Lin Lu said seriously and puzzled: "Si Jing, when did you become like this?" ”

Si Jing ignored her, put down the handbrake, and drove the car out directly with the right hit of the steering wheel.

The imperial capital in the middle of the night faded away from the hustle and bustle of the day, and Si Jing looked straight ahead at the dim road covered by street lamps. My mind seems to go back to that night......

A few minutes away, the two were speechless all the way.

"Where do you live?" Si Jing suddenly spoke.

Lin Lu: "......" had just returned to China, and she originally planned to go to Tang Yan's place for the night, but her residence had not yet been tidied up......

Si Jing seemed to know that Lin Lu didn't have a place to live, "Go to me." ”

Lin Lu shook his head, and rejected him in a detached and cold tone: "No need, it's not appropriate." ”

"Don't worry, it's just my house, I don't live there." He explained calmly and calmly.

Lin Lu thought for a long time, he really had nowhere to go, and his ID card was also with the assistant......

Come up from the underground garage and walk into the elevator hall. Lin Lu looked at her and Si Jing in the mirror, and still felt unreal, and a stranger for seven years appeared in her life unexpectedly and coincidentally......

And she went into the home of someone she had avoided for seven years.

Si Jing pointed to the bedroom and kitchen and told her, "I'll leave immediately, you can stay by yourself, eat and drink as you like......

In fact, in my world, except for you leaving, everything is up to you.

Lin Lu nodded, feeling a little embarrassed standing with Si Jinggan, and quickly put his mobile phone on the coffee table and entered the bathroom.

There was a sparse sound of water running in the bathroom, and she was in too much of a hurry. Si Jing didn't have time to say anything to her, so he had to take a paper and pen from the study and leave a message for her: "Stay in peace, the door password is ......" Writing here, Si Jing seemed to remember that the password of this house was Lin Lu's birthday, and changed the password again.

He came back and wrote, "The door code 666666."

Si Jing was about to press this piece of paper under her phone, and just picked up her phone, she felt it vibrate twice. Looking at the screen, the word "Tang Yan" was displayed.

The name was too glaring, like a knife, piercing all his self-deception.

He picked up his phone, walked to the balcony of the study, and pressed the connect button.

"Hello? Lulu, I'm sorry, I've been dealing with things and forgetting you, where are you? I'll pick you up! ”

Listening to his intimate voice to Lin Lu, Si Jing resisted the urge to drop his mobile phone and said, "Lin Lu is here with me." ”

"Who are you, you?" Tang Yan was immediately anxious.

"Si Jing!"

Tang Yan: "......"

Just as Si Jing was about to hang up the phone, Tang Yan suddenly said in a deep voice: "Let's come out and meet!" ”

"Okay." After Si Jing deleted the call record, he suddenly saw that the wallpaper was a photo of him giving a speech at the whole school.

A tear slipped from the corner of Si Jing's eyes, then put the phone back on the coffee table, put the note for the message, and left here.

……

Lin Lu walked out of the bathroom, the room was already empty, it seemed that he really didn't live here.

She walked to the coffee table and picked up her phone, noticed the passage left by Si Jing, and smiled softly after reading it. Looking around at the house in front of her, it was still unreal, and she couldn't figure out how she had stayed in his house from the time she met her to the end.

"Si Jing, I haven't seen you for a long time." Tang Yan walked towards the slender man in a neat black jacket.

Si Jing squinted and looked at the man in front of him in a handmade black suit.

"Long time no see! Tang Yan. Si Jing looked at the man in front of him indifferently.

Tang Yan seemed to sense Si Jing's hostility, he was a little puzzled, had he offended him? It seems like...... No......

"What are you looking for me?" Si Jing didn't seem to want to talk to him much.

"......" Tang Yan: Why did Lin Lu like this iceberg!?

Seeing that he didn't have anything to say, Si Jing raised his feet and left.

"Si Jing, it's about Lin Lu!" Tang Yan seemed to be really afraid that he would leave, and added: "Don't you want to know?" ”

Si Jing's figure paused for a moment, and laughed at himself: "What does your girlfriend care about me?" ”

Tang Yan: Girlfriend??? What is this?

"Hey! She's my cousin! Cousin! Tang Yan's voice made Si Jing's body completely freeze, obviously not accepting this reality yet.

Tang Yan saw that Si Jing didn't seem to believe it, and then took out his mobile phone and pulled out a photo of him and Lin Lu when they were children, "Hey! You should believe it this time! ”

Si Jing stared at the photo, and then the corners of his mouth hooked.

"I see."

"The things of the year ......" Tang Yan touched that memory, and he didn't seem to be able to control his emotions...... That memory was too dark for their siblings.

After listening to this, Si Jing didn't expect things to be like this. He just blindly cared about the relationship between Tang Yan and Lin Lu at the time, and now he remembered that there were so many flaws back then......

For example, Lin Lu's eyes were swollen when he came to the celebration banquet......

Why is he so stupid!

After Si Jing calmed down, he asked, "After so many years, is she doing well?" ”

“…… What if I can't say it? What can you do? Tang Yan turned around and got into the car.

Looking at the cars in the distance, Si Jing was left alone in the cold wind......

