Chapter 40: The Bodhisattva's Test

MAY Since arriving at the Gana hot base, my body has always had intermittent discomfort, either dizziness or stomach pain.

'It's been a long time since you exercised?'

Or is it because the sun is not visible and there is a lack of calcium?

It stands to reason that I have the same physical fitness as an athlete, I don't suffer from heat stroke under the scorching sun, and I don't catch a cold in a rainstorm, why am I so unbearable to toss here?

Could it be the legendary unsuitability?

Sister is a person who has traveled thousands of miles, and everywhere she goes, it's like she has been beaten with chicken blood, how can she become a sick cat when she arrives here?

It shouldn't be. ’

MAY is starting to grind his brain again.

'I remember when I was at the gym with Burrese. Feng met by chance and provoked others to fight, thinking that the other party was a rich man, and he came out to play a handsome and flirtatious girl, but he didn't expect that he would be the leader of such a big sales group. Now let's play with myself.

Kill people!

It's scary to think about it now.

That day, Burress. Feng just wanted to make two casual moves with me, but his subordinates showed mercy and didn't prepare to kill me. Otherwise, he could have accidentally missed, and then I would have died.

Although, my current situation is not much better, I am locked up in this ghost place like a dog every day, and I have to fight wits and courage with this gang of outlaws all the time, but fortunately, there will always be firewood to burn.

Don't think about anything else, let's continue to figure out how to connect with that hemp stalk.

This damn Nie Yuanbin, he didn't come to save me for so long, he relied on the mountains and mountains, and everyone ran away, if the man was reliable, the sow would go up the tree!

Alas, at the critical moment, rely on yourself! ‘

MAY SAT IN THE CHAIR AND SPUN AROUND A FEW TIMES, AS IF THE PROBLEM OF DIZZINESS COULD BE SOLVED BY MOVING IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION, OR, ALTERNATIVELY, TO KEEP HIMSELF AWAKE AND NOT TO THINK ABOUT MEN WHEN THERE IS NOTHING TO DO.

WOOLLY WILL BRING IN A CUP OF COFFEE ON TIME AT THIS TIME OF DAY, AND THE FAMILIAR AROMA HAS MADE MAY FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS TASTE, AND IF YOU DON'T DRINK IT, YOU WILL STILL THINK A LITTLE.

Today's Woolley is a little different, when he put down his coffee, he hesitated a little, and raised his eyes to look at MY twice, although each time the time was very short, and if he didn't pay attention to it, he couldn't catch it.

MAY TOOK ALL THESE LITTLE DETAILS OF WOOLLEY INTO HER EYES, BUT SHE DIDN'T SHOW ANYTHING, AND AS USUAL, POURED THE COFFEE INTO HER STOMACH IN ONE GO.

After that, she wiped her mouth and said something unprecedented:

"Thank you!"

THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT MAY HAVE SPOKEN TO WOOLLY SINCE THE DAY SHE FIRST CAME IN AND COMMUNICATED IN THE DARK ROOM.

Woolley leaned forward slightly, politely in response, but immediately took it back and walked away with his empty coffee cup.

GETTING TO THE DOOR, WULAI TURNED HIS HEAD AND LOOKED AT MY NAME AGAIN.

THIS GLANCE MADE MAYY CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL A SENSE OF HOPE; This feeling was her guess that Woolley would help her at some critical moment.

What kind of moment will it be? ’

She wasn't sure.

But the book says that a woman's intuition is very spiritual.

MAY SIT IN THE CHAIR AND DON'T WANT TO GET UP, SHE HAS A BRIEF SENSE OF DRIFT EVERY TIME SHE FINISHES HER COFFEE,

'Isn't that what the legendary Wonderland feels like now!' ‘

MAY'S FACE WAS FLUSHED, HER EYES HALF-CLOSED, AND SHE WAS AS HOT AS A DRUNKEN COURTESAN IN VANITY FAIR IN A LABORATORY FULL OF COLD MACHINERY AND TRANSPARENT GLASS.

"I really didn't expect Satan to give her such a gift." Burris. Feng squinted his eyes, admiring the contrasting scene on the screen, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously picked up a disgusting arc.

"It's a wonderful picture.

