Chapter Eighty-Seven: Lin Li's Nightmare
Yes, chatting and chatting, I noticed that Lin Li's voice gradually became quieter.
I was horrified, but of course I knew that Lin Li's current condition must be worse than mine.
First of all, we haven't eaten for a whole day since we first entered the hostel.
Of course, not eating for a day is nothing, but Lin Li was already physically exhausted in the afternoon because of the big ties, and even caused dizziness.
So Lin Li is definitely more tired than me now, and I need to replenish my energy more than I need to rest and sleep.
But it's not a good thing to sleep in such a cold and hungry situation......
"Fruit! Fruits! ……”
I pressed Lin Li's shoulders and shook them constantly.
"Hmmm......"
The forest grains are weak.
"Don't sleep, talk to me!"
I accentuated my voice.
"But I'm so sleepy, brother......"
Lin Li still whispered.
I frowned, threw my arms around her shoulders and flipped her head in my arms towards me, and then I noticed that her big watery eyes were almost closed.
Without thinking much about it, a slap was slapped on her face, and her eyes, which were about to be closed, finally opened a slit.
"Brother...... Why are you beating me......"
"Because you've backtracked!"
"Why did I go back on my word......"
"Because you promised me I'd stick with it!"
"But I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep......"
Lin Li returned, and his eyelids were about to close again.
"Can't sleep! Can't sleep!! ”
I gritted my teeth and shook her shoulders and yelled, anxious.
"Aren't you a dream master? Aren't you in control of your dreams? Can't you control yourself from sleeping? ”
After I finished yelling, Lin Li's eyes that were about to close suddenly opened, and as if he thought of something, he turned his head to look at the mirror on the wall on the side of the bathroom.
"Brother...... You are really smart...... After dawn, call me by name......"
I was stunned for a moment, but when I looked down, I found that the lowest part of the mirror on the wall was just parallel to our gaze at this time, that is, we could see our own eyes through the mirror.
In the next moment, a stream of yin qi emanated from Lin Li's body, and my whole heart was inexplicably cold.
I also noticed that the kernel of Lin Li's pupils gradually dilated, filling almost her entire pupil.
I was shocked, because of Lin Li's appearance, I couldn't help but think of the girl with ink pupils who appeared many times in my dream, but Lin Li's pupils returned to normal in the next second.
It's just that, although his appearance has returned to normal, Lin Li's pupils are dim as if they have been blinded by something invisible.
Of course, I didn't understand what Lin Li had done, and the yin qi on Lin Li's body completely disappeared, and then fell into my arms again.
I quickly pressed her shoulders and flipped her to face me again.
However, the moment she faced me, I couldn't help but be stunned.
Because I only saw that at this time, Lin Li's eyes were wide open, and two lines of tears fell down his cheeks......
Yes, Lin Lida opened her dim eyes, not focusing at all, but there were tears in the corners of her eyes, as if they were ...... Wait a minute!
I suddenly understood what was wrong with Lin Li, she was looking at her own eyes in the mirror and casting the dream master's method on herself!
Yes! She had cast the dream master's method on herself, and she had allowed herself to see the fear in her heart, so that she would not fall asleep, but only be trapped in her own fear!
But that's too dangerous, isn't it?
In case she can't get out of her fears...... Wait a minute!
It occurred to me that Lin Li had asked me to call her by name after dawn before I cast a spell on myself.
It seems that if I call her name, she should be able to wake up from her fears.
That's fine, although nightmares are also dreams, but Lin Li is a dream master, maybe she can maintain a high degree of clarity of consciousness in the dream realm, so that she will not fall asleep.
"Don't ......"
Suddenly, Lin Li, who had fallen into his dream, shouted, and the tears flowing from his eyes had broken the embankment.
I watched, of course without bothering, it was better to be stuck in a nightmare than to actually sleep.
However, just after Lin Li shouted this no, I found that a yin qi was released from her body again, and with that yin qi, her entire body leaning on my arms turned out to be strange.
It was a feeling of swelling, as if some kind of change was taking place in Lin Li's body.
However, it was only a moment, and after a moment, Lin Li cried the word "don't" again, and with these two words, her body also stopped changing abnormally and returned to normal.
I took a deep breath of cold air, of course I didn't know what was going on with the changes in Lin Li's body, and of course I couldn't guess what her nightmares were.
Until I thought of her reason for running away from home.
I don't want to hurt others, I want to see more of the good things in this world......
The second half of this reason is really like the last wish of a terminally ill person.
