Chapter 235: Deng Shuang

The woman who woke up claimed to be from Kyoto, Deng Shuang, and because of a head injury, her memories of the old days were blurred, and she couldn't even tell where her home was.

The heavy rain outside the house was drawing to a close, and only the sound of dripping water remained.

Deng Shuang was sitting by the fire, holding a dry cake in his hand, and was nibbling on it in small bites.

Seeing her actions, Ah Yu has a sense of beauty, and at first glance, she has learned the rules seriously, and she is about a girl from a big family in the past to learn such good rules.

"You don't even remember where your home is now, but our group is walking from Kyoto, so it's not good to take you on the road with us......" Ah Yu's eyes wandered around the guards, and after thinking about it carefully, he said: "Why don't I send you to the government in Kyoto, if your family can't find you, they will definitely go to the government to report to the government." ”

Ordinary people who love their children should do that.

But there are also those who don't care about their daughter's life.

Deng Shuang paused when he heard this.

She did have a vague memory, as she had claimed, but the vague memory had been since she was nineteen, and all memories before that were still clear.

The vague memory was filled with indescribable pathos, as if something that was enough to hurt her heart had been forgotten by her, and the only shred of reason left told her that her family in Kyoto had been separated, and even if she was lucky enough to return to Kyoto, she still faced a situation where no one cared about her.

There seems to be no difference between returning and not returning.

The cake in his hand is the dry food carried by the guards, in order to be able to preserve it for a long time, its taste is almost harsh, if it were not for the grinding pieces that can really fill the stomach, Deng Shuang would almost think that this is a stone that looks like a cake. In the first nineteen years of her life, except for some grievances when she practiced martial arts, she was pampered at other times, and she had never eaten such an unappetizing thing.

However, in fact, she nibbled on the cake, and she was not at all uncomfortable, and her movements were skillful, as if she had done the same thing a thousand times.

How could she not be confused!

Deng Shuang wrapped the half-eaten cake in oiled paper, put it in his sleeve pocket, and turned to look at Ah Yu.

"Miss Wen's proposal could not have been better, but my situation is a bit special." She stretched out her hand to her heart and said, "Although I can't remember the past, I also know that Kyoto, which was supposed to be my hometown, is not a place of peace of mind for me, but more like a cage." ”

"I can't remember the lost memories for a while, but the feelings left in my heart are real. Every time I think about Kyoto, my heart hurts, and my eyes unconsciously cry, and I feel like I've lost something very important there, even though I can't remember it anymore. ”

When Deng Shuang said this, tears slipped down the corners of his eyes and fell on his long sleeves, revealing a little dark color.

She was obviously expressionless, and her eyes were very calm, but the tears just couldn't stop flowing.

Ah Yan was a little stunned in her heart, she didn't know what Deng Shuang had experienced in the past, but when she saw that she had lost her memory and couldn't remember anything, she was still affected by what happened in the past, and she couldn't help but sigh.

She asked Deng Shuang: "Then you have no nostalgia for Kyoto?" ”

If that's the case, it doesn't seem like she should be sent back to Kyoto!

Deng Shuang's eyes were dilated for a moment, as if he remembered something, and he seemed to just shake his mind for a while.

"From the bottom of my heart, I don't want to go to Kyoto again." She stared at Ah Yu for a while, and she didn't know what she had found, so she heard her say, "I vaguely remember that there is an aunt in the family who married into the Fan family in Mocheng, and Mocheng is far away in the bitter cold land of the border pass, so it is not good to trouble the girl again, but I am really shy in my pocket, can I ask the girl to borrow a coil, and when I find my cousin, I will definitely pay it back." ”

Isn't it just shy in the pocket!

When she woke up, she had searched the places where she might be hiding things without a trace, and she didn't see a single bit of the serious money, but found a small crossbow in the cuff, and a dagger at her waist, which didn't look like the assembly of a good person.

If he wasn't sure that he hadn't leaked the itinerary, Ah Yu would have almost thought that the woman in front of him was coming for her.

Otherwise, how could it be so coincidental that she has the same destination as her!