Just make you comfortable for a few more days. ”

Burris. Feng was in a good mood today, because he had successfully sold a replica of the Thousand-Armed Guanyin Statue, and the price was two percent higher than expected.

A man walks up to Burris. In front of Feng.

His hair just past his earlobes and his eyes were large, but they were a little dull. A slightly bloated body may be the reason for little exercise.

"Well done, Mr. Dong.

Over the years, you have made a lot of money for us.

Thank you for your hard work. ”

Listening to a criminal with no humanity say such things really makes people's scalps tingle.

"It's not hard, it's all as it should be."

Years of prison-like life in the base have made Dong Yishan accustomed to being submissive, talking less and doing more, and life first.

"Haha, Mr. Dong, I just like talents like you, polite, talented, and knowledgeable about current affairs, very good."

"Thanks, thanks, Burres. Mr. Feng. ”

Dong Yishan was trembling, not daring to raise his head, nor daring to make too much noise.

"If nothing else, I'll go to work first."

After Dong Yishan finished speaking, he was about to leave, he really didn't want to have too much communication with the person in front of him.

"Wait a minute, Mr. Dong."

Burris. Feng stopped him,

"Come and enjoy it together."

As he spoke, he pointed to the screen.

Dong Yishan followed the direction of his finger, looked up, and saw a woman on the screen, half-sitting and half-lying, her face slightly upturned, her body was very relaxed, but the whole line was perfect as if it had been deliberately outlined, with a very enjoyable expression, like a living sculpture.

Dong Yishan was stunned!

"Is it pretty?"

Burris. Feng looked at Dong Yishan's unyielding appearance and asked deliberately.

Dong Yishan suddenly realized that he was distracted, and immediately retracted his gaze and lowered his head again,

"Look, I can't see clearly."

"Really?

Do you want me to enlarge it for you and take a look at it again! ”

"No, no, no, no need, good-looking, good-looking."

"Well, it's good to see clearly.

She is the new expert in developing new pigments, and in the future, when you paint again, you will use the pigments she developed.

Teacher Dong, I'm good to you, I found such a beauty to partner with you, although you can't communicate at will, but it's also very cool to watch, isn't it? ”

Burris. Feng smiled evilly at Dong Yishan,

"Alright, let's go down, the business will come again soon."

Dong Yishan walked out backwards.

During his years here, he felt like a walking corpse, without thoughts, and unable to decide according to his own wishes. Day after day, year after year, helping these inhumane criminal syndicates make money one after another.

My hands, which used to make me proud, the hands that once painted magnificent mountains and rivers and a beautiful life, are now the places I hate the most.

It is full of deception, violence, and darkness.

I had to bow to evil because I was afraid of death;

Because I was afraid of death, I had to be with them and become one of them;

Because I was afraid of death, I had to forge those, which used to be a palace-level artwork in my heart.

It is I who defile the sanctity of the mural, and it is I who take advantage of the compassion of the Bodhisattva.

I am ashamed, I am repentant, I am guilty.

But I want to live more.

Bodhisattva, please be merciful and forgive me for the selfishness of this small human being. ‘

Every time he finished painting, Dong Yishan had to repent countless times in his heart, as if only in this way could he alleviate the struggle in his heart and the sins on his body.

He knew that maybe in the end, nothing good would end for him.

But when a person comes to the choice of life and death, no matter who he is, no matter how noble or humble he is, the desire to survive will be stronger than ever.

'Bodhisattva, please bless me!

If one day I can go out from here, I will definitely paint you the most beautiful face, and decorate your clothes with the powder made of precious stones.

Buddhism pays attention to ninety-nine to one, I will carefully draw enough ninety-nine eighty-one, and I will definitely sincerely and devoutly believe in you. ‘

Dong Yishan has already recited this passage in his heart, and he has read it thoroughly, but the blessing of the Bodhisattva has not come for a long time.

Even if he was a little resentful in his heart, he would never dare to be disrespectful to the Bodhisattva.

At this moment, Dong Yishan is like a monk walking on the westbound road, with a clear goal, but he needs to subdue demons and eliminate monsters all the way to reach the end.

I believe that this is the Bodhisattva's test for me! ’