Xiao Qiang has also been bored since she was hospitalized. Although Liu Chengcheng often came to see her, he didn't appear in front of Xiao Qiang every day.

Liu Chengcheng also has his own life to be busy, so Xiao Qiang rarely thinks of his parents. It's not nice to be alone in the hospital. I feel that I am the only one left in this world and I am lonely, and the joys and sorrows of human beings do not seem to be common.

Xiao Qiang smelled the long-lost smell of disinfectant water, she was actually very familiar with this smell before, and she used to work and live in this smell at that time, so the hospital is actually a mysterious memory for Xiao Qiang.

The reason why she planned to become a doctor in the first place was simply because she was very good at making potions. While the other children were still spitting bubbles, Xiao Qiang was already proficient in using her talent to make that kind of tricky potion.

Others bullied her, so Xiao Qiang also bullied other children, it can be said that this is another kind of causal cycle, the so-called fighting evil with evil.

So at that time, Xiao Qiang got a sense of strength from the potion, and if there was anything real, it must be a sense of power.

In Xiao Qiang's opinion at that time, being a doctor was a good profession. So her talent in medicine quickly caught the attention of others. But now, Xiao Qiang is lying alone on the hospital bed, and everyone tells her that she has violated her duty as a doctor.

She can only be an ordinary person with a medical hobby, but she can't really hold her future, which makes Xiao Qiang feel bad.

She looked through her fingers at the sky outside, where it was still blue and seemed to never get tired. And now the people on the hospital bed are really tired of all this.

In the past, Xiao Qiang thought that if Feng Qing didn't like her, she could naturally leave the country and start a new life, but what she didn't expect was that in fact, her heart had quietly changed.

She suddenly felt nostalgic for her homeland, and that kind of nostalgia really made Xiao Qiang feel that she was actually unwilling to leave here.

But only by leaving the country and going abroad can she become a doctor, which is something that cannot be changed.

Xiao Qiang's face flashed with a wry smile, maybe she was too naïve, there were many things in this world that were difficult to decide, and she was just caught in one of them.

Xiao Qiang couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, and she wanted to read those medical books again. The things that she had forgotten in the depths of her memory, she shouldn't have delusions, so that she wouldn't be too sad.

Xiao Qiang closed her eyes, because Liu Chengcheng had explained to Feng Qing before, so this time Feng Qing personally came to pick up Xiao Qiang and discharged her from the hospital.

Xiao Qiang sat on the co-pilot, feeling that the strength in her body was being drained, she didn't know what she was thinking, but she just felt sore and had no strength.

Feng Qing saw that Xiao Qiang was uncomfortable, so he took a bottle of water to Xiao Qiang. But Xiao Qiang just coldly pushed away the bottle of water, she didn't want to drink the water given by Feng Qing.

During her time in the hospital, Xiao Qiang had already figured it out, and when it was all over, she would go abroad. Only in a place where no one knows Xiao Qiang's past can she start over.

Xiao Qiang decided to read some more books and become a doctor again, even if she couldn't work in a big hospital, at least she could help some people within her ability.

That's how she wants to atone for her sins, some mistakes can't be eliminated, but Xiao Qiang can at least control herself to start over, these are things that others can't help her.

Looking at Feng Qing on the driver's seat, Xiao Qiang had already thought clearly. Feng Qing used to be very good, even better than Xiao Qiang imagined, so he shouldn't be with her.

And now Feng Qing may no longer like her, this is obviously the freedom that Xiao Qiang once dreamed of, but when she came to Xiao Qiang at that moment, she was still a little unaccustomed to it.

Xiao Qiang stepped on the ground, although it was not yet steady, but Xiao Qiang knew that she already knew the crux of the problem. She shouldn't have had the luxury of relying on Feng Qing's power in the first place.

After all, the power of outsiders only belongs to outsiders, and Xiao Qiang has nothing to hold from the beginning, so she is naturally not afraid of losing.

Feng Qing saw Xiao Qiang's cold attitude, in fact, he didn't dare to force Xiao Qiang too much, he also knew Xiao Qiang's personality, she was not the kind of person who could let go of everything, it was better to say that Xiao Qiang herself was more inclined to repay her.

Xiao Qiang no longer took the initiative to find Feng Qing. Feng Qing ignored her, and she ignored Feng Qing. Just holding a book every day and completely immersing yourself in your own world, no matter how much else you do.

Xiao Qiang takes medical notes every day, and she seems to feel that she has given up too many things, and she studies with a little compensatory psychology.

Feng Qing felt that Xiao Qiang was ignoring her like this, but he was helpless. In the past, Xiao Qiang immersed herself in learning, but now she is just repeating her past learning and memories.

Feng Qing was helpless and anxious, he knew that he was wrong, and he also intended to apologize. But Feng Qing stood in front of Xiao Qiang, and Xiao Qiang's attitude was as if he was seeing air.

