The summer sun made the earth sweltering, and I lay in bed for almost two weeks, and the hospital finally called, saying that the interview was passed, but there was no shortage of doctors in the Chinese medicine department, and there were vacancies in the diabetes department, asking me what I thought and decided. If you agree to go to the diabetes department, you can go to the hospital the next day to apply for employment.

I thought about it for a while, Chinese medicine treats people as a whole, so no matter which discipline, as long as it is related to the human body, it can be treated with these theories.

With this naïve thought, I was able to join the company.

On the day I rode an electric car, on the way back, suddenly the sky was full of dark clouds, and it rained heavily.

On the first day of work, I naturally went very early.

On the morning of seven o'clock, the rain was still falling, and the sky was dark and dark, and there was no intention of clearing it at all.

In such weather, the mood is undoubtedly a bit dull.

I don't really like rainy days, it feels wonderful for five minutes, and after five minutes it feels like the air is wet and sticky, and I have to bring a raincoat, and everything is wet, and if I walk carelessly, I will splash sewage, and my hair will stick to my scalp in frustration, and I will not be full of sunshine at all.

Sunny days are hot, but sunny days always make me feel safe, which is a psychological imprint of the normal functioning of the earth, a nameless imprint in my heart.

"The probationary period is three months, the salary is two thousand and a half, and the diabetes department, are you sure? Want to stay in our hospital? The Personnel Section reaffirmed to me that this cautious attitude made me feel safeguarded.

"Sure!". I stood to the side, like a student standing next to the homeroom teacher waiting for a lecture.

"Okay, you go to the diabetes department to find Director Li, today she is sitting in the outpatient department on the first floor." , she said expressionlessly.

The people here seem to be expressionless, as if they are wearing a white paper mask.

I searched all the way and finally found a diabetes clinic, but the door was locked and it was not yet time to go to work.

Holding the bag, sitting in the middle of the patient number, swiping the mobile phone aimlessly, excited and apprehensive. There were bloated patients sitting around with painful faces, crooked left and backwards, most of them were fat edema winter melons, but the softness was more like they had been cooked in boiling water, and their bodies exuded a cloud of heat, which made me feel irritable, I stood up, left a row of blue iron chairs, and stood in the gap, my eyelids were a little heavy, and my body seemed to be weak as if I had been pumped out, but my mood was heavy and irritable.

My brow unconsciously wrinkled into three bars, and I felt very bad!

"Could it be that I didn't sleep well and am sleepy again?" , I asked in my heart.

"Hey! Hey! You are tired, you are not suitable for ......", it seemed to be Wu Laiyou's voice, and he disappeared halfway through his words, which happened for the first time.

"Really! It's so busy! Halfway through the words, it's flashing! I complained to him in my heart, and at the same time resisted the growing fatigue.

"It's open! It's open! The patient was noisy as he began to squeeze into the outpatient room with the number plate.

I walked over quickly, shook my head, glared, pinched the corners of my eyes, and grinned, "Director! I'm Luo Luo, who just joined the company, and I just came to work today, and the personnel department asked me to come to you! After saying that, I wrinkled my signature face again and made a smiling expression.

She looked at the entry form for a few seconds, stared at me deeply for a while as if she wanted to see through my heart, and grinned, "Hello, Luo Luo? Right! You go to the inpatient department first! The personnel department told me, and Dr. Wu arranged it for you over there, and you went to her."

After that, he put the entry form in a drawer and stopped looking at me.

The patient squeezed on the stool across from the director's table and began to tell me about his condition, and the other patients in the room almost watched me leave the clinic.

So, I went to the inpatient department, went to Dr. Wu, and then learned about the inpatient department's process of receiving patients, and so on.

My body was now weak, my soul seemed to be asleep, and my skin was sleepwalking around in the inpatient department, and I felt like I was already a patient.

"It must be too sleepy! I can't sleep that late next time! I woke up so early in the morning, and now it's okay, and the first day of work is like dying. My weak heart advises.

When I looked in the bathroom mirror, my face seemed to be yellow, and there were layers of wrinkles, which is really rare when I am so sleepy.

On the first day of work, I was always sleepy on ward rounds, getting to know patients, seeing cases, understanding hospitalization procedures, and so on.

By the end of the day, I was completely exhausted. I feel that I must get a good night's sleep when I go home.

The cool wind outside the hospital building blows on the skin, which feels more enjoyable than eating watermelon and drinking cold drinks. I rode the electric car, and I didn't go far, but my spirit seemed to be clear, the leaves on the side of the road were shining, and everything was full of life. For the first time, I felt that it was so great on a rainy day, and my soul seemed to be washed away.

