Chapter 1007: The Boy I Lost
Gu Haifeng felt that he would, even if he might be very angry at that time, very angry, but Jiang Zitong was the child of his brother who had sacrificed his life and forgot to die after all.
Now that the brother and wife have passed away for many years, they have left such a daughter, and it is impossible for him to ignore Jiang Zitong.
He would, he would!
But Jiang Zitong felt that he wouldn't, Jiang Zitong didn't believe in his heart for her, or even for her parents, so she used this wink
This is almost the same as Su Zhonghai persecuting her, did she also use the same way to persecute him as an elder?
She Su Zhonghai spent money to train her, if Su Zhonghai was not satisfied, Su Zhonghai would punish her......
So in the end, she became the same person as Su Zhonghai, is that so?
Gu Haifeng was heartbroken, he felt that he couldn't stand his dead brother.
The drunken joke of the marriage contract back then, it was true that the situation at that time, and the two of them may not have taken it seriously.
After all, the children haven't been born yet, have they?
But it was such a joke that made Jiang Zitong go astray step by step.
He thought, if there was no marriage contract, would Jiang Zitong still stay in that place in the south?
Although life is hard, it may be peaceful and happy.
She is not old this year, maybe she is married and has children, and she has lived the simplest and most peaceful life.
Or she could be better and really went to study abroad, but because she didn't have this so-called marriage contract with the Gu family, she endured all the hardships and finally survived.
Then now return to China, work in a very good company, maybe meet someone who really appreciates and likes her in the future, and then live this life happily and sweetly.
It was he who hurt her, it was him.
Gu Haifeng didn't say anything, because he knew that even if he could, Jiang Zitong wouldn't believe it.
She never believed in anyone, she only believed in herself, which is why she chose such a way of gambling.
Jiang Zitong continued to look at him with teary eyes, "Uncle Gu...... I know I'm mean like this, and I know I'm sorry for you...... However, please help me, please help me solve Su Zhonghai...... I promise that as long as Su Zhonghai is resolved, I will never interfere with the relationship between Shaoqing and Sheng Liangyu in the future, and I will treat you as my own father in the future......"
"Or do you think I'm not worthy...... Then I will stay away from you, never appear in front of you, and never have the slightest relationship with you and the Gu family...... As long as you help me solve him, only you, only the Gu family, can help me solve him......"
Gu Haifeng felt very tired, he really didn't have much strength on his body, but he knew that it was all the effect of drugs.
That's not tired.
He is tired now, and his heart is tired.
He looked at Jiang Zitong as if he were looking at a stranger.
He smiled faintly, "You made a deal with Su Zhonghai, you came to S City, and you have a handle in Su Zhonghai's hands, all because you want to marry Shaoqing and want to be involved with the Gu family...... But now you tell me that you will never have a little relationship with the Gu family again, do you think I will believe you? ”
Jiang Zitong was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Uncle...... Uncle, you believe me, everything in mine is true...... I regret it...... Really, I regret it, I don't want to marry Shaoqing, and I don't want to be the young lady of the Gu family...... Every single one of them I regret now, and every single one, I wish I could go back to the way I was...... Back then, I was still in the South...... The days when I lived with the boy I liked......"
Jiang Zitong's eyes dimmed: "Uncle...... I know I'm not a good woman, and I know you're going to be disgusted with me by now, but I'm also disgusted with myself...... I used to be very ambitious and wanted a lot of things, but I knew that others couldn't give me these things, so I had to fight for them myself...... So I left, I went abroad, I found Su Zhonghai, I made a deal with Su Zhonghai, and then I came to S lice..."
"But I don't know when it started...... Many things are becoming less and less what I want them to be, and I want to run away, but I'm already in them, and I can't...... Did you know? On the day you personally chose Sheng Liangyu to get engaged to Shaoqing, there was someone with me, and he could take me away......"
Jiang Zitong's tears fell, and there was unbearable pain in his voice: "Do you know that I was ...... How much do you want to say yes to him? I want to go with him...... How much I want to go back to the remote place in the south with him, where no one else but me and him, how much I want to think about it...... But I can't...... I can't...... I can't help myself......"
Jiang Zitong stretched out her hand to stroke her face, her whole body trembled slightly because of crying, she: "But...... I'm not reconciled...... I'm not willing to go on like this...... I'm not willing to just accept my fate...... You probably don't know that every step I have taken since that time seems to be fighting with Sheng Liangyu for Shaoqing, but I am actually working hard to escape from Su Zhonghai......"
"I don't know...... I don't know if I'll make it in the end, but I have to try...... My soul is no longer clean, but I hope that when I work hard to wash it with all the rain and snow in the years to come, it can still show a little pure white color...... Even if it's just a little bit, I want to take a little bit of whiteness to find the boy I lost...... I want to get him back, I have to get him back......"
Jiang Zitong's face was full of tears, his finger joints were tightened fiercely, and his nails were embedded in his palms, but every word was so hard.
The teenager ......
It's not that Gu Haifeng hasn't heard about the matter between Jiang Zitong and Lin Mo, and he also asked Jiang Zitong in person.
Jiang Zitong was only very familiar with the beginning, Lin Mo did give her a lot of help at the beginning, but then one of them went abroad and the other became a soldier, so they lost contact.
He believed Jiang Zitong at the time, after all, the two of them were still old at that time, and what kind of love and love were too far away.
Gu Shaoqing and the old man both felt that Jiang Zitong had failed Lin Mo, but he felt that they were all outsiders and might not know much about things.
Lin Mo didn't want to do more, but Jiang Zitong was the same.
At that time, he still trusted Jiang Zitong very much in his heart......
Unexpectedly, this paragraph is also a deception, Jiang Zitong and Lin Mo, was it really that kind of relationship?
If he had known that it was, he would definitely not have worked so hard to match Jiang Zitong and Shaoqing.
After all, Lin Mo saved Shaoqing's life, so for the Gu family, it was a benefactor.
Sure enough, many things, one wrong step, every step is wrong, so that the more tired the mistakes, the more tired they are, the more unclear they are.