Volume 1 When I first entered the industry Chapter 38 Lost my appointment and lost my heart

After the entrance ceremony, there is still a week before the official start of classes, and this week we have to choose a new major. Taking advantage of this time, I would like to go to Kyoto Normal University to find Tang Yaxi.

After waking up early and asking Lang Qiang about the route to Kyoto Normal University, I put on my backpack and set off for Kyoto Normal University.

It is only three bus stops from our school to Kyoto Normal University, which is not very far. When I came to this university full of hope, I realized how naΓ―ve I had been thinking before. I don't know if Tang Yaxi has been admitted to this university at all, and I don't know which major she is in, looking for someone in such a big school is tantamount to looking for a needle in the sea!

ran all over the campus, but did not meet Tang Yaxi, asked many students, and said that they had never heard of such a person. Tang Yaxi is so beautiful, if she is in this school, she will definitely be the kind that attracts attention. So I used a stupid method, which is also the most effective way. I bought a few sheets of A4 paper, markers and tape in the supermarket at school, glued the A4 paper with tape, and wrote a few big words on it, "Tang Yaxi, I'm Li Yan, I love you." Then I walked around the campus of Kyoto Normal University with the piece of paper in hand, thinking that maybe someone who knew Tang Yaxi would tell her the news of my arrival. This method was really good, and the pedestrians passing by me looked sideways, and after a while, a large group of people gathered around me.

"Hey! Buddy! That's enough! I've got you covered! "A guy dressed in hip-hop coaxed me, and instead of being disgusted, I felt happy. After his coaxing, more people were interested in me, and everyone asked me why I did it. I told them truthfully about me and Tang Yaxi, and they were very moved after listening to it, and they all said that they would help me find it together! So I marched at Kyoto Normal University with a large group of people, and as long as Tang Yaxi was in this school, I believe she would know that I was coming.

Just when I was secretly complacent about my wit and cleverness, the guards of Kyoto Normal University came in a patrol car.

"This classmate, please put away your cardboard, your behavior has affected the normal order of the school." A sturdy guard said to me with a solemn face.

Looking at this posture, if I don't do what he says, I will definitely be taken down on the spot. Although I'm not afraid that he will do it with me, but I don't take care of it, and if I do it with him, I will suffer in the end. I'm still honest and obedient, listen to people's advice, and eat well!

Seeing that I obediently put away the cardboard, the guard's face looked a little better, and asked me which major I was and who the teacher was. I said I didn't come from this school, and I came here to find someone. After telling him the cause and effect, he said that he would help me ask the academic affairs if there was a student like Tang Yaxi, but asked me to show my ID card and make a record. I went to the guardhouse with him, filled in my personal information, and left my contact information. The guards told me that they would contact me if they found Tang Yaxi, but now my influence is too bad and I need to leave the school immediately. I also understand their work very well, after all, it is good to be cautious when it comes to the safety of this large group of students. After thanking me for my kindness, I left Kyoto Normal University.

When I returned to the dormitory, I looked at the watch on the wall, and there was still some time before lunch, so I was going to sleep first, and I got up too early in the morning. In a daze, I dreamed of Tang Yaxi and dreamed that she called me. Excited, I woke up from my dream when I heard my phone ringing. No way! No way! Is that a dream come true? picked up the phone and saw that it was really Tang Yaxi calling. This note, after a few months, finally appeared from my phone screen again. I answered the phone excitedly, and asked in a trembling voice: "Hey, Yaxi, is that you?" A familiar voice came from the other end of the line, "Well, it's me." ”

"Yaxi, where have you been? Why didn't you call me for so long, do you know how much I miss you? Am I worried about you much? Where are you now, I'll look for you! I said incoherently.

"Li Yan, don't get excited, listen to me." Tang Yaxi's voice was very flat.

"Li Yan, have you been admitted to Kyoto Normal University? If you get in, I congratulate you. ”

"I..."

I was just about to explain to her when Tang Yaxi interrupted me, "Don't talk yet, listen to me." Li Yan, I went abroad and didn't go to the capital. I'm sorry, I missed my appointment. During this time away from you, I thought about it for a while and thought that maybe we weren't a good fit, so let's break up. Don't be sad, I hope you can meet better in college, bless you. ”

Hearing Tang Yaxi say this, I was stunned, I thought about the various scenes where we met again, and the first thing I said to her. But I never thought that as soon as she came to the mouth, she was going to break up with me. How could it be, we were so loving at the beginning. Moreover, it was you, it was you who told me not to fall in love with others. It's you who keep my promise. How can it be that in such a short period of time, you have changed your hexagram. Why? Why!

