After a few days of cultivation, he finally regained some strength, and as long as he has the spirit recently, he is planning things about Ai Wenxue with Liu Mo and Xi Xiao.

At this moment, I was busy with the things at hand, and when I calmed down, the content to be written in the reply letter repeatedly surfaced in my mind, so as to avoid forgetting it for a long time, so I immediately prepared the paper, but I just started to put down the pen, and I didn't know where to start writing the words I thought of, and my thoughts were very chaotic, and I always wrote down three or two lines of handwriting and suddenly felt that there was something wrong, and I tore off the whole paper violently and then crumpled and threw it out, and before I knew it, there were a lot of abandoned paper balls on the ground around me.

It wasn't until the last piece of the thick letter paper was left that I put down the pen in my hand, my mind was empty, and I hummed the "End of the World" that I had liked for a long time: "I want to laugh, come and disguise the tears that fall; Nodding his head, admitting that he would be afraid of the dark......" hummed without tears but choked up for a moment, and then continued: "If you want to cry, come and test yourself if you are paralyzed; In the whole world, it seems that I am the only one who is tired......"

Music is a good medicine to adjust the mentality, for the current I can really use the lyrics of "It doesn't matter, anyway, if I'm sad, I'll go perfunctory" to interpret the mood.

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To us who we were

Wenxue:

Do you remember the letter you wrote for me? I'm sorry that it took me many years to reply to you, because the previous reunion made me seriously think that we would be together forever, so I thought that being together was the best way to reply, but I didn't expect that everything was not within the scope of what I thought, but it got worse and worse.

Once, when we first met, you only did me half a day at the same table, but you may not know that that short half a day was the happiest and most relaxing time in my three years of junior high school life.

In the past, we had nothing to talk about, only by your side could I put aside my usual suppressed emotions and switch joy, anger and sorrow on my face unscrupulously, and over time, I had to make me feel that this short-term relaxation was a reward for myself, a year, two years...... You are here, I became addicted to this special award, and I can no longer quit, and you have naturally become the motivation to support me to continue to walk into the campus every day, but when I am immersed in it and can't extricate myself, you are estranged from me, and then your goodbye makes me infected with invisible heart disease.

Once, we met again, because the cruelty of life has changed our appearance, the fragile heart is scarred, I have also become a homeless person, this time you came back to me, and what you gave me back is the motivation to live, my loneliness has decreased a lot, but I have become an obstacle to your ordinary life.

Sometimes I wonder if we hadn't met; If we hadn't been at the same table for half a day; If we didn't have nothing to talk about; If we used to ...... In short, if there were no memories of us together, and we were two strangers who didn't know each other, would your life be different?

But I never thought that fate would lock us together, causing you to be involved by me, and began a restrained and uninteresting prison life, after all, half of your life was ruined in my hands, I know that people like me are really harmful.

Since you left again, I have lost my direction again, but I know where you are but I can't see you all the time, every time I go to see you, you are always avoiding me, even if it is difficult to wait for you to show up, you say hastily: "I'm fine, don't worry." ”

In fact, you are not doing well at all, and even suffering from a serious illness, and I still know that I feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for you that you have not enjoyed life well, and the baptism of fate and pain always breaks your teeth and swallows it in your stomach, and I hate you and hate you for hiding the truth from me.

I don't know what kind of feelings I have for you, I may not understand what love is, and I can't tell the difference between love and liking, but I really understand that I like to be with you and like the feeling of talking to you without anything.

So I think we'll never say goodbye, and we'll just be plain, but you......

As I said earlier, half of your life was ruined in my hands, and you will eventually become the person I will never forget.

If you go back to the past, we still know each other, you can start over, as long as you are still willing, I will desperately choose to give you half of my life, or you regret it, we can also be strangers who don't know each other.

Wenxue, I always owe you a sentence: "I do!" ”

If there is an afterlife, please don't find me again, I'm afraid I'm still an out-and-out evil spirit.

If there really is an afterlife, please don't find me again!

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At the same time as I put down the pen, Liu Mo also happened to walk into the room, I was worried that the mood at the moment would numb my consciousness, and the tears left in the corners of my eyes were inadvertently noticed by Liu Mo, so I habitually rubbed my eyes with my hands.

