When I regained consciousness, I realized that I was lying in the hospital.

My whole body hurts, my throat, my eyes, my body, my whole body doesn't seem to be mine.

I don't know why, but the feeling of the potion flowing into my body along the needle tube is so cold, and the coldness reminds me that I am still in the world.

"Mo Ran, you're awake!" Tang Tianqi's voice came, and I turned my stiff neck at this time, but I happened to be worried about Tang Tianqi's face.

All I felt was a bang in my head, what the hell happened when I fainted?

"Tianqi, what's wrong with me? Dizzy. I suppressed my fear and asked with some anticipation.

Tang Tianqi was stunned for a moment, and then said, "You said you, why are you so careless!" I found you lying there outside the toilet at the banquet and rushed you to the hospital, but fortunately, the doctor said you were just overworked. ”

Speaking of this, Tang Tianqi still glared at me very complainingly: "You said you, why still can't you take care of yourself?" ”

My brain is still a little chaotic, and my whole person is hazy.

How did you faint? I can't remember a little, as if it was going on.

But Tang Tianqi said that I fainted at the banquet, did I do anything at the banquet?

But the phone rang at this time, and the prompt sounded, and I just thought it was a very important thing.

In my mind, a man's unfamiliar face suddenly flashed, and I don't know why, it was a wave of nausea.

"Mo Ran, your phone." Tang Tianqi still didn't know what was going on, so he just smiled and prompted.

Sitting up almost directly, I hurriedly went to get my own phone, and finally found the phone in the clothes that had been changed, and it was still on.

Tang Tianqi also seemed to be very curious about what the news was on his phone, but he didn't come over to look at it, just looked at me with curious eyes.

I hurriedly smiled reluctantly, opened my phone, and swiped it casually.

A notification of receiving an email came into view, and my heart jumped, and without even thinking too much, I hurriedly ran to the toilet and locked the door by the way.

"What's wrong with you?" Tang Tianqi shouted outside.

But I couldn't answer, and that email almost sent me to hell.

There was nothing in the email, only photos.

There are a lot of my photos, one by one, some of them are similar, some are much worse, but the same thing is that I am wearing the dress from the banquet.

Moreover, all of them are disheveled, and the private parts are almost completely exposed.

The person who took the photo seems to have some special fetish, and the photo is very clear, and even the details are peculiar.

When I saw the last one, I was almost completely devastated.

I remembered everything, the man from yesterday, the danae fans who surrounded me, the things that people did to me.

I almost immediately hugged the toilet and vomited.

Tang Tianqi seemed to be even more nervous outside, still knocking on the door.

But I kept vomiting and tears were falling from my eyes, and when I looked up at myself in the mirror again.

I was a little stunned.

The vicissitudes of life, the red eyes, look so terrible. But those pictures still irritate me.

That man, he actually, actually did it!

I almost screamed, and my hands trembled to delete the email, but I knew it didn't make any sense.

"The end!" Tang Tianqi was still calling my name.

My legs were weak, and I sat down with my back against the door, and only after half a sound did I smile bitterly: "Tianqi, I feel so slimy on my body, I want to take a shower first." ”

Maybe because of that incident, my voice was a little fluttery, but I didn't wait for Tang Tianqi's response, and directly turned on the bathing faucet.

The cold water wrapped me from top to bottom, it was cold and biting, but I didn't feel anything, just scrubbed my skin desperately.

My fair skin quickly turned red and swollen, but I still couldn't do anything.

Can't I wash it off?

The water gradually warmed up, and it hurt so much that I wanted to cry out loud, but in the end I covered my mouth and cried silently.

I don't know how long it took to be dry, Tang Tianqi knocked on the door again. I know, it's time for me to go out.

Although I don't know what to do, I can't make Tang Tianqi worry.

After simply packing myself up and covering all the reddened skin with a hospital gown, I walked out with my wet head.

When Tang Tianqi saw me, he was obviously relieved, and my heart was even more painful.

The pain almost suffocated me, as if my whole body was screaming to die.

I don't know if it's normal for me to be like this, but I don't want Tang Tianqi to find out about this.

Maybe it's just my own escape, but I just don't want Tang Tianqi to know.

"What's going on? You've been taking a shower for a long time, and I'm going to worry. Tang Tianqi was still like that, looking at me with love in his eyes.

