Chapter 22: Choice (9)
The quarrel between the two, I don't know when it ended? I also gradually fell asleep, and with Zhang Fan to accompany me to dreamland, it was really fascinating.
Zhang Fan was drunk on his face, leaning against the corner of the wall decadently, tears were like broken strings, constantly dripping down, he was so lonely at this time.
"Alas!"
Zhang Fan let out a long sigh, and edited the text messages on his mobile phone, and these affectionate text messages were naturally given to me, when he sighed, he had a heroic twilight posture, it was really sad for those who saw it, and cried for those who heard it, but no one cared about it.
And he wrote this text anonymously below my article.
"It's better to miss than to meet"
Now I can no longer write emotional words, sinking in the smoke and rain of time, burying those past pasts, there is still the tenderness of the past in the palm of my hand, it is better to miss each other.
Picking up a cup of favorite coffee, tears washed over his sight, whose heart did that beautiful face appear? Hold tightly but in exchange for parting, those days that have walked together, like a passing cloud, have never been able to leave traces of you, have never followed the oath of the old world, it is better to miss each other, don't pass your head than me, we pretend not to know, but, we will still meet, or will miss each other's past, or can't let go of the bits and pieces you left me, our love, doomed to separate, destined not to return to the past.
The dream was torn apart, and I was still guarding our love, but in exchange for the ending that it was better to miss each other, and I could no longer experience the slightest warmth. I became so sad that no one would care about my feelings anymore, no one would wipe away my tears for me again, it turned out that the person I was waiting for at the next intersection was still you.
It is a year of flowers blooming and falling, that is once a lifetime together, I hold your hand, until the end of the world, until the edge of the cape, but, we can't get to the nearest heart, witnessed too many people, witnessed too much life and death, I found out that I still can't understand your heart for love, when I get to the end of words, you will leave me, sadly I did not use words to record sweet memories, but, with words to remember the heart-rending feelings you brought me, I still can't help but want to chase back those pasts, but, my words to your world, but it has become an empty past, I have thought that I will always come to the end of the day, that day may be when you are no longer by my side, it is better to miss to see you, let you go, is the greatest sorrow in my life, is the thing I regret the most.
Sing the song you love to listen to, the lyrics are no longer so pleasant, every word and sentence is a little bit of the seeds of sadness planted in the bottom of the heart, going out to the left or right, has become something I can't control, haggard you, will no longer be moved by anything I do for you, walk through the road you have walked, I am just a speck of dust in the universe, floating, falling in whose heart? Take away, can't take away, life, maybe is the parting of seeing each other, nostalgia for the past, love, is originally two kinds of journeys, I hope you will look back at me, but, it is better to see than to miss, this road, it seems that this life is over, you stay by a person's side, and say softly: "Honey, I want to be with you in this life, never separate......" However, this passage came to my ears, making my heart constantly tremble in the cold wind, it doesn't matter how many people you have said this, I just remember that I was the first person to say this? However, I deserve it so much, and after walking the road without you like this, I can only tell myself lightly that it is better to miss each other.
I know that love is a big gamble, you get out of it, but I lose it all, love, dear, can we go through it together again? I obviously go on like this, I can't leave anything but tears, but, everything can't go back, my hands no longer have your temperature, it's better to miss each other, from now on, I will no longer be anyone's who, and I will no longer cry and cry for anyone, love should not happen to you and me, but I am still so persistent, so I want to be with you, even if I only have enough to live for one day? I still don't want to forget the end of the world with you.
It's better to miss each other than to see each other. The couple in the café gently prepared each other's love coffee for each other, and the cup on my table was prepared by me for you, I took a sip and couldn't stop crying, I don't know why I cried? Is it because no one wants to drink my coffee anymore? Or have you lost and felt the boundless loneliness? I don't understand what love is? The wound that fell on my heart will not heal for a long time, and there is no more sorrow than the death of my heart.
It's better to miss each other than to see each other. Still alone looking at the lonely night sky, a little star, a little sadness, hidden in the night, I insomnia, picked up the pen, hid in a corner to write sad sentences, love, looking back after all, I still can't see your shadow, looking at the lonely shadow, quietly counting the sadness in my heart, even if life will continue, but, you are no longer by my side, I began to hate myself, obviously very unwilling, very unwilling to let go.
It's better to miss each other than to see each other. My dear, you have cut off everything I left in your heart, no wonder they will say, the most ruthless is the lover, waving goodbye, no matter if I am reluctant to turn back thousands of times, but in exchange for you do not look back, am I really so unbearable? Am I doomed? I don't want to believe that because I haven't given all my love, are you leaving? It's a pity that I can't be with you anymore, it's a pity that I can't feel your breath anymore? The struggle is just me.
It's better to miss each other than to see each other. I lost the future, I only walked quietly with tears in my eyes, only no longer mentioned the past that had happened, put down the pen, wrote endless sentences, couldn't stop thinking about you, maybe one day you will come back, but, it's better to miss each other, but, can we still go on? No... Isn't it time for me to let you go? Am I supposed to stop loving you? Am I supposed to give up everything you left behind? All right! It's better to miss each other than to see each other, seeing each other will only hurt each other, seeing each other will only secretly hate each other, and seeing each other will only bleed from the heart...... What else do I have to miss? Do you think he doesn't love you as much as I do? Do you feel that he is not as gentle as me? Or do you feel like you've never given up? Don't worry, I will return everything you gave you today, all of this is your own effort, not that I want to take revenge on you, I can forgive everything else, but I can't forgive your desperation.
It's better to miss each other than to see each other, this sentence is really contradictory, from now on, I hope you can be happy.
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It's just that the article stopped at his fingertips, and it was never sent out, leaving it as if there was nothing left, and at this time, a message rang like that, and his hand couldn't help but tremble when he saw the message.