The next day, at more than 10 o'clock in the morning, the sun outside the window shone into the house, Lu Liping rubbed her eyes that woke up, looked at her watch, and said to herself: "Wow, I slept so deeply, did I drink too much." She pushed Zhang Guolin, who was sleeping beside her.

"Honey, don't push, let me sleep for a while, I'm sleepy, I haven't woken up yet, you're busy, you have to go." Zhang Guolin fell asleep, turned around, and closed his eyes again.

Lu Liping got up by herself, washed up, prepared lunch in the kitchen, and cooked a few dishes and put them on the table, only then did she wake up Zhang Guolin: "Husband, lazy worm, get up, it's noon, my son is waiting for you to eat." ”

Zhang Guolin opened his eyes, stretched his waist, quickly got up, went to the bathroom to wash up, glanced at his son Zhang Zhixu's room, and greeted with a smile: "Hey, son, it's time to eat, come out quickly." ”

Son Zhang Zhixu is ten years old this year, in the fourth grade of primary school, is the crystallization of Zhang Guolin and Lu Liping's love, Lu Liping disciplined her son well, Zhang Zhixu has been sensible since he was a child, and his academic performance is good, when he heard his father's greeting, he put down the pen in his hand and smiled at Zhang Guolin and responded: "Well, Dad, you are awake." Happily walked out of the room.

Zhang Guolin likes this son very much from the bottom of his heart, Zhang Zhixu is sensible, very polite, and he will be productive when he grows up, Zhang Guolin smiled and put the vegetables in Zhang Zhixu's bowl: "Son, this salmon is delicious, eat a little more, it will grow your body, your mother will cook a good dish, enjoy the deliciousness." ”

Zhang Zhixu said curiously: "Dad, what's wrong with your nostrils?" Paper roll clogged"

"It's okay, I bleed from my fingers, so it's blocked, son, don't worry, it's okay, let's eat." Zhang Guolin squeezed his eyebrows at his son.

Lu Liping was worried about Zhang Guolin's nostril bleeding symptoms: "Don't talk to your son, hurry up and eat, go to the hospital for examination in the afternoon, I can rest assured, I called President Li, and he has acquaintances in the afternoon." ”

Zhang Guolin came to live with Lu Liping, he had more time, and he had a sensible and lovely son, which made him happy, and he had never treated Lu Liping and her mother badly, maybe he showed his true feelings to Lu Liping, so he felt the tenderness of home.

Zhang Guolin has three beautiful women in his life, Lin Wei is the woman he loves in his life, but he can't get her heart, Luo Fang is a woman in the red dust, in Zhang Guolin's heart, she is just a lover in the red dust, less true love, Lu Liping is extremely beautiful, smart and means, can trap Zhang Guolin's heart, and discipline her son in a good way, which is also a factor in keeping Zhang Guolin.

In the afternoon, the two came to the First Affiliated Hospital of Nanjiang and saw President Li waiting at the gate of the hospital, Zhang Guolin said gratefully: "President Li, I bothered you, and I came here in person." ”

"Hey, what kind words did you say, we are brothers, hurry up and go in and check! Last night's nostril bleed, which made me worry, good brother, the body can be put first, and no matter how much money there is, it will be zero. President Li helped Zhang Guolin find a chief physician of internal medicine.

"Director Li, excuse me, my brother, is General Manager Zhang of Sifang Hotel, you can help check it, when I drank last night, I had a nosebleed, I don't know what's going on? I accompanied him and his wife over for a physical examination today, and I was a little relieved. ”

Governor Li patted Zhang Guolin on the shoulder, asked him to sit down, and introduced to Zhang Guolin: "Brother, Director Li is my cousin, don't worry, he is an expert, check your body with you." ”

Director Li was wearing a doctor's white coat, short in height, looking at his fifties, full of white hair, quite energetic, with a loud voice, he nodded to everyone with a smile, and said to Zhang Guolin kindly: "Mr. Zhang, do you usually feel unwell?" Do you usually drink too much alcohol? What about appetite? What about sleep? ”

