Chapter 7: The Beard
"What's been wrong with you these last few days? Possessed by a ghost? I'm always having a mess of memory.
What else to say I'm not real! Are you sick?
Luo Luo, let me tell you, if you have a disease, you must be treated, you should go to a psychiatrist as soon as possible! Cao Fang said half-jokingly and half-seriously.
Today is Saturday, and the other students have gone to the library to study or go out to work part-time, and Cao Fang and I are left in the dormitory.
Cao Fang is a housemaid, and her family background is also very good.
I buy a lot of beautiful clothes on weekdays, but I don't go out much.
She always saves up a lot of snacks and eats them while watching anime.
I don't exercise like this, I always eat, and my body is still hot.
She's still an anime fan.,I've watched all kinds of anime.,When it comes to anime, you can talk about it for two days and two nights.,When you find a new good anime, your eyes will spark.。
Sometimes the character is like a child.,Always smiling.,It's a lovely girl.。
I ignored her, staring at the plank above my head, and wandered away, trying to figure out what was going on.
Could it be that Cao Fang is also fake, and my school is also fake, and even the world I live in has problems, where is the problem?
There is also the book "Wanlai Technology", how to say that it is gone, and I still hope to find clues from this book, but I didn't expect that even the book is false.
"Oh my God! I'm finished! I shouted, covering my head with a quilt.
In the dark, there seemed to be a face smiling at me, a man's face.
I lifted the quilt and sat up from the bed, Cao Fang ran over from the bed opposite, took my arm, and looked at me in surprise, "You-how-grown-beard?" ”。
"What? Don't kid me! I stared at my eyes, terrified.
Cao Fang handed her round mirror, and I grabbed it. Oh, my God! I've got a beard!
This was the sixth day I had met the old man from the press.
After the beard grows, it is not only difficult to accept the image, but also the impact and shattering of the heart.
I'm a girl.,Pretty cute.,Although it's usually a bit big in character.,But it's not going to be transgender!
Could it be that someone is trying to harm me and give me some hormones?
But here I have no enemies or offended anyone!
And I'm a student, I'm in class every day, and I'm surrounded by teachers who are teachers except for my classmates, so it's not that the teacher hates me for always skipping class and sends someone to harm me!
No way! This doesn't make sense!
Oh, my God! Oh, my God! Is the world crazy?!
Isn't this kind of strange thing only found in TV dramas?
And the brains of those authors are too big.
I never believed in such a thing, and now it's happening......
No! This should still be a dream! It must be paranoia! Definitely! No, I'm going to the doctor, right! Dr. Wan Qian!
"It seems that there are some changes in your body......," Dr. Wan Qian said unhurried and unsurprised.
"Yes! Not only am my memory confused now, but my body has also become like this, what can I do in the future? ”。 I almost cried, and I was so helpless.
"Don't panic first, you will understand this matter slowly, this is not a big deal...... She remained calm.
I was a little annoyed, "You said lightly, if I become a monster who is neither male nor female, how can I get married and have children in the future, I like men, I don't want to marry a daughter-in-law!" ”。
She burst out laughing, smiling hard,
"Don't worry, things aren't that bad, it's all normal, you just have to learn to accept it, it will get better after a while, you'll understand,
Now you don't think too much about tomorrow, learn to accept reality now, accept all this and you won't feel pain."
"What you say is so simple, what should I accept? How do you accept it, how can I go to class like this? How do you deal with teachers and classmates? ”。
"You have to believe me, there is a reason for this matter, the last time you said that your name was Wu Lai, do you remember this incident?".
"I don't remember! I'm not called Wu Laiyou! But there was a voice in my head, he said that he was Wu Laiyou, and he said that he was me, I just thought it was an illusion", I had already buried my head in pain and leaned over.
"Hmm...... These are normal, but your body is a little chaotic now, and it may be difficult for you to accept it if you talk about it carefully, so I'll find you a solution."
"What method".
"Read!".
"Reading?".
"Yes. I'll show you some books, and you'll have a rough idea of what's going on, and then I'll explain it to you, and you'll probably understand what's going on."