For the next many days, I went to work on time, making rounds in the morning, taking a lunch break at noon, and continuing to do trivial things in the afternoon.

Soul Wandering wasn't the first day, it was every day, and I suddenly discovered the problem, and I woke up with my eyes open and stared at the computer.

The bright light of the screen shone on the face, which may be fluorescent at the moment.

"Now as soon as I come to the hospital, I have no strength in my body, and I am in a state of annoyance, and I seem to have lost some kind of hope in life, and I keep thinking about the strange things I encountered some time ago, those things are like nightmares that disrupt my life, why did such things happen to me!

I've been so pessimistic and depressed lately, could it be that there is something wrong in the hospital! If you keep looking for the reason in yourself, will it not be all my problem? I reflected like this, and it was time to get off work.

"Wait for tomorrow! Tomorrow take a feel for what's going on around you! I still rode an electric car home.

The rain is still falling, and it has been raining intermittently for the past few days since I came to the hospital, and I am still walking on the road to recover half of my energy, but I still have to sleep a lot when I go home.

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"Luo Luo, you go to ward No. 5 to ask about the situation of bed No. 6......", the director's white-clothed figure flickered back and forth.

"Okay! Director! I took the case and notebook and walked to bed six.

Bed Number 6...... Bed Number 6...... Bed Number 6......

I was thinking about bed number six all the way. While opening Ward 5, his eyes wandered over the bed.

…… Bed No. 5 - Empty!

…… Bed Six – Empty!

…… There was a sick man lying on bed No. 4, his body covered by a futon, as if he had seen his gray face.

I was looking for bed number six, and the bed number was blurred.

I suddenly stood next to the gray-faced patient.

I moved the person lying on the bed, he suddenly smiled at me, this laughter made me chills, frightened, wanted to run away, before I could leave, his eyes opened, a pair of black eyes bubbling black, there was a whirlpool inside, I was afraid to escape, but the body weighed a thousand pounds!

The white quilt is suddenly gone!

The patient's entire body was like a black hole, and it was still whirlpooling. Soon, the black hole absorbed everything around me, and I was sucked by this huge whirlpool without resistance, as if it was far away, I saw my appearance, smiling and slightly immature and apprehensive expression, standing at the door of the seemingly absent ward, "Six!" Number Six! The director called you! These words seemed to float from the distant sky, and then no one answered, but another voice appeared, "Luo Luo!" Leave Six! Look at your body! At this time, Luo Luo at the door was gone, and I saw my body being whirlpooled into the whirlpool, and I was still standing next to the hospital bed! Two Luo Luo! No! The one who was sucked away was my soul! At the thought of this, my body was like a firework, crackling and exploding, I felt so heavy, I couldn't move a finger so heavy, my whole body was spinning, like a mountain flying between heaven and earth, would the mountain feel heavy? If it's heavy, why is it flying again?

"I can't !! myself" , a voice like outer space resounded throughout the black hole! "The mud bodhisattva crosses the river, and it is difficult to protect himself! You're still going to be in the hospital?! This sentence hit my heavy and involuntary whirling and sinking body like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and suddenly, time and space stood still at that moment, I tore open the black curtain, tore this space, and saw another yellow world, like a woman's slippery ketone body, stretching and lying in the distance, this is the desert! In addition to the sand, there is also a piece of blue sky here, which seems to be frozen!

I walked up and heard someone shouting, "The sun is coming out in the west!" The sun is coming out in the west! Who will shout again?

There was not a single person in the desert.

I stood in confusion in the long yellow sand and frozen blue sky, like a black sesame seed on a flatbread, such black sesame seeds may accidentally fall to the ground, or may be carried away by ants.

I wondered how the sun could come out in the west?! How can the sun come out in the west?!

In the distance, I saw a round of blood-red sun, slowly climbing up from the western sky, the more and more blood-red color made my heart pound, I raised my head and looked at the sky, there were big words written on it like an advertisement - who are you?!

It reads "Who are you?!" ”。

There are secrets of this world in the sky!

A voice passed on this exact message to me.

I looked up again, and the subtitles had changed,—— Luo Luo!

It says Luo Luo!

My name?

Who am I? ——

I asked a question that amazed me, and opened my eyes with a bang, and the room was bright, and the sun seemed to be shining brightly outside the window!

What the hell is this magical dream trying to tell me?!