Thinking that Cheng Haoxuan was unwilling to go and return, Cheng Cheng put down the water cup and opened the door without thinking, wanting to talk to him again. Therefore, when she saw that it was Qin Yan standing outside, she was a little surprised: "Why are you?" ”

"I have something to look for you, can I go in and tell me?" Qin Yan was not polite to Cheng Cheng, as if he regarded her home as a hotel, she could come and leave whenever she wanted.

Helpless against him, Cheng Cheng turned around in silence but did not close the door, which was a signal to Qin Yan to take care of himself.

Sitting on the sofa, Qin Yan had a lot of feelings for this temporary bed that he had slept on for two nights, he poured himself a cup of tea, and then lowered his head and said, "I heard your conversation with Cheng Haoxuan, and I also saw him kiss you." ”

When he said the second half of the sentence, his voice was very aggrieved, as if Cheng Cheng had done something sorry for him.

"So what?" Cheng Cheng moved a chair and sat opposite Qin Yan, rightly arrogant.

Shaking his head, Qin Yan's gaze was very firm, and he said, "I don't want to do anything, I just want to know why you rejected Cheng Haoxuan, is it because you don't like him." ”

Qin Yan actually wanted to ask Cheng Cheng if it was because she couldn't let go of herself, but it was too narcissistic to say it, so he hesitated again and again, and changed the question when he was about to say it, so that even if the answer was no, he would not be embarrassed in the past.

The living room with only one wall lamp turned on is not bright, Qin Yan's whole person is hidden in the shadow of the sofa, his original tall figure is no longer obvious, his soul has fallen silent, and there is nowhere to hide in front of Cheng Cheng.

He is waiting for the judgment, and as long as Cheng Cheng Cheng says a word, he can decide whether his soul will go to heaven or hell.

The matter has come to this point, and it is time to face it, and if you continue to entangle, it will only make each other sink deeper and deeper into the quagmire, Cheng Cheng looked at Qin Yan, and suddenly felt that he was a little pitiful.

"That's the truth, I really don't have any feelings for Cheng Haoxuan other than friends." Cheng Cheng said, seeing the unconcealable joy on Qin Yan's face, she changed her words again: "However, this does not mean that I will accept you, there is no causal relationship between these two things." ”

The smile froze awkwardly on his face, and Qin Yan still refused to give up: "Yes, you refused to accept him because of me." ”

Cheng Cheng smiled: "Qin Yan, where did you get your confidence?" You should have heard the truth that good horses don't eat back grass, I won't get back together with you, even if you take Nian Cheng away, you understand? ”

This is tantamount to breaking the jar and falling, when she said this, her heart was like a knife, but the victory was dripping with joy, as if she spit out a mouthful of evil gas that had condensed in her chest for a long time, and the whole person was comfortable.

After a long time, Qin Yan spoke again: "Do you really think so?" ”

For a moment, Cheng Cheng had doubts in her heart, but she really couldn't forget the harm that Qin Yan had brought to her, so she gritted her teeth and insisted on her previous words: "Yes, from the moment I went abroad, we have been completely finished." ”

"I see." Qin Yan closed his eyes and stopped looking at Cheng Cheng, he tried his best to hide his vulnerability, but the wetness in the corners of his eyes was illuminated by the wall lamp, and in Cheng Cheng's eyes, there was really nothing to hide.

really hated himself like this, he got up and left Cheng Cheng's house, leaving not a word.

didn't send Qin Yan, Cheng Cheng looked at his back thoughtfully, feeling that she might really be a little too much, but she really had no other way, if she kept giving him unrealistic hopes, she could only harm others and herself.

This night, Cheng Cheng didn't sleep well, she always saw Qin Yan half-asleep and half-awake, either to say goodbye to her, or to confess to her hysterically. He said that he was truly remorseful and would never make her sad again in the future, and said that she would definitely regret it in the future.

Changing the two faces like this, Qin Yan almost became a demon in Cheng Cheng's dream, and it was not until she opened her eyes with dark circles that she was dispelled.

Glancing at the time, Cheng Cheng saw that it was still early, and she intended to sleep again, but no matter how hard she tried to be covered with her head, she couldn't fall asleep again, she was subconsciously afraid of seeing Qin Yan again, even in her dreams.

I don't know what's wrong, she changed her way to comfort herself: You should be happy, he was so disappointed when he left, he will definitely not come to pester you again, why are you so uncomfortable, as if you are sorry for him. It's obvious that he was at fault first, but now all kinds of things are deserved.

However, maybe Qin Yan's sin didn't end here? A faint voice asked Cheng Cheng in his heart.

Realizing that she would drill the horns of the bull if she continued like this, Cheng Cheng didn't dare to think about it, she hurriedly got up and washed, and went to the flower shop before dawn, wanting to numb herself with work. As she walked down the road and watched the sun rise little by little from the clouds, her heart was calmer than ever.