Ah Yu narrowed his eyes, and when he looked at Deng Shuang again, he could almost rule out the previous influence and calmly analyze the motives of the person in front of him.

It's a pity that she still knows too little and can't analyze anything specifically.

But most things are traceable, instead of sending people away and guarding against possible sneak attacks in the background at any time, it is better to put people directly under their noses, and no matter what the other party does, she can respond in time.

After a few turns in his heart, Ah Yu smiled and said: "It's a coincidence, we are also going to Mocheng, don't say anything about borrowing and pestering, we can just be together, and we can take care of each other on the way." ”

"It couldn't be better."

Deng Shuang also smiled, she had already seen that Ah Yu was a simple character, so she couldn't help but have some extravagant hopes in her heart.

Even if the memory has been blurred, but she is still thinking about the old family, but in her vague memory, there is no reflection of the family, and the girl in front of her is very similar to the person she has seen in the past, although the surname is a little different, but it is normal to use a fake name when going out, isn't she the same!

After a short while, Deng Shuang still couldn't help but knock on the side: "Miss Wen just came out of Kyoto, do you know that General Pei is okay now?" ”

She didn't want to directly reveal the other party's identity, so she carefully asked the other party's elders tactfully.

Ah Yu was stunned, didn't taste the meaning behind his back, and replied on the matter.

"Now that he is older, he has retired from the border pass, and he is still hanging in the military department at this time, but it is only an idle position."

It was probably because Ah Yu's tone of voice was too familiar, so Deng Shuang couldn't help but think about it.

She only thought that Ah Yu was admitting her identity, so she couldn't help but ask about her family again.

"Sounds pretty good, how is Deng Ge Lao doing now, I vaguely remember that the emperor gave Deng Ge Lao's daughter and King Le a marriage, and the later marriage was completed?"

The point of this statement is very obvious.

However, Ah Yu thought about it carefully, although she didn't know much about the officials of the current dynasty, she also knew that among the three pavilion elders today, none of them were surnamed Deng!

Could it be that the person in front of her is talking about the time when she was the emperor, but she was still a child at that time!

The family wouldn't talk to her about the past, and she didn't know what to say to her.

He could only shake his head and say, "Deng ...... Deng Ge Lao is probably the previous Ge Lao, maybe he has already returned to his hometown! None of the three elders in the current court have a ...... surnamed Deng."

asked Deng Shuang again: "Are you the family member of that Deng Ge Lao?" ”

But seeing Deng Shuang's white face, he shook his head: "I am a side branch of the Deng family, and I was fortunate to live in Deng Ge's hometown for a period of time in the old years. ”

Ah Yu nodded, and did not say whether he believed it or not.

At night, I rested temporarily in the Land Temple.

When they woke up the next day, the sky was still gray, but it hadn't rained yet.

The carriage turned back onto the official road again, but this time it was purposefully heading towards Meaux, which was far away at the border.

On the way, Ah Yu asked the guards to reorganize a carriage and let Deng Shuang sit in it, and in her own carriage, there were more Qingye and Qingrui.

In view of the fact that on the road, the wheels will make a lot of noise when they press against the official road, and there is a short road between the carriage and the carriage, Aoba thought that no one could overhear what was said in the carriage, so he whispered to Ah Yu's ear and said, "Doesn't the girl think that Deng Shuang's origin is unknown and there is a great danger?" ”

Dangers naturally exist, but the dangers that can be guarded against are not at the same level as those that cannot be prevented.

Ah Yu smiled: "She is injured and is going to go to Meaux to join her relatives, and we happen to be going to Mo, so why not take her for a ride!" ”

Always do more good things with others, maybe God can see her for the sake of being kind to others, and treat her a little better!

What's more, the woman named Deng Shuang seems to have some secrets hidden in her, and Ah Yu has never forgotten the moment the other party saw her, as if she saw the eyes of an acquaintance.

Deng Shuang, who was being discussed by them, was holding her head in the carriage at the moment, she still couldn't remember the past, for a moment, she even thought that she was only nineteen years old this year, but it was only for a moment.

