"You're here, do you see me now? I thought it was funny. Embarrassed! ”

I suddenly felt a little stunned, a little embarrassed, and he continued: "You can smell all kinds of scents in perfume, I can smell your unique smell, it was the most beautiful smell we used to have, but now that smell no longer belongs to me." ”

I moved my lips and opened my mouth, but I didn't say anything in my heart, he saw me choked up, and couldn't help but smile dumbly and said: "You follow me, there is no future, don't ask to follow Tang Ming, that kind of choice is nothing more than very wise for you." ”

I wanted to tell him that as long as he could stay with me, no matter what the future holds, no one else could bring it. However, for him, who has been extremely inferior, he is no longer the demeanor of the day, and now in addition to his deep hatred, his love for me may no longer be there.

"Tang Ming, it's true that you're young and promising, I've forgotten the past, and you don't need to give alms......"

I didn't expect him to say such a thing, and when he finished speaking, he put the lunch box into the woven bag, twisted the woven bag, and left along the path, and the direction he went was to that place.

My whole body slumped to the ground, tears couldn't stop flowing downward, and I couldn't help but say in my heart: "Is it the right choice to be with Tang Ming?" "It's just that no one answered me, and let the tears soak the corners of my eyes, making the world unusually blurry, but now I don't understand whether it's my eyes or my heart that blurs.

I didn't chase him, because I had long understood that he and I would never go back to the beginning, and no matter how sad I was, no one would be willing to wipe the tears from my eyes for me, and said to me: "Yue'er, blame! Don't cry, I'll always be by your side, and I won't let the angels cry again. ”

The memories are really beautiful, but this memory is no longer the same, the grip is so tight that the hand is loosened, like a kite flying in the sky, the line is broken, singing that familiar song, the beautiful melody echoes in the ears, fortunately this place is remote enough, so that no one will see my cowardice, so as not to attract the ridicule of others.

It's just that I've been in this city for a long time, I've experienced too much, and I gradually won't pay attention to the things that are face-saving and embarrassing, and I can't give me happiness, so he will choose to leave decisively, but what he doesn't know is that after losing him, no matter how much I get Shan Xiaoyue, I won't be happy.

Now I, as long as Zhang Fan sent an apple, I will be very happy and happy, but in the face of a cart of pears sent by Tang Ming, I can't do what I like, that kind of feeling is really forced, even if I am moved, it is not love, but now I am suffering such a choice, making a heart-wrenching decision, this road is not easy to walk, once careless, I will regret it for life.

When people live, they are afraid of regrets, I didn't cherish them when I was together, and when I lost them, even if he would still return to me, I didn't have the strength and right to keep him.

Time will dilute everything, there will always be a time when tears will drain, use time to exchange space, all emotional wounds will heal, but the memories are so beautiful, like a beautiful fairy tale, impacting the present me over and over again, and I am only deeply confused about the future road.

I sorted out my emotions, sat down where Zhang Fan had just sat down, closed my eyes and smelled the residual smell of him on the seat, everything was so familiar, and slowly buried my face there, as if leaning on his arms, as if he had never left.

During this time, my heart was so tired, and after a while, I fell into a deep sleep, sleeping peacefully, like the world has nothing to do with me no matter what happens.

Suddenly, a faint fragrance wafted into my nostrils, not a human scent, but the scent of a wildflower in the weeds, which was faint, but for me who was sad, there was a soothing effect.

I didn't open my eyes immediately, but, by smell, I got up from the stool in the pavilion and walked slowly towards the source of the scent, and by the time I realized that something was wrong, it was too late.

"Ahh

I suddenly felt a falling force, and instantly understood that I had inadvertently fallen into the pond, and the water surface at the edge of this pond was also two meters, but this time I fell into the water, I felt helpless, but after a short period of helplessness, I was relieved.

After choking on two mouthfuls of water, waiting for the fall of the Death Scythe, I was already like ashes, and I died like this, how can I not say that it is not a good destination for me, and the Tang Group will not be able to do anything because of the lack of a cleaner for me? No one cares, just like the cold water in this pond, I am just an insignificant drop of water, never able to make a wave, and die in silence.

Consciousness began to be swallowed up little by little, everything began to become trance, I thought that in this life in this way, looking forward to meeting him again in the next life, hoping that I could really be with him in an ordinary life, work together, work hard, and live a small life of two people, it turns out that for me now, I am really happy.

"Yue'er ......"

Vaguely I heard someone calling me in my dim consciousness, how I wish it could be Zhang Fan, but everything will eventually be a dream, but when I wake up, it will never be him by my side, and it will never be ......

I felt my abdomen being squeezed by a force, like a fish spitting bubbles, after spitting a string of water droplets, after I squinted my eyes, I already vaguely saw his appearance, it turned out to be Tang Ming, looking at him and going to kiss him, where am I willing, and I am not a president novel, who wants to be pushed down, forcibly kissed or something, artificial respiration I naturally don't want to.

It's too late, it's too soon. I stretched out my right hand and pushed his face directly to the side, and said coquettishly, "Humph! I didn't need to take artificial breaths, I woke up. ”

Tang Ming didn't take my reaction seriously at all, but said with a serious and serious face: "That incident has already happened, you don't need to think about it, since you have started a new life, why do you want to do something stupid?" ”

After listening to his words, I felt dizzy, patted my forehead, and said helplessly: "Who wants to kill himself?" It's just ......" I said this, thinking in my heart whether I should tell him about the fragrance, but his next sentence made me blush a little, and I felt a little like the lie had been exposed.