Chapter 389: Self-blame
Hearing the doctor's words, my head buzzed, I almost didn't hold up the coma, it depends on the patient's desire to survive, Tang Tianqi chose to commit suicide, where else did the desire to survive come from?
As the so-called concern is chaos, at this time in the bureau I have been carried away by anxiety, now I will only be anxious,
The eyes that opened again proved that because of my appearance, Tang Tianqi breathed a sigh of relief.
I didn't just leave, but got into the ambulance and followed the doctor to the hospital.
However, when Tang Tianqi, who had followed him all the way, was pushed into the ward, my worries were also isolated from the door.
"This young lady, if you are worried about the patient, you should wait honestly outside here."
Anyway, regardless of whether I said anything or not, the doctor slammed the door shut, and the three bright red letters on the door lit up, no matter how worried I was, I could only force myself to calm down at this time.
Perhaps because I also ingested a lot of carbon monoxide, I sat in my chair groggy and confused, and when I woke up again, I was woken up by a nurse.
"This lady, are you a family member of the patient?"
When I was woken up, I was still a little confused at first, but then the three big characters of Tang Tianqi involuntarily jumped into my mind, and after reacting quickly, I quickly stood up and replied.
"Yes, I am."
"Are you the patient's wife?"
When I heard the nurse's words, I was silent for a moment, and I didn't know what I thought, so I nodded and said.
"Yes."
"That's good." As the nurse spoke, she handed over a folder, and she pointed to the bottom of the signature and said, "Since you are the patient's wife, then please sign your name in this position, and by the way, take this slip and pay the hospitalization fee." ”
With that, she gave me another bill.
After I quickly signed my name, I grabbed the nurse who turned around and wanted to leave, and hurriedly asked.
"How is the patient?"
"It's not optimistic." The nurse replied succinctly, she stretched out her finger and pointed to the ward and said, "Carbon monoxide poisoning, I also took a lot of sleeping pills during the period, if it weren't for the treatment, I'm afraid I would have been sent directly to the morgue now." ”
The nurse said, when I heard that Tang Tianqi was rescued, I couldn't mention how happy I was, but then his words were like a basin of cold water, pouring directly on my head.
"But it's already a miracle to pick up a life, whether you can wake up or not, it depends on the patient's own creation, if you have time, you should come and talk to the patient more, maybe it will help the patient's condition."
Anyway, regardless of my feelings, he took the slip with my name and turned away, leaving me standing there dumbfounded.
After being stunned for a long time, I recovered from that state, and after I recovered, I ran into the ward as soon as possible, and the ward was empty at this time, and the doctors were gone, so I saw Tang Tianqi lying on the bed at a glance.
His face was very pale, like gold paper, like a sick patient, and when it fell into my eyes, it was like sprinkling salt on a wound, and it was doubly painful.
Biting my lower lip, I cautiously approached Tang Tianqi step by step, even in a state of confusion, he wrinkled his face, as if he was enduring great pain.
Reaching out and gently rubbing his cheek, I murmured unconsciously.
"Why are you so stupid......"
……
All afternoon, I stayed by Tang Tianqi's side, and the mobile phone next to me kept ringing, but I never took care of it, and this situation was maintained until Lin Lifeng came over in the evening.
I felt Lin Lifeng's arrival, and I didn't ask him how he came, why did he know that I was here, at this time my mind was in chaos, and I didn't know what I was thinking and what to think.
"You're getting so haggard."
Standing beside me for a long time, Lin Lifeng, who had been silent, finally spoke.
I didn't pay any attention to him, but he wouldn't let me stay any longer, he took my hand and said.
"Let's go, if we continue like this, it won't lead to anything."
Lin Lifeng pulled, but I didn't get up, but pulled my hand back, buried my head on the bed, and grief drowned me like a flood.
"It's all my fault...... It's all my fault, it's all my ......"
"He brought it all on himself, good, don't cry, come home with me." Lin Lifeng, who was on the side, patiently took my hand and comforted me.
"No, no, if I hadn't stimulated him, he wouldn't have gone for his own short-sightedness."
Looking up at Tang Tianqi who was lying unconscious on the bed, my heart twitched, and I blamed myself for all this.