Not to mention that her face in the mirror has long since aged, just the chance encounter with Ah Yu is enough to clearly illustrate the passage of time.

If the person she met was really the child of the Jiang family's sister, and she looked like she was about fifteen or sixteen years old, she couldn't say that she was the younger sister of the Jiang family's sister.

But when she thought of the news she heard last night, there was no elder surnamed Deng in the court now, so where did her father and brother go?

Suddenly, she suddenly thought of the marriage that no longer existed in the world.

Deng Shuang touched her hair bun, she was still dressed as a girl in the old days, and she didn't comb her woman's hair bun, so where did the young man she liked go?

She had obviously expressed her heart to her father, and her father also went to the palace to ask the emperor to take back his fate, everything should have developed in the direction of their own joy, but why did she feel sad when she remembered the past, and even tears were flowing out unconsciously.

Since she was a child, she has not been a cowardly person, let alone using tears to express her emotions.

"My memory has been blurred, and the clearest memory is on the day of my nineteenth birthday," Deng Shuang closed her eyes and muttered to herself.

She remembered that her father went to the palace in official clothes that day, in order to let the emperor take back the will to give marriage, and for this reason, he also brought a post to say goodbye to the old man and return to his hometown.

His father said that he was already old, and he could no longer be as attached to power as he was in the old days, and that he should have given up the position of cabinet elder to other young people earlier.

In fact, my father's age at that time was not too old among the elders, he had just turned sixty years old, and he could be said to be a young man compared to the seventy-year-old Li Gelao.

But for her sake, he was still ready to return to his hometown.

And what about her?

After her father left home, she secretly rode out of the city and went to the temple in the suburbs.

There are many Taoist temples outside Kyoto, and there are also many land temples, but the Taoist temples there and the incense of the land temples are very vigorous, and many people come and go every day, and she is also among those people.

The teenager she likes has a rare surname named Le Yan.

He always said that his name was Lotte Zhifu, which means conclusive.

Deng Shuang remembered that she rode a horse to the Land Temple outside the city that day, because it was the place where she and he fell in love.

She originally wanted to tell Le Yan that although the emperor messed up the mandarin duck score and wanted to marry her to King Le who she had never seen, but with her father here, the marriage that was not a good match would definitely not come true, and she wanted Le Yan to go to her house to propose, because if it was late, something very bad would happen.

Splitting headaches.

Deng Shuang couldn't care about the fact that her head had just been injured, she only knew that she couldn't remember what happened after she went out on her nineteenth birthday, and she couldn't remember what she was going to tell the other party in addition to telling Le Yan that he could come to the door to propose.

The love in the past seems to be covered with a thin veil, and you can vaguely feel the sweet breath of the old days, but more often it is like the strangeness of another world.

What makes Deng Shuang even more obsessed is something she can't remember now.

The forehead hit the carriage, and the sound of the thump was mixed with the sound of the wheels pressing against the official road, and the faint strangeness did not attract the attention of the people around him.

However, the pain not only did not make Deng Shuang think more, but made her even more confused, and in a daze, she couldn't even remember her name.

Is her name Deng Shuang?

Deng Shuang is the pseudonym she said to Ah Yu!

So what's her name?

She didn't seem to remember anymore.

Where did the young man she liked go, didn't he say that he would live and die together, and no one could abandon anyone?

Then why wasn't he by her side.

The sound of knocking is getting louder and louder, and the guards walking on both sides of the carriage finally noticed the movement in the carriage, and hurriedly shouted to stop the convoy, it was still the female guard from yesterday, she turned over and entered the carriage where Deng Shuang was, and saw Deng Shuang who was hitting the carriage at a glance.

The wound covered with the white cloth was oozing blood, red stained all over the white cloth, and some of it slid down her cheeks, obviously a beautiful face, but at this moment it looked like a jade-faced rakshasa.

"Why can't you remember? What the hell have I forgotten and why am I so sad? ”

She slapped her forehead as she cried, blood sticking to her hands, but she didn't pay any attention to it.