Chapter 17: Double-sided
Time goes back to one of the starting points of the whole story, the train that took Xiao Yu and Du Cheng.
With a click, the toilet door of the carriage slammed shut.
The head was so dizzy, Xiao Yu's mind was tumbling for a while, and messy things emerged together.
Enough is enough, I've had enough, why do I have to suffer this pain, why abandon me and leave me alone.
Who, who's going to help me.
I can.
Originally, there was only Xiao Yu alone, and the suppressed cry appeared in the carriage, and the voice of a second person appeared.
No, it seems to be my own voice.
Yes, it's your voice, but it's mine, you look in the mirror.
Xiao Yu followed the guidance of the voice and looked into the mirror.
Originally, there should have been only one figure, but at this time, two people appeared.
Or rather, two of themselves.
"Is it painful?"
The other "Xiao Yu" grabbed Xiao Yu's neck, and put one hand against his heart, "Does this place hurt?" ”
Xiao Yu in the mirror is aggrieved like a child who has lost his birthday gift.
"It hurts, it hurts so much that I don't want to accept it."
Another "Xiao Yu" put his mouth close to Xiao Yu's ear and asked, "Don't you want to be in pain?" ”
"I don't know."
As if he had an emotional breakdown, Xiao Yu squatted on the narrow ground, biting his arms with his teeth, and bean-sized tears fell to the ground drop by drop down his cheeks.
The bewitching voice continued.
"How can I not know, don't I know your mind?"
Regret it?
"Regret."
Want to forget?
"I don't want to."
Why not.
Because this is the last memory I remember, and I don't want to forget it, even though it brings pain and remorse.
Fool, if that's really the case, will I still show up.
Take it easy, and soon you will forget about the things that hurt you.
"What are you going to do?"
I don't need to ask for your consent to do anything.
If you have to ask why, the meaning of my birth is to protect you.
"Get out of the way, I don't need to..."
You don't need anything, just give up struggling, you can't do anything.
Xiao Yu felt that the various memories in his brain had changed from the original classified and packaged state to folders, and a black hand kept pulling away the files sandwiched in them.
As the black hand became more and more proficient, Xiao Yu's memory became more and more disordered, and finally, when a folder in the center was about to be withdrawn, another pair of white hands stopped the black hand.
Please, this can't be taken away, this is all the memories of me and Haoyu, don't take it.
Take this body as you want, but please don't touch this memory.
The black hand shook the corner of the document, and a sarcastic mouth emerged from it.
"You don't realize that your body doesn't belong to you anymore."
The black hand continued to smoke the papers, and the white hand was pressed to the side and wept helplessly.
"Forget it, I'll leave you some memory."
The white hand staggered to his feet, and he looked at the file box of Nuoda and only had a few pages left to chat.
In the end, he wrapped the few remaining pieces of paper around himself and curled up in a mess, and the whole world was completely black.
The real world outside of consciousness.
It's finally out.
"Xiao Yu" washed the tears on his face with water, seemed to be in a good mood, and hummed a little song.
After washing his face, "Xiao Yu" stared at his listless appearance in the mirror.
He hated this image, especially the bangs that grew to the eyebrows, and in his opinion they were even more lazy to the extreme.
Why is his other personality so decadent, he only knows how to cry and cry all day long.
Can crying be eaten as a meal?
But from today onwards, he will accept this body and do things that the body never dared to do.
That's revenge, revenge on that rather coco.
But before that, we need to take a long-term view.
First of all, this black dress is really ugly, too old-fashioned.
Time back to the present, inside the toilet of the school building.
With the awakening of memories, Xiao Yu looked at the mirror and felt shudder for a while.
Ahra, do you finally remember?
On the side of the mirror, "Xiao Yu" walked in from outside the door, and the two of them put their arms on Xiao Yu's arm.
"Who the hell are you?"
Who? I'm just you, you don't need to ask such a low-level question, don't you see that we look exactly the same?
"You're not..."
What am I not? I am you, who you want to be.
"Impossible, give me back my memory!"
Give it back to you?
Joke, obviously you forced it into me, and now I want to pass.
"You snatched it!"
Is it? Do you want to beautify this memory, father?
"I'm not your father!"
Who knows, who can be sure that their memories are completely correct.
Do you know why you made me?
"I don't want to listen, get out of my body."
Oops, don't get angry. I remember the mission you gave me vividly.
"I've never been on a mission."
The other "Xiao Yu" didn't care about the hysteria of the ontology anymore and followed the narrator's words at his own pace.
You listen clearly, the purpose of my existence is to keep the memories that break you down, to say what you dare not say, and to do what you dare not do.
"Why do you want you to keep my memories and give them back to me?" Xiao Yu's arms rested on the pool, and he was a little weak.
Are you sure?
Are you sure you want to get those memories back?
No kidding, you can't do it.
All those memories are all written down by me.
The other "Xiao Yu" pointed to the position of the heart and said to the body.
You don't need to do anything, you just need to live a good life, along with Haoyu's share.
"Why, why are the memories of me and Haoyu only left in high school, why did you take all the memories of this year, and you give them back to me!"
You don't need it anymore.
"Why not? Give it back! ”
Alright, stop shouting, you can't resist me now.
Admittedly, it was your own dark side that cultivated me.
Now I'm getting stronger and stronger, which also says how negative you are.
It's sad.
Don't think about refuting me, don't think about resisting, it's useless.
It is also the result of your indulgence in me.
I've been out a few times, and the problem has been solved quite well.
Would you rather take the bait without me? Can you get a deal? Don't laugh at me, just do your own thing, isn't it good to live carefree?
Tonight, I also made an appointment with Ning Keke to go out to have a skewer together, you can settle down, maybe I can let you out and taste often.
Bye.
"No!"
Xiao Yu's consciousness completely plunged into darkness, and there was only one face left in the mirror.
At this time, this face did not have the domineering attitude just now, but it was a little gentle.
Yes, I can do the dirty work, and I will bear all the pain.
You don't have to know anything.
There is no need to know.
"Xiao Yu" walked out of the bathroom and met Han Hanhan head-on, the other party still didn't say a word, they got along for more than a week, and they wanted to be strangers at this time. Not even simple eye contact.
Forget it, it has nothing to do with me, I won't join in the fun.