Zhang Guolin seriously answered Director Li's question: "Director Li, I'm sorry for you, I have been feeling bloated recently, I feel full all day long after eating a little food, I often drink liquor, I have a seventy percent state, sleep, I wake up at about one o'clock in the middle of the night, it is difficult to fall asleep, and I don't sleep very well." ”

When Director Li heard Zhang Guolin's answer, he carefully checked his pulse, motioned him to lie on the examination bed, pressed his abdomen with his fingers, and asked, "Is there tenderness?" Your liver is swollen and the three fingers are related to drinking alcohol in your daily life, and excessive amounts will hurt your liver. ”

After the preliminary examination, he said to Zhang Guolin: "Do two more examinations, color ultrasound examination, blood two and a half examination, the examination report can be obtained in two days, don't drink in the future." ”

Director Li opened two checklists, handed them to Zhang Guolin, and said, "You are my brother's friend, it's strange if you don't drink, go check it!" ”

"Brother, I can't stand you saying this, there are fewer glasses of wine for a thousand confidants, and the wine and friendship are happy, brother, you can't feel such happiness, ha... Ha..."President Li humorously took over the topic of Director Li.

Lu Liping saw that after the inspection, she politely said goodbye to Director Li: "Director Li, thank you for reminding me, your brother is an alcoholic, you are right, your body is important, drink less wine, in the future, I will urge my husband and your brother, don't listen to your brother's crooked reasoning, let's go check, goodbye!" ”

Director Li shook hands one by one and sent his friends with a smile, "My brother, he drinks a lot, don't learn from him, go and check, Mr. Zhang, don't be nervous, see the results in two days, go!" ”

Two days later, Zhang Guolin was alone, and he couldn't wait to come to the hospital in the morning, and got the inspection report on the window splint of the color ultrasound examination room, and when he saw the conclusion of the color ultrasound report; Malignant tumors, liver cancer.

His eyes were full of gold, he sat on the chair in the corridor, looking at the examination report in a daze, he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, his expression was depressed, he knew that this was a death penalty notice, he had come to the end of his life, and the time of his life was running out, there were many things that had not been completed, and his mind was clouded, he let out a long sigh, moved his heavy steps, and went to the internal medicine room to find Director Li and listen to the treatment opinions of Chief Physician Li.

In Director Li's ward, there were many patients waiting to be seen, and Zhang Guolin said weakly: "Director Li, the inspection report is out, you can take a look." ”

Director Li took the inspection report handed to him, and after reading it, he asked sympathetically: "Mr. Zhang, what about another report?" ”

"I didn't take it, and there is no point in taking it, this report, I have already made a conclusion, sentenced to death, I wonder if there is any hope for a cure? How long do you have left me on earth? ”

Hearing Zhang Guolin's pessimistic tone, as a doctor, understand and sympathize with the patient's feelings, and should enlighten the patient, Director Li said to him with concern: "First of all, you have to adjust your mentality, be optimistic, and stabilize the condition before treatment, I suggest going to Peking Union Medical College Hospital for further examination, or going to Shanghai Zhongshan Hospital, where there are medical authoritative experts and advanced examination equipment to do further examination, diagnosis and treatment plan." ”

Zhang Guolin's mind is full of liver cancer and the death penalty, and his days in the world are numbered, so he can listen to Director Li's advice, but there is one point, he strongly implores Director Li to keep his condition secret: "Director Li, please, help me keep the secret of my condition, don't tell President Li and my lover, I have a lot of things to deal with, so I have to go with peace of mind!" ”

Director Li nodded sympathetically, and repeatedly instructed: "Don't work too hard, you must do further examination, face the facts, smile at life, be happy, maybe there will be a miracle, your condition, I will keep it secret for you, rest assured!" ”

Zhang Guolin held Director Li's hand and said in a deep voice: "I'm home, thank you for your concern, goodbye!" ”

The patients in the internal medicine ward did not speak, paying attention to the conversation between the two, and watching Zhang Guolin's departure with sympathetic eyes.

