Chapter 55 Memories are sad
Su Yi's face was slightly gloomy.
"In 1992, when I was just enrolled in the police academy, I published an article in a weekly magazine in our province, and a girl asked for my address through the magazine and started writing to me.
At that time, there were quite a few people who wrote to me, but most of them did not reply, and this girl's letter was an exception, because she also published something in that magazine, which was a poem, the name I remember, called "Answer".
I wanted to know the author of this poem for a long time, so when I learned that she was the author of that poem, we became friends.
At that time, we were very happy, and we pursued the same hobbies, so there was a lot of talk to talk about.
She told me that she was only happy when she wrote to me and that her life was not very good in reality.
Later, she also told me a little bit about her background and situation, which brought us closer, and she gave me the feeling that I couldn't explain clearly, as long as I couldn't receive her letter, I couldn't sit still.
Gradually, I found that I already liked her, I couldn't live without her in my world, I couldn't wait to meet her, she was the first person I liked. ”
Su Yi said, with a hint of loneliness on his face, and then continued.
"We both wanted to know what each other looked like, so we gave each other a picture of her, and she looked the same as I thought she would, and more specifically, I liked her no matter what she looked like.
Because we were not in the same city, it was difficult for a poor student to go to another city at that time, so we made an appointment that I would go to her during the July holiday of the following year.
During that time, I felt that life passed so slowly, and I always fantasized about what it would be like to meet her every day. ”
Su Yi paused for a moment, as if something touched his heart, he frowned slightly, and continued.
"It was June of 1993, and I was going to see her in a month, and I never thought we'd stop keeping in touch with each other, but that month, I never heard from her again.
I was nervous every day, something must have happened to her, and I decided to go to her.
The coach walked for a long time to the city, which was not as bustling as it is now, with old streets and many intersections.
I searched around and finally found the address of each letter, but when I knocked on her door, the person who came out of it insisted that there was no such person.
I double-checked the address and it didn't go wrong.
Later I remembered that there was a fatal point, that I never asked her real name, she always used a pen name, but no matter how I described it, the person at that address just didn't admit to having such a person.
She just disappeared into my life, and I sometimes wondered, was it all just an illusion? But what is the explanation for opening those drawers and they are full of letters?
Scold~! The funny thing is that her pen name is Mengzhen, and all this is like a dream, and it can't come true. ”
Luo Baifan looked at Su Yi and saw a layer of sadness on his face.
"I couldn't accept this fact for a long time, why didn't she contact me, why she disappeared suddenly for no reason, and I even began to hate her, hating how she was so cruel and so ruthless.
After that, I was like a boat in the sea, there was not a day when it didn't rain, and I was surrounded by a storm and couldn't break free.
I don't know how to accept other people's feelings, and I don't know how to get along with the opposite sex, even if I meet someone I have a good feeling for, I still don't dare to accept it.
Because I was scared, afraid that who would be like her, suddenly disappear like this, and let me fall into a bottomless life again. Su Yi laughed miserably.
Luo Baifan pinched the diary in his hand and silently put it back in the drawer.
There was silence in the room,
Everyone has a story, and no one is exempt, just like you and me.
Luo Baifan lit a cigarette and spit it out gently, and large snowflakes had begun to float outside the window.
"Then you came to this city to be a policeman, is it because of her?"
Su Yi nodded.
"Didn't you look for it at that address later? Where is that address, I can help you find out. ”
"I've been there since and no one seems to be there. The address is Unit 102, Building 25, Quanmin Community. ”
Luo Baifan's heart couldn't help beating wildly, he stabilized his mind and sighed, "Maybe she didn't mean to be like this, she... She definitely doesn't want to do this to you... No matter what, life has to go on.
If you can talk about it today, it means that you will be relieved. Also, Uncle Chen Xiao's matter, I'll check it out in person, you don't care, go ahead! ”
Su Yi nodded silently, turned around and walked out of the office.
"Answer"
Island
Embraced by the stars
starry sky
Embraced by darkness
And me
Embraced by an island
embrace
It's heavy helplessness
helpless
It was a silent answer
Reply
Can't hear you
I can't see it either
Beihan No. 3 Middle School
On the playground, there was a lot of snow, and it seemed to be the heaviest snow in a winter.
The physical education class of the first science class has long been disbanded, and most of the students have returned to the class because of the cold, leaving only a few students who like snow to stay outside.
The snow was heavy and urgent, and in a short time it was falling in a thick layer, and there was a man sitting there at this time, curled up with his upper body and head curled up on his bent legs, covered in snowflakes, motionless, as if trying to merge with the snow.
A snowflake looks light and agile, but when stacked together, it has weight, and this sense of heaviness makes the person feel like he is wrapped in a shell, with a lonely isolation from the world.
In her clothes and hat, you can hear the sound of falling snow, as well as the sound of breathing and the rubbing of clothes.
Yuan Huaxing somewhat enjoyed this loneliness, this may be the last heavy snow of the year, after Chinese New Year's Eve, spring is coming.
This kind of snowy day reminded her of a lot of things, about Chen Xiao, as well as those cats who have passed away.
But if the next winter passes, it means that I will soon leave this campus, and a sadness wells up in my heart, and a tear falls on my lap.
