anymore." ”
Zhang Guolin smiled wickedly, picked up his wine glass and said to Lin Wei and Lu Yongan: "I respect you two classmates and beauties, you two touch them with your milk, I don't mind, I wish you two more and more beautiful!" Zhang Guolin borrowed wine to cheer up and touched Lin Wei and Lu Yongan's wine glasses.
Xia Genyong joked with the question, "Zhang Guolin, you guy's benefits are all for you to take advantage of, and our three male classmates also have to touch the beautiful woman's... Cup, I wish the two beautiful students all their wishes come true! Find the gentleman in mind. ”
One of his jokes caused everyone to laugh, male and female classmates clinked glasses to each other to congratulate each other, and he inadvertently said again: "Tonight, a key person was not present, that is our class president Wan Yunhai, what a good classmate he is, it is said that he has been released from prison, I really don't believe that he will commit a crime, I don't know where he is now?" ”
Suddenly, there was silence, Zhang Guolin looked at Lin Wei out of the corner of his eye, and hurriedly explained to everyone, "How many times have I been to Wan Yunhai's house, the door is locked, I don't know where he is?" ”
Niu Jiang was very careful, and he had been paying attention to Lin Wei, seeing that Lin Wei was depressed, he walked to Lin Wei's side and asked about Wan Yunhai's recent situation, "Do you know, where Wan Yunhai went?" I also miss him very much, when I was in high school, we were very friendly and had a common language, in fact, Wan Yunhai was a good class leader for all of us, he was an upright person, he had an accident, I never believed it, I went to prison several times to see him, he said that someone framed him, and he didn't succeed in college, in our school, this year, a few of them can be admitted to a prestigious university, what a pity. ”
Lin Wei replied in a dull voice: "He is missing, and he doesn't know where to go?" I am grateful to my classmates for trusting him so much. After the classmate said this, Lin Wei lost control of her emotions and shed tears.
Lu Yongan knew that Lin Wei loved Wan Yunhai very much, understood her mood at this time, and comforted her, "Wan Yunhai may be a temporary avoidance, maybe one day he will return to you, I also understand Wan Yunhai's mood and situation very well, now we don't talk about Wan Yunhai, male classmates drink, drink, let's all clink glasses together, dry." ”
Lu Yongan picked up the milk in the cup and clinked glasses with his classmates one by one.
Zhang Guolin heard Lin Wei say this, Wan Yunhai deliberately disappeared, there was a burst of secret joy in his heart, and he didn't dare to reveal it, he controlled himself strongly, and gave him an excellent opportunity to pursue Lin Wei and realize the wish in his heart for many years, he said pretendedly: "Lu Yongan is right, Wan Yunhai is a temporary avoidance, he will return to you, Lin Wei wants to open a little, don't worry, the coming day is long, we are young, today classmates get together, we should be happy, everyone eat and drink well." This guy was very affectionate in front of Lin Wei, and was busy pouring a glass of milk for Lin Wei.
On the first day of Zhang Guolin's tenure, he used his privilege to transfer a van from the factory department, and everyone got into the car together after drinking.
Zhang Guolin sent Niu Jiangping, Xia Genyong, and Nie Jianguo home, Lu Yongan insisted on escorting Lin Wei home, not at ease, Lin Wei drank too much, a little drunk, his head rested on Lu Yongan's shoulder, and the car entered the provincial ** compound, Lu Yongan said in Lin Wei's ear: "Lin Wei, you are home, wake up." ”
Lin Wei opened his eyes, squinted drunkenly, looked at the car, and looked out the car window, "What, they are all home, why didn't you get out of the car, Lu Yongan?" ”
"I see you're a little drunk, escort you, get off."
Lu Yongan helped Lin Wei get out of the car. Zhang Guolin hurriedly took Lin Wei and walked into the yard.
"You two stay, I'm home, thank you, you two let's go."
Lin Wei was a little drunk, pulled out his arm, and pressed the doorbell.
