Chapter 252: Illusion

Deng Shuang and Jin Xinyan actually have nothing to say.

Even if her memory is blurred now, she also knows that her bond with Jin Xinyan has been broken more than ten years ago, although Jin Xinyan herself has always refused to admit this matter.

"I remember that you were very dissatisfied with the first emperor giving you a marriage, so you had the words later." When Deng Shuang looked at Jin Xinyan, she didn't have much of a good face, after all, she was the one who was deceived into her feelings and ended up with nothing.

Her voice was a little cold: "Why, have you become the most hated appearance you used to be!" ”

Jin Xinyan coughed, since he met Deng Shuang again, maybe it was really forgetting his worries and dispersing that had an effect, Deng Shuang's attitude towards him was unprecedentedly good, which made him can't help but have delusions.

Unfortunately, the price to be paid for the delusion to come true is too great.

Because he was in front of Deng Shuang, he couldn't be as straightforward as he was just now, so he said in a low voice: "I see that you also like the little girl of the Wen family, and I see that she has a very good relationship with the Xie family, so I want to add icing on the cake for them." ”

"Although the children of the Xie family can only be regarded as Bai Ding now, after having the will to give marriage, they can also have a little more face in Kyoto."

As if it was really just for Ah Yu and Xie Huai to be well-being, he looked very innocent.

The sky outside the house was overcast, and the sultry weather made people feel uneasy and irritable. The dark clouds that were gradually lowering finally poured rain downward, and the dense droplets of water fell between the eaves and tiles, and there was a crackling sound.

Deng Shuang closed his eyes, and it had also rained on the way from Kyoto to Meaux.

Whenever it rained, she always had a splitting headache, as if someone had split her head with a knife and axe, so that she could always feel the pain, and she did things instinctively, but she couldn't think seriously.

Listening to the sound of rain outside the window, Deng Shuang tried to calm himself down, and it was easy to say that it was easy to relax, but it was very difficult to do.

Her efforts seemed to have a slight effect, and the moment when her mind was completely blank, not only thoughts, but also pain disappeared.

But the pain of the comeback was even more intense, and it brought inexplicable visions.

The black-clothed man with a dark green swaddling baby in his arms ran through the rain, and the trees in the afterglow were rapidly retreating, enough to see how fast the man was. When the man jumped out of the forest, his arms were empty, and the dark green swaddling clothes had disappeared.

Deng Shuang's vision was to follow the man in black, but her heart stayed in the woods that the man in black had left behind.

It should be a child in the swaddling clothes!

Even if he hadn't seen the man in black flipping the swaddling clothes in his arms, Deng Shuang still thought that there should be a child in the swaddling clothes.

Although the child was born at term, he looked thin and weak, and there was not a few taels of flesh on his body. Other people's children often cry endlessly, but that child is very well-behaved, he only hums quietly when he is uncomfortable, and the most clingy, if there is less people around, he will definitely be unhappy.

When he was unhappy, he didn't make much trouble, he just frowned and spit bubbles on himself.

A very well-behaved child, how could his family be willing to lose him!

Tears wet her eyes, Deng Shuang tried to turn back to see the forest behind the man in black, if she could know where the forest was, would she be able to bring the child back!

All visions vanished like smoke without a trace, no man in black, no woods, no infant child, only the closed door, as if to laugh at her whimsy.

Even if you know the whereabouts of that wood, what can you do?

Isn't the reason why an illusion is called an illusion precisely because of its ethereal nature?

No one knows if it really existed, and if it did, then who could tell when it existed!

No matter how many ethereal illusions appeared in Deng Shuang's mind, only a moment had passed in reality.

She looked at Jin Xinyan silently, and there was a little more water in her eyes inexplicably, and then she turned her head and didn't look at Jin Xinyan again.

When she couldn't help clenching her fists and holding one hand on her forehead, Jin Xinyan suddenly took two steps forward, and before Deng Shuang could react, he gently rubbed her forehead.

Probably because the movements were too meticulous, Deng Shuang suddenly felt a long-lost peace of mind in Jin Xinyan's arms, and before falling asleep, she smelled a very familiar fragrance, which made her want to cry.

