Chapter 44: I Can't Bear It

"Drip-"

The green light of the communication terminal is on.

Nie Yuanbin's heart trembled violently, tugging at his internal organs,

"Promise ......"

Nie Yuanbin tried to scream.

"Boss, promise to come and report."

"Are you okay, kid?"

"It's fine."

Listen to the voice, loud and powerful, people should be healthy.

"Where have you been all these years?"

Nie Yuanbin asked.

"It's a long story, let's meet and talk.

What mission this time? ”

Xu Yu did not answer Nie Yuanbin's question head-on, bypassing this point and going straight to the topic.

"Personal matters."

"Time, place, goal."

The promise is the same as Nie Yuanbin, concise and to the point, but his thoughts are deeper.

"A week later, at the Cana Fever base, rescue a chemical expert."

"Okay, understood, then I'll go down and prepare."

"yes, okay."

The portrait of a comrade-in-arms who had been missing for many years suddenly came out of the ground, with mysterious power, Nie Yuanbin's mood at the moment was very complicated.

"Nie!"

This is the first time Ouyang has taken the initiative to come to him since he knew that Nie Yuanbin and MAY were together.

"Hmm!"

Nie Yuanbin was still floating in the words of promise, and he didn't notice Ouyang coming in, so he snorted very perfunctorily.

"You, are you really going?"

"Yes!"

Hearing Nie Yuanbin's categorical answer, Ouyang was a little uncalm.

"Do you still want to go back to that hellish place?"

"I don't want to!

However, it is a must to go! ”

"That's a trap!

HE SENT YOU A SPECIAL NEWSLETTER TO TELL YOU THAT THE MAY WAS THERE TO LURE YOU THERE.

Do you remember what it looked like when you fled back from there?

Covered in blood, not a single piece of skin is intact.

The brain was hit badly and now has a scar.

Nie, listen to me, don't go. ”

Ouyang almost pleaded, trying his best to convince Nie Yuanbin.

"I know it's a trap, and I can't forget those 174 days."

"Know you're still going?

When they're ready, they're waiting for you to die. ”

Ouyang said as he grabbed Nie Yuanbin's arm and pinched out five finger prints on his arm.

Nie Yuanbin's calmness was beyond Ouyang's expectations.

"I've got it all arranged, don't worry."

"Just for a woman?"

Ouyang's patience has almost reached his limit,

"Yes!"

This is, like a steel needle, piercing straight into Ouyang's heart, but not a drop of blood came out. From the outside, it looks like a small hole in the eye, and the holes inside can only be experienced by those who have been pierced.

"For her sake, can you even take your life?"

The question used up all his strength.

"What about me?

What should I do? ”

"Ouyang ......"

"Answer me!"

Nie Yuanbin had never seen such a gaffe Ouyang. His eyes were red, and his facial muscles had lost their original curvature due to the tightness of the tenseness, and he looked a little hideous.

......

There was a brief silence.

Ouyang saw that Nie Yuanbin didn't speak, and couldn't bear to force him again, so he eased his emotions and said softly:

"Nie, I'm scared.

I'm afraid you'll disappear silently like last time;

I'm afraid that if you leave, I will never see you again;

I'm afraid, I'm like a lonely ghost, wandering in a world without you;

......”

The two boys who grew up together, Nie Yuanbin took care of Ouyang Jinglin like an elder brother, Nie Yuanbin would leave him the sweetest apples, would secretly buy the candy he liked, and would cover him with a quilt at night. He was bullied, and it was always Nie Yuanbin who helped him out,

"Don't be afraid, there's me."

This is Nie Yuanbin's favorite sentence to say to Ouyang.

In this way, Ouyang grew up under Nie Yuanbin's care, and every time he looked at this brother with adoring eyes.

Gradually, in addition to worship, there was also dependence.

Ouyang has always been a person, and Nie Yuanbin is his whole world for him.

Human habits are terrible behaviors, and once formed, they are very difficult to change.

Ouyang was used to the days of Nie Yuanbin.

He is like this, accustomed to being inseparable from Nie Yuanbin, accustomed to Nie Yuanbin in his heart, used to thinking about him and thinking of him.

When one person pays more than 50% attention to another person, then they are no longer two ordinary skins in the crowd.

I don't know when Ouyang Jinglin felt to Nie Yuanbin no longer just a younger brother to his brother, he began to pay attention to his words and deeds, a smile, he began to care about his appearance in Nie Yuanbin's heart, he began to unconsciously want to be close to him, to feel his body temperature, his heartbeat, and even his ......

"Let me go with you."

Ouyang begged.

"No, it's too dangerous.

I'm afraid I won't be able to protect you. ”

Nie Yuanbin's unintentional concern made Ouyang's inner barrier completely broken.

"You protect her, I protect you!"

"Ouyang, don't be like this.

You're going, it's just going to distract me. ”

"Then what do you want from me, just be here, wait for you to come back like you get off work?

I can't! ”

Ouyang couldn't control his emotions a little, and shouted at Nie Yuanbin:

"Since this woman appeared, you have changed, you are no longer just obsessed with the murals, you have other things in your heart.

I hate myself for bringing this woman back and why making her an obstacle between us! ”

"Ouyang!"

Nie Yuanbin shouted:

"You know it's not like this, you know it's because I can't afford it!"

"No, not at all, it's her!

We study together, repair together, and experience the bits and pieces of life together, I don't have the luxury, I just want to be able to go on like this with you, and you are willing to be with me, you used to say everything to me......

If it weren't for her appearance, we would have continued like this forever, until we were old and died, for the rest of our lives! ”

Speaking of this, Ouyang looked at Nie Yuanbin in a daze, with tears in his eyes.

"You used to protect me, this time, let me protect you, okay?"

This sentence, Ouyang said with a slight cry, which made people feel heartbroken.

Nie Yuanbin looked at Ouyang in front of him, a little overwhelmed. After so many years together, he had never seen Ouyang so excited and persistent, and even in the 174 days since he disappeared, Ouyang has always remained calm and restrained.

"I activated the emergency communication and contacted several subordinates of the Blue Flame Legion, don't worry, it'll be fine."

Nie Yuanbin used a steady tone, trying to bring things lightly as much as possible.

"You actually activated the Blue Flame and said it was okay?"

Ouyang was even more anxious now,

"What level is Blue Flame, the Assault Vanguard, specifically responsible for blocking, rescuing, and assassinating, this is a team with super combat effectiveness.

Their dispatch means that the task is arduous and dangerous.

Tell me honestly, how prepared are you? ”

Nie Yuanbin bowed his head and was silent.

Yes, Ouyang is right, activating the Blue Flame is to perform an impossible task, nine deaths, and take your life.

Nie Yuanbin approached, put his hand on Ouyang's shoulder, his lips moved slightly, Ouyang thought that Nie Yuanbin had something to say to it, but in the end, Nie Yuanbin didn't say anything, gently pinched his shoulder with his hand, gave him a reverie that he wanted to say and stopped, and left.

Maybe it can't be said,

Maybe it's unspeakable,

Maybe there is nothing to say.