Lin Wei's mother opened the door, smelled a smell of alcohol on her daughter's body, and saw that her daughter was a little drunk, so she blamed her: "Lin Wei, what's the matter with you?" Never drink, drunk like this, like words? It's the two of you who send her home, come in and sit down. ”
Zhang Guolin hurriedly explained, "Auntie, I'm sorry, don't talk about Lin Wei, I invited my classmates to drink, and she saw that her classmates were happy, so she drank a little more." ”
"Yes, aunt, don't blame Lin Wei, my classmates pretended to be crazy, and they drank a little higher, if you want to blame, blame me, I sat next to Lin Wei, didn't take good care of me, quickly supported Lin Wei into the room, washed my face and feet, and rested early, Zhang Guolin and I won't go in to sit, aunt, Lin Wei goodbye!" Lu Yongan waved his hand, walked out of the yard with Zhang Guolin, got in the car and went home.
The next morning, at 7:00 o'clock, Lin Wei got up, felt like vomiting, walked into the bathroom, couldn't control it, wow, all the things in his stomach vomited out, and his whole body was weak.
Lin Wei's mother saw that her daughter had not come out of the bathroom yet, and shouted: "Lin Wei, why hasn't she come out yet?" Breakfast. After more than ten minutes, seeing that Lin Wei had not come out yet, Lin Wei's mother panicked, hurriedly walked into the bathroom, saw Lin Wei with both hands on the edge of the pool, vomited a pool, and asked: "Lin Wei, what's wrong?" I was a little drunk last night, but I didn't vomit, and this morning, I vomited again, and my body was uncomfortable? ”
"Mom, when I get up in the morning, I want to vomit, I feel tired, and my head is a little dizzy." Lin replied weakly and wiped his mouth with a towel.
Lin Wei's mother helped her daughter out of the bathroom and asked Lin Wei, "What do you want to eat in the morning?" My stomach was empty. ”
Lin Wei shook his head, walked to his room and wanted to go to bed again, and said to his mother: "I will take a day off, and I will call Editor-in-Chief Shen at 8:00 to ask for sick leave." ”
"You sleep, I'll call then, after an hour, if you haven't recovered, ask your sister to accompany you to the hospital for examination, you take a rest first, I'll close the door, and shout when I'm sad." Lin Wei's mother exited the room.
In the restaurant, Lin Wei's mother finished breakfast and said to Lin Wei's sister Lin Hong: "Lin Hong, you take a leave in the morning, take care of Lin Wei at home, and observe whether she is better?" If you haven't recovered yet, you can accompany Lin Wei to the hospital to check your body, I have a meeting in the afternoon, and I may not be able to come, so you will work hard. Lin Wei's mother was a little anxious and asked her daughter Lin Hong to take care of her sister.
Lin Hong was inexplicable and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with Lin Wei?" ”
"She is not feeling well, she vomited in the bathroom just now, she vomited very badly, I am afraid that she will be sick, you accompany her to the hospital in the morning to check it out." Lin Wei's mother couldn't rest assured and repeated it.
Lin Hong heard her mother say this, "Okay, I'll take a leave of absence, and I'll go home in an hour to see how Lin Wei is doing?" ”
Lin Wei's father put down the dishes and chopsticks, and after hearing this, he got up in a hurry, "I'll go over to see Lin Wei, I haven't gotten up yet, treat me quickly if I have a disease, don't miss the time for treatment." ”
"You don't want to go over, she just slept, last night, at a reunion with her high school classmates, she drank a little too much, it was Li Yongan and Zhang Guolin who sent her home, and if you look at it again, maybe it was caused by drunkenness." Lin Wei's mother arranged everything properly.
After two hours, Lin Hong asked for leave and returned home, pushed open the door of her sister's room, walked to the bedside, and asked Lin Wei with concern: "Lin Wei, do you want to have breakfast?" How does your body feel right now? If you haven't recovered yet, Mom said that you must go to the hospital for a check-up. ”
"Sister, I don't dare to eat breakfast, I still haven't seen any better, the yellow water in my stomach is vomiting out, it's uncomfortable, have you asked for leave?" Lin Wei replied listlessly.
