The Tang Group is really generous, even if it is an apartment building, it is in a high-end residential area relatively close to the company.

Sister Qin swiped the magnetic card, entered the community, took me straight to a floor, and said to me: "There are employees in our company who live near here, from the inside to the outside, you live in the room next to me first." ”

"Thank you, Sister Qin."

"Don't be polite with me, let's go!"

Sister Qin couldn't help but say that she pulled me up and went towards one of the apartment buildings, we didn't live high, and it was only the eighth floor, she lived in 803, and I lived in 804, only one door apart, and started two different lives.

This room is not small, two bedrooms and a living room with a separate kitchen and bathroom, and the furniture and appliances are complete, in the future, this is my home, although the company gave it to me, I am still grateful.

I took out my phone, clicked on the music, and wrote a text on the writing software, I wanted to write down everything about Zhang Fan.

"Honey, I'll Wait for You to Come Back"

Memories are very bitter, in this life and this life, you are a beautiful death left in my heart.

Let the tears wash over my sight, I know that I still love you, even if you can never understand it, but when you leave me, feel the pain of this world with my heart, and I only have love for you.

I am eager to use my tenderness to open your heart knots, to release the misunderstanding between each other, and you are still willing to accompany me to the time without you?

That fire, burned our dreams, burned our future, burned our love, I deeply understand, when you really come back, the moment you really come back, that cherished love, rekindled in my heart again, no matter how long it has passed, I am not willing to let go of your hand, let you go, I am willing to become an ordinary cleaner, everything will return to the beginning, dear, the world is not old, my heart is unswerving, after all this, I really understand, you are my favorite person, the days to come, I want to love you with all my tenderness, but when you turn away, I'm still standing stupidly waiting for you.

You, where do you fit in my heart? I asked myself again and again, hoping to get an answer in my heart, but when everything is no more, when everything is no more, when everything is scattered with the wind, I vaguely remember your most affectionate words, I vaguely remember the day you held my hand for the first time, I will never forget, your warm, affectionate eyes and affectionate look at me that anyone can see, when you gently kissed my cheek, leaving that blush, as if to tell you: "In this life and this life, I want to be with you, and I know you love me deeply! Maybe you can't live without me anymore? ”

The ends of the earth, the sea is dry, each other has spent all these years to fulfill our vows, if we can go on forever, we will always go with you.

For me, every day with you is my whole life, this life is beautiful because of you, this life is different because of you, I'm afraid, you don't want to guard my side, I know that you will really be tired of love, but after that incident, you pulled me out of your dreams, and my world is only a bleak, faint tears sliding through the heartstrings of sadness.

I don't know what is the way to be liberated, and I don't know how to face a world without you. I don't know how to keep you? I don't know how to hold on to you and keep you from leaving? I feel like I'm doing whatever I do? It's all in vain.

"Honey, don't you go, okay? I beg you. Without you, life seems to have lost its meaning. ”

When all the effort becomes dispensable in your world, I can only gently slide the blade of the knife through the veins of my wrist, I close my eyes and wait for relief, because only the blood runs dry, my heart will not throb, and vaguely, I see that the little bits and pieces of beauty that you have walked with me seem to reappear yesterday.

When I woke up again, I just wanted to whisper to you all my thoughts, but now you have avoided me, as if you had never appeared in my world, and at that moment, I was so pathetic; In that moment, you were gone; I don't have any attachment to me, and I have lost my feelings for the past and you.

My dear, your heart has changed, it has become vague, it has become incomprehensible, but you are no longer the one who loved Yue'er deeply, and you are no longer the one who is unwilling to hurt Yue'er anymore, you are no longer willing to wait for me to make it clear, and say goodbye, there is a kind of love, called unforgettable, what you can't forget is all the feelings of love for you.

Close your eyes, your shadow resurfaces in your mind, tears, out of the control of your eye sockets, listening to "White Bone Lamentation" to bury all my love, it turns out that I am the stupidest and stupidest woman in this world, but, I love you so deeply, in order to wait for you to come back, no matter how much time passes, it is also worth it.

I have long planted you in the deepest part of my heart, and you are no longer in this life, and you are my indescribable pain.

……

Writing this, I burst into tears, my hands were shaking, I sat on the sofa, and suddenly felt that my life was beginning to be confused again, and the road ahead had taken a turn from the beginning, but I was still obsessed with thinking about the past, which seemed so sad to me.

Lying on the sofa, lying silently, life is still long, and it will not be different because I write a touching and heartfelt text, and everyone is no different.

"Is he still adrift?"

I thought of Zhang Fan, who met me again today, and I was a little worried in my heart, that fire burned all his kindness, and now all that remains in her heart is unwillingness, resentment and the desire for the truth.

Looking at the clean ceiling, my eyes froze a little bit, what I want to grasp is no longer my love with him, leave, let go, then I will never come back.

I didn't want to move, I still struggled to get up, entered the bathroom, turned on the rain shower and began to wash, when I saw the wound on my left wrist, that mark, it was the only stupid thing I did after that incident, but I was lucky enough to pick up a life, so I had a chance to wait for him to come back.

I put on my pajamas and lay down on the bed, and soon I fell asleep, and his handsome appearance appeared in my dream, and I came to the company where the fire broke out again, and I saw him struggling in the raging fire, making unwilling voices, calling my name over and over again.

"Shan Xiaoyue...... Sagetsu ......"