The truth of the world.

Regarding how to completely overturn other people's perception of the whole world, Gu San had already done it once unconsciously, once he was born and twice cooked, and it was even easier and more convenient to face Zhao Yuan when he was a child. However, if you hear that the place where you live is just a script created by a certain "author" at the time of the rise, and they are just characters in the script, this kind of impact is indeed not something that can be easily resolved in a few words.

Zhao Yuan'er listened to everything Gu San said, and held her body, as if she was a little unwilling, "It turns out that my fate has been written, and my life and death have already been decided?" ”

"It used to be, but now it's your own decision, your life is your own."

"Yes...... These loves are fake, the deaths and injuries are fake, and the fall of the dynasty and the suffering are also fake. You said, this is a story, a story, that...... So what else am I true of? Together with my identity, my life, everything around me is fake, it no longer exists, and it makes no difference whether I live or die. ”

"Whose world doesn't look like a story? Whose destiny can be done exactly as he pleases? Everyone thinks that this is fate, it is the will of heaven, but in the end, what you believe is never the destiny of heaven, it is yourself, and it is man who will conquer the sky. In that world, that world, does it matter whether it is true or false? You are you, it is Zhao Yuan'er, the disgraced palace concubine Zhao Yuan'er who was not discouraged when she entered the cold palace, and she was not moved by the emperor's favor at all. ”

"......"

This momentary sense of powerlessness and emptiness made Zhao Yuan'er unable to even find anything to describe herself for a while, and this sense of confusion even overshadowed the urgency of escaping for a moment. She needed something to back herself up, and when the truth was torn apart, she was presented with a hoax – a hoax about her life.

However, is what Gu San said wrong? And that's right.

"I've changed my destiny? Did I rewrite the story? ”

"You have already rewritten the story, many people did not die because of it, and many people died when they should not have died. This story is no longer the story written by someone who originally limited your destiny. The story is your own creation. ”

"What about the others? What about the emperor, the empress, Jinyue, Ze'er, and my Hua'er? Zhao Yuan'er was confused, "My life is in my hands, because you say that I am the hero of the story, so they, their lives are in my own hands, or are they like dragons on the stage, just singing those sentences or two, and they don't even know who they are?" ”

Gu San had never thought about this question in the past, and he asked her in an instant. Zhao Yuan'er got her own answer from her hesitation, but she suddenly smiled, smiling bitterly, feeling a little ridiculous about what she had been insisting on, and in her confusion, she cried inexplicably for this falsehood and helplessness.

"And what do I want to save now? Is it me? Is this a lie? Is it the thread of the whole story? Am I living for myself? When I die, the world will cease to exist, and if I live, will those who live continue to live unknowingly and ignorantly? Then, according to you, how can I live, and do I still need to do all this with such anxiety and effort? ”

Gu San sat beside her and looked at her, and for a moment she wanted to smoke, but there were no cigarettes in this era. She waited for Zhao Yuan'er to vent all these emotions in one go, these problems she said were actually Gu San had never considered, she didn't feel any feelings about these "existences" or "scams", for her, as long as she lived, only being alive was the truest feeling.

The fear and despair brought by the moment of imminent death were very familiar to her, and the feeling of people dying and disappearing one by one around her repeatedly tempered her, and had already made her heart as strong as a diamond. It was almost impossible for her to feel the confusion immediately, she had not had time to think about it for too long.

The world has become too simple because of the pressure, as if as long as you can survive, as long as you feel your breath, as long as you have companions around you to survive, the world? The world is bullshit.

Real or false, existential or non-existent, what if everything is done in vain? She wants this second and the next, the survival rate of today and the life she holds in her hands now.

In such a silent wait, Zhao Yuan'er gradually eased her emotions, wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes, and took a deep breath.

"Does knowing the truth make you feel false about your original life?"

