When Zhu Kuan said this, his expression was solemn, not like he was joking. Murong Yuhua looked at his gaze, "How do you know if these people are leaving on their own?" ”

"Some of them still have homes in the county, even if they are cured, they won't come back, right?"

"But didn't you say that you dragged those people out with their families?"

"This world is about a human favor, even if a family of three or four people goes, but there are always their uncles, uncles, and aunts in the city, right? There were twenty or thirty people sent to the broken temple at the beginning, and they couldn't have all gone without coming back, right? ”

"Maybe you've lost people's hearts and they don't want to come back."

Zhu Kuan shook his head, "Murong, you think of the common people too much of a fight. If this is the case, Qingping County should have left if there was an accident, and it could not be left until now. ”

Murong Yuhua looked at it with a look of refusal, turned sideways, and walked into the house without saying yes, Zhu Kuan raised his hand to stop him, but asked Zhu Li to stop, "Uncle, Mr. doesn't want to go with you to this troubled water." Forget it. ”

"Murong Yuhua, you keep saying that you want to do things for the people, and now that something happens to them, you don't care? How can there be such a good thing? ”

"You are the one who wants to be the official, and now that something happens, you will naturally be responsible for it. You should be prepared to deal with that when you lock them up. Murong Yuhua was a little indignant, but when he thought of what he had done, he really didn't have any position to accuse him, so he just said helplessly, "You let them die, you can't even give them a chance to survive, right?" ”

After saying this, Murong Yuhua and he wanted to wave his hand to refuse, but who expected that this time his hand was raised, and before he could speak, Gu San held his wrist, "I'm afraid this matter is not as simple as you think." ”

Gu San, who has always been cold and silent, opened his mouth at this time, which surprised several other people. Zhu Kuan didn't believe her words a little, but seeing that it seemed that only she could convince Murong Yuhua now, it was rare for him to stand in the same camp as Gu San, and asked cooperatively, "Miss Zhou, do you know anything else?" ”

Gu San was very indifferent to his sudden attitude of offering affection, and just asked, "You said that the people you sent out for the first time didn't come back, and you didn't see people alive or dead, and when the people you sent back later, they said that there was no one in the broken temple?" ”

"There's no one left."

"What about the corpses?"

"There are no corpses either."

"Is there any sign of death in that ruined temple?"

"You've killed people there, and now you're asking me if there's any sign of a dead person?"

Gu San didn't pay attention to it, and just asked, "Does the corpse smell heavy?" Is there more or less blood than before, if there is no one, are there broken arms and legs? ”

Zhu Kuan was really a little confused when he heard her ask, "This ...... I don't know very much about that. ”

Gu San actually felt that something was wrong from the beginning of hearing him say that the plague, and then the people in the broken temple disappeared, which sounded even more weird. But if it is a zombie, it is impossible that there is no news at all, and once the patient who has been driven out of the town mutates, it is obvious that he will only go to a place with a lot of people - not that Zhu Kuan will still have a chance to come to Murong Yuhua at this time.

"Near the ruined temple, is there any other road besides the mountain road to this village?"

Zhu Kuan didn't say this question, but Zhu Li answered first, "Near the abandoned Jizo Bodhisattva Temple, in addition to the road into the mountain, there is another way to the mass grave." It doesn't look like a place where people can live, does it? ”

"Most of the villages around Qingping County are located in the south, and the Jizo Bodhisattva Temple is in the north. Miss Zhou, what exactly do you want to ask? ”

When Gu San heard this, he packed up his things and didn't answer, but left a sentence before leaving home, "My surname is not Zhou, my name is Gu San." Don't get me wrong. ”

Zhu Kuan saw that after she finished asking, it seemed that she was done, and hurriedly said, "Then do you care about this matter or not?" ”

"No matter."

"What do you ask me for?"

Gu San stepped into the door, beckoned to Murong Yuhua, and motioned for them to come back. As soon as Murong Yuhua and Zhu Li entered the house, Gu San closed the door directly, and Zhu Kuan stood outside alone, always having the feeling of calling a woman to play a trick.

He looked indignant, he didn't leave or stay, this woman just didn't leave him any affection. Seeing that this matter was yellow, Big Brother was about to turn around and leave, but the door opened a crack again.

It's Spikelet.

