Chapter 187: No Way Back

Mid-levels villas.

Gu Hanyi returned to the main building after finishing his business in the annex building, and when he passed by the second bedroom, he stopped again, and looked at the closed bedroom door in front of him with cold black eyes, the person who called him his girlfriend used to live in this room, so what kind of past will there be between them?

Today he just instinctively wanted her to stay away from him, but he didn't expect it to make her sad like that, could it be that he used to love him very much?

He looked at the door with a complicated look on his face, and his heart was mixed.

After a while, he still walked past the door towards his bedroom, but the hand in his pocket touched something, Gu Hanyi took it out and looked at it, it turned out to be the necklace she gave him at noon.

He looked at the necklace in his hand with deep eyes, and at this moment he seemed to be a little curious, curious about the past he had forgotten, happy or sad, because the pain brought to him by the memories was so strong that he was a little afraid to think of those fragments.

He held the necklace in his hand, turned around and walked towards the second bedroom, pulled the door open and turned on the light, and the room was instantly brightly lit, illuminating every corner of the room clearly, and the fleeting blurred back in his mind gradually became clear.

The room has been cleaned, including the sheets, which have all been changed, Sister-in-law Lin cleaned up a layer here, Gu Hanyi looked at the soft big bed, walked up and sat down, she slept in this bed, will there still be her breath, the fragmentary picture in her mind flashed again, and the delicate red face dyed with an ambiguous atmosphere in the picture completely coincided with the woman she saw at noon.

It turns out that he slept with her in this bed? Gu Hanyi was a little shocked, a strange light flashed in his eyes, and his slender fingers slowly swept across the bed.

It was the first time he had such close contact with a woman, and it was the first time in his existing memories that such memories had appeared.

Those pictures couldn't help but make his throat dry, his body began to heat inexplicably, and he wanted to try to remember every detail of her uncontrollably.

The more images he had, the more painful his head became, and in the end he had to force himself not to think about it, so he took out the necklace and placed it on the bedside table, then he got up and turned off the light and left the room.

After returning to his bedroom, Gu Hanyi ripped off the bow tie irritably, walked into the bathroom and took off his clothes, until the cold water rushed to his hot skin, and the inexplicable restless fire in his body gradually subsided.

After taking a bath, he put on a dark blue silk nightgown and lay on the bed, the night was deep but he couldn't sleep, he was staring at the ceiling in the dark, the crystal chandelier emitted a faint light, like the stars in the night sky, and it seemed to be her clear and agile eyes, he secretly scolded himself in his heart, how did he start to think of that woman again.

He couldn't control his thoughts about Jian Yue who he saw at noon today, her laughter, her crying, her despair, and every time he thought of her dull gaze at him like stagnant water, his heart actually hurt uncontrollably.

Tomorrow he promised Jian Yue that he would go to the high school to play a basketball game for him, but how could he play alone? He had to call Lu Yiyang, and he had to find a few people who could play together.

Thinking about it, tiredness slowly hit, and there was a heavy and even breathing sound in the room, but he was sleeping very unsteadily.

He had a terrible nightmare.

In a dense mist, Jian Yue wore a pure white dress like an angel falling into the world, she looked at him with a smile like a flower, and called his name affectionately, she called him senior, and he wanted to break through the fog to take her hand, but there was a raging fire behind him, he desperately wanted to step forward to take her away from the fire, but his feet seemed to be rooted and could not move at all, he watched in horror and despair as if she was engulfed by the fire, he called her name heartbreakingly, and his icy pupils were full of orange-red fire.

"Don't, don't, ...... please," he muttered words in his still nightmare, quickly turning his closed eyeballs, fine beads of sweat on his forehead, and the flat sheets were twisted into messy folds.

Suddenly, he opened his eyes suddenly, and the red fire printed in his eyes was instantly replaced by darkness, it turned out that it was all a dream, what happened to him? I would dream of that woman in my nightmares.

Frightened and sweating, in desperation, he turned on the bedside lamp, went into the bathroom and washed his face, and when he came out again, he took out a cigarette and a lighter, opened the shuttle door and walked to the balcony, the wind in the early morning was very cold, he just wore a thin nightgown, but he didn't feel the invasion of the cold at all, he put the cigarette between his thin lips, skillfully lit the fire, and the hazy smoke diffused in the cold wind blurred his deep and well-defined features, making his face look evil and charming but full of danger, The faint light of the fire that was clearly extinguished was reflected in his amber pupils, and the slightly messy bangs looked so arrogant and uninhibited.

The bottomless ice eyes looked calmly into the distance, but what he was thinking about was Jian Yue, and their past made him more and more curious.

It was like a mysterious black hole that beckoned him to fly down to find out.

The dream was too real, and so was his heart-rending pain.

