Tang Ming saw that I woke up, and after shouting outside, Sister-in-law Pei walked in with a bowl of noodles, handed the bowl to me, and said to me softly: "Come on!" I'll feed you. ”

The current situation is indeed a bit ambiguous, and my cheeks are red, even if I am hungry now, I don't want to accept it.

Tang Ming saw that I was still so hypocritical, and a faint disappointment flashed in his eyes, but he quickly covered it up, and he continued to say softly: "Yue'er, I also asked the doctor to see it, it's still not okay to skip meals, come on!" ”

I smiled bitterly, but I had to open my mouth reluctantly, this noodle was so suitable for my taste, and I ate it quickly.

Tang Ming saw that I didn't even have any soup left in the bowl, and saw that I was no longer evading, so he asked in surprise, "Do you want more?" ”

This bowl of noodles went down, and my stomach was not full, but of course I didn't want to continue in such an embarrassing and ambiguous situation, so I closed my eyes and showed a tired look.

Tang Ming saw that I had no intention of staying with him, bit his lip, stood up and left in a huff, I opened my mouth, wanted to speak and stopped, thinking that he and I were originally people of two worlds, destined to never change.

The flowers on the other side bloom, and the flowers on the other side fall. Origin and fate, if you still love, you won't think of him one night, I want to love, but I can never come back.

The room is empty, you can't put it down, only the traces he left behind, inexplicable sadness, heart, it's still so empty.

Time passed minute by minute, and I was lying on the bed and reluctant to get up, because I had no place to go for a long time, especially now that it was still raining, and I never expected my opponent to have mercy on me, and now the only one who would pity me was Tang Ming......

It was late at night, the room was terriblely quiet, and the lonely soul was accustomed to this quiet, even if it was dead, there was no fear at all, and it didn't matter to me to leave, or to live.

Tang Ming's situation was not good, and his father, Tang Ze, was furious when he learned that he had taken me back to the villa, and reprimanded him in the study.

Tang Ze slapped the document on the table heavily, and said sharply to Tang Ming: "Ming'er, you are not too young, there is no need to delay your life for that slut." ”

After Tang Ming listened to Tang Ze's words, he didn't laugh angrily, a cold smile flashed at the corner of his mouth, and he said coldly: "Haha! Except for Yue'er, my life has been arranged by you, what have you given me? How did my mother die? You should know in your heart, I have lost the most important person in my life once, and now I don't want to lose it again. ”

After Tang Ze listened to Tang Ming's words, he glared at Tang Ming angrily, he didn't expect that after so many years, Tang Ming still hadn't forgiven himself.

The fight here did not stop, I slowly got up from the bed, picked up the luggage that was placed by the door, and left the villa of Tang Ming's family.

Along the way, my heart was filled with deep loss, deep longing, and deep ...... The leaves fall silently - the flowers bloom on the other side.

"Time really flies, everything changes, but nothing seems to have changed."

I muttered to myself, the current situation, if this continues, maybe I really have to live under Tang Ming's wings. It's just that this kind of life is not what I want.

S City has changed drastically over the years, for me, who lives in the world that people have woven for me, and fought for me and his original dreams, but now that he is gone, everything is in vain.

I grabbed my luggage and walked into a shop. I walked in because of a job posting posted on the front of the store.

"Welcome."

The greeters standing at the door thought I was here to patronize, and I saw them so welcoming. Still smiled at them, waved his hand, walked straight to the front desk, and said to the cashier girl standing there, "I'm here to find a job." ”

The cashier girl looked at me carefully, and hurriedly said to me apologetically: "I'm sorry, the store is recruiting, I can't be the master, the boss will come tomorrow, I'll help you ask, no, come back tomorrow morning." ”

I was embarrassed to stay here when I saw her so polite, and although I was a little puzzled, I didn't think much about it at the time, so I walked out of the shop in a huff.

"Alas! Is there really no place for me in S City? ”

I am full of the character of not admitting defeat in my bones, facing the ups and downs of life, although I feel so emotional, but I will not give up, no matter how difficult the road ahead is, it has not yet reached the point of exhaustion.

As soon as I left the store, she made a phone call to her boss, and the boss told her: "Expose the advertisement of the job posting, and if she comes again, she will say that the recruitment is full." ”

I applied for jobs at a few storefronts on the side of the road, but these stores politely said that they were full, and the unceremonious ones sneered: "People like you are black sheep, and our company doesn't want them." ”

I looked for several stores in a row, and it was obvious that those stores or companies regarded me as a disaster, so how dare they ask me to work in their company? This was clearly what I expected.

The night is dark, the wind has stopped, this hot summer, this night is so cold, this cold, full of loneliness, who cares about me?

As I walked, I walked into a park, a yellowish leaf, out of the control of the tree, quietly fell on my face, picked up this leaf, and couldn't help but sigh in my heart: "Alas! Forget it, let's spend the night in the park today! ”

I found a deck chair in the empty park, put my luggage aside, took out a few pieces of clothing and put them on the deck chair, found a quilt, lay down on the deck chair, covered it with a quilt, endured hunger, closed the quilt and went to sleep.

Actually, I also died, and instead of sleeping in a good bed, I went to sleep on a recliner in the park.

I didn't sleep well, it had just rained, and the temperature in the park was a little damp and cold, which I could bear, but the mosquitoes that were "buzzing" above my head, on my face that was all over the country, and on my legs that were exposed outside the quilt, I began to hate myself a little for my fine skin and tender flesh, and if I were a man, I would not be afraid of mosquito bites.

What I don't know is that, in fact, women can definitely bear the pain, but this mosquito bite is insignificant, and when I think that I have fallen to the point where I am now, being bitten by a mosquito should be regarded as a blood donation.