The index finger gently wiped away the tears under the corner of the eye of the person in his arms, and Jin Xinyan stroked her long hair: "Wait a little longer, I will exchange the most precious thing in this world for your forgiveness." ”

"It's too late to make some preparations, but give me some more time, and I'll deliver everything to you......"

What Deng Shuang and Jin Xinyan said that day, apart from God knowing, only they know.

Ah Yu at the banquet did not wait for Deng Shuang and Jin Xinyan to come back, she waited quietly until the end of the banquet, and quietly separated from Xie Huai'an.

"Is grandfather in such a hurry to leave?" Ah Yu sent away Xie Huai'an, who was about to join the army, and when he returned to his courtyard, he was found by Mrs. Wen.

Unlike the last time he persuaded Ah Shen to leave, Old Lady Wen no longer wanted to change Ah Yu's mind this time, he said that the date of his departure had been set, just three days later.

Ah Yu covered her heart, and she didn't know what the sudden panic was about, but her intuition told her that she didn't want her grandfather to leave at this time.

She thought of King Le, who had never left the city, and the miracle doctor who had not heard his whereabouts, and suddenly felt that she had a reason to keep her grandfather.

Old Lady Wen's luggage had already been packed, if it weren't for Xie Huai'an and the others to see them off, he would have already taken the scholars of the White Horse Academy on the way back early in the morning. As for those who were willing to stay at the border to teach and educate people, he also specially asked Fan Zeyu to arrange a place to live and arrange for them, and fulfilled all the responsibilities that he should fulfill as a mountain chief.

He stroked his beard, and a few days ago at the banquet of the Fan family, he accidentally broke several roots, which made him feel distressed for a long time.

At this time, his movements were also extremely cautious, he looked at Ah Yu: "There is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed, since Ah Yu wants to carefully enjoy the great scenery of the outside world, he must always pay attention to his physical safety, the guards prepared for you by your father must be with you at any time, and I will leave you a few more people, their martial arts may not be very good, but they are good at inquiring and passing on news......"

If it weren't for them, he wouldn't have received the letter that Guan Yi sent back to Kyoto.

Ah Yu nodded, and his concern for Old Lady Wen was to accept it all.

After Mrs. Wen's words came to an end, she cautiously stepped forward: "Grandfather, you don't seem to have said anything about what our family has to do with the Deng family!" I see Uncle Deng, they have a lot of respect for you......"

Old Lady Wen paused, he explained the words he had explained to Wen Huan again, and he didn't know how the little girl remembered these things again.

Ah Yu pursed her lips and asked tentatively: "We can be said to have a close relationship with their family, so if they encounter any difficulties, we should give them some help within our ability!" ”

When she said these words, Mrs. Wen unconsciously remembered the voice and appearance of her old friend in her mind, and when the other party had to leave Kyoto, the most reassuring thing was Deng Ao and Deng Shuang.

The former has never been able to do anything, and he is obviously talented, but he inexplicably puts on an appearance that is inferior to people everywhere. The latter is immersed in the betrayal of the past and has not yet been able to fully come out.

He asked Ah Yu, "Why do you suddenly say that?" Is it something that's going on over there? ”

The girl of the Deng family used to be a bully, but after being deceived by Jin Xinyan, she disliked her name, and when dealing with people, the names reported were directly given the word "deception".

It's not self-deception, it's just that it's because I think I'm too stupid and unwilling.

Therefore, when Deng Ao and Mrs. Wen called her to bully the frost, she also responded.

It is probably because of this that neither Deng Ao nor Mrs. Wen seem to have found that she has developed a dislike for her real name.

Ah Yu nodded and said in three words about his relationship with Deng Shuang all the way.

"When I met Aunt Deng, she had already injured her forehead and had been recuperating for a long time, and the wound on her forehead had already healed, but the wound on her forehead was not necessarily."

At first, Ah Yu really thought that Deng Shuang's hysteria was caused by her accidentally hurting her forehead.

But after meeting with Deng Ao, when she talked to Deng Ao about Deng Shuang's hysteria, she realized that her hysteria was left over the years, and more than ten years have passed over and over again, not overnight.

