"I met someone today, very similar to you, but I know that it can't be you, it's just my delusion and fantasy, maybe it's because I want to see you too much, but I still firmly believe that you are still alive, and I will always wait for you."

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"It's been four months, and there is still no news from you, I don't know if you are still alive, I prefer to believe that you are hiding somewhere in this world, starting a new life, perhaps, no news is the best news."

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"This time you are much better than what you hid back then, I can't find you anymore, and I can't look at you silently anymore, but as long as you're alive, even if I don't know, even if we can't see each other again in this life."

……

From the words of this diary, Chen Mo could clearly feel An Ran's different emotions.

Recalling the warmth and sweetness of the past high school years, silently paying attention to my own peace of mind and satisfaction, the shock and grief when I learned that the plane was killed, the expectation and firmness of believing that I was still alive after calming down, and the surprise and loss when I saw myself later, until the end, as time passed, it gradually began to turn into despair and sadness.

After reading Enron's diaries, Chen Mo only felt heavy in his heart, as if he was filled with something, and the video that Jarvis finally called up made Chen Mo feel a pain in his heart.

This is a picture taken by the on-board camera inside the "Knight" off-road vehicle.

Through the window of the car that was wet and blurred by raindrops, you could see that outside the car was a hazy world shrouded in rain, and from time to time there were fallen leaves scattered in the rain, a bleak and desolate.

Sitting quietly in the car, the optimism and strength on his face in the past are gone, replaced by hesitation, helplessness, and confusion.

Chen Mo could feel the deep sadness, loneliness, and desolation in her heart at this time.

This scene was recorded during the first autumn rain before Chen Mo traveled to the world of "Wolverine" last time.

An Ran in the picture was saddened by accepting Chen Mo's "death".

At this moment, she only felt that she was alone in this strange world, and the figure that had held up the whole sky in her heart and made her fearless may really become a memory, never to be seen again!

Recalling the bits and pieces of the beginning, two lines of tears couldn't help but fall from his cheeks, with a hint of coolness, and shattered on the back of his hand.

Looking down at the wet tear stains on the back of his hand, An Ran, who had not cried for many years, couldn't help but feel sad, and lowered his head to the steering wheel, his slender shoulders under the white shirt trembled, and he cried silently.

Looking at the cold and helpless weak figure of An Ran, who had lost his reliance and sustenance in the picture, Chen Mo couldn't help but feel deep guilt and heartache, he knew that it was all because of himself.

Thinking of her excited and gentle gaze when she recognized herself when they met for the first time that day, as well as the loss and gloom after learning that she had "recognized the wrong person", Chen Mo couldn't help but regret that he had deceived An Ran at the beginning, he didn't expect that one of his lies, or his "death", would bring such a big blow to An Ran.

Through An Ran's diary, Chen Mo knew that after he rescued her from the hooligans, he became a chivalrous chivalrous warrior in her heart, and she was the spiritual pillar for her to study alone in this foreign country, and her own lies and long-term silence also made her original belief that she was still alive finally collapsed, and Chen Mo could understand her pain and helplessness at that time.

Thinking back to the bits and pieces that An Ran has done for him over the years, he has been quietly paying attention to him, silently helping him guard his secrets, but he has never expressed it, just a person silently hiding in the corner and watching him quietly, caring about him, and relying on him, Chen Mo couldn't help but have a strange feeling in his heart, saying that he likes nature and can't talk about it, but it's not just a simple touch.

Maybe she should let her know that she is still alive, even if she does not indicate her current identity, at least let her know that she is not dead, but really living as she expects, somewhere in this world!

As for whether it will be dangerous if someone knows that he is still alive, not to mention that Jarvis is there, Chen Mo is not worried that the information on the Internet will be leaked, he also believes that Enron will not easily reveal this secret, since Enron has been helping him keep the secret of the "martial arts master" for so many years, he even thought he was dead and did not reveal it when he confided in Su Wan, which shows that she is trustworthy.

Moreover, it doesn't matter if it is really known to the outside world!

At most, they can only know that he may still be alive, as for where he is, there is no way to know what his new identity is, and it will not have any impact on Chen Mo, now Chen Mo has enough confidence to face any challenges, and he will no longer be as cautious as when he first came to the United States.

Thinking of this, Chen Mo directly turned on the computer and logged in to Weibo, which he had not logged in for a long time, of course, Jarvis supervised the whole process to prevent the traces of login from being discovered.

Clicking on the message, Chen Mo found the message on the top that was more than four months ago.

"Are you still alive?"

Chen Mo clicked to reply and typed four words on the keyboard.

"I'm alive."

Then, Chen Mo glanced at the gentle and quiet girl on the avatar, and sighed softly, his eyes were very complicated.

Chen Mo closed the computer after doing this, and Jarvis quickly cleared all traces, except for a new message received on Enron's mobile phone, everything was still the same as before.

On the other side, An Ran was still driving back to school, after mentioning Chen Mo to Su Wan just now, although she tried hard to adjust her emotions, her mood couldn't help but be a little low, and at this moment, her mobile phone suddenly rang with a new message prompt.

"Ding Dong!"

In normal times, An Ran might wait until she stopped to check, but at this time, she happened to be in a somewhat depressed mood, so she wanted to take this opportunity to divert her attention, and immediately took out her mobile phone from her pocket while driving the car.

When her eyes fell on the screen of her mobile phone and saw the prompt content on it, her eyes widened violently, and she involuntarily stepped on the brakes.

The strong braking performance made the galloping "knight" stop quickly, and the huge inertia made Enron's body rush forward, fortunately the seat belt pulled her, so she didn't hit the steering wheel, but the mobile phone in her hand came out of her hand under this huge impact and fell to the ground.

An Ran's face couldn't help but change, and he didn't care about anything else, hurriedly unbuckled his seat belt, and hurriedly leaned down to pick up his mobile phone. (https:)

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