He tilted his chin slightly, exhaled a few smoke rings, and after a few puffs, the cigarette burned out, he extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, then walked into the bedroom, put on a trench coat and sat on the couch to turn on the computer.

He dealt with a few emails and looked at a few new projects from the company.

Four o'clock in the morning went fast, and when he had finished one thing at a time, the room ushered in the first rays of sunlight after the sun had risen.

He thought it was terrible to lose sleep from her that night.

Gu Hanyi stood up and moved his body, then turned around and walked into the bathroom, after washing, he changed into a set of formal clothes, and went back to the company for a meeting this morning.

As soon as he thought of agreeing to Jian Yue to play a basketball game, he felt how stupid he was to agree to such a strange and ridiculous request.

After tidying up his appearance, he went downstairs to have breakfast, Mo Yan's car was already waiting at the door, he got in the car, Mo Yan glanced at his expensive suit, and asked tentatively: "Are you still going to the basketball game?" ”

Gu Hanyi, "Go in the afternoon, go back to the company in the morning for a meeting, by the way, find a few good ones who play basketball, don't be a rookie." ”

Mo Yan glanced at Gu Hanyi from the reflector with a smile in his eyes, what would it be like for a cold president like him to play basketball, he was very curious, dragging Jian Yue's blessings, and their subordinates could also feast their eyes.

He answered, "Okay, boss." ”

Gu Hanyi looked out the window, and after thinking for a moment, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Lu Yiyang.

"Go back to high school today to play a basketball game, are you going?"

The message was sent for a while without replying, Gu Hanyi couldn't remember all the things that happened to the three of them, and now he remembered that Lu Yi had returned to China, if he hadn't remembered that they had played a basketball game, then he wouldn't have sent an invitation.

Gu Hanyi looked at the black screen in his hand that did not light up, and still had some expectations in his heart.

And Lu Yiyang was dealing with a bunch of documents in the office at this time, looking at the vibrating mobile phone and flipping through the message, he was very surprised when he saw that it was sent by Gu Hanyi, and when he saw the content of the message, he was shocked.

He was stunned and looked at it for a while and didn't know how to reply, he remembered everything Gu Hanyi did, and it was unforgettable only for him to be unforgettable, how could he be reconciled because of a message, it was absolutely impossible.

Soon after Gu Hanyi sent the message, what surprised him was that Jian Yue actually called, he looked at the name and familiar number on the mobile phone screen, and felt a sour feeling in his heart, she still remembered him, for so long he thought that Jian Yue had forgotten him.

But in my heart, I was expecting her to call and find him, what was the matter?

Lu Yiyang didn't hesitate to pick up the phone directly, his voice was gentle and magnetic, but with self-deprecation, "Jian Yue, why did you suddenly remember to call me?" ”

There was silence on the other side of the phone for a moment, but Jian Yue held up the phone but felt that it was difficult to say what she was going to say next.

Oh, yes! She only remembered now how important Lu Yiyang had been in her world, and now he seemed to have become dispensable.

"Lu Yiyang, I'm leaving, I hope to watch you play basketball again before leaving." Jian Yue tried her best to make her voice sound as light and pleasant, and although she was sad, she couldn't make him hear the sadness and loneliness in her voice.

Lu Yiyang's pupils narrowed, his face was full of shock, he was stunned for a moment, and it took him a long time to recover, and he asked, "Where are you going?" ”

"Go to country C for exchange study, go for a year."

"When are you going?"

"Next week."

"What about Gu Hanyi?"

Lu Yiyang asked everything, but he still couldn't help but ask the answer he wanted to know most.

There was endless silence on the other end of the phone, every second was so long and worrying, Lu Yiyang reminded in a low voice: "Are you there?" ”

"Yes, I'm done with him, but I hope you can be reconciled, you are brothers, and seeing you be the same as before, that's what I look forward to the most, and it's also my greatest wish before leaving."

This time, Lu Yiyang was silent, the expression in his eyes was complicated, and his heart was full of mixed feelings, and after a while, he replied: "Jian Yue, I will go to the competition, but Gu Hanyi and I can't still be like before, we have all changed, we are no longer the carefree teenagers of the past, there are too many things between us, forgive me, but I can't do this thing." ”

Jian Yue's heart seemed to be suddenly choked, sullen and unspeakably uncomfortable, if they want to be enemies for life, then she will also have a grudge for the rest of her life, and she is the one who is separated from them, she is very sure of this.

"Lu Yiyang, that's it, I'll see you in City A at noon."

"Hmm."

After hanging up the phone, Jian Yue hung her arm weakly, it seemed that her painstaking arrangements were all in vain, it was she who was delusional that they could still be brothers, friends and brothers, Lu Yiyang was right about one thing, they were no longer the carefree teenagers of the past, including herself, no matter six years ago or six years later, everything should end today, and if she can see her again in the future, then she will smile and say to them without any waves in her heart that she has not seen them for a long time.