It's like if Lin Li goes home, he can't see all the good things in this world.
So, what is the situation of her family?
Full of damage?
Is someone going to hurt her, or is it her family going to hurt someone else?
Of course I couldn't figure it out, and before I could think about it, Lin Li cried "don't" again, and once again emitted yin energy, and the whole body also changed in my arms.
But it was only for a moment, and after a while, the forest grains returned to normal.
I frowned tightly, and I couldn't guess what kind of dream Lin Li experienced was, but I was sure that what she experienced was definitely the last nightmare she wanted to experience.
In this way, he hugged the forest grains tightly, and spent his days in the changes and calms of the forest grains again and again.
It's really like a year, and I never thought that time could be so hard.
Until the breath I exhaled completely turned cold, until my hands around Lin Li gradually stiffened, until my whole body was as heavy as ice, and finally, my consciousness gradually blurred.
I bit my tongue and forced myself to stay awake.
I can't fall, Lin Li has now found a way to stay conscious, and if I fall now, then when Lin Li wakes up, she will face everything alone.
No...... If I had fallen, it would have been even worse, for without my call, the forest would have been trapped in a nightmare forever and would not have woken up......
Hold on! Be sure to hold on!!
It's hard to prove that I'm not dispensable in this world, I can't let go easily, I want to go out with Lin Li, I can't live up to her expectations, and I can't live up to my own expectations!
Jiang Wangsheng, hold on! I have to hold on no matter what!!
I bit my numb tongue fiercely, but a chuckle came from the bottom of my heart, of course, it was Jiang Yunliu's voice.
"Your Excellency Jiang Wangsheng, do you still want to continue to persevere?
Are you still looking forward to the light in your heart?
Do you still think that evil prevails over good?
But there is no good or evil in this world.
There are only desires in this world, endless desires, and everyone is living to satisfy their desires.
When necessary, they will use justice as their weapon, and when justice is not beneficial to themselves, then they will not hesitate to embrace the darkness.
Your Excellency Jiang Wusheng, this is not sophistry, this is reality.
Justice and darkness should not be defined in the first place, they are just means for people to satisfy their own desires.
After the darkness is the light, but there is a shadow in the light, and if you want to believe in the light in your heart, then you will definitely experience what you call darkness.
Where is the dawn without night? Where can there be peace without war?
Your Excellency Jiang Wangsheng, pick up the darkness, for the sake of ...... Regain the light in your heart! ”
"Regain the light in your heart?"
I smiled.
"Jiang Yunliu, it's not time yet, it's not time for your lure to come.
The light in my heart has never been extinguished, it is in my heart, it will never be extinguished. ”
"Oh~~
But Your Excellency Jiang Wangsheng, it doesn't belong to you, it belongs to another person~~
Besides, do you really think that if you see it as light, it will shine on you?
Don't forget, you are a lonely person in this world, you have never been illuminated, it helps you, it just needs your foil, to bring out its splendor, and you regard it as the light in your heart, it is just wishful thinking.
Otherwise, how could it have repeatedly left and thrown itself into the arms of another person, without hesitation, without even letting you know? ”
"Shut up! Shut up!! ”
I gritted my teeth, but my consciousness became more blurred.
However, at this moment, there was a sudden movement in my arms, which was another change in Lin Li's body, and this time, it was bigger than the previous movement.
I tried my best to open my eyes, only to find her leaning against my cheek in my arms, revealing a fierceness that did not belong to her at all.
The clenched teeth, the gasping breath, the twisted look, like a beast about to go berserk.
"Why me?
I don't want to choose! I don't want to hurt others? I don't want to ...... anymore I don't want to kill anymore! ”
I was shocked to hear it, and Jiang Yunliu's voice came from the bottom of my heart at the same time, with an unprecedented urgency.
"Wake her up! Fast! Can't let her get out of control! Fast!! ”
"Lin Li! Forest grains!! ”
I didn't hesitate, and I didn't believe Jiang Yunliu, but I vaguely felt that if I didn't wake up Lin Li, she would continue to change like this, something bad would definitely happen.
And with my call, the ferocity on Lin Li's face gradually faded, accompanied by the disappearance of the yin qi on her body and the calming of the mutation.
I didn't stop, and continued to call her name, and finally, her misty eyes turned and her gaze was refocused.
"Brother......
She muttered, hugged me, and cried loudly.
I put my arms around her back, unable to guess what her nightmare was, only the words she yelled out of the nightmare kept echoing in my mind.
"I don't want to kill anymore......"
Lin Li, he actually killed someone!