I wanted to ask her why, but I seemed to be dumb and couldn't make any sound. I tried to breathe, I tried to open my mouth, but I still couldn't speak. After a while, the phone was hung up by Tang Yaxi.

I slapped myself in the mouth, am I still dreaming. The hot cheeks tell me that this is not a dream, it is a great reality. Did she break up with me? Broke up in a daze? Tears rolled in my eyes, and I laughed, laughed happily, and laughed silently. But in my heart, like a thousand knives passing through, it was not pain, but numbness.

I clutched my chest, feeling the vitality in my body running uncontrollably, as if it was a sign of imminent madness recorded in the "Interception Technique". Ignoring the changes in my body, I am still reminiscing about the past with Tang Yaxi. What was once a scene of love has now turned into a cutter, continuing to cut my torn heart. I felt a sweet sensation in my throat, and a mouthful of blood spurted out and spilled onto the sheets. I collapsed straight on the bed and passed out.

In the chaos, I came to the same door that had been opened for the first time in my trance. I reached out and pushed it away, and a burst of golden light came out of the door, stabbing me and closing my eyes. After a while, I opened my eyes and saw a huge square inside the door. In the center of the square, there is a high platform of more than ten meters, which is square, narrow at the top and wide at the bottom. There were four stairs leading to the platform, and I felt as if something was calling to me from the top of the platform, so I climbed up the stairs. The stairs looked very long, and I had a feeling in my heart that I could fly straight up. As soon as this thought came to me, I rose directly from the ground out of thin air and flew onto the high platform.

The high platform is empty, and there is only a three-legged tripod in the middle, which is engraved with bird seal insect inscriptions, and has a simple taste. I unconsciously touched the tripod with my hand, and a feeling of blending passed from the tripod to my hand, as if this tripod was a part of me. Just when I was amazed, a gray flame suddenly ignited in the ding. The flame, which was extremely weak at first, grew stronger, flowing out of the dings like overflowing boiling water, and in an instant swept through the entire high platform and spread towards the square. The whole space was filled with flames, and I felt even more scorched in the flames, but it seemed that the fire did me no harm.

I was in it, there was no sorrow, no joy, no emotion, I was like a third person watching, watching this gray flame devour and burn me, and finally refining me into an elixir, which was sucked into it by Dading.

It seemed to last for a long time, and it seemed like it was only for a moment. My mind was chaotic, I didn't know what I was doing, only a shallow consciousness knew that I wasn't in reality.

"Li Yan! How did you? it, brothers! Come and see, Li Yan fainted! Shakai's voice rang in my ears and pulled me back from that state. The other people in the dormitory had just come back from buying lunch, and when they heard Shakai say this, they all ran to my bed.

"What's going on? What's wrong with him, huh? You see, there was blood all over his bed. Guan Wei said in a southern dialect.

"What are you doing in a daze, hurry up and get him down and send him to the infirmary!" Lang Qiang is the calmest and most thoughtful of us, and every time we encounter a major event, he reminds us what to do.

At this time, I opened my eyes, shook my head, cough cough~ "I'm fine, I don't have to go to the infirmary." ”

"Say, what's wrong with you, or let's take a look." Shakai was still a little worried.

"It's okay, I'm asleep, it's fine. Don't worry about me, if you're really worried about me, cough cough, bought me lunch. I reluctantly squeezed out a "I'm fine, don't worry" smile for them.

In fact, I don't know what's wrong with me, I just remember that it seems to have received a call from Tang Yaxi, and she said that she wanted to break up with me. I felt very uncomfortable, and it caused a riot of vitality in my body.

Thinking of this, my heart ached again, I don't understand why Tang Yaxi broke up with me, wasn't it good to be together before? However, after waking up, I felt that I was not as uncomfortable as when I first heard about the breakup, at least not all of a sudden. But it was as if something was missing in my heart, and my mind was clearer than ever, even clearer than before I was borrowed by Mr. Liu.

Although I don't know why Tang Yaxi didn't see me and why she broke up with me, I still choose to understand her decision. I promised her that I would only love her alone in this life, and even if she didn't love me now, I would still love her. You don't need a reason to love someone, and in the same way, loving someone doesn't necessarily require the other person to love you too. Yaxi, even if you leave me, I will never fall in love with another woman from now on.