The sound of pine snow stepping on the snow came to her side, someone came, she didn't know who it was, if the other party didn't make a sound, she didn't move, pretending to be a snowman.
"What are you doing?"
Yuan Huaxing slowly straightened up, it was Chen Xiao's voice.
She didn't answer, she didn't know what to say.
Chen Xiao looked at Yuan Huaxing's face, and there was something moist in the corners of her eyes.
"The snow on your back is melting, go back."
Yuan Huaxing was a little confused, Chen Xiao obviously always refused, but sometimes it brought an illusion, and she couldn't figure it out.
"Aren't you supposed to be in class? How did it come out? ”
Chen Xiao looked at the teaching building, "If you don't go back to the classroom, I will be discovered by the teacher." ”
When Yuan Huaxing stood up, her body was a little stiff, she shook the snow on her body, and Chen Xiao's head was already full of half-dissolved water droplets.
"Chen Xiao, the kittens are dead."
Chen Xiao walked in front of her, just paused and didn't say anything.
Yuan Huaxing was behind her, she didn't expect that she would be so cold when she said this. Her heart sank, and she didn't know when, silence had become the most common way of communication between them.
Seven Horizontal Street
While drinking tea, Yuan You looked at the piece of paper in his hand, which had his own bloody handprints on it, which was left by Qin Shijia.
The above Xingyin spell should be very ancient, and even that kind of lightning speed can be trapped, I'm afraid it's a kind of thing in Qimen Dunjia.
This spell must be very useful, but when I got it from Qin Shijia, I always felt very strange, I don't know if it was good or bad, no matter what, this spell has been firmly remembered by Yuanyou.
He put down the paper in his hand and looked out the window, the snowflakes were floating in large pieces, a piece of white, the street was white, and the tea on the table in the house was steaming, the two scenes were matched together, which made people feel a little relaxed.
He tucked the piece of paper in an old handbook and began to plan what to do with the new house.
If there has been a murder, or there has been an unnatural death in the house, and the house has a feng shui pattern defect, the house can be called a murder house.
Half of these murderous things happen in the house are affected by the feng shui of the house, and the other half is the life of the people who live there.
Of course, he bought this house, and these accounted for half of each.
When I went to see the house that day, Yuanyou took a general look at the pattern, and the pattern was okay, but there were two places that were not good, one in the house and one in the courtyard.
However, these are all man-made, not feng shui defects caused by the structure of the house.
Let's start with the problems in the house.
It is recorded in the "Book of the Eight Houses".
Gen, 45 degrees to the northeast, is the ghost gate, Kun, 45 degrees to the southwest is the ghost gate.
The line connecting the northeast and southwest is the "Onimon Line".
The Gen hexagram in the northeast and the Kun hexagram in the southwest are all the hexagrams with the heaviest yin qi, and from this point of view, the ghost gate line is heavy and unlucky.
And it is the direction of the murderer, and there is a difference between the outside and the inside.
The surface ghost gate and the inner ghost gate belong to the disaster gate and the disease gate, and their feng shui has a great effect and a deep impact.
When laying out feng shui, you must beware of stepping on the ghost line, otherwise, your career will be hindered, your marriage will be unhappy, you will be riddled with diseases, you will be imprisoned, and your family will be ruined, especially for women.
And in that room, it happened that the original owner found an inexplicable huge stone as an ornament out of nowhere, and pressed it on the ghost door of the southwest kun position, and there were many red lines on this stone.
The feng shui mantra once said, "The boulder is in a good position, and the hostess is easily injured at home." "And this kind of stone with red veins, let alone hurting people, is generally dead.
When Yuanyou entered the house that day, he saw the red-veined stone, probably because it was a little big, and the short man didn't move it away when he cleaned it up before.
The structure of this room, the ghost gate area has not been congenitally formed into a murder position, so you only need to let people move the stone and throw it, and then keep the area near the ghost gate line not being suppressed.
Another feng shui anomaly is in the courtyard.
There was a dead tree in the middle of the yard, I don't know what kind it used to be, the middle of the trunk was empty, and the bad thing was that the ground around the tree was still a large hole in the sunken, and some of the roots could be seen.
First of all, from the perspective of feng shui, if there are dead trees in the yard of the home, it will definitely not be too good, and if it is corroded and hollow, it is very unlucky.
Dead trees will bring the air of decay, as evidenced by the old feng shui mantra, "The hollow tree is in the courtyard, and the family is full of tears." ”
And the depression around this hollow tree is also evidenced by the feng shui mantra, "The hole around the house is broken and the water is pitted, and the punishment and injury are often unavoidable."
The tree should be a hollow formed earlier, while the surrounding collapse should be formed later.
To deal with this situation, one is to uproot the tree and then renovate the courtyard.
These feng shui problems are simply pediatric for Yuanyou. And the house where the murder took place may be relatively complicated, but it can't be difficult for him, the souls of the two girls are in the house, and it will be easier to exceed.
There are only a few days left before the Chinese New Year, and I am afraid that decorating and rectifying the courtyard will take more effort than these feng shui layouts!
Yuanyou plans to start work tomorrow...