Chapter 911: Old Friends
After all, paper still can't contain the fire. Feng Qing's white lies are still exposed in front of everyone. What fell from the candy wrapper was the bloody facts.
Xiao Qiang still knew the fact that she had lost her child. This is the second time she has lost her child, and Xiao Qiang's psychological state has become even worse.
Her mood was like the rain outside all day, foggy, and never sunny. When I was about conscious, I cried all the time.
Feng Qing is not good for Xiao Qiang not to cry, her child has been lost, and Xiao Qiang is the saddest. Although Feng Qing regretted this child, he regretted Xiao Qiang's body even more.
Her condition deteriorated all at once, like a plant that had lost its water source, and was exposed to the naked sun.
Feng Qing didn't want Xiao Qiang to slump like this, he hoped that Xiao Qiang could get better soon. It's a pity that Xiao Qiang has never been in a better mood.
She is now in the rainy season, and it is difficult for those happy things to enter her life. The first symptom is anorexia. The news that Xiao Qiang didn't like to eat reached Feng Qing's ears.
She is so picky about food that she is unbelievably picky, and a little bit of cooking is not in place, which will make Xiao Qiang not eat.
If Feng Qing wanted to feed her, Xiao Qiang would still reluctantly eat a little. If Feng Qing had something to do that day, Xiao Qiang would simply skip eating all day.
Her reasoning: "I feel that skipping meals makes my body lighter and makes me feel more relaxed. ”
Feng Qing: "..........." What a crooked reason, she is already slender enough, and she doesn't need to lose weight to make herself thinner.
But Xiao Qiang just wanted to take a self-portrait in the mirror, she looked at herself in the mirror and said: "I don't think I'm good-looking at all, I feel that my cheeks are plump." ”
Feng Qing snatched the mirror and put it aside and said, "Your psychological pressure is big enough now, and you are still very beautiful if you don't have anything." Feng Qing rarely praised her for being beautiful, so Xiao Qiang raised her head and glanced at him.
Xiao Qiang lay on the bed, but her heart couldn't calm down. Her whole person is in a state of chaos, and this state is more reflected in the psychology.
She felt that everything around her was chaotic, and everything was a gloomy expression. The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital also made Xiao Qiang unbearable, which was not simply a bad mood.
It's an inexplicable sense of haze, obviously everything around me is moving forward, only I am pitifully stopped in place.
Xiao Qiang was in the bathroom, holding the small blade of her eyebrow trimming and slashing it on her hand. It seemed like an enticing abyss, and if he could die, maybe everything would not be so sad.
Her birth was a mistake, if she could just end her life. So it's a good thing for everyone. Xiao Qiang thought so sincerely.
She picked up the little blade and wondered if she should cut her wrist. As long as it was a small moment, perhaps her life would stop, and she would never feel the suffering of this world again.
It's just that I don't know if people will continue to have souls after they die, and they can see the suffering in this world.
Xiao Qiang gently slashed her hand with the blade, and the pain made her suddenly sober up. What was she doing? Life is so good, why should she just give it up.
This contradictory mentality made her sober all of a sudden, she still had so many things to do, and she didn't want to die like this.
Xiao Qiang threw the blade down the toilet, letting the water take away the temptation of death. She tried to sober herself up, Xiao Qiang poured cold water on her face, and in an instant, she had the idea of living a good life.
But when she stepped out of the bathroom door, Xiao Qiang thought of her baby again. The baby who had not yet been born, grief instantly annihilated her thoughts.
On the other side, Feng Qing was trying to communicate with Xiao Qiang's attending doctor.
Feng Qing said: "Yes, I did find scratches on her hand, maybe it was a sign of self-harm. ”
The doctor groaned for a moment and said, "Are you mistaken?" You know, sometimes a girl's nails can be particularly sharp. It may just be a scratch on the nails. ”
Feng Qing said: "I can't be mistaken, her nails are very rounded, this is definitely not other items." ”
Alas, the doctor sighed, again this psychological problem. The doctor said, "If what you're seeing isn't delusional, then it's really time to be vigilant." Because of self-harm, it is impossible to occur only once, which is already a precursor to depression. ”
In fact, doctors say that it is a precursor to depression, but it is basically no different from depression. If you want to confirm whether you are depressed, you must go to a professional hospital for examination, and the test questions you do on the Internet cannot be used as a basis.
As soon as the words "precursor to depression" came out, Feng Qing's previous speculation was immediately confirmed.
Xiao Qiang was indeed in a dangerous state of mind, and the blades she used to trim her eyebrows were damaged quickly, but fortunately, those blades that were not professionally sharp could only make Xiao Qiang's hands hurt a little.
