Cheng Xuan's statement:

I often dream that the day my mother left home, she stood at the door and hugged me and cried, and then left me and that home without hesitation.

Before her mother left home, there was always peace in the house, and she and her father always went to war if they didn't say anything.

She likes to chatter, her father doesn't like to talk, he loves to use his fists.

The mother paid the price for her nagging several times, and a blue nose and swollen face were the norm.

The mother is born beautifully, which may be the reason why the father feels insecure.

He didn't like her to talk to any man, not even if she just nodded and said hello. Mother's temperament is very stubborn, and the more her father doesn't let her do anything, the more she wants to do it.

Including talking and laughing with those uncles outside, and in front of my father.

As a direct consequence, she would come home with a fist, and it would end up with her father kneeling in front of her scarred mother.

My father's imprisoned love drove my mother away, and when I was in the second grade of elementary school, the twisted marriage between them came to an end.

Of course, my father refused to let go, but my mother put a knife on my neck and threatened my father, saying that it would be either divorce or she would die.

Although my mother loves to nag, she is really good to me, cooking the meals I like to eat, and always satisfying my requests unconditionally.

On the day she left, she hugged me in front of her house and cried bitterly.

She said: "Xuanxuan, it's not that my mother wants to leave you, but that my mother wants to give herself a way to live." ”

My father is a civil servant with a good appearance and a good man image in front of people.

After his mother left, he introduced him to his matchmaker one by one.

I said something that made my father dispel the idea of finding me a stepmother again.

I said, "Why are you so troubled, you can harm my mother alone, you can let other women go!" ”

Mother, I heard that he later married and had children.

She may have long forgotten that she still has a son in this world.

The third class of the sixth high school in Chunyang City, where Shu Xiaoman was my tablemate.

She is a quiet girl who doesn't like to talk much.

In my eyes, she was just my classmate. Until I saw her mom.

That pretty woman who is a little perverted.

Our school is a day school, Shu Hong drives Xiaoman to school every day, and comes to pick her up when she gets out of school.

Xiaoman is very quiet, she has grown into the first love of many boys.

But compared to her mother, she is still much inferior.

I don't know if it's time to start wanting to see her mom show up, maybe the day when a bunch of male classmates are joking!

That day, I was at the school gate with a group of boys, and I happened to see Shu Hong's car parked at the school gate, and Xiao Man got out of the car.

A group of boys coaxed, and I don't know which one said shamelessly.

"See, Shu Xiaoman's mother, it's fucking punctual, such a goddess can sleep with me for one night, even if Lao Tzu has not lived in vain in his life."

This sentence entered my heart.

Shu Hong, she smiled with a charming look, as if she had seen it somewhere.

I fell into a long period of unrequited love, Shu Hong, she was the object of my fantasy when my adolescent hormones were crazy.

Shu Xiaoman and I have been at the same table for a whole year, and gradually she has nothing to say to me.

She said she was timid, and she was so scared that she couldn't sleep at night after watching a horror movie, so she got up and went to her mother's room.

I said, "You are so happy, how I wish that person lying next to her was me." ”

She was surprised: "What did you say?" ”

I realized that I had slipped my mouth and hurriedly remedied it.

"I mean, I envy your mother so much, can I lie next to you instead of your mother?"

Her face was instantly covered with a delicate blush, and I could tell that she was interested in me.

I was thinking, this is my chance to get closer to Shu Hong.

After that, I did go to her house on the weekend to study in a grand manner.

Looking at her smiling face, eating the food she cooked, and talking to her, I feel that I am the happiest man in the world.

She fascinated me more and more, and I thought that I would never fall in love with another woman again in my life.

Like my mother in the world, she probably thinks that there is a greasy relationship between me and Xiaoman.

She said that she has no objection to me and Xiaoman falling in love, but high school should focus on studying, and the real love must be after college.

Xiao Man is happy, and I am also happy, so that I can continue to go in and out of her house for the sake of study, and I can also maintain an innocent distance from Xiao Man.

But I soon fell into distress, that is, there were too many men around Shu Hong.

There are so many that they are like a colony of bees, one after the other, and they can't be waved away.

She travels a lot, and most of the time, she is accompanied by men.

There were many times when I wanted to rush to her and say.

"Can you ignore those stinky men, the man who loves you the most is always by your side."

But I know who I am, and recklessness will only keep me farther and farther away from her, and the consequences of impulsiveness will cost me any opportunity.

The long high school period passed, and I was never worried about my studies, so I followed her advice and was admitted to the same university as Xiaoman.

The day she got her acceptance letter, she was so happy that she invited me and Xiao Man to celebrate at a fancy restaurant.

She said, "Pretty men and beautiful women, what are you waiting for? If you love, please love to the fullest! I am definitely no longer a stumbling block between you. But I said ugly things ahead, when you love, please show 120% sincerity, if you don't love, please don't dwell on it anymore, there must be a different scenery waiting for you ahead. That's the advice I gave you from someone who came before. ”

I especially disagree with her statement, I think that loving someone is a lifelong thing.

I raised my glass and said that the person I love will always be just one person and will never change his mind.

It can be seen that Shu Hong is very happy, and Xiao Man is also very happy.

What they don't know is that the person I love is not Xiaoman.

Sometimes, when I see Xiao Man with a happy face, I feel quite tormented and guilty in my heart.

But love always makes people lose their minds, and I can't care so much.

After my relationship with Xiaoman became clearer, I had more and more opportunities to get close to Shu Hong, and I even regarded her home as my own, and she also regarded me as her family.

The three of us ate together, went for a walk after a meal, and went on a trip together.

I don't care what happens in the future, as long as I'm there with her, I'm always happy.

She began to draw up the blueprint for me and Xiao Man, and planned to send me and Xiao Man to study abroad.

Hmph, she wants to pull me away from her, she's so good at drinking with those men, there is no door at all.

I just need to convince Xiao Man if I don't go abroad, she has always been true to me.