I felt even more uncomfortable and panicked, and my heart was blocked, so don't look over: "It's nothing, it's just that I've been lying down for too long, and my whole body is uncomfortable." I washed it for a while. ”

"That's good." Tang Tianqi said, pulled me to sit down, took a towel and wanted to wipe my hair.

But I was scared, so I quickly snatched the towel: "I'll just come by myself." Aren't you in a hurry about your company's affairs? ”

Squeezing out a smile, I pointed to Tang Tianqi's mobile phone.

His phone had been ringing many times, but he had knocked it off.

Come to think of it, something important has happened that must be dealt with by him.

Sure enough, a touch of helplessness crossed Tang Tianqi's face. I urged again: "Okay, okay, you can go back quickly." I'll just wait for you in the hospital anyway. ”

I had a smile on my face, but in my heart, I was dripping blood.

Tang Tianqi didn't have the slightest doubt, just rubbed my head and left a sentence: "Obediently wait for me to come back and pick you up from the hospital." Then he left.

Looking at Tang Tianqi's back as he strode away, my vision became hazy again. Why, why is this happening to me?

What am I doing wrong again? Why am I responsible for all this?

But no one could give me an answer.

I didn't even dare to close my eyes, I was afraid, afraid of that man, afraid that Tang Tianqi would hate me and look down on me after knowing everything.

I was scared that these pictures would come to light, and I knew, Danae fans, those crazy fans really would do that.

In that case, I'll be finished, even Tang Tianqi will be dragged down by me, I'm just a useless guy, I'm actually, so humiliated!

But there is no way to get me out of this predicament.

What should I do?

Tang Tianqi's gentle gaze burned me painfully, but I didn't dare to meet that gaze anymore.

I know I've fallen into the mire.

It's good to die, before everything ferments, as long as I die, will everything be over?

A thought popped into my mind, and I kept thinking about it as if I was fascinated.

Is it enough to just die yourself? Those guys can't say anything more, and Tang Tianqi won't be dragged down by me anymore.

When I think about this, I can't help but be a little happier.

There were blades in the toilet for men to shave, and I knew that was what I needed.

As if I was obsessed, I went into the toilet, sat on the cold ground with water, and slowly slashed my wrist with the sharp blade.

Seeing the bright red overflowing, I suddenly smiled, laughing extremely happily, and soon, I would be able to put an end to it completely.

Someone appeared in front of me, white, as if shouting something at me, I don't know, and I don't want to know.

It was as if all five senses were covered with a cloth, so that I could not see or hear clearly, and I could not even think.

I'm probably going to die.

The thought made my heart cheer even more.

But I woke up, my wrist hurt, and when I opened my eyes, I saw those red and angry eyes staring at me.

I laughed again and whispered, "Tianqi, are you here too?" ”

"What the hell are you thinking!" Tang Tianqi was also angry: "What happened?" If it weren't for the doctor passing by, you would have died, do you know? ”

Tang Tianqi seemed to be very angry, but he still told me very clearly that I was still alive.

Am I still alive? My mind was even more blank, just looking at Tang Tianqi.

Tang Tianqi was even more angry: "Tell me, what happened to make you choose to commit suicide!" I know, you're not a weak person, something must have happened I don't know. ”

I quickly turned my head: "No, nothing." ”

"If you don't say it, I'll check it myself." Tang Tianqi seemed to be angry.

I'm even more flustered, if Tang Tianqi knows, then, what should I do!

I hurriedly stretched out my hand to grab Tang Tianqi's clothes: "Don't be like this, I, I'll tell you." ”

"Then you say." Tang Tianqi sat back and looked at me like this.

I was even more miserable, I didn't want to lie to him, but what if he knew all about it.

In the end, I cried and told Tang Tianqi everything, because I had no choice: "Tang Tianqi, let's divorce, I, I'm not worthy of you, I'm too dirty, too dirty!" ”

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Tang Tianqi was also shocked, he didn't notice this at all.

I was already on the verge of a breakdown, my mind was a mess, all I could do was cry.

Tang Tianqi hugged me directly: "I'm sorry, Moran, it's me who is not good, it is me who did not protect you well." Don't worry, even if there is anything, I won't care, I know, it's not your fault. ”

But ...... I wanted to say something more, but in the end I couldn't say it, so I could only cry.