The cold seems to make Si Jing more sober, "Hahaha......" Si Jing seems to be laughing at himself, the self-righteous fulfillment actually pushes you farther and farther......

At this moment, he looked lonely, his eyes were full of frustration, pain, and a little bit of complaint.

I missed not seven years, but seven years of broken love.

Si Jing had to admit that the bits and pieces of his youth became clearer and clearer under the washing of seven years. His love for Lin Lu has only increased in the past seven years.

Lin Lu, I'm sorry, I used to think that mature love is fulfillment, but now I have discovered that the essence of love is always possession.

Si Jing returned home and looked at the posters he had secretly collected all over the wall. If you say it, you may not believe it. is a dignified actor, and there are all photos of Lin Lu in the house, and there is not a single one of his.

In the past, Si Jing felt that only these glorious posters of Lin Lu could tell him how ruthless she was when she abandoned him.

However, he really regretted it, looking at the beautiful side face of the woman on the wall.

Her crying, her laughter, her joy, her anger...... He's missed all the past seven years......

Si Jing came to the desk, opened the dusty yellowed diary and wrote, "I'm sorry, I love you!" ”

Si Jing would not believe that he would put a person at ease for so many years, as if the voices around him were saying from beginning to end: "Si Jing has a flowery face", even he himself felt that he was indifferent, and when he was young and vigorous, he was dedicated to a stable career, as if feelings were really just an accessory of men.

Until he found out and was willing to admit that after Lin Lu, he never moved anyone again, never wanted to spend his heart throbbing for a woman, he was just obsessively paying attention to everything related to Lin Lu, paranoid waiting for a possible intersection with her, he often questioned the status quo, often felt lonely, desperately trying to find her and keep her.

Ironically, the glamorous star Si Jing has been chased by many people on weekdays and played many love masters, but in his own relationship, he is a frustrated person who has loved him for many years.

......

Late at night, Si Jing lay on the bed, turned on his mobile phone, confirmed that he was logging in to the Weibo account at this time, and clicked on the super talk he frequented.

It seems that Si Jing and Lin Lu's CP super talk with eight poles can't beat the edge, there are less than 1,000 fans, but there is no shortage of talented netizens who have never taken photos and cut videos of them in the same frame in five years.

The reality of him and Lin Lu was given another name by fans to CP Chaohua - [Forest Scenery], and the introduction of Chaohua wrote: "Enjoy the scenery of the forest and see them fall in love." ”

Chaohua ranks outside the top 500 in the CP list, and is usually not very active, and fans' speeches generally say: "When can my fan's CP cooperate once?" Please take a look at us! ”

"The actors and actresses are arranged and combined, why can't they be ranked with the two of them!"

"Do you have any mutual friends who can help them pull the red line?"

…… Everyone doesn't bring a big name, and the enclosure is self-sprouting.

However, the truth is: Si Jing himself has long "bought a house" in this super talk.

The marketing account will not make up the revelation that "a certain male star often patronizes him and a certain actress super talk".

Be your own melon owner, your own melon tastes so sweet.

......

Sure enough, the past two days in the [Forest View] Super Talk have been very lively, and everyone is celebrating the unpopular CP of their fans finally in the same frame of the century, in the words of fans: "Super talk is the New Year".

Si Jing saw that the photos of him and Lin Lu at the ceremony were edited into various styles with different texts, and the videos of them walking the red carpet were edited into various versions, accompanied by lyrical or sweet background music.

Si Jing looked at these puzzled hearts, even he was disappointed The reunion and cold intersection turned out to be beautiful and sweet under the filter of fans.

He kept scrolling down through a lot of videos, and finally his fingers slid up slightly, ready to turn off his phone after seeing that they were all similar content, but he was attracted by a picture.

He clicked on the small picture: the main picture is still yesterday's group photo, with a line of words next to Lin Lu: After walking for a long time, I finally returned to the original point. Si Jing's side is also accompanied by a line of words: My origin is by your side.

There are a lot of comments on this Weibo, and when the company opened it, one comment said: "It's all in the same frame, why is there still no Weibo to close each other?" Why can't you pay attention to each other with Lin Lu! ”

There are various ways to say this:

"Avoid suspicion! If you don't pay attention to Weibo, maybe WeChat chats every day! ”

"This kind of fact that they know each other but don't pay attention to each other is even more indicative! Ask! Title! ”

Si Jing shook his head and smiled wryly.

He's recently taken a liking to this morbid feeling: the feeling of watching others guess about himself.

Regardless of whether the speculation is based or not, whether it is correct or not, the result is that two unrelated people rely on the audience's speculation to forcibly make a connection, and this association at least makes him believe that between him and Lin Lu, it just has not begun, not long since it has ended, although no bystander has ever been able to guess the story of the authorities.

Even after spending so much time with him yesterday, he didn't have the courage to leave a contact information.

Because he thought she belonged to someone else, he had no position.

Because he was self-respecting and timid. My origin is by your side. It's just that I'm still looking for my way to you.

Si Jinglin's last thought before going to bed was: Sooner or later, one day, he wants to make this super talk really celebrate the New Year.

If you don't want to come to me, then please come to you.

If you don't want to ignore me, then let me take care of you.

If you don't want to love me, then please let me love you......

For you, I have never had a bottom line - Si Jing.