Xiao Qiang didn't take Feng Qing seriously at all, it seemed that the medical book in front of her was the most important thing for her.

Xiao Qiang has also studied a lot of recipes these days, and she feels that she has found a long-lost sense of satisfaction in her study.

And the housekeeper also gave Feng Qing advice, since Xiao Qiang was so addicted to learning, ignore Feng Qing. Feng Qing can prepare a little romance and small surprises for her, so that Xiao Qiang will care more about Feng Qing.

Although Feng Qing didn't agree with the housekeeper's suggestion, he actually thought it was a good suggestion in his heart. The housekeeper saw this, so he proposed several plans for Feng Qing to choose.

Feng Qing naturally chose the more common ones, which are nothing more than sending roses and setting off fireworks. After everything was done, Feng Qing called Xiao Qiang to go downstairs to watch the fireworks.

In fact, Xiao Qiang can also see fireworks in her window, but Feng Qing just wants Xiao Qiang to watch fireworks with him, and he plans to make it clear to Xiao Qiang in the night when the fireworks are scattered.

About Xiao Qiang's true heart, about their future. But Xiao Qiang just pretended not to see the text message, it is impossible for modern people to leave the mobile phone for too long, but Xiao Qiang just wants to pretend to be deaf and dumb, what can Feng Qing do?

Feng Qing thought about going upstairs to catch Xiao Qiang, but the housekeeper persuaded Feng Qing: "Doctor Xiao can also see fireworks upstairs, so the young master should not force her too much." ”

Xiao Qiang grabbed a pen, the wooden body of the pen making her hands a little numb. Xiao Qiang held the pen tightly, as if she was holding her own life.

Of course she could see the fireworks, but Xiao Qiang just wanted to pretend not to care, this was the fireworks that Feng Qing set off for her.

Xiao Qiang looked at the exploding fireworks, the sky there was still deep, and in the canopy of fireworks, there would only be a few brilliant fireworks, not eternal beauty.

Good things are always short-lived and rare, so Xiao Qiang couldn't help but hold the pen tightly when she saw the abbreviations of her and Feng Qing's names in the sky.

Until her hand had already made a red mark, Xiao Qiang didn't let go of her hand. In fact, some things are easier said than done.

It would be good if Xiao Qiang didn't mean anything else, but she had a little inexplicable thoughts about Feng Qing, which made Xiao Qiang helpless.

She obviously wanted to let go, but she couldn't put it down. Feng Qing still couldn't help but go upstairs, Xiao Qiang was holding a medical book, deliberately ignoring Feng Qing.

Feng Qing said in a deep voice: "Have you seen the fireworks outside?" Xiao Qiang lowered her head and deliberately let herself behave indifferently: "It's very noisy outside, I just want to read with peace of mind, and I didn't hear anything." ”

Feng Qing hurriedly snatched Xiao Qiang's book and pretended not to care: "I specially set off fireworks for you." ”

Xiao Qiang sighed and said: "I know your intentions, but this has nothing to do with me, you can set off fireworks for whoever you like." ”

Whether it is Feng Qing setting off fireworks for Xiao Qiang, setting off fireworks for Bai Lou Xin, or setting off fireworks for Yan An. It's none of her business.

Xiao Qiang just wants to do her own thing well, she doesn't want to like someone anymore. If you really like someone, maybe she will get hurt again.

And Xiao Qiang didn't want to hurt herself, just as she didn't want to open her heart again. Just pretend that the excitement outside has nothing to do with her, it's as simple as that.

Xiao Qiang closed her eyes, trying to make herself look more professional, she really couldn't keep herself calm.

Feng Qing just snatched the book from Xiao Qiang's hand hatefully: "Is your heart made of iron?" Why am you indifferent to whatever I do, or are you only indifferent to the men outside? ”

Xiao Qiang held back the thought that she was about to overflow: "I don't like anyone. ”‘

This exact answer made Feng Qing's heart cold completely. He didn't expect Xiao Qiang to answer his question like this.

She doesn't like anyone? Why be so gentle with men other than him.

Feng Qing closed his eyes and pulled Xiao Qiang towards him, but Xiao Qiang just struggled desperately: "You let go of me!" ”‘

Between the two of them, Xiao Qiang fell to the ground. Feng Qing looked at Xiao Qiang coldly: "You don't have to act for me." ”

But Xiao Qiang just covered her stomach tightly, her face was snow-white, and her teeth bit her lower lip tightly.

She doesn't seem to be acting. Feng Qing panicked at this time, and he hurriedly called the servant to come over and take Xiao Qiang to the hospital.

After arriving at the hospital, Feng Qing stared at the doctor in the emergency department: "What kind of disease does she have?" ”

The doctor in the emergency department sighed, as if he had something to say, but he stopped talking. Feng Qing was anxious: "If she is sick, you can send her to the corresponding department for treatment." ”

The doctor's lips tugged at the corners of his lips and said, "She's not sick, she's pregnant." ”