"Uncle, my aunt said, when you go back, be careful." The little girl's voice was very immature, but what she said was inexplicably creepy, "She said that you did something immoral, and you can't let a dead person come to kill you in the middle of the night." ”

When Zhu Kuan heard this, he raised his hand and scolded at the door, "Gu San, your mother-in-law's mouth is really poisonous!" You-"

Gu San walked over from behind the door and reached out to cover Xiao Sui'er's ears, so as not to let her hear Zhu Kuan's scolding words, "I'm not cursing you, I'm telling you the truth." ”

"Don't think that you killed fewer people than me, in this way, you should also beware of this group of dead people looking for you in the middle of the night to seek revenge and ask for your life!"

"If so, I'll kill again." Gu San said this, raised his hand from Xiao Sui'er's ear, and closed the door again.

Murong Yuhua stood by the window and looked at Zhu Kuan, who angrily slammed open the courtyard door and walked out, he looked at Gu San very puzzled: "I thought you wouldn't hate him enough to let a child say such things to curse him." Is there anything else I don't know about this that you might know? ”

Gu San took a broom to clean up the bits and pieces of garbage in front of the door, Zhu Li went to the kitchen to prepare dinner at this time, Xiao Sui'er sat on the chair next to her, holding the villain book that Murong Yuhua had drawn for her earlier, and looked at it a little absent-mindedly.

Seeing that she didn't answer, Murong Yuhua seemed to be even more worried, and he tried to attract her attention, after all, the previous two months of life had already made their relationship harmonious and tacit.

In most cases, Murong Yuhua knew that Gu San's unwillingness to answer meant that there was no need for them to talk about this matter. But now more people's lives are in front of them, and Gu San obviously knows something they don't know.

Even if she didn't seem to want to talk about it anymore, Murong Yuhua still called her again, "Gu San?" ”

Gu San originally wanted to keep quiet and stop talking about this topic, but he couldn't help Murong Yuhua approaching, reached out and gently pulled her sleeve.

"Just talk to me...... All right? At least let me know why you said those things to Brother Kuan. "Murong Yuhua has adopted his usual methods to show weakness, and for Gu San, he has always succeeded. This trick Murong Yuhua and Xiao Sui'er can be said to be perfect at home.

Gu San's movements in his hands didn't stop, but he finally spoke, and asked first, "You tell me first, if Qingping County really may face a more serious problem than the so-called 'warlord oppression' in the future, will you help them solve it?" ”

Murong Yuhua was silent for a while. The silence did not bode well, Gu San put the broom aside, opened the door and emptied the garbage, and then looked at him, as if waiting for his answer.

Murong Yuhua finally replied, "If the matter is really very serious, it is impossible for me to stay here and sit idly by. ”

"Even if you go, it's useless?"

"I don't believe it's useless to go. There's still something you can do, right? ”

Gu San sighed, and she sighed mercilessly, "Murong Yuhua, sometimes you simply collect all the stinky problems of intellectuals on your body. You have little self-knowledge of yourself, but you want to help all the injustices and injustices that you see, all the tragic events. ”

Whether it is his theories or the mistakes he has made, everything proves that Murong Yuhua has almost all the common problems of intellectuals who are weak and compromised, as well as their idealism, and they are always full of untimely expectations for the future and suffering.

But pain is pain, and suffering is suffering. Other than that, it's not a fart.

It's not the torture that must be experienced before the arrival of a new era, and it is not the darkness before the dawn. Whether it is torture or darkness, in Gu San's cognition, it is just itself.

So what can people learn from it? In the case of Gu San, the most important thing to learn is to say "fuck" to all this and then resist, it's as simple as that.

Murong Yuhua didn't understand how the discussion about the epidemic in Qingping County involved him again, he was a little innocent, trying to justify himself"...... I just want to do everything I can. It's not heroism, it's just a normal moral bottom line. ”

"But your moral bottom line is sometimes to sacrifice all your own interests to help others in exchange for hope of survival." Gu San said, rubbing his temples, "You really do it again, it's still so familiar." Can you deeply understand that everyone is actually fighting for their own interests, only you, only you are like a fool for the justice in your heart, for the so-called 'benevolence', for the 'freedom of the majority' in your mouth? These don't make sense to those who want to take advantage of you. How many times do I have to say it before you understand? ”

Murong Yuhua said: "But some things have to be done by someone, right?" And I'm not at all as righteous as you say I am, you're right, I'm stupid, sometimes like a fool. I also make mistakes, and I also make some wrong decisions that cause more losses. I know all of this, and I'm repenting of it. But at least I know that what I'm insisting on isn't wrong. I understand what you've told me, Gu San. If you want to stop me, no problem, but at least tell me what I want to know, right? ”