Zhao Yuan'er looked at her and smiled bitterly, "Shouldn't I feel like this?" ”

"But even if you know, your life will not be turned upside down in an instant, this world is a unique existence, with its own history and rules. Whether you admit it or not, it doesn't affect the way the world works. And your parents, your experiences, everything is real, the people around you are also real, and the things you want to save are all living beings for you. ”

"And what about King Zhen'an? Is it true or false, is it a villain who made it up and deliberately changed the story, or is it a part of the world that is supposed to exist? ”

"He has his own ambitions, and he also has the courage to go against the sky and seize his fate. He's not just a villain, either. Gu San didn't know what the use of saying these words for King Zhen'an, the person they wanted to kill was him, no matter how much they said, they were all enemies, even if Gu San told Zhao Yuan'er the story line that should have happened when he just explained the mechanism of the existence of this world. Zhao Yuan'er felt disgusted with the fate she was supposed to face, and she even suddenly found that her life and personality had changed drastically in the past year.

Zhao Yuan'er looked at Gu San's eyes, those eyes that she used to be familiar with, and the eyes of the servant girl who used to be by her side and didn't like to talk much.

At that time, Rouyin was always restrained and docile, with a pair of eyes full of water, with a bit of weakness and coquettishness. However, after a serious illness in the winter, the soft voice disappeared, and was replaced by Gu San, whose eyes were as calm and decisive as a tiger wolf.

In fact, in addition to knowing that she has a cold and ruthless personality and is good at martial arts, Zhao Yuaner has not known much about getting along with each other, and Gu San does not like to chat with people about the past. She doesn't seem to care about anything, life or death, fame or fortune, these are just dust in her eyes, there are very few people like her in the palace, it can be said that she can't find a second one, except for her righteousness, Zhao Yuaner always feels that she has never really seen through this woman.

And now she directly brings a completely unbelievable thing - she tells her that the world is false, a story, a script, and she is the heroine in the script, in Gu San's words, the "heroine".

But everything is just as she said, knowing all this, will she change the goal and motivation of her life? Zhao Yuan'er asked herself, even so, would she give up rescuing her sisters who were imprisoned here? Can she sit idly by and just survive?

She won't.

Just like she has changed the fate in the story that Gu San said, even if she knew that King Zhen'an would inevitably save her life in the end, she would never bow to such a vulgar emotional story. She took a deep breath and looked up at the bright moon between the palaces.

"You're right...... My life will not be turned upside down in an instant, this world is a unique existence, with its own history and its own rules. Zhao Yuan'er seems to have finally accepted the new state of fate, but all this does not seem to change the trajectory of her life much, "Even if you say this, it will not affect any of my decisions." I will still try to rescue all the women trapped here, and I will still want to kill King Zhen'an and ask for peace. Whether it is the world or the destiny of this world, I will hold it in my own hands. ”

Thinking about it made her feel more relaxed.

"And if this story was created for me, then I don't want to be a foil for this group of men, they can compete for the world, they can play beautifully." Zhao Yuan'er's gaze sank a little, "Why should we struggle, we have to be a competitor and let them compete for it?" ”

If this story is set up for her, if these plots should revolve around her, then why don't she want more of the people she loves, the stability she wants?

If you must find a path that suits you from all this, then why not just fight with everyone to the end? Thinking like this, Zhao Yuan'er became more and more calm, and she stretched out her hand towards Gu San, "You tell me this so that we can escape better, or do you want me to do something for you?" ”

Gu San shrugged his shoulders, "I just think it's time to tell you." Based on my experience of living in these data worlds, the moment you doubt the world, the world will slowly reveal a new side. ”

"For example?"

As soon as Zhao Yuan'er's words fell, she suddenly heard a noise not far from the palace, she saw Gu San's figure flexibly climb onto the roof, look into the distance, and then stretched out her hand towards Zhao Yuan'er, pulled her up, and pointed to the direction of the fire in the south of the palace, "Oh, for example, now." ”

There was a flash of fire, and the voices of people were noisy, and I didn't know what was going on, but it vaguely looked like the soldiers under the command of King Zhen'an were attacking each other. Tonight is the celebration wine of King Zhen'an to celebrate his victory, and he should be happy, full of laughter, and it is strange that at this juncture, someone will attack his comrades.

Gu San sat down on the roof in surprise, "Wait and see, the situation in this palace is going to change again." ”