When the sky was bright, Cheng Cheng had already completed the day's preparations, sitting behind the counter and playing with a rose boredly, this flower was raised by her at the door of the store, because the color was not good, so she folded it off, for fear that the guests would see it and affect the business.

However, in the end, Cheng Cheng was reluctant to throw it away, so he simply inserted it in the pen holder as a decoration, and the pink petals that were too light in color were not bright, but they were also chic.

Just when Cheng Cheng was suffering from gains and losses for a flower, the person who caused her the most gains and losses appeared, Qin Yan stood outside the flower shop, holding Cheng Cheng's heart in his arms. He was smiling and calm, like a father who wants to say goodbye to his child's mother before sending his child to school.

Quickly getting up, Cheng Cheng stood behind the counter, looking at Qin Yan in disbelief, she immediately rushed out and stretched out her arm to Nian Cheng.

"I miss you so much." Nian Cheng muttered with a crying voice, and also stretched out his two short arms to Cheng Cheng, eager to return to her arms.

Compared with the last time they met, Nian Cheng was a little thinner, his originally bun-like small round face became a melon seed face with a pointed chin, and his black grape-like eyes were extraordinarily large and round, which made him look a little less innocent and a little more clever, which was very commensurate with Zaohui's keen mind.

Without the slightest drag, Qin Yan chose to let go cleanly this time, he didn't make any moves after Cheng Cheng hugged Nian Cheng over, just stood in place and said to her: "I returned Nian Cheng to you, you will have a good life in the future, I will leave first." ”

I don't know if it's an illusion, Cheng Cheng felt that his tone when he said this was different from the past, he had lost his vitality, he was just speaking numbly and mechanically, without the slightest feeling, like a withered and dried plant.

Qin Yan never did this, he didn't seem to give up, even if he was annoyed by Cheng Cheng, he wouldn't give up.

Therefore, today's farewell words made Cheng Cheng "chuckle" in her heart, she stood in place and hugged Nian Cheng, and involuntarily looked at the back of Qin Yan leaving, her heart was so sour that it seemed to have overturned the old vinegar jar.

Pretending not to care, Cheng Cheng gritted his teeth, turned around and hugged Nian Cheng into the flower shop.

They haven't been able to see each other for so long, but they are not alienated from each other at all, Cheng Cheng hugged Nian Cheng and laughed, and gave him the rose in the pen holder to play, and the two were so intimate as if they had never been separated.

didn't forget to care about Nian Cheng's body, Cheng Cheng still remembered his previous condition when he had a fever, and felt that such a young child was so sick, and there was no one around to take care of him, which was really pitiful. On the contrary, Nian Cheng didn't care much about that incident, he was so young that he had always had someone to play with Qin Yan, so he didn't feel sad.

"Dad, he seems to be sad all the time." Nian Cheng said: "Every time I make a fuss looking for you, he has a face full of lovelessness, but this morning seems to be a little different, I just got up and saw him, the assistant uncle said that he sat by my bed all night." ”

Faintly feeling that this matter had something to do with him, Cheng Cheng asked: "He doesn't sleep at night, what do you do when he watches you?" ”

Seeing that Cheng Cheng was aroused, he tilted his little head: "Then if I tell you the reason, can you go to the airport to find your father now?" ”

"What is he doing at the airport?" Cheng Cheng grasped the key point of her words in time, her brows frowned slightly, thinking of what Qin Yan said when she left just now, and felt that something was wrong.

Playing with the petals of the rose, he thought about Cheng for a while, but he couldn't help but say: "Dad seems to be going back to China, the assistant uncle said so, he said that Dad finally let go." ”

Laid down? Qin Yan actually let it go like this, so what is she? A bad fate that can be broken when you say it is broken, or a mistake when you are young and ignorant?

The sourness in Cheng Cheng's heart turned into anger at this moment, she wanted to grab Qin Yan and slap him hard, but then realized that she was not qualified to do that, and now the result is what she has always dreamed of, and she has also contributed to it, and now it is ridiculous to go back on her word.

She had no choice but to continue to talk from Nian Cheng, and her unwilling appearance was very similar to Qin Yan last night: "Did the assistant uncle say where your father is going?" ”

"Go back to China." Nian Cheng didn't actually hear the exact location from the assistant's mouth, but just pieced together what he heard, and then guessed the answer.

After speaking, he suddenly thought of something, and asked again with a small face: "When will we return to China?" I think the little aunt is them, she said she was going to take me to the amusement park before. ”

Cheng Cheng actually often misses her friends and life in China, but she doesn't even have the mood to make up lies to coax Cheng at this time, so she can only say perfunctorily when she hears the words: "I don't know either." ”

Inexplicably panicked, she suddenly thought of last night's dream, and then realized that she had never really wanted Qin Yan to disappear into her world, and the so-called boredom and disgust before were all just out of revenge against Qin Yan, not real death.

The opposite of love is not hatred but indifference, Cheng Cheng didn't understand this truth until this moment, she was blinded by hatred, and she couldn't even see her true heart.

Remember Qin Shao, you are too cute to have a permanent address