Past Life: Meeting is Lifetime Chapter 86 Farewell Without Saying Goodbye (Part II)

"Sister Xin Xue, I thought that Su Nuo said that he didn't want to leave the Cooperative Team, so he really didn't want to leave, I really didn't realize this problem, I told her what difficulties there were even though she told me, why is she so stubborn? Is it unacceptable to rely on me to make her so unacceptable? Xiao Yue frowned, he didn't understand why Su Nuo was so unwilling to accept his kindness to her.

"Xiao Yue, let me remind you again, the identity gap between you is very big, do you think a strong girl like Su Nuo would be willing to say to the person she likes that she has no place to live and no source of livelihood? Do you think her self-esteem is acceptable? Although Xin Xue didn't agree with Su Nuo's decision very much, since she had already decided, she could only help her according to her decision.

"If she loves me enough, she should tell me all her troubles without any guilt," Xiao Yue didn't understand why Su Nuo was always like this, always letting himself guess her mind.

Xin Xue looked at Xiao Yue as a victim, and there was also a nameless fire in her heart, "Xiao Yue, do you feel that you are quite wronged?" Do you think that Su Nuo is cold to you and doesn't say anything to you just because she doesn't love you enough? But have you ever put yourself in her shoes and think about what kind of mood she is in now, do you know? ”

Xin Xue stared at Xiao Yue with sharp eyes, "Su Nuo, she has always told me that she feels unworthy of you because she has nothing, and feels that she is not qualified to talk about love in front of you at all, she feels that she is already crippled, and if she leaves you, you can be free, and you don't have to take care of her all the time, so that you can concentrate on your work, maybe one day when she has the ability to live independently, she can come back to you, do you understand what kind of mood she was in when she said this!" ”

"I," Xiao Yue was speechless by Sister Xin Xue's words, and he realized that Su Nuo didn't say anything to him out of consideration for himself.

"I don't think the person who loves you deeply enough is not Su Nuo, but you, Xiao Yue," Sister Xin Xue felt that she had said enough, "The eldest young master from the family is probably like this, he is so selfish that he never thinks about others, and he thinks that being able to help is already magnanimous, so he thinks it is great, isn't it?" Xiao Yue, you have to understand that love is giving, not taking,"

"Sister Xin Xue, what should I do now?" Xiao Yue only then really understood that his previous so-called dedication was really a world of difference compared to what Su Nuo had done for himself, and he thought that he had paid a lot for himself after paying so little, and he always hoped that others would repay him.

"I don't know," Xin Xue saw Xiao Yue's guilty look, and knew that her words had worked, "If you really love Su Nuo, then you should find out the answer yourself, and this is not an exam, there is no so-called correct answer, and there is no opportunity like a make-up exam, if you miss it, there will be no chance to turn back, think about it yourself, while Su Nuo has not completely lost confidence in your feelings, think about how to make up for it,"

Xiao Yue returned to the room and thought about it for a whole night, he repeatedly thought about Sister Xin Xue's words, what did he do to think about her? What can you do to make up for the damage you have done to Su Nuo?

Xiao Yue thought about it for a long time, and finally realized that to love someone is to think about what she thinks, as long as the person he loves feels happy and happy, he should fulfill it, and he should work hard to protect this happiness. Seeing the laughter of your loved ones is your greatest happiness.

But now that he doesn't even know where Su Nuo is, how can he protect her?

Early the next morning, as soon as Xiao Yue's morning practice ended, Du Ye came to find him, "Xiao Yue, how is it?" Did you find Suno? ”

Xiao Yue shook his head, "Sister Xin Xue didn't want to tell me, she said it was Su Nuo who meant it, saying that she didn't want to see me for the time being,"

"W-why? Did you do something to make Su Nuo angry again? Du Ye thought that they were just going to carry out the mission before, and they didn't do anything special, "Could it be that the commander asked her to stay as a staff officer, and you didn't help her speak, so she was unhappy?" ”

"I don't know, Sister Xin Xue means that Su Nuo just wants to live by herself for a while, and she will come back to me when she can live independently," Xiao Yue felt very heavy when he thought of what Xin Xue told him yesterday.

"So you're going to keep doing this?" Du Ye felt that this matter didn't seem right, "Also, since Su Nuo wants to live alone, how would Sister Xin Xue know?" It's weird in here,"

Being reminded by Du Ye like this, Xiao Yue also felt it, "You mean, Sister Xin Xue actually knows where Su Nuo is?" ”

"Well, otherwise, according to Sister Xin Xue, a person who cares about Su Nuo, how could she be so calm, and she still has the leisure to count you, I'm afraid I would have urged you to find Su Nuo's whereabouts quickly," the more Du Ye thought about it, the more he felt that this was the case.

Xiao Yue also nodded frequently, "You have a point, I was also a little blindsided by Sister Xin Xue's words yesterday, and I didn't notice this at all, according to what you said, we can find an opportunity to follow Sister Xin Xue quietly, so that we will definitely be able to find Su Nuo's residence,"

"Well, what about when you find it? What are you going to do? Du Ye felt that this should be the point.

"After I find it, I think I'll have a good talk with Su Nuo, if she wants to continue to live like that, I think I will choose to respect her ideas and not force her to change her life,"

"In this case, you will have a hard time, you won't be able to see Su Nuo often," Du Ye thought that if Su Nuo lived far away from the Co-Forces, it would be very inconvenient for Xiao Yue to see Su Nuo.

Xiao Yue just shrugged, "As long as she likes me, it's enough, and occasionally it gradually feels different, I want to slowly change Su Nuo's mind, and when she can accept her state, she will be able to face me calmly, so I can't be anxious, Sister Xin Xue is right, I can't just think about myself, I have to think about things from Su Nuo's point of view, this is really good for her,"

"It seems that Sister Xin Xue really doesn't worry less about you and Su Nuo," Du Ye smiled at Xiao Yue, "Oh yes, what about the gift you bought for Su Nuo?" ”

"Uh......" Xiao Yue suddenly remembered that after going to Sister Xin Xue's place yesterday, he forgot that there was such a thing as a gift.