"Uncle Deng said that Aunt Deng's hysteria fell more than ten years ago, and she would leave her residence every year around Qingming and wander around aimlessly, but as long as the Qingming period passed, the rest of the time was normal." Ah Yu paused, she didn't know if Mrs. Wen knew about it, but she said that this was just to pave the way for the rest of the article.

She said: "Because Xu hurt her head again, Aunt Deng's hysteria has also changed, and the time of the attack is uncertain, but usually when she is alone, she will be fascinated by non-existent visions, and then start hurting herself." ”

Old lady Wen knew about Deng Shuang's hysteria.

In the past, he also tried to cover up for Deng Shuang, and persuaded Deng Ao to send people to take care of Deng Shuang more than once, but the effect was always ineffective.

But it was the first time he had heard that Deng Shuang's hysteria had changed.

You must know that he has lived in Meaux for several days, and he has met Deng Shuang more than once, but he has not been able to find Deng Shuang's abnormality.

I heard Ah Yu go on to say: "When I was in Yecheng, I heard that there was a miracle doctor in the border pass who was good at treating hysteria, and after coming here, I did hear a lot of rumors about that miracle doctor, but I have not been able to find a specific person. ”

Ah Yu looked up at Old Lady Wen again: "Grandfather, I am still young, and I have not thought through many things. But I really want to help Aunt Deng, so can my grandfather stay and wait until he finds the miracle doctor and treats Aunt Deng before leaving! ”

Mrs. Wen received the news of her friend's death a few years ago, and along with the news of her death came the last letter to the orphan.

His old friend couldn't let go of Deng Ao and Deng Shuang until he died.

Deng Ao is now working for the emperor, and the net worth he has accumulated is enough for him to live the second half of his life, and he has also adopted several children, although he has no biological children, but the second half of his life is guaranteed.

Deng Shuang is the only one, I heard that she is still fighting with King Le.

At least before I heard that she had met Ah Yu, the news that Mrs. Wen had gotten was like this.

How many girls will practice martial arts for ten years, just to be able to take off a person's head for thousands of miles.

In the past, Old Lady Wen was only worried that Deng Shuang worked too hard every day, and there were so many guards around King Le, he was not worried that Deng Shuang could really kill Jin Xinyan.

However, when he arrived in Meaux, he could no longer be as sure as he had been.

And listening to Ah Yu, Deng Shuang's hysteria seems to be more serious!

For this reason, Mrs. Wen had to postpone the return date for a few more days, and now it is the time when the return date is uncertain.

In the evening, Xie Huai'an came over to eat from time to time, and no one would bring special snacks on the street to Ah Yu, and no one would rack their brains to make her happy.

Not long after Xie Huai'an left, Ah Yu began to miss each other.

Old lady Wen went to the school in the city and gave lectures to the scholars at the border pass, Guan Yi was sent out to find the whereabouts of the miracle doctor, and Ah Yu stayed at home alone, and he couldn't find any interest, so he took Qingye and others to find Deng Shuang.

Deng Shuang had already moved out of Xie Huai'an's house at this time, and now she lives in the house she rented later, the location is relatively too remote, every time Ah Yu comes to look for her, she doesn't bring seventeen or eighteen people with her, and Qingye and Qingrui don't dare to let her go out.

I don't know how she found such a remote mansion, obviously there are other empty mansions in Mo City.

"I still haven't found the miracle doctor today!" Ah Yu sat opposite Deng Shuang, turned the teacup in his hand, and muttered, "If you can't find a miracle doctor, the doctor of King Le's Mansion will go to Mocheng." ”

Jin Xinyan also knew that Deng Shuang was looking for a miracle doctor who was good at treating hysteria, and no one could tell whether he was helping to find the miracle doctor or secretly erasing the traces of the miracle doctor.

Anyway, after he heard the news of the miracle doctor, he specially sent someone back to the fiefdom to pick up all the palace doctors in the palace.

According to him, the palace doctors in the palace were all imperial doctors in the palace before, and now although they have no name as imperial doctors, they are not lacking in the ability they should have. Instead of waiting for the miracle doctors outside who don't know whether they are true or not, it is better to find them.

There are a few points of truth, but in the end, whether he is willing to use the people around him depends on Deng Shuang's own thoughts.