"You can hide it from Liu Mo, but you can't hide it from me, I also know the content of the letter, since I feel uncomfortable, it's better to cry recklessly, why disguise yourself." If she hadn't spoken to me with consciousness, I might have really thought that no one could see through my mood, and even wanted to award an Academy Award for my improvisation.

"Actually, I don't want to hide it from anyone, but in the face of reality, I have to force myself to learn to disguise, otherwise if I continue to circulate hypocrisy indefinitely, I will dislike myself, not to mention that you around me, no one can always tolerate it, one day you will feel that I am a burden, I don't want to be like that." At this time, I was forced to grow.

Liu Mo glanced at the letter in front of me, and I subconsciously folded the letter quickly, "Liangmao, everything is taken care of, let's get ready to go." Liu Mo's tone was very calm.

"Hmm." I didn't say much, just followed Liu Mo closely, hoping that all the things to be done in the next few days could be completed smoothly.

Since we can no longer use our ability to help Ai Wen learn, so we have to take the ordinary path, Liu Motuo found a lawyer and submitted the collected favorable evidence and useful documents in advance, the other party said that after reading these materials, he said that he had great confidence to complete the matter, and I was much more relaxed after listening to the lawyer's words.

"Is it possible for the person who ruptured the eardrum that Ai Wen learned to beat to increase his punishment?" As long as it is a person who is not good for Ai Wenxue, I don't want to let go of any of them, and the heavier punishment is what those who bully the weak and fear the hard deserve.

"If the person commits a new crime while serving his sentence, the sentence to be enforced may be determined between the sum of the sentence previously unserved and the sentence imposed for the new crime during the period, and the longer sentence mentioned above, provided that the conditions are met, provided that the conditions are met. The process is the same as for ordinary crimes, which is investigated by the prison authorities, transferred to the procuratorate for prosecution, and decided by the court. The lawyer gave a more detailed explanation.

As soon as I finished speaking, Liu Mo dragged me aside, lowered his voice to the point that only between us could hear clearly, frowned and said, "Liangmao, let's stop it, since he can be released from prison, it is already the greatest gift of fate left, what do you want?" I said that everything has its own cause and effect, don't forget, he is also the one who killed his own father with his own hands, and only he and we know the truth about this matter at present, otherwise he needs to be sentenced to death for intentional homicide! ”

I stared at Liu Mo's eyes with vicious eyes and shook off his hand, "People like his father deserve to die, besides, why should he accept his fate after being tortured, in my opinion, I wish all the people who bullied Ai Wenxue would die." ”

Liu Mo was also angry, stretched out his hand and used all his strength, pinched my face and held up my chin, "People are watching the sky, and they can't live if they do their own evils, even if fate is unfair and makes a person suffer all kinds of suffering in the world, it can't be a reason for him to violate ethics and harm others!" ”

Liu Mo usually just has a cold appearance, which makes people who are not familiar with him feel that they dare not approach easily, and those who are familiar with him also know that under his cold skin, there is a heart that can be made at any time. But now we are looking at each other, angry eyes are round, his tough attitude really scared me, the whole body can't help but shudder, I always feel that my thoughts are just standing on Ai Wenxue's position more, although a little stubborn, but I don't feel anything wrong, he is the first time I have such a big temper with me because of my willfulness, so I am wronged, my nose is sore, tears wash my eyes red, I don't want to bow to Liu Mo easily for Ai Wenxue's affairs, in order not to cry for his own breath, he gritted his teeth and desperately held on.

Seeing that I didn't mean to open my mouth to speak, Liu Mo was angry and left away from me in his hand, and my head was also swung to the left, warning me: "Xiao Maomao, please do it yourself!" Then he turned and walked away.

I puffed up and rubbed my pinched cheeks, which were numb, and "cut" it, before I finally couldn't control it and let the tears flow out.

I don't know how long I can be stubborn, and I don't know how long it will take for me to let go of Ai Wenxue's forever departure, maybe time will heal the wound, or it may become a scar for a lifetime, no matter what, he must be the person I owe the most besides my parents.

Because some things need to be negotiated face-to-face with the relevant departments and Ai Wenxue as a party through the entrusted lawyer, we have no other way but to wait, and I also handed over the reply to the lawyer, hoping that Ai Wenxue can see it sooner.

Due to the quarrel between me and Liu Mo before, we have lost each other's way of killing time by talking, and I think he should be like me, waiting for the other party to give him a step, otherwise we can only continue to stalemate.