Director Li was also in a heavy mood, sitting back in the chair, he must be a friend who had known him for three days, according to his physical examination report, it was a death notice, if his condition deteriorated, he might die in about three months, and sighed deeply for him, "Hi ......"

Zhang Guolin returned to Hua'an's own home, empty, this is his and Lin Wei's home, there is a thick layer of dust on the bed, tables and chairs, he has not entered this house for a long time, thinking of the honorary lovely wife Lin Wei and the honorary lovely daughter Ping'er, who have not lived here for more than 20 years, thinking of this, he shook his head and shed tears sadly.

In a limited time, he wants to change himself, live in this house for a while, think about the problem, deal with some things, Zhang Guolin wiped his tears, sighed long, couldn't help but think more, first tidy up the room, go to the bathroom to find a rag, mop to clean, remove the dust in the house, after more than an hour of tidying, the house was cleaned up, he used a dry towel to pat the dust on the bathroom, washed his face, and then, boiled a pot of tea on the gas stove, made himself a cup, took a sip, and sat on the sofa, Close your eyes and think.

Zhang Guolin was thinking quietly in the room alone, thinking about every detail and process of dealing with the problem, he must be a person who has seen the world, as for the doctor's persuasion, all the back of his head, he has made up his mind, no need to waste precious time, to the hospital for examination and treatment has little effect, he knows that liver cancer is not treated, he will die within three months, he has to deal with a lot of problems non-stop, tens of millions of family problems, emotional problems, a series of problems......

Thinking too much, he was in a mental state, very tired and fell asleep, suddenly, he was awakened by the sound of the mobile phone on his body, and when he connected the mobile phone, Lu Liping's delicate voice came: "Honey, where are you?" Is there a problem with the inspection report? I went to the hospital to pick it up, and the doctor said that it was taken away by you, and by the way, I asked Director Li, and he said that it was not clear, it is better to ask you! ”

Hearing Lu Liping's series of concerned questions, Zhang Guolin felt warm, his nose was sour, and tears overflowed from his eyes, he immediately replied calmly: "I am at home in Hua'an, the physical examination is good, thank you for your concern, rest assured!" ”

"Say that, my dear, it's good that there is no problem, care for you, love you, will you come to me at night? My son misses you too! ”

Son Zhang Zhixu, how cute, in Zhang Guolin's heart, he likes this sensible son very much, he tries his best to control his emotions, knowing that there are not many days to accompany his lovely son, and he covered his sadness with a pretended tone and said: "You take Zhixu well, during this time, I won't go, there are a lot of things to deal with, please understand with your son, dear, there is nothing else, I will hang up." ”

After talking on the phone, Zhang Guolin's mood was chaotic again, in this world, he has a lot of worries, many, many reluctances, he took a deep sip of bitter tea, took out a physical examination report from his pocket, and looked at him with a blank gaze, and focused on the word liver cancer in the report, he said to himself: "This is God's will!" The first woman I love, Lin Wei, who has never loved me, has become a vase for my life, Ping'er is cute and promising, and she is not my own; The second woman I don't love or abandon, Luo Fang, is hardworking and virtuous, helps me generate income and family business, has an uncompetitive son, and has taken a dead end; The third woman I love and has no name is a third person, who has added a lovely son, who is young and sensible, but I can't wait for the day when I will be happy. ”

Zhang Guolin tried his best to calm down, sorted out a clue for dealing with the problem, and said to himself: "This is the will of God!" Lin Wei, I love you, love to my bones, why bother! Unrequited love, very tired and tired, it's time to let go, time does not allow me to see the appearance of Wan Yunhai again, on the battlefield of love, I am a loser, I am willing to admit defeat, grievances and grievances should also be broken, it is God's arrangement, as for the distribution of property, make a false account of losses, maybe Lin Wei will not look at it......"

