Past Life: Meeting is Life Chapter 12 Xiao Yue's Thoughts (II)

Xiao Yue came to Su Nuo's door and knocked lightly, and heard someone inside: "Please come in,"

Xiao Yue gently opened the door and walked in, as if he was afraid of disturbing someone in the room. This was the first time Xiao Yue had entered Su Nuo's room.

Xiao Yue quickly looked around Su Nuo's room and was surprised to find that her room was as simple as a model room. There was only a bed, a desk, a chair and a small wardrobe in the whole room.

The bed was covered with sheets and quilt covers uniformly distributed by the Co-insatzgrup, and the notebook and pen on the table were the simplest books and pens that could be obtained in the storeroom. Xiao Yue sighed in his heart how could this girl's life be so lifeless and colorless, as if she would leave here at any time.

"Did the Commander ask you to come?" Su Nuo asked when he saw that Xiao Yue was more and more distracted.

Xiao Yue, who came back to his senses, saw that Su Nuo was still wearing loose, pajamas-like clothes, and he didn't plan to go out at all, and he also felt helpless, "Why haven't you changed into a uniform yet?" Aren't you going to a party? That's not good, but you're the main character today."

As soon as Su Nuo heard this, he immediately glanced at Xiao Yue with a sneer, "What stupid things are you talking about, how can I be the protagonist of the party?" The protagonists should be those talkative guys and the Dark Colds they killed! ”

Xiao Yue naturally understood Su Nuo's feelings, but after all, this was an officially organized party, and it would be bad for Su Nuo not to participate, and Xiao Yue felt that Commander Wu Yan also asked him to call Su Nuo out of this idea.

After Xiao Yue let out a long sigh, he shrugged his shoulders and said, "It's not good, those big names are here, and I think if you don't participate, the commander's face will be unbearable,"

"Do you think that going to a party with such an expression and mood like mine will really give the commander more face than not attending?" Su Nuo pointed to his cold, expressionless face.

Xiao Yue was amused by Su Nuo's words, lowered his head and couldn't help laughing, "Well, it's true, your expression is too inappropriate to attend a party, so what reason are you going to find?" ”

"Reason? The reason is ready-made," Su Nuo pointed to his wound, "You accompany me to Sister Xin Xue to change the dressing, and then you know,"

"Uh......" Xiao Yue understood what Su Nuo meant, but pretended not to understand, "I don't understand,"

Su Nuo was a little embarrassed by Xiao Yue's laughter and turned his face to look out the window, and said in a cold voice, "You just explained for me, saying that my wound hurts again, and I have to go to the doctor, and I am very sorry that I can't come to the party,"

Although Xiao Yue knew in his heart that Su Nuo would refuse to attend the party on the basis of being injured, he was still a little uncomfortable when she said it so calmly.

Xiao Yue retracted his smile, "What? Painful wounds? Aren't you cursing yourself? ”

"Curse?" Su Nuo retracted his gaze, lowered his head, and a self-deprecating and slightly bitter smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "I'm an orphan, I have no relatives and no reason, so the last thing I'm afraid of is a curse, what's more, if we kill so many people, we will definitely go to hell after death, and if we all go to hell after death, will we be afraid of any curse?" ”

Xiao Yue didn't expect Su Nuo to say such a thing, and this was also the first time Xiao Yue realized that Su Nuo had such a great sense of guilt in his heart for killing the Dark Cold Clan.

Xiao Yue felt that she had to defeat Su Nuo's thoughts, otherwise one day she would not be able to kill the people of the Dark Han Clan, so it was very likely that she would be killed when she acted, because she would either kill or be killed in battle.

Xiao Yue took a few steps closer to Su Nuo, and his tone of voice became low, "Su Nuo, don't say that, we have no way to kill, who would be born to want to kill?" You're saying too seriously,"

Although Xiao Yue himself felt that the government had gone too far for the Dark Han Clan to purify and kill the people so much, he would not have such a heavy sense of guilt as Su Nuo. Xiao Yue knew very well that guilt was the most important emotion in the Cooperative Team.

Xiao Yue felt that he must persuade Su Nuo well, "Su Nuo, I think you ......"

Before Xiao Yue could persuade her, she was interrupted by Su Nuo.

"Don't say anything, I'm just talking casually, don't take it seriously," Su Nuo understood what Xiao Yue wanted to say, so he immediately interrupted him.

Su Nuo exhaled a long breath to regain his composure, "Actually, I understand everything, people like us shouldn't think too much in the first place, just do our job well, and I also have a reason to have to fight, don't worry, I'll be fine,"

As he spoke, Su Nuo slowly raised his head to look at Xiao Yue, and smiled lightly at him.

Xiao Yue saw Su Nuo smiling lightly at him, and secretly thought in his heart, "She actually smiled, this is the first time I've seen her smile, but why don't I feel happiness from this smile?" ”

Su Nuo saw Xiao Yue looking at him with a trace of sadness in his eyes, knowing that it was his own words that seemed to make him sad, Su Nuo felt that he had said something superfluous.

Su Nuo lowered his head and stopped looking at Xiao Yue, and changed the topic, "Xiao Yue, it's almost time, it's time for you to go to the party, if you don't even go, then it's really not good, no matter what you say, you are also from the Xiao family, if you are absent, many big people will notice,"

Xiao Yue doesn't like to be mentioned about his family the most, "Su Nuo, I just want me Xiao Yue to be the captain of a small team, not the heir of the Xiao family, I don't care about that, I just want to live my own life in the cooperative team like you,"

"You don't have to tell me these words, it's your family that doesn't let you live well in the Cooperative Force, not me," Su Nuo could hear the displeasure in Xiao Yue's words, but Su Nuo felt that there was no need to say these things to himself.

"Su Nuo, I'm telling you this just to make you treat me like a person like you, and I don't like you to always treat me with strange eyes and attitudes, can you understand?" Xiao Yue wanted Su Nuo to understand his mind.

Su Nuo didn't want to talk about Xiao Yue's words, and she didn't know how to answer Xiao Yue's words, so she changed the topic and said, "You really should go to the party, you should have no reason to be absent,"

Xiao Yue knew that it was not overnight that he wanted to get close to this girl, all he could do was keep telling her what he wanted, hoping that Su Nuo would open up to him one day.

Xiao Yue sighed lightly and looked at his watch, "You're right, I really have to go,"

When he was about to walk out of the door, Xiao Yue shrugged helplessly and muttered in a low voice, "If I can not attend the party, I would rather be injured like you, at least mentally."

Su Nuo raised his head to look at Xiao Yue, and Xiao Yue also happened to turn his head to look at Su Nuo, the two looked at each other for a while, and Su Nuo looked away again, "I think you're cursing yourself for nothing,"

Xiao Yue retracted his gaze, smiled slightly, and added another sentence when he opened the door to leave, "I think I'm not afraid of curses like you,"

After speaking, Xiao Yue closed the door and left.

Hearing this, Su Nuo lowered his head and muttered, "How can you be the same as me?" You are such a good person, you should be blessed by many people! ”

When Xiao Yue arrived at the venue, the party was just about to start, and Wu Yan's customary speech was also about to start.

When he walked to the podium, Wu Yan saw that Xiao Yue was just one person, so he stepped forward to ask the reason, "Xiao Yue, didn't you go to pick up Su Nuo?" Why didn't you come with her? ”