(a)

Her time seems to be detached from space. Her time flowed silently, the earth suddenly vanished, and the face of a strange space hung over her. Chang Xia is in a trance. Step on a river you don't know exist.

Hangzhou's willow warbler flies. In the rented house, the imitation wood floor on the ground has a lazy atmosphere, and the living room with floor-to-ceiling glass is often filled with sunlight all day long. Sometimes a group of friends sit on the floor, drinking beer and listening to Dao Lang's songs. The rough and unrestrained rhythm. All sank into the darkness of memory.

On what riverbank you are the loneliest

Moved into an empty house, You're the loneliest, light the lights

What season you are most melancholy

Put down the hectic basket

The land is vast, and the river flows

What is the person who holds the lamp and illuminates you?

Swallowing Haizi's poems, the heart is sad and panicked, Hangzhou has become a little image on the memory glass, Bai Xian is far away from her, and the noisy society has become a flowing shadow and abandoned her.

The accumulation of her time and space is in this cramped, unfamiliar, makeshift bed. She felt her soul hovering and flying, like a lone goose. Another Chang Xia looked at her with pity, burying her face in the pillow, crying silently, but she couldn't shed tears. It's for the sake of dream action.

(b)

This time, she talked about the teenager's rhapsody fantasy to go to graduate school, which is also related to the "big brother".

The lawns on the banks of the river are one after another, and the sun is warm and smoky. Many of the students dressed up sat on the lawn basking in the sun and then fell asleep. Among them were a young woman and a man. But they are obviously not lovers, because the two sit on two separate lawns. There is some distance in between.

Seeing that some of the girls around him were sleeping soundly, Chang Xia unconsciously squinted his eyes, covered his forehead with his hands to block the sun, and a small shade appeared above his eyes.

The circle of blonde hair jumped around in the palm of his hand, and Chang Xia stepped on one of them in this way, and entered the sleep journey with black and gold trim. When Chang Xia woke up from a sleep trip with black and gold trim and sat up, he saw a young man not far away with his hands on his face, still asleep. Looking next to it, there are still many students sleeping.

This spring afternoon, Chang Xia went to school to see her "big brother". Chang Xia and her elder brother each lay on a lawn, and slept on the grass with the students for an afternoon.

Fall asleep with your limbs open under the sky. It was a strange and shy feeling, but she actually fell asleep. She woke him up.

"Thank you!" She said.

"Thank me for what?" Strange, he pulled out a grass root and put it out into the sun.

"I haven't slept like this in almost two years. You don't know how stressful the work is? It's so good to be a student! ”

"Then you can do it too!" He jokingly picked up his black bag from the grass and patted the grass clippings on it. There is a little place, lightly dyed with green grass juice

"Thank you, because you helped me make a certain choice." She muttered. Her "elder brother" is a graduate student in the first year of graduate school, and others can find time to lie on the grass and bask in the sun and enjoy life; And she's busy running around and shattering like a plastic person.

When she awoke, the sky had already absorbed the sunlight and began to pour a hint of shade, and it was at that moment that a sleeping area in her heart was touched when she looked at the mountains in the distance.

Who is this "big brother"? The "big brother" walked around the campus with a black canvas schoolbag on his back all day long. And she, Chang Xia, has never studied in college so far, why did she become a brother and sister? There's a reason for that.

(c)

When I first came to Jiangcheng City, I was unemployed during the period when I was not preparing for the graduate school entrance examination! She asked if she had found the university. It was evening, and the glow shone on the huge campus, and the shade of the trees, the school building, and the basketball court were all dyed with a layer of light, peaceful and quiet. But every inch of the campus is stained with a cold and strange light.

Chang Xia pondered for a while, then walked up a small path and saw a cluster of buildings, and the red letters on the wall read: "Graduate Student Dormitory." ”

Resolutely set the target here. Passing through the door, she was facing a mirror, and in the mirror came a girl, with long black hair and a lilac suit and skirt, the tension made the lines of her face slightly hard, but her eyes were more of a desperate firmness. She glanced indifferently at the girl in her glasses and walked straight upstairs.

The older boy, who was not yet her "senior brother" at the time, was sitting at the table eating, reading a book while putting the food in his mouth. With a knock on the door, a beautiful strange girl entered.

She smiled brightly and said that she wanted to take the postgraduate entrance examination, could she ask for advice on the postgraduate entrance examination.

She never seemed to think about the possibility of someone rejecting her. There was only one straight line of agreement in her eyes. The boy was visibly stunned for a moment, and the rice slowly chewed in his mouth, guessing that he must be thinking: Who is she? Is it necessary to tell her?

He dragged on, not enthusiastic, just a passive coping.

The girl's eyes were burning and she couldn't stop nodding seriously. He probably felt her singularity like a piece of pure glass, and he couldn't bear to smash it. He's kind, forget it, just talk thoroughly!

The first time she came in, Chang Xia left with the strange boy's two thick graduate school entrance examination notes, and her smile was like a cracked pomegranate, which made passers-by look back at her strangely.

He didn't have a girlfriend, and the people in the dormitory looked at Chang Xia often coming to his dormitory to look for him with an ambiguous gaze, thinking that she was chasing him.

At night, the lights on the riverbank flicker like dark red cherries. "Senior Brother" rode a bicycle and took Chang Xia down a small steep slope, and when he was about to reach the bottom of the slope, he raised a hand and shouted into the darkness in the air, oh, childishly.

Once, I asked my "senior brother" to go to her house to play with her. On a bleak wall of the room hangs a magnified photograph of a green meadow that seems to break through the wooden frame and spread towards the wall.

The young man in the shirt sat on the grass, and the girl leaned on the boy's shoulder, the smile on her face as if made of the rays of the sun.

Chang Xia looked at the photos on the wall, she had a bad idea in her heart, she wanted to take the photos down. If the elder brother knew that she had a boyfriend, would he ......

She hesitated for a moment, stared at Bai Xian's smile on the wall, and looked away. The two of them were still smiling like spring on the dark pockmarked walls. There was a knock on the door outside. "Senior brother" entered the house.

There was no sunlight in the room, and it was a little dim. But it's still wider and cleaner than the dormitory. Opposite the dark green curtain, a photograph hangs. The grass green on the sheet contrasts with the curtains in the color of a worn beer bottle.

"Senior Brother" went straight to the computer next to the wall and killed the game on the computer for an afternoon.

After the senior brother came in, he saw the photo on the wall as if he didn't see it, Chang Xia wondered if he would be short-sighted, but no matter how short-sighted he was, he wouldn't be able to see this photo.

It turned out that he was far more interested in the computer in her room than in Chang Xia's photo with Bai Xian. The relationship between Chang Xia and the "big brother" is ironclad.

Later, on the day of the exam, because of the insomnia the night before, she failed miserably, lying on the flower bed in front of the examination room and crying, thinking that at this point, there was no chance with the university. It is even more difficult to intersect with the life of the "senior brother".