At this moment, there was a sound of clicking and clicking outside the window, and it was water hitting the glass window. Before I knew it, it was already raining outside, and it was still sunny when I came.

It's like irony, and it's just about yourself.

Is the legendary borrowing scene lyrical, but what can I say, tell Jiuxue: My heart hurts so much, bleeding in Lilala, I can't stop.

Zhao Zhiyuan relaxed his tense facial muscles and let Su Jiuxue continue, he knew that the only thing he could do now was to be a listener.

Su Jiuxue snorted, raised her head and looked out the window, she seemed to have just noticed that it was raining, turned to the front, and put her hand on the glass of the floor-to-ceiling window to feel it.

"The rain was born in the sky and died on the ground, these rains have been fighting all their lives, using the power of wind and clouds to resist their fate of falling to the ground after all, but they don't know that it is the wind that drives him away, and the clouds abandon him like slag, and he still can't get rid of the fate of being played."

Zhao Zhiyuan couldn't understand why Su Jiuxue said such philosophical words, and did it have anything to do with her boyfriend's quarrel.

For a while, he didn't know how to answer, four or five words were stuck in his throat, and he could only utter the first syllables, but he couldn't say anything.

Su Jiuxue took her hand off the glass and continued to speak.

"Zhiyuan, you say, am I the same as this rain? Played by the clouds and wind high above, like a cricket imprisoned in a small jar, it can't do anything but scream a few times. ”

Zhao Zhiyuan couldn't speak anymore, paused, and showed a helpless expression.

I don't understand what you're saying, how do I answer that?

For the first time, Zhao Zhiyuan felt lonely, Su Jiuxue's world was so far away from him.

He understands why there is such a saying: You are right next to me, but there is a world in between.

It turned out that he only had to look up at it, and from time to time he could step on the rocks on his side and jump on it, and count how many stars and trees there were, and how many bends the river had turned.

Everything is so simple and easy to understand.

Now he finds himself incomprehensible, stumbling through a large fog in a world that he doesn't know who he belongs to.

Perhaps, I have never seen through it.

Su Jiuxue didn't blame Zhao Zhiyuan for not talking, and continued to tell her story.

"As for me, that's how I feel, I feel like I'm tied to the minecart of fate by some immortal, whether you want it or not, you can't get off the rails."

"My boyfriend, just so suddenly, so suddenly, quarreled with me, for a moment I felt like a sand coin, and I was arranged."

"He could have said, break up. But he didn't, talk to me about some of the things that he didn't. ”

"It's obvious that he did something wrong, and he won't admit it, so he has to pretend that it's all in his control."

It was the first time Zhao Zhiyuan saw Su Jiuxue so excited, and the last time she had a big mood swing was when she did the long-distance run she couldn't do in high school physical education class.

But he was still the same question, he really didn't know what to say.

Comforting her, saying that her boyfriend is just wrong, she is not wrong.

He can't do it, he doesn't want Su Jiuxue to reconcile with her boyfriend, and he doesn't want to say that it might be such a thing.

But I don't want to add oil and vinegar, so wouldn't it look too ugly to eat.

He didn't know what he was supposed to say, in fact he did.

"I like you."

Yes, it's so abrupt, thousands of words converge into one sentence.

yes, I like you, I just want to say it.

Why do I have to hold this feeling in my heart, why do I have to bear this loneliness alone, it's too fair to me, why can others love you, but I can't.

I also want to love, I want to be loved, and I want to know what it feels like to love.

Something is wrong.

Su Jiuxue was stunned, and looked at Zhao Zhiyuan.

Then Zhao Zhiyuan collapsed.

What kind of look are you, refusal? Or are you taking pity on me? Commiseration?

Don't, don't look at me like that.

Why am I brave enough to speak out and have to suffer this kind of suffering?

"I'm sorry, I can't accept it, I already have a boyfriend, so, unfaithful to him."

Still said it.

Although the ending has been guessed, it is still so difficult to accept when it actually comes to fruition.

You know that the probability is so low, but you always feel that you can succeed, affirm yourself again and again, and unconsciously, you inexplicably have an unusually firm confidence, and inexplicably become a 100% chance.

In the end, you fail, and you realize that you only have a little hope to support yourself.

It's so pathetic.

"Ha, I failed, I thought I could succeed." Zhao Zhiyuan pretended not to care at all on the surface, but his heart was already shattered into glass slag all over the floor.

"I know you're serious, but it's too late, why didn't you say it before. Be sure to wait until now. I've been waiting for you to say this for three years, and everyone in the whole high school is saying that the two of us are, but in fact. ”

"Do you have to let one of my girls say it, what should I do if I am rejected by you?"

What Su Jiuxue said made Zhao Zhiyuan more and more difficult to accept.

What is this, a punishment for yourself?

"Are you leaving?"

Zhao Zhiyuan stopped Su Jiuxue, who was standing up.

He tried to make a last resort.

"I'll go first, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have talked to you to irritate you. In fact, the last time you sent flowers, we all guessed it. Goodbye, we're still friends. ”

After speaking, Su Jiuxue left. It was still raining outside, and it was lighter than before, so she didn't have an umbrella.

He was left alone in the café, mending the hole in his heart.

Yes, I know it, I still take others for fools, thinking that what I do is seamless.

Miao Shu didn't know when he was sitting behind Zhao Zhiyuan, so he heard everything the two of them said.

He didn't giggle as usual, just sit still and do nothing.

Vaguely, he heard a suppressed cry, and he couldn't hold back the cry that didn't make a sound.

He didn't step forward to comfort him.

What can he say, it's so abusive, it's useless to say anything.

But he knew what he could do, he turned on his phone and sent a few messages to someone, and after receiving a reply, he turned around and put the phone in front of Zhao Zhiyuan, opened the door and went out.

Oh, it's raining cold.

"Brother Zhao? Are you there? ”

Xiao Yu's voice came from his phone.

Zhao Zhiyuan did not answer.

At this time, the phone continued.

"You've worked hard, you're good enough, you don't have to be yourself......"

Then, Zhao Zhiyuan didn't let the phone continue to make sound and turned it off.

He doesn't need it anymore, just a sentence.

There is nothing wrong with him, there is nothing wrong with love, it is only the time and place that is wrong.

Forget it, I've said it so many times to see the point, I can't just talk about it and not practice.

Let's look at it, it's good that I can continue to be with her.