"I'm a sinner, I deserve to die......"
I blamed myself and complained to myself, while Lin Lifeng on the side looked at me speechlessly, until I was almost done, he pulled my sleeve and asked.
"Okay, even if you're worried about him, you should always protect your body, right? If you're tired, you won't be able to visit him, so now come back with me and get some rest! ”
"Nope." I shook my head and said to Lin Lifeng, "Go back by yourself, I'm going to guard him here." ”
Originally, Lin Lifeng was able to speak to me in a gentle tone, but as soon as I said this, his tone rushed up.
"Jiang Weiran, are you a fool, this matter is not your business, he has his own psychological bearing and short-sightedness, what does this have to do with you!"
Lin Lifeng roared loudly regardless of the occasion, and between words, he took my hand and pulled it out of the door without saying anything, regardless of whether I wanted it or not, he just said.
"Let's go, come back with me to rest!"
I was frightened by Lin Lifeng's tone, and I forgot to resist for a while, and let Lin Lifeng take my hand and walk out of the hospital.
It wasn't until I got into his car that I reacted slightly, lowered my head, and felt a little lost in my heart.
Seeing this, Lin Lifeng didn't continue to tighten his face, he shook his head and sighed lightly, then put his hands on my shoulders, straightened his expression, and said very seriously.
"Actually, I'm a little selfish in doing this, nominally, you are now my fiancée now, in private, you can do whatever you like, but on the table, you must not associate with any other man, otherwise, the consequences will not be borne by you and me."
"So, can you promise me a favor for me?"
In fact, I don't need Lin Lifeng to say that I also know that now is the stage of acting, since it is acting, then I have to look like acting, if I frequently interact with Tang Tianqi during this period, I will inevitably be criticized if I am seen.
But if you want me to put it down and listen to him......
I glanced back at the hospital, with reluctance and worry in my eyes, as if I was aware of my psychology, Lin Lifeng comforted me.
"Don't worry, I will send someone to take care of him here, and as soon as the Zhao family falls, you will be free."
Hearing Lin Lifeng's words, although I was still worried in my heart, I still bit my lower lip and nodded with difficulty.
"That'...... All right. ”
……
At this time, I didn't know that although Zhao Qian ordered Zhao Min not to harass me again, her hatred for me was already monstrous, not only did she not obey Zhao Gan's words, but she even sent someone to secretly follow me.
As for the scene just now, it was all transmitted into Zhao Min's eyes by the mobile phone camera.
After tossing for so long, as soon as I got home at night, I fell asleep groggily, and when I woke up again, it was already morning, and I wanted to go to see Tang Tianqi, but Lin Lifeng's words sounded in my mind again, so I could only suppress this impulse.
Besides, this morning, I have something more important to do—and that is dealing with those who want to cut corners and sneak into Enron.
I patted my face, I secretly cheered myself up, I was like an old man with amnesia, temporarily forgetting about Tang Tianqi, until my mentality was adjusted to the best situation, I pushed the door out and went to the interview location that Ye Weiya helped me arrange.
When I arrived, there were no less than 30 people on the scene, and it was clear that Enron Commercial Company didn't need anyone anymore, but the names of the four great families still made them scramble like moths to a fire.
I appeared as an interviewer for Enron and did not reveal my true identity, but even so, when they saw me, their faces were respectful and did not dare to show the slightest disrespect.
I quickly sat down and started the interview, their intentions are not pure, I can know this after a little cross-examination, and then naturally cut in from various tricky angles, judge their shortcomings, in other words, pick the bones in the egg, let them know the difficulties.
This may offend a lot of people, but my identity is there, and I am not afraid of their revenge.
Soon, dozens of them went through the motions smoothly and went back in disgrace, originally I thought that this time there was basically no one left, but in fact, it was beyond my imagination, and there were still more than a dozen people who passed the interview.
Under my careful questioning, the motives of these ten people should be simple, so I plan to keep them, and after Xiaojin gives me news, I will arrange these ten or so people in as appropriate.
After doing these necessary things, I don't want to stay here any longer, I am eager to ask Lin Lifeng and ask Tang Tianqi how his condition is, although there is a high probability that he is still in a coma, but I just want to know every minute and every second of Tang Tianqi.