In the face of imminent death, although Zhang Guolin has a lot of worries and reluctance, his helpless thoughts make him condone all the arrangements, which is also a kind of responsibility as a father, a ** person, a lover, and a son, and can be regarded as a man with a sense of responsibility.

When the clock on the wall of the room sounded the 16:00 hour, the clock "Ding Bell... The sound of "Ding Bell...", interrupted Zhang Guolin's thinking, and then he felt a little hungry, and he had not eaten lunch yet, so he planned to go to Sifang Hotel to eat some food.

He hurriedly drove to the Sifang Hotel, and as soon as he walked into the hotel lobby, he saw Luo Fang settling accounts in Batai, and ordered her: "Luo Fang, you help me get some food, I have something to discuss with you." ”

"Mr. Zhang, you are here, at noon President Li and a few friends went to the hotel for dinner, he looked for you, I said you didn't come to the hotel, asked him if there was anything wrong? He didn't say anything, he always felt like he had something to do with you. Nie Jianguo, the lobby manager, met Zhang Guolin and said to him.

"Oh, I'll contact President Li, you're busy, I'll go upstairs." Zhang Guolin replied expressionlessly, and hurriedly went upstairs into the general manager's office.

Nie Jianguo, the lobby manager, saw the back of Mr. Zhang leaving, and felt that something was wrong, he touched his head with his hand and asked himself: "What's wrong with Mr. Zhang today?" Don't say a few words, it's not usually like this, mother-in-law's, is there anything bothering? ”

Luo Fang was going to the room to get some food for Zhang Guolin, passing by Nie Jianguo's side, hearing his Digu, he said unhappily: "Manager Nie, what are you Digu?" Don't speculate on Mr. Zhang's thoughts, just do your own thing. ”

Manager Nie didn't know that Luo Fang was coming, and she heard herself talking, so she hurriedly explained: "I am an old classmate who cares about me, Mr. Zhang is usually not like this, today is a little special, don't be surprised, I am a well-intentioned Digu." ”

"Alright, alright, you're busy with your business."

As soon as he turned around, Luo Fang entered the room and said eagerly to Chef Chen Liangjun: "Master Chen, you help Mr. Zhang cook some dumplings, he hasn't eaten lunch yet." ”

Hearing that Mr. Zhang hadn't eaten lunch yet, Master Chen put down his work, he quickly took out some frozen dumplings from the freezer, and said to Luo Fang, "Are these enough?" ”

"Enough, enough, let's get out of the pot."

After a while, Luo Fang brought a big bowl of dumplings, walked into Mr. Zhang's office, and said reproachfully: "At noon, what are you busy with?" I haven't eaten anything, my body is my own, so don't damage it. ”

Zhang Guolin prevaricated and replied: "I fell asleep, overslept, and then remembered that I hadn't eaten lunch, so I came over, you sit down, I still have something to tell you." ”

"Well, you can eat it quickly!" Luo Fang looked at his loved ones with cherished eyes.

Three times five divided by two, a big bowl of dumplings was eaten, Zhang Guolin wiped his mouth, glanced at the virtuous Luo Fang affectionately and said: "You and I make a fake account of the hotel's operating losses, don't tell anyone, and don't ask why?" ”

Luo Fang nodded, looked at him with melancholy eyes, and wanted to discuss his son's affairs, but he didn't say anything, and he stopped talking.

Zhang Guolin seemed to see through Luo Fang's mind and knew what she wanted to say, he patted Luo Fang's shoulder and said softly: "Roger's matter, we can only find a way out if we are ruthless and help him get rid of drug addiction, otherwise, it will harm him, and his life will be ruined. ”

Luo Fang always felt very depressed, her son's drug addiction became a piece of her heart, and she was always living in fear, when she heard Zhang Guolin's tone, tears couldn't be controlled, and flowed out, her head leaned on Zhang Guolin's shoulder, crying out......