Feng Qing asked people to replace everything within Xiao Qiang's sight with safe things. The small blade was also replaced with a not-so-sharp safety design.
According to the doctor's advice, Xiao Qiang is because she has not received enough care, so she has such a condition now.
Although the loss of a child is a very sad thing, the more important root is not now, but in Xiao Qiang's childhood. Xiao Qiang's injuries have seemed to have disappeared.
But more is hidden in her heart, but Xiao Qiang in a healthy state has enough immunity not to open the black box, so her usual psychological state is still normal.
But the successive loss of children suddenly stimulated her fragile psychology and opened Pandora's box.
Those moods that she usually didn't notice by herself suddenly became extremely sensitive, it was a gathering place of sadness, and there was no room for happiness to enter.
The doctor also advised Feng Qing that he was very tired when he was with a depressed patient. If you can't be with you all the time, don't get close to it from the beginning, it may stimulate her emotions.
Feng Qing just smiled helplessly, he couldn't pull away, since Xiao Qiang's state was normal now, he would accompany her.
Feng Qing did not go back to his previous residence, but looked for another house. An unfamiliar place may help Xiao Qiang start a new life, and of course, the more important thing is professional treatment.
Zhu Tianyi, who had fought several times with Feng Qing inexplicably, threw the contract in front of Feng Qing: "Sign it, if you sign it, I'll tell you where that guy is." ”
Zhu Tianyi's face was quite a bit of a robbery, but Feng Qing had no choice. He doesn't take care of it now.
If you ask for something, you have to bow your head. Feng Qing took a look at the document, which involved the concession of several projects, and the market value was hundreds of millions.
Zhu Tian didn't pay attention to this little money, he just wanted Feng Qing to be deflated. How many times has this kid fought with himself before?
Feng Qing glared at Zhu Tianyi, who sat on the chair and glared back with great momentum. The female secretary in the back looked at it with a burst of suspense, and the distance between the two people continued to shrink, either fighting or kissing.
The possibility of kissing is because both of them are straight men, but it has dropped to infinitely low. When it started, Feng Qing still endured it.
Who asked him to ask the psychiatrist to get to know Zhutianyi? This psychiatrist is handsome and has made a name for himself in the medical profession at a young age.
It is said that there is no shortage of money in the family, and they are floating outside for more than 300 days a year. It's just that the old man of the psychiatrist's family is too old to lift a knife, so that the psychiatrist is so reckless.
Feng Qing sharpened his back molars, knowing that Zhu Tianyi's embarrassment was a conspiracy, but he still couldn't refuse.
If you really want to find it yourself, don't let Xiao Qiang have an accident first. Zhu Tianyi's act of taking advantage of the fire to rob made Feng Qing unhappy, but this was a legitimate demand.
Zhu Tianyi and Feng Qing had so many misunderstandings before, why did they want Zhu Tianyi to introduce him to a psychiatrist.
Feng Qing picked up the pen and signed his name on the document, he didn't speak, there was really nothing to say about this matter.
Zhu Tianyi looked at Feng Qing's signature with satisfaction and said, "He will visit your house the morning after tomorrow." ”
Feng Qing nodded, but he didn't look back, he didn't want to see Zhu Tianyi's smug eyes now. Zhu Tianyi finally broke back a game.
Feng Qing's new home is in the suburbs, not only the environment is suitable, but also there are green waters and green mountains behind it, which can be regarded as an excellent place for cultivation.
The only bad thing is that Feng Qing's road to the company has become a bit far. However, these are not important things to Feng Qing, as long as Xiao Qiang can get better, these are nothing.
Xiao Qiang sat in the courtyard, where there was a large lawn. Feng Qing said that if Xiao Qiang likes it, a large group of horses can be raised here.
Xiao Qiang just smiled helplessly, and she said, "There's no need to be so troublesome, I'll just sit here." ”
She didn't want to move more, it was better to say that Xiao Qiang didn't have the strength to toss now, she preferred to sit down and let herself take a breath.
And the psychiatrist knocked on Feng Qing's door at this time. When Feng Qing saw this handsome psychiatrist, he couldn't help but feel a little bigger.
The psychiatrist was greeting Xiao Qiang warmly. Xiao Qiang was stunned for a moment, and then a smile appeared.
It was a friendly meeting. The psychiatrist is with Xiao Qiang, and he is asking about Xiao Qiang's past.
Xiao Qiang frowned, unwilling to talk about her past in detail. The psychiatrist was also puzzled, after listening to Feng Qing before, Xiao Qiang's current situation has risen to self-harm.
So how can it not be shown? It's just that what makes the psychiatrist curious is that Xiao Qiang is very normal now, although she doesn't talk much, she looks like a normal person.
It seems that Xiao Qiang's condition may have eased a little after changing places?