"Doctor, you don't seem to be simple, huh? Are you a psychiatrist? You're not going to be a cult, are you? I was skeptical.
This Dr. Wan Qian actually behaved with such an inhuman composure in my affairs.
And it seems that she knows the reason for what happened to me, who is she, not just a doctor!
"If I were a cult, I would be with you," she said with a smile.
"That's right, I'm looking for you",
"Nope! Could it be that you did something to my body? ”。 I turned to suspicion of her.
"Believe it or not, it's useless to talk about it now, I guess you won't believe anything I say, and even, if something happens around you now, you will wonder if you are dreaming!" She was still smiling.
Her eyes and the feeling she gave me as a whole seemed to be just caring and kind, without a hint of danger.
"Okay, okay, I believe you, so what book do you have for me?".
"I'll get it for you, you wait here for a while."
She opened the door to the clinic and disappeared from my world, and I was now alone in the room.
The quiet air calmed my mind, and I touched the fluffy mustache around my mouth.
The sun shone on the green leaves again, and the green shone with golden light, and my mind drifted into the distance.
Dr. Wan Qian did not recommend it to me by some acquaintance, nor did she see the advertisement or know about her in advance, but while walking on the side of the road, I happened to look up and saw a sign - Xinluo Clinic, which also wrote about the various mental illnesses treated.
The sign was hidden behind the leafy green trees, and I counted the floors, the fourth floor, and then found the gate to enter the residential area, then took the elevator up and knocked on the door.
"Hello". An elegant woman opened the door, with a smile on her face, her right hand made a gesture of please, she gave me a fresh breath, like pothos in the sun.
"Hello, I would like to do an inquiry, ask about the price first".
"Okay, please take a seat." She was still smiling and motioned for me to sit down.
The living room is simple and elegant, with a row of beige sofas for three people, a black coffee table, a teal coffee table and two stylish white chairs next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and navy blue curtains open to the sides.
I sat in the seat next to the floor-to-ceiling window, soft and comfortable.
On the shelf by the window there is a pot of vibrant pothos, and the whole room gives me a fresh and indifferent feeling.
The female physician also exuded the same smell of the house.
"You sit down first, I'll pour you some tea."
"Okay", I also responded with a smile.
This was the first time I met Dr. Wan Qian, it was completely accidental, but it was so incredibly ingenious.
Her clinic is in her home, and she seems to be the only one living there, and the living room is the treatment room.
Both times we met, we sat by the floor-to-ceiling windows.
The pot of pothos is so vibrant, as if there is some magic, seeing it, I always feel that the world is so beautiful, inseparable, the breath of life is particularly attractive, but also moving.
This doctor also seems to have some kind of secret, as if she knows everything that happened to me.
"Give you the book". She smiled and handed it to me.
At some point, she had pushed open the door and entered. I retracted my thoughts.
"What kind of books are these, I'll see".
"Wanlai Technology" ?!!!"
I was stunned, standing petrified by the edge of my chair, my heart thumping as the book hammered my nerves like a hammer, and I had never seen the rest of the books.
"There really is a ?!!! of this book". I exclaimed.
"Yes, and let me tell you one thing clearly, you don't have any mental illness, what you encounter and see, including dreams, is a kind of reality, of course, it can also be said to be a kind of falsehood.
Recently, you'd better take a leave of absence and find a secluded place to stay for a few days, which may take a week or so.
The answer you want will be in the book, I have a room that can be provided to you, but you have to pay rent, of course I will charge you less, after all, you are still a student, and I will give you a discount. ”。
My brain is still stirring, what the hell!
But considering his vigorous beard, this proposal is undoubtedly the right one.
And she was willing to let me stay here, she was very knowledgeable about my situation and I could ask her at any time.
And I needed a quiet place, the environment of this house was perfect, and I had no reason to say no.
"Okay, thank you, you helped me so much! I'll pay your rent, thank you for taking me in." For her kind acceptance, I am grateful and full of doubts at the same time.
Don't worry about a lot of debt! Let's see how the world is going to play with me!