Chapter 115
How could Mo Ran not see Cheng Xiao's abnormality today, he had been nervously rubbing his fingers under the table, looking at Mo Ran and Lian Yue for a while, and then at his parents.
Mo Ran actually already knew what he was going to say, but it was better for him to speak first about this matter.
It wasn't until everyone finished eating and started to clean up the table together that Cheng Xiao couldn't help but get up from the chair.
"That. . . Mo Ran, Lian Yue. There are also Chen Rao, Luo Yi, Brother Qin, and Brother Zheng. ”
At the beginning, he shouted everyone to the fullest, looking solemn.
Several people stopped their movements and looked at Cheng Xiao suspiciously.
Cheng Xiao scratched his head embarrassedly, took several deep breaths, and before he could say anything, he directly bowed to a few people first.
"First of all, I want to be for myself and our parents, thank you for your help, if it weren't for you, on my own, I might never have the opportunity to see them again in my life. And I would like to thank you for your protection along the way, I can't help anything, so I have to hide behind you. ”
Luo Yi hurriedly helped Cheng Xiao up.
"Brother Cheng, what are you doing here, aren't we companions, this is all as it should be."
Cheng Xiao's eyes were slightly wet, and he choked and shook his head.
"No, I'm telling the truth, if I were alone, I would have died a thousand times."
He wiped the corners of his eyes and reached over his parents.
"I've discussed it with my parents, one is that I, an ordinary person, can't help in the team at all and always drags you down, and the other is that if I bring two more old people in this situation, it may still slow down everyone's progress, and I can't rest assured that I will be separated from my parents again. So we decided to stay here for the time being. ”
Luo Yi and the others all grew up, but they didn't expect Cheng Xiao to make such a decision.
"But don't worry, I won't stay here with Zhou Kang. We are going to find an area where ordinary people live and gather in Province H, and find an empty house to settle down temporarily. I'm also a doctor, and I can treat ordinary people to support myself and my family. ”
Mo Ran never spoke, and kept looking down and thinking about something.
"After you find Chen Rao's family and decide to settle somewhere, I will take my parents to look for you. You've helped me a lot, and I can't trouble you anymore. ”
Chen Rao's eyes were a little red, and she was a little uncomfortable pulling Cheng Xiao's arm.
"Cheng Xiao, we never felt that you were a burden. I'm also an ordinary person, and I've always been protected, but we're a team, how can we be missing anyone. ”
Cheng Xiao patted the back of Chen Rao's hand.
"I also made a decision after thinking about it for a long time, we won't see each other in the future, don't cry, when you find your parents, we will settle down somewhere, and we will get together again."
Chen Rao and Luo Yi wanted to continue to persuade, but they were stopped by Mo Ran.
"That's fine. It's not that who's going to drag down whom, you're not wrong, we may also encounter all kinds of accidents along the way, and it's always dangerous for two old men to bump around on the road with us. ”
Mo Ran lowered his head and thought for a moment.
"But you don't have to worry about what kind of relationship Zhou Kang has with us, at present, he doesn't want to be an enemy with us, he does all this for himself so cleanly, just to leave some room for himself one day. So he won't embarrass you, and you won't embarrass the two old men. ”
Mo Ran glanced at the time on the wall and continued.
"Instead of you going back to the ordinary living quarters, you might as well stay here for the time being and wait for us to hear from you. Zhou Kang has thought so much and taken so many advantages, it is appropriate to eat and drink him, and he must take advantage of it. I'll talk to Zhou Kang in a while, and ask him to find a safe place for you and the two old men. ”
Cheng Xiao didn't expect Mo Ran to think about this for him, and he didn't know what to say to thank him for a while.
Cheng Xiao's parents burst into tears again, reached out to take Mo Ran's hand, and bowed vigorously to say thank you.
Mo Ran was a little uncomfortable with such a scene, and while comforting the second elder, he withdrew his hand without a trace.
"What did uncle and aunt say, you don't have to see the outside like this, your stay here is only temporary, and after we find Chen Rao's parents, we are ready to find a place to stay, and you will have to come back then."
When everyone dispersed in tears, Mo Ran finally breathed a sigh of relief.
She turned her head to look at Lian Yue, who had been silent, and plunged into his arms.
"Am I quite cold-blooded, I am a little afraid of such a warm picture. When we first met Cheng Xiao's parents that day, my first reaction was not to be moved, but to turn around and leave. ”
Lian Yue shook his head.
"You're not cold-blooded."
Mo Ran rubbed his face twice in Lian Yue's arms and muttered.
"Oh, comfort me? So what do you say I'm not cold-blooded? ”
Lian Yue pursed his lips and said in a low voice.
"You are afraid that you will be forced to leave after too many entanglements."
Mo Ran pursed his lips, and his voice was a little coquettish.
"Did you study psychology or me, why do you keep robbing me of professional analysis."
Lian Yue smiled and rubbed the top of Mo Ran's hair.
"I won't leave you."
Mo Ran had to wrap himself around Lian Yue's waist inch by inch.
"You're confessing to me? Your confession is too slow, you don't know how many times you've slept in it, you only say it now. ”
Lian Yue smiled, sat down on the sofa next to him, and ran Mo Ran's hair one by one.
"Don't be afraid, if I say I won't leave, I will never leave."
Mo Ran sniffled and buried his face in Lian Yue's shoulder socket.
"In the past, I was a doctor, and every day I watched birth, old age, sickness, death, and reunion and parting, everyone thought that doctors should have been numb to seeing these things, but no one knew that we were the ones who were most afraid of these things. Every time I see the patients who can't be saved, and the relatives who cry outside the door, I feel so sad, but I can't say it. ”
Mo Ran wiped his tears and snot from Lian Yue's collar and continued.
"Because I have to be sensible and treat every patient with the same mentality, and I don't have time to lament the loss of the previous patient, because there are many more people in the future who need to be treated with all my might. As this went on, the more I became afraid to let others into my life. Because it seems that everyone will leave you in the end, and one more tie will be more likely to be lost. ”
Mo Ran slowly raised his head from Lian Yue's shoulder with a nasal voice, his eyes red.
"You know, just a few years after my parents died, I had an idea, I really wish I was an orphan, no father, no mother, no friends, no friends and no lover, so that I can have no scruples and no worries, do you think my idea is a bit perverted."
Mo Ran laughed out loud while shedding tears at what she said, and she raised her hand and pounded Lian Yue's chest hard.
"But what to do, I can be lighter and you suddenly appeared, why are you so annoying."
Lian Yue lowered his head and kissed Mo Ran's forehead gently, then raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face.
"I'm not like everyone else, and I'm not going to leave unless I'm dead."
Mo Ran sniffled, grabbed Lian Yue's collar and wiped his face.
"Also, you're right, no one can do anything if they die, not to mention that in this world now, it may hang at any time."
Mo Ran hugged Lian Yue's neck and bit his chin hard.
"In that case, even if you want to die, you have to take me with you. If you live, you will die together, and if you die, you will die together. ”
"Okay."
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