"Get up, eat something, I'm on leave in the morning, I'll accompany you to the hospital for a check-up." Lin Hong stretched out his arm as he spoke, helping Lin Wei get up.
With the support of her sister Lin Hong, Lin Wei brutally drank a little porridge, put on her coat, and went to the hospital.
In the B-ultrasound examination room of the hospital, a female doctor in her thirties, holding a B-ultrasound examination instrument, moved on Lin Wei's stomach, checked up and down, left and right, and finished the examination in more than ten minutes, looked at Lin Wei, smiled and said: "The examination is normal, but congratulations, your stomach is happy, it is a normal reaction, don't panic." ”
When Lin Wei heard the female doctor say this, she became stupid, with a dumbfounded expression, looked at her sister Lin Hong, walked out of the hospital silently without saying a word.
Lin Hong supported her sister Lin Wei, knowing Lin Wei's mood at this time, she didn't ask much, and walked towards People's Park, wanting how to comfort Lin Wei.
The sisters walked into the secluded green park, walked along the winding path of the stone path to the pavilion, and sat down in the pavilion without admiring the beautiful scenery of the park.
Lin Hong still broke the silence, "Lin Wei, what should I do?" It's a sea of clouds. ”
Looking at Lin Wei with both eyes, Lin Hong knew very well in his heart that the fetus in his sister's womb must be Wan Yunhai's, and now he doesn't know where he is? I'm in a hurry.
After her sister Lin Hong said this, it aggravated the sadness in Lin Wei's heart, and the sad tears poured down, crying and saying: "My life is really bitter, my heart is so tired, Wan Yunhai, this guy, is really a bastard, he doesn't have the courage to face the reality and chooses to escape." She snuggled up in her sister's arms, with the help of her sister's supportive strength.
"My sister understands you and helps you, don't tell your parents about this, I'll keep it secret for you, I just joined the work, I'm afraid that the impact will be bad, will the fetus in the womb be removed?" Lin Hong gently touched Lin Wei's head and listened to Lin Wei's opinion.
Lin Wei raised her head from her sister's arms and looked at Lin Hong with teary eyes, "I don't want to beat it off, this is the crystallization of my love with Brother Hai, let this little life come to the world, and use my life's energy to nurture him to thrive." ”
"The key is Wan Yunhai, where is he now? In two months, the belly will be revealed, what do you think about it? It's going to be hard to end then."
Lin Hong was worried about her sister, put the practical problems in front of her, and thought of ways to solve them thoroughly.
Lin Wei was silent for a while, wiped away her tears, and said to her sister Lin Hong heavily: "I want to do this, find someone to marry instead, and then give birth to the child in a clear and honest manner, and then divorce, is this okay?" I don't want to get rid of the hair on my belly, after all, it is the crystallization of our love. ”
"You think it's simple, who to find? This is an emotional problem, don't make the problem bigger, the scene will be difficult to control at that time" Lin Hong was still worried, a little worried.
"Sister, don't worry, I found a candidate, by feeling, Zhang Guolin has always pursued me from middle school to the present, and used means to show affection, I always feel that Brother Hai has an accident, he is very suspicious, framed Brother Hai, they were in the same team at the time, but there is no evidence, maybe, my feeling is correct."
Lin Wei told her sister the doubts she had in her heart for many years, so as to get her sister's support and help to solve the problems at hand.
After listening to her sister's suspicion of the whole thing, Lin Hong felt very logical reasoning, and said cautiously: "Find him to replace, his wish, after completing the marriage ceremony, come to a sudden brake, so that you can give birth to a baby logically, the idea is very good, then only Zhang Guolin knows in his heart, there is no bitterness to say, okay, it will be decided like this." ”
A stone in Lin Hong's heart finally landed, and he was much more relaxed, and helped